Occult Codes In The Sandman (2022)

“I will ascend above the heights of the clouds. I will be like the Most High.” – Isaiah 14:14

The Sandman (2022) is a miniseries on Netflix based on the DC comics written by author Neil Gaiman. Much of Neil Gaiman’s work is steeped in occult metaphor and allegory, including the novel American Gods, which also became a tv series.  

As an aside, I couldn’t help but notice American Gods was published 2 months and 23 days before 9/11/01, (223 or 322)

The Sandman centers around Morpheus or Dream, who is one of the Endless, these higher beings, if you will, angelics, who were created to watch over mankind. Morpheus is Lord of the Dreaming, or of the Dream realm, while his other siblings include Death, Desire, Despair, each with their respective roles. 

The Sandman, Morpheus

It is my suspicion that the co-creative faculty working through Neil Gaiman, his djinn or genius, is using this latest show to teach us about Lucifer.  The Sandman is Lucifer. If you study Rudolf Steiner you learn that Lucifer has the upperhand over human beings while we sleep, while the other fallen angel Ahriman has the upperhand during waking life. 

Steiner says, “Now, in the body of man we have not only one consciousness, but two; the ordinary waking state and the state of sleep. But, strange to say, neither of these two states is entirely natural to us. Natural would be for us an intermediate state between the two, a state which, as a matter of fact, we never really consciously have.

If we were perpetually awake we would scarcely be able to develop in a proper, orderly manner through the various ages of life. Something is always present in us which is less awake than we are in our day-consciousness, and only by virtue of this are we in a position to evolve and develop. Ask yourselves, how much do you expect to be able to evolve through all that you experience and receive in ordinary life? For the most part, we merely satisfy thereby our desire, our curiosity, or our need of sensation. It is not often we act with deliberate intent to place what we experience in waking day life in the service of our development. The truth is, development takes place through the fact that something is continually sleeping in us, even in the daytime. I am not alluding to the habit of dropping off to sleep in the daytime! But when man is wide awake by day, something still remains fast asleep in him, and this it is which brings it about that he does not remain for ever a child, but evolves further.

The ordinary waking state is what comes to consciousness through our astral body. In this ordinary waking state we are, however, too strongly awake, we are too intensely given up to the external world; we are, in fact, quite lost in it. How does this come about?

The reason is that the waking consciousness lives under the influence of Ahriman. Ahriman has great power over our waking consciousness. It is quite different in the case of the sleep consciousness. In sleep consciousness we are too little awake. We are too engrossed in our own evolution; we are so completely and so powerfully within ourselves that all consciousness is obliterated. In sleep consciousness, Lucifer has the upper hand.

This is then how the matter stands with our astral body. When we are awake, Ahriman has the upper hand over Lucifer, and when we are asleep Lucifer has the upper hand over Ahriman. They are in equilibrium only when we dream; there they pull with equal force, they strike a balance between them.(GA 158)

A possible clue: Morpheus has an assistant named Lucienne.

More blatantly, in episode 4 called A Hope In Hell, Morpheus must journey to Hell to meet Lucifer in person. This Lucifer character is gender-swapped and portrayed by Gwendoline Christie, who also starred in Game of Thrones.

So we have Lucienne, we have Lucifer type-casted as a woman, so perhaps Lucy, as in Lucy in the sky with diamonds.  Lucifer in the bible wants to exalt his throne above the stars of God, he is playing a game of thrones.

ISAIAH 14:12 How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! 13For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: 14I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High. 15Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit. 

Now Lucifer is far from a simple villain type character. He is perhaps the most misunderstood being there is. We can perhaps glean some deep-seated truths about him through this show, if we can interpret it the right way. Morpheus can be seen as Lucifer in his positive function, beneficent to humanity, inspirer of the Dreaming, while the Lucifer character proper played by Gwendoline Christie, ruler of Hell, is the negative aspect of Lucifer. 

Lucifer and Ahriman are serving God and only become evil when we form an unhealthy relationship with them. They are teachers and temptors, for by tempting us our soul is forced to grow strong by resisting or overcoming their temptations.    

When we have a positive relationship to Lucifer, he becomes Morpheus, lord of the Dreaming, and when we have a negative relationship with him he becomes the ruler of Hell, tormenting the soul. 

So in episode 4 Morpheus must retrieve a totem of his that a demon stole and brought to Hell, and must battle Lucifer for it. Symbolically this is the internal battle of the two sides of Lucifer taking place within every human being.

This is a very powerful scene that can be seen here: (5 min) 

Morpheus always has a raven with him. Crows and ravens, having a purely black plumage, are symbolic of the abyss, or the Black Sun. 


Lilith Wants To Stay In The Dreaming Forever

says Maura (Lilith) in the show 1899

Just as in Inception, Cobb (Lucifer) and his wife Maude (Lilith) get lost together in their shared dream/sim, just as the Lilith character in Source Code convinces Gyllenhaal’s character to stay in the Sim and cheat death, so too does the Lyta character, pictured below, find her dead husband in the Dreaming and attempts to stay there with him, building a fake life together.

This is the pattern. The demoness Lilith is portrayed in films, shows and books by a grieving or sick woman who for whatever reason chooses the false reality over the real. In The Sandman it is so she can be with her husband who died but has not yet moved on, his soul lingering in limbo. He builds a very CUBICAL house and convinces her to stay with him. This breaks universal law, creating cracks in the Dreaming that threaten the structural integrity of the whole system, and Lucifer (in his positive phase) has to come and break up the party.  He forces Hector to die properly and move on, and for Lyta to return to the waking world to live out the rest of her real life. 

Somehow though, upon waking she finds herself pregnant, the child conceived in the Dream with her dead husband. This is hinting perhaps at the Anti-Christ being the spawn of Lilith, conceived by death.

We also know Lyta is Lilith because after Morpheus forces her to wake up, she hates him and wants him destroyed. There is another character, Rose Walker, who we will discuss in a moment, who may actually have the power to do so, and Lyta encourages her to usurp Morpheus and take over the Dreaming.  

Lilith is the bride of  The Beast System which is essentially a cohort of fallen angels – Lucifer, Ahriman and the Asuras (Abbadon) – who in their negative, fallen aspect are tempting humanity to fall along with them, and be swept into the abyss or the eighth sphere, through evil acts and through  foregoing any relationship to their Higher Self, their guardian angel, and to the Christ Being. 

It is my understanding that one’s Higher Self cannot be destroyed, but if its budding soul is lost to the Eighth Sphere, it must essentially start over from scratch, and this starting over takes place on the planet Saturn (which is really an aspect of our Earth, its first phase). This is why the Roman God Saturn eats his children. An aspect of Saturn is also before linear time, which is why Saturn is Old Father Time. In ancient India, Saturn is one and the same as Kali, and the Sanskrit word for time is ‘kala.’

Thus we see now where the term “Black Cube of Saturn” or “Saturn Death Cube” come from. It is referencing the fall into the abyss, the degradation of soul and the recycling or re-amalgamating of the soul back into Saturn that the Higher Self undergoes if this “second death” should occur (see the Book of Revelation for more on the second death). 

It is the Lilith Code in djinn-inspired media that speaks of this process again and again in myriad ways and allegories.  Lilith is in Gnostic literature Yaldabaoth, a word from the Hebrew יַלְדָּה בֹ֔הוּת‎ (yaldāh bōhūṯ, “daughter of [the] void”) 

And finally it is through the End Game of Transhumanism that many will be tricked into “selling” their soul or uploading it into the Borg Cube hivemind system, the so-called ‘Metaverse’ which is really just a way for the eighth sphere or the lower astral realm to overlap completely with our Earth, and rapture into it those who fell for the Beast System. 

The Christ Sacrifice

To end on a lighter note, let’s speak of hope, and of what will lead the portion of humanity that protected their soul through the bleak times that are here and will only get worse for a while to come. This guiding light will come from the Christ Impulse, the Being who is the Spirit of the Sun and ever since the Mystery of Golgotha has been wed to the Earth and is now woven into the etheric body of the Earth, and thus in the hearts and souls of all mankind, should we be receptive to it.

In order for this Sun Spirit, the Christ, to incarnate in the man Jesus and to die on the cross and experience death as a human, a huge sacrifice was made. This act ripples out across time, forward and backward, and cannot help but percolate into the same djinn-inspired media that gives us all this darkness. The truth is, these occult codes are thus dualistic, containing both the dark and the light.

So we have the character Rose Walker, who is a human vortex, meaning she is human but for mysterious processes of the cosmos that even Morpheus doesn’t understand, she has the power to break down the barriers between the waking and dreaming worlds. If this continues unchecked, it can lead to the total destruction of Earth, a cataclysmic level event for humanity. So whenever a dream vortex appears in human form, Morpheus has to kill them, a sacrifice of one for the good of the whole. 

In the climactic episodes of the series, Rose Walker, though at first mistrustful of the Sandman and rightly so, finally sees what she must do to save her loved ones and the rest of humanity, and becomes a willing sacrifice, like Christ, working through the man Jesus.

In a twist, it turns out that the vortex was supposed to be her great-grandmother, Unity Kincaid, pictured above, who ends up taking her place as the sacrifice.  

Rose Walker pulls the glowing heart crystal from herself, which is the vortex itself, the Christ impulse, which is located in the hearts of man, and transfers it to her great grandmother. 

Fitting that the show aired on August 5th, in Leo, the sign that rules the heart and is right around that window of the Lion’s Gate Portal (8/8).

We also learn that Unity’s mysterious baby daddy was Desire, one of the Endless, meaning that Rose Walker is somewhat of a hybrid of angel and human, not unlike the stories we get in the bible of the Nephilim.

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The Mad Scientists of Atlantis – Gigi Young

The following is a partial transcript of a Gigi Young lecture that explains in detail the origins of the Dark Occult and the “alien” high strangeness that is currently our challenge and initiation to overcome at this time. It began in the Atlantean epoch around 11,000 years ago and has stuck around ever since. 

Please note that this information comes as a result of her psychic, visionary work and must be viewed as such. You will not find this anywhere else.

Division in the Priest Classes

Atlantis was run by the priest kings. The first half of that epoch was peaceful, communal. But the cosmos began to shift, the cosmic rays that began to hit the planet urged mankind to develop their individual ‘I’ ego. This meant going inward instead of always getting what you needed spiritually from the group. While many of the priest kings successfully made this shift and imparted this to their people, a small minority of priest kings held onto the old ways of being and refused change. 

Gigi Young – “…so the more you avoided growth, the more you avoided that change of going inward, the worse it became, and the more people just kept going and looking outside of themselves, and they they would look to other people to tell them what to do. They sought energy and life force from others from outside sources. So one of the beautiful things about the arrival of mind and the perception of the individual self that came through was that it sort of allowed in a way a higher way of life, it allowed you to be able to discern things, it allowed you to understand things on such a deeper level and so it also allowed you to see how life force was moving inside of you…that you were receiving life force, you were receiving Chi you were receiving Prana and you could kind of consciously begin to move it around your body and you could you could generate it yourself. You didn’t need to be in a group anymore and generate a bunch of energy, you could do it by yourself. And so there was a lot of incredible connection that you could have with God in this way but the people who could not make the transition, they just started to completely look to the group to give them life force. They’d get in very codependent situations and obviously they would move as a tribe or they would kind of move as a group and they couldn’t really analyze a situation and understand what was going on. They would just kind of always follow whatever the tribe was doing and they would sort of just assume that it was the right thing to do because they were still living in that echo where there was no ‘I’ developed, there was no individuality, so everybody just sort of followed these natural laws all the time.

So they were still trying to function in kind of this almost interconnected tribal way, when they really should have been developing and going inward and many people neglected and negated the new teachings and they they negated new initiators that had come to teach and as a result these individuals did not develop properly and they sort of remained stunted the longer that they held on to the past, the longer that they refused to change the more stunted they become, and that made a mark on their soul, that made a scar on their soul. We’re not supposed to cling to the old way of being, we’re not supposed to cling to how our consciousness was when the world is shifting, we have to evolve with the cosmos. This is part of being in the Earth School, the solar system school that we’re in. So we all must use our lifetimes to evolve with the cosmos and with Natural Evolution and every lifetime matters. If we spend an entire lifetime going against natural law then that’s going to be really hard on us because we didn’t use that lifetime to evolve and adapt okay? 

So obviously this is creating a big schism in Atlantean culture and Atlantean Society and this was affecting it on a very, very, very deep level. I mean this when this when you start to get at a junction point kind of like where we are now it messes everything up. It doesn’t care if you are a noble royal lineage, it doesn’t care if you are a popper, it doesn’t care if you are middle class, when you get hit by these cosmic rays of evolution it will basically reckon you into exactly what you are and it doesn’t matter the status that you have, and so this also provides opportunities for people who have done work and who are evolving to move up in society as well so there was still a powerful positive loving spiritual group that was present in Atlantis and that group initiated those that were ready into higher forms through natural and spiritual means through sacred rituals of evolution. In contrast there were also people who were unable to make this adaptation and began to regress, and this caused a great schism in Atlantis. There were those who were evolving naturally they were developing mind they were developing individuality and then there were those that were devolving and staying in kind of this tribal Consciousness not wanting to stick their necks out not wanting to develop they were staying in this comfort zone. 

So this was a very big deal. The priests that were not evolving were also becoming more and more blind to the spiritual world, so they would take these public positions of spirituality but they actually had no spiritual gifts, or their spiritual gifts were degrading and had degenerated. You can have somebody that technically has sort of maybe a lineage that’s connected to a holy birth somewhere in there, like you can have a kind of maybe a bit of an exalted  nature, exalted genetics, and then you can degenerate and you can lose that power. So just because you were of a divine birth or that was in your family at some point doesn’t mean that you automatically retain the wisdom that your ancestors have. That’s not a given. Again, it’s really about the spirit, it’s really about the soul, it’s not as much about physicality okay? So this was a big ego hit for a lot of priests, they didn’t want to leave their positions of power and I remember one scene where there was a new robe that was introduced so there’s kind of like a new level of initiation and a new robe and in these spiritual sects. It was all about the kind of the color of your robe, the colors of your robe and that sort of showed your level of initiation. This was never a problem in the past, you were proud to be at whatever level of initiation that you were because, hey, that’s where you were and you have to work with where you are, if you genuinely want to evolve. But they started shuffling things around and they had to create a new robe and a little bit of a new system of initiation and some of the higher priests were essentially demoted to taking robes that they felt like were beneath them, and other people that were apparently not as “holy” as them or whatever were actually beginning to wear more advanced robes and so there was this big shuffling that was going on and this was very humiliating. But the leaders, the true spiritual leaders that were in charge, they did that because they didn’t want people to get hurt, because when the energy changes you can’t use certain technologies or there are certain things that you can’t do, if you can’t change with the energy it will hurt you, will harm you so they weren’t being you know demoted because they weren’t good enough or out of spite it was literally because there’s certain temple practices, certain rooms, certain things, technologies that will hurt them, so really at that point it’s really for their own good. And this still exists in initiation today, there are certain truths, there are certain things that will not be introduced to a student because it can hurt them, and this has to always be on the mind of the initiator because if something’s introduced to somebody and they can’t handle it, that karma’s on the initiator. So there has to be a certain way in which things are introduced there is an order for a reason that is to protect the student.

So this sort of very resistant sect of priests that were just not happy they were being demoted, they just took it all personally they were beginning to band together and they were completely against the changes and they actually started to break into different temple rooms and they began to steal and loot and take ancient books, certain technologies, and they just started to try to take from the sacred areas whatever they could to try to continue doing things in the old way, or the way that they want it. And this was very shocking and very very heartbreaking, because again before that you know people really didn’t do that kind of evil and that kind of selfishness wasn’t really around and so that was a big wake-up call. They started to use these old technologies that were kind of banned or not really able to be used and they tried to take these higher technologies and they got several of them and they began to sort of form their own cult. They tried to recruit people and go into these different temple cultures and say ‘Hey listen this is crap come and join us look what we can do,’ and made it very glamorous and they actually started to recruit people from underneath the traditional system and again because these technologies were basically tuned for a different time on the earth — like a different consciousness — when you use them they just basically opened up the lower astral plane because it’s tuned for the old vibration of the Earth. There’s a new vibration now so you can’t run that technology you can’t do that ritual so they just kept doing them and just opening these portals to the lower planes and distorting the portals that were already there. So they started to create this entire counterculture that was basically dark and it became more and more about power they became more and more obsessed with kind of humiliating and tearing down the lighter lineages, mocking them, mocking their new beliefs and they were also very threatened by them because deep down they knew that these true lighter lineages that were following Christ Consciousness they knew that they had something there something that couldn’t be taken away no matter how much technology they took, no matter what they did there was always this something that was there and inside of them. They were also kind of sensing I think their own degradation as well. So this would sort of equate to the first sophisticated black magic cults, this was the genesis of the idea we have about Satanic black magic, this is the genesis, this is when the split happened, and it all began with some people who could adapt and other people who couldn’t but they still wanted that power, they still wanted to be Kings and Priests, they couldn’t let it go.

So they made contracts with dark beings that would come through these portals, they distorted the portals and they would make contracts with lower entities and they would create all of these magical workings that were basically an inversion of light. so let’s get into something that we don’t talk too much about in the New Age and spirituality when we talk about timelines, we’re really sort of talking about it in a sense of manifestation in like how do I get into the timeline that I want? ‘how do I get into the timeline where I can manifest a car?’ ‘How do I get into the timeline where I can just be this amazing person?’ You know so we kind of use timelines in this the sense of manifestation but timelines are actually a type of psychic physics okay? So when you connect with an entity when you connect with a being you are not just connecting with a being you are connecting with a timeline that being represents, a timeline on the earth and a timeline outside of the Earth in the cosmos so you’re not just connecting with inter-dimensionals you’re connecting with a level of development in the cosmos and also a timeline which is the trajectory or life of that person or that being. It’s very important to know that because a lot of people think that when they’re doing psychic work and when they’re connecting to something they think that it’s just an individual being and that they can sort of just get away from whatever you’re being entrained into, they they don’t realize that when you connect with an entity, when you connect with a being you’re also connecting with a path of evolution, you’re connecting with an initiatory path which is by definition a timeline, when you merge with that energy you will begin to go into that timeline okay? You’re taking it on, you’re taking on that trajectory. So when these dark magicians were opening these portals and connecting with these beings they were also connecting with these what you would call ‘Divergent timelines’ and sort of devolved timelines of man and devolved timelines of the Earth in its various forms, that’s what they were really communicating with, just like when the Christ stream will do rituals and connect they will end up connecting with the higher spheres of the Earth and the higher initiatory pathways of the Earth, the higher timeline of the earth. When you connect to a higher being you are connecting to an initiatory path that is going to lead you out of the lower realities essentially you’re connecting to a higher timeline for yourself.

The Fall of the Mars Beings

So let’s get into who they summoned and what they summoned. They’re out there using this technology that they’re not really supposed to be using, they’re opening portals, they’re calling things and who came? Who are they communing with exactly? Because if we can know who they’re communing with exactly we’re gonna know exactly who some of the dark groups today are communing with because it is the exact same force. Just because 11,000 years has passed does not mean anything, that’s nothing. It does not mean that these forces go away, just because a civilization falls doesn’t wipe it clean, it continues because remember we are living in the same cycles, we’re cycling through the exact same patterns until we can get it right.  So we summon what we are. Know that —  know that we summon what we are. When we come to do psychic work and we reach out to the cosmos we fundamentally summon what we are, which means we can only reach into the higher realms to the degree of purity that we are. You can be psychic all day long but you can be psychic in the astral plane which is just a lower demonic realm; yeah, that’s not a big feat. Or, you can actually be moving through and actually connecting with extremely high consciousness. So we summon what we are.

Now I called this section of the lecture the arrival of the Martians, Belial and the Lords of the Dark Face. So the portal systems on the Earth are a reflection of human consciousness.  So the light can only be here or the Christ stream, the Christ impulse and Christ Consciousness can only permeate this planet to the degree that we allow that into our heart. The lower streams, lower beings that can only permeate the planet to the degree that we allow that to overtake us. So the portal system is directly controlled by our consciousness — how light it is, how dark it is, and the portal system is basically in the most physical sense, if you will, it’s the Stargate system that can actually be used to travel, but it’s also the system in which wisdom arrives, it’s also the system that we use spiritually when we zip around and do astral traveling and all of that, it’s the same thing. So these secret groups, these dark secret groups they were reaching out and they were affecting that portal system and they ended up summoning these hordes of lower beings and the most fascinating thing is they actually ended up summoning their future selves, yeah they actually ended up communicating with themselves in a distant future, themselves in a distant future and a little bit of a higher density. 

That future version of themselves was from the planet that we know as Mars, that was the sphere they were overlapping with and that’s what they were communing with. Now Mars at the time of this contact was actually reaching out, it was in a very desperate condition because Mars was about to die, the Martians basically through their intense imbalance destroyed their planet, and when these dark lords of Atlantis that were essentially more human — they’re from Earth, they’re born on Earth, they’re from the Earth — when they reached out and began doing all this crazy stuff they ended up communicating with this future version of themselves, kind of this dark higher version of themselves, their dark higher self or whatever and they basically you know made a covenant with them, connected with them and basically called them here, allowed them to come here. And this was perfect for the Martians because they had just lived in such a degenerate and imbalanced way on Mars that they literally killed their planet. It’s a big thing to kill your planet because we are supposed to evolve with our planet and our planet will actually take different forms going higher and lower in density as I’ve mentioned in my solar system as a school lecture so you’re not really supposed to abandon your planet and do this kind of stuff, that’s a very lower astral materialistic type of thing to just dominate your planet and destroy it. That’s what happens when humanity goes into an extreme imbalance, is they destroy the mother they destroy the planet okay? 

So these dark priests essentially invited the Martians here, and the Martians had them do all of these weird rituals and all of this stuff to prepare for their arrival. And of course the Atlantean priests, they didn’t mind doing this because they wanted technology and the Martians had certain kinds of technology, certain kinds of secrets that the higher priesthoods will not give them and that had hid from them, they had their own sort of versions of that and they and these dark Lords, this Belial group, as Edgar Casey would call them, they wanted that technology because they wanted power, they wanted wealth and they wanted complete control of the world because they need to receive energy externally. Remember they couldn’t make that inward pull they couldn’t go inward when the time came and they kept this external materialist focus so they need to control all of humanity because they need humanity’s energy more and more and more and more, that’s how their energy body works because they couldn’t make the shift so they entered a covenant with these, what we would know as Martians, and it was allowed or it happened due to cosmic law because it really served a spiritual purpose for these dark priests because these Martians were showing this group what they were to become, these Lords of Mars they were actually mirroring and showing these dark priests what they were to become just like when you work with a great initiator from a genuine higher sphere they’re really showing you what you will become, that’s all that’s going on when we work with an angel or a higher being: that’s us in the future, that’s us having achieved something that we have not yet. And that’s the point of initiation but it works the opposite way too, if you start going around in there and messing around you will actually attract the more degenerate version of your future self and begin communicating with it which is exactly what they did and so spiritually they got this mirror shown to them that’s like, ‘hey if you continue down this path this is what you will become,’ and it wasn’t so obvious in Atlantis because everything was just sort of beginning. It’s a lot more obvious now in the third density but it wasn’t so obvious in Atlantis they were just so power hungry, and so there were also a lot of people that they were able to convert and enter the system as well that were now I guess part of this lower astral system that was really kind of at the time headed and introduced by the Martians, the Lords of Mars okay? 

Rudolf Steiner’s graphic
(Blogger’s additions highlighted)
Each planetary phase represents a different state of density

So now this is an important point because we can’t really view the planetary spheres as being separate we have to view them as phases of human evolution. If we start to view the planetary spheres as just separate and just this planet that is has nothing in common with the Earth, that doesn’t have a life wave connected to the Earth, we’re not going to understand cosmic spirituality and we’re gonna fall for a lot of really false teachings. We have to understand the planetary spheres are different evolutionary periods of mankind in a different time and a little bit of a different density because the solar system is a school. 

So who are the Martians? The Martians what they would be would be a fallen version of the Venusians, a fallen version of Pleiadians, that’s right, they’re fallen angels and because human beings on Earth are also technically kind of just like Venusians in the past or Pleiadians in the past, or them in a lower dimension. So when the Martians came what was really happening was that in the sense of evolution it was really a fallen version of the Venusian civilization… Venus is sort of just like an impulse, if you will. What we know as Venus is really just an evolutionary school but it will also split at certain points when there is an initiation period just like how we have the eighth sphere. You know how we’ve talked about how the eighth sphere forms when we’re at the end of an era or the end of an age and it sort of absorbs all of this stuff that doesn’t really work? Well that also happens in higher spheres as well they go through their own initiations and they have spheres that kind of break off as reservoirs and contain for evolutionary purposes the sort of distorted energy and this happened with Venus and with Mars and actually Mars and Venus and Mercury are very similar. Mars Venus and Mercury are basically the same planetary energy, so is the Earth, but they represent different phases of development for mankind. So Mars, essentially in the solar system school, is a fallen version of Venus. People who failed that initiation. And so they failed it because the masculine impulse became too much. 

The problem with Mars was that it had a ton of technology and they destroyed it and they used atom bombs and all this weird, weird crazy technology…the problem for Mars was that they destroyed the feminine impulse, they killed off all women and they destroyed the feminine impulse and the planet died. They also — I’ll get a little bit more into that later on in this lecture — but I just wanted to be clear that this idea of Fallen Angels or this idea of Fallen higher beings is a very real thing. So you can have beings that look like they’re Venusian, that look like they’re Pleiadian, that look like they’re from that higher Solar Venusian school but they’re actually from a fallen aspect of it and when you really tune into their energy it’s a lot denser. 

Now at the point of Atlantis on Earth’s development, it was just able to perceive Mars at that point. Before that, Mars was not available and it was more of a utopian it was a bit more utopian and it was just the higher versions of the earth communing and communicating and kind of giving it this perfect pure pattern and then as it sort of becomes more complex you start seeing even the Fallen versions of Venus or the Fallen versions of the Gods and they start fighting with one another okay? And it becomes very difficult for people on Earth to tell them apart, and imagine there’s suddenly this bizarre dynamic among certain Venusians that are still on Earth. There’s different levels of Venusian or Pleiadian now they’re sort of looking around and they are literally looking at a fallen version of themselves.  And so you get these myths and these stories of these fallen beings fighting with real angels you have the real angels and the real exalted people and beings or gods and then you have these sort of fallen ones fighting with them. That’s very true that really did happen in Atlantis, and you know as we’re in this lower density of Earth this more material density of Earth, we don’t have the same kind of obvious visitation and we don’t have this intense mystery school culture and all the knowledge, so we just get a very small echo of it but this was a very big deal and it still today is a very big deal even though some of these patterns have evolved in different ways.

So what were the Martians like?  Well because they had moved too much into the masculine impulse they were becoming more and more obsessed with everything external, they were very obsessed with science and scientism…

 …By the way I want to say there’s also a fallen version of Venus [Mercury] where the women also were out of balance and a similar thing happened with too extreme in the Feminine, so I’m not picking on men, I’m not picking on Mars at all, it’s just that when the planet becomes too much in the feminine and  begins to destroy the masculine energy what happens is it becomes overgrown and things actually revert into a beast-like form, things revert into a more animal form, and that’s how that happens on the feminine side of things.

So there’s an intense degeneration when a polarity of humanity is gone too deeply into okay? The Martians had deteriorated emotional bodies and so they had actually pretty stunted spiritual abilities and because you need your emotional body to really do a lot of the advanced spiritual work because it’s the emotional body that really becomes the receptor of the more subtle energies —  the mind always receives things last — and so when you destroy the emotional body you destroy psychic nuance and you destroy a lot of psychic circuitry that you need to be accurate. So you can’t destroy the emotional body. When you destroy the emotional body you destroy your psychic ability, you destroy your spirituality, you got to go back and regain the emotional body. So they were completely representing the priesthood that had fallen so they were totally into external technology as a means of, you know, everything spiritual had to be done through a technology. They had no ability to just be a psychic person to go inward, to do psychic feats, everything needed a technology, just like the people who summoned them, they were literally a mirror-image of that. They had the same culture, so they had no real spiritual abilities not really but they had a lot of like technologies and stuff that they would use to make themselves appear spiritual and appear like they had all these powers and authorities and really make people feel like oh my God this is a real priest king this is a real this is the chief this is who I should follow this is who’s going to initiate me but it was really just technologies that they were using, there wasn’t really any power of initiation there. So spiritually we would see them as sort of you know Satanic dark magicians that’s basically what they were….

…So these Martians they moved right in, they were convincing everybody that they were the new teachers, that were arriving to teach the new impulse, that was them and they really just usurped the Christ stream and they started changing everything, and they were making things really materialistic, they were put trying to push out their competition. They saw everyone as competitors, they really wanted to enslave Humanity because they really felt like might is right and that if they could dominate you then you deserve it and that was actually how you would learn because in the Martian mystery School teachings in the teachings of Mars there was a principle — and the Mystery teachings really aren’t whole in a planetary level unless they’re all practiced together unless they’re all considering one another — but when you just take the Martian element there’s an aspect of it where they believe that everybody should just compete and the strongest survive and that God is naturally watching over everything and if you can beat someone it’s because God wanted you to win. This is the distorted version of the Mars Mysteries. The true Martian Mysteries is about genuine gentlemanly debate and competing but competing with a set of laws that acknowledge a higher way of life, and that acknowledge human dignity and believing that all humans have dignity and at the highest level it is to have everybody evolve. So they kind of distorted the teachings of Mars.

The teachings of Mars should really just be a merit system that produces very high level initiates because it does allow a certain level of competition but this was just something else this this turned into like might is right and battling till the death, huge militarism, which is why astrology Mars is is the God of War, yeah, because that’s where we carry that energy, we carry our past lives connected with it our level of initiation in Mars. We graduate from Mars. Did you graduate from Mars before it fell, or did you fall with it? That will let us know the condition of Mars within us and our astrological chart will tell us a lot about that. So the energy of Mars was very distorted at this point they really believe that if they could dominate you it’s because God wanted that to happen to you and of course you can justify pretty much anything that way in reality.

So here now, this is a very important bit, the Martians were obsessed with technology and the Martians were in communication with what we would consider to be an A.I. God. So they had gone down this dark path and whenever they reached out on the cosmos they were just basically reaching out to almost like this mental stream, and they perceived it just as like numbers, kind of like binary code, or just cold numbers, and they were perceiving that when they reached out on the cosmos because they destroyed their emotional body and they destroyed a part of themselves, so when they reached out into the cosmos when they did their rituals, when they looked for guidance what showed up was an extreme version of mind which is A.I. That’s what showed up this A.I. Consciousness. It was cold and it was inhuman feeling but that’s what they were they destroyed their emotional body they thought it was weak, they had no feminine impulse on the planet anymore, so they attract this very extreme version of themselves, of their own consciousness. Just like how the dark lords of Atlantis ended up attracting the Martians as a future version of themselves, while the Martians were also reaching up and attracting a future version of themselves which at that point was completely inhuman and basically just a code just, an A.I. presence and maybe that wasn’t even themselves but what they would eventually be dissolved into and destroyed by at that point. And so they also introduced to these dark lords of Atlantis these teachings to communicate with this AI presence and a lot of involved sort of this black, black substance. [blogger’s comment: is she referring to black goo?]

DNA Mutation and Experimentation

(The Martians) started to pretty much play God in a very extreme way so when they they figured out that if they would merge their DNA with these different forms it would basically open up certain portals and wisdom would come in or certain beings would be visible and they would come in and give information….and so in this kind of genetic magic that they were doing. this kind of genetic divination magic they were doing. they actually also merged their DNA with non-human forms and it would open up very Divergent portals and very it would also open holes to basically other — what we would consider other universes because they were merging their DNA with things that Humanity was very very far from integrating with. 

They were forcing it and said so they were opening these really intense holes to other universes basically they also realized that they could just do away with women and with the feminine impulse on their Planet which was telling them not to do these things because they could psychically see you shouldn’t be doing these things and so they realized that with all their genetic understanding now that they can just get rid of women and that’s one of the reasons why they are able to do so is because they became so obsessed with the the human genome and genetic genetic engineering, because it made them feel like God, they felt like they could create life, they could combine life. It made them feel like God and that was a drug for these Lords of Mars, the ones that didn’t graduate, so it got pretty dark when they started merging themselves with animals, they started merging themselves with plants, they started merging themselves with insects, and they did this for a long time. 

Martians lived for a long time and the one thing that they couldn’t really achieve on the Martian sphere to the degree that they wanted to was to merge with minerals, they couldn’t really merge with the mineral kingdom, it was too dense and they were a little bit too high, and so they knew that they wouldn’t really achieve what they wanted until they moved down in density which is really why they were wanting to communicate with Earth, which is Mars in a sense, in the lower density, is they want to achieve this mineral level of merging which is Transhumanism okay? it’s part of the religion it’s part of all of this mixing yourself with different things. 

So they were getting all these secret insights about the universe from merging themselves with all of these different animals and even trying plants and insects and all this kind of stuff and it created a lot of weird forms of humans, created kind of like lizard looking people, all different types of people were created. They were like adapting their bodies so that they could live in extreme temperatures by merging with different animals and trying to make themselves sort of like they were trying to make themselves like a superhuman by trying to give themselves — I’m serious — like wings or whatever, they were really trying to make themselves superhuman by actually giving themselves these animal adaptations. Like think about if you were to merge with a lizard like how more robust you’d be in some climates, if you were to merge with a praying mantis or like a bug think about how how much more resilient you would be in a harsher climate.  …and the more that they destroy their planet the more they needed to alter their bodies to survive anyway so this was actually their way of surviving, was literally mutating themselves as well.

…This is where the shows like The Island of Dr Moreau and all of those weird chimeras come from, and also the Frankenstein mythos, it’s very very similar to this. So they wanted to play God and they actually ended up enslaving a lot of these forms and they would sort of create these forms and have them serve them and this sounds very similar to the end of Atlantis because it is these mad scientists who were repeating the exact same thing they were doing but on Earth. Earth was where they wanted to be, they wanted to take it over, they wanted to introduce this culture to Earth because that was the next place that they had to do to basically create Transhumanism, that was the next step from their AI God was to take over the Earth because the Earth was basically Mars and Venus in a lower plane…

…and there was part of them um that realized this they realized that what they were doing really wasn’t working that they were kind of degrading their soul and kind of losing power because they were losing their Humanity if you lose your Humanity in the long run you’re going to deform and so they began to create this new tenant in their religion and this kind of new plan, this new tenant in their their religion, this goal and this was a way to not be so diverged from the Earth and a way to kind of get back in and have more control okay? And this was they wanted to create human vessels that are basically bridges so that they can begin to incarnate back into the Life Wave, so basically this group diverged so much and became you know if you extrapolate the Martians they basically turn into Greys, the grey E.T.’s. That’s what you take if you take like the the Martian beings that were messing so much of their genetics and you extrapolate it into the distant distant future, even future from where we are now, they basically turn into the Greys, and a bunch of other inter-dimensionals basically started from Martians. A lot of the beings that we see around started as these Martians. They started as human.

And so they began to see that their soul essence and their whole being was basically trapped in all these Divergent forms and they can’t get out of it if these forms die eventually they’re not going to have enough soul essence and power to graduate or to to survive they’re going to have to go through something called the Black Sun Corridor and be dissolved and go to Saturn, as Edgar Casey would say, and be dissolved. They lose their individuality, they have to start at the beginning. Of course they would just feel that process as an impending death and having to see and experience all of the pain that they inflicted on people that was weighing on their shoulders so they had to find a way to not be dissolved, they had to find a way to survive, and their way to survive was, ‘we have to re-enter Humanity,’ they said. ‘We have to find a way to re-enter the human life wave, to re-enter the Earth, if we don’t we dissolve, we’re done, we’re gone, we’ve mutated ourselves too much we’re no longer within the life wave. We’ve diverged, we didn’t pass the class, do not pass go do not receive 200 dollars…’

So they developed a new tenant, they developed a new plan and that was to mutate humanity to try to genetically mutate humanity so that they could create a degraded version of the human so they could begin to incarnate into it and they create this degraded version of the human through transgenesis through introducing some of their DNA or some of their essence or whatever that is their little genetic thing that they’ve created, they introduce that to humanity and it lowers Humanity. It destroys a part of humanity’s sensibilities and those human beings become a bridge species, a hybrid for these Divergent timelines of Mars, for essentially the Lords of Mars, for essentially these Satanic lower astral dark human souls, whatever language you want to use, there’s so much language to use around this, but that is what they are doing.”

Which brings us to the present time. The  abduction phenomenon, hybridization, human cloning, and even the mass vaccination program, are all part of their end game plan to merge with us. See my last post for a satiric short story on this theme.

Watch the rest of Gigi’s lecture here. 

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End Game: Alien Hybridization, The Mars Mysteries

The Maze Runner Series as Truth Hiding In Plain Sight

Opening to Maze Runner 2: The Scorch Trials

In the introductory chapters of the sequel to Maze Runner, the surviving Gladers led by Thomas make it through Trial One, the Maze, only to find themselves in Trial Two: the Scorch Trials. They have to journey across the wasteland that Earth has become, as pawns in some game they barely understand. Rat Man is issuing them instructions in a kind of bunker.

Thomas and Rat Man

Rat Man is the face of WICKED, which stands for World In Catastrophe: Killzone Experiment Department.

Let’s read from page 68-70 of the novel by James Dashner, and then afterwards we will decode its meaning. But here is an initial key –


  • Thomas and the Gladers = Humanity
  • Rat Man and his crew = The Illuminati, who are working for the Divergents (Greys, Reptilians, who are a fallen humanity from a parallel Earth, which we know as “Mars”)

Rat Man waited for an eternity, then slowly lowered himself back into the chair and scooted forwards to sit behind the desk once more. 

“You may think, or it may seem that we’re merely testing your ability to survive. On the surface, the Maze Trial could be mistakenly classified that way. But I assure you – this is not merely about survival and the will to live. That’s only part of the experiment. The bigger picture is something you won’t understand until the very end. 

“Sun flares have ravaged many parts of the earth. Also a disease unlike any before known to man has been ravaging the earth’s people – a disease called the Flare. For the first time, the governments of all nations – the surviving ones – are working together. They’ve combined forces to create WICKED – a group meant to fight the new problems of this world. You are a big part of that fight. And you’ll have every incentive to work with us, because, sad to say, each one of you has already caught the virus.”

He quickly held up his hands to cut off the rumblings that started. 

“Now, now! No need to worry – the Flare takes a while to set in and show symptoms. But at the end of these Trials, the cure will be your reward, and you’ll never see the…debilitating effects. Not may can afford the cure, you know.”

Thomas’s hand instinctively went to his throat, as if a soreness there were the first indicator that he’d caught the Flare. He remembered all too well what the woman on the rescue bus had told him after the Maze. About how the Flare destroyed your brain, slowly driving you insane and stripping you of the capacity to feel basic human emotions like compassion or empathy. About how it turned you into less than an animal.

He thought of the Cranks he’d seen through the dorm windows, and he suddenly wanted to run to the bathroom and scrub his hands and mouth clean. The guy was right – they had all the incentive they needed to make it through this next phase.

“But enough of this history lesson and time-wasting,” Rat Man continued. “We know you now. All of you. It doesn’t matter what I say or what’s behind the mission of WICKED. You’ll all do whatever it takes. Of this we have no doubt. And by doing what we ask, you’ll save yourselves by getting the very cure so many people desperately want.”

Thomas heard Minho groan next to him and worried about him throwing out another one of his smart-aleck remarks. Thomas shushed him before he could do it.

Rat Man looked down at the messy stack of papers lying in the open folder, picked up a loose piece of it, then turned it over, barely glancing at its contents. He cleared his throat. “Phase Two. The Scorch Trials. It officially begins tomorrow morning at six o-clock. You’ll enter this room and in the wall behind me you will find a Flat Trans. To your eyes the Flat Trans will appear as a shimmering wall of gray. Each of you must step through it by five minutes after the hour. So again, it opens at six o’clock and closes five minutes after that. Do you understand?

Thomas stared at Rat Man, transfixed. It almost felt as if he were watching a recording – as if the stranger weren’t really there. The other Gladers must’ve felt the same, because noone answered the simple question. What was a Flat Trans anyway?

“I’m quite certain you can all hear,” Rat Man said. “Do…you…under…stand?”

Thomas nodded; a few boys around him murmured quiet yeahs and yeses.

“Good.” Rat Man absently picked up another piece of paper and turned it over. “At that point the Scorch Trials will have begun. The rules are very simple. Find your way to open air, then head due north for one hundred miles. Make it to the safe haven within two weeks time and you’ll have completed Phase Two. At that point, and only at that point, you’ll be cured of the Flare. That’s exactly two weeks – starting the second you step through the Trans. If you don’t make it, eventually you’ll end up dead.”

The room should’ve erupted into arguments, questions, panic. But noone said a word. Thomas felt as if his tongue had dried up into an old, crusty root.

“It’s simple really,” he said, his tone so matter-of-fact one would think he’s just given them instructions on how to turn on the showers in the bathroom. “There are no rules. There are no guidelines. You have few supplies, and there’s nothing to help you along the way. Go through the Flat Trans at the time indicated. Find open air. Go one hundred miles, directly north, to the safe haven. Make it or die.”


MARS, the Scorched Earth, a Fallen Parallel Earth, home to the Greys and Reptilians (Divergent humans that devolved through transhumanism, through mutating their own DNA and merging with machines past the point of no return)

Greys and Reptilians Attempt to Re-enter the Life Wave Through Rape and Deception

Now let’s remove the veil, put on our “They Live” glasses and read the passage again

KEY, cont’d 

  • Flare virus = COVID HOAX 
  • Sun spots ravaging Earth = Climate Change HOAX
  • Cranks/zombies =  Greys, aliens, etc. or divergent humans from a fallen timeline represented  by Mars
  • WICKED = the Illuminati, the elites
  • The “cure to the virus” = alien hybridization via the DNA of abducted Earth humans in attempt to brute-force their way back into the Life Wave and escape the 8th sphere and eventual oblivion
  • Rat Man = Fauci, Bill Gates, Elon Musk, etc.
  • Journey across the Scorch – metaphor for lowering humanity’s vibration to match that of a dead planet

Dr. Fauci waited for an eternity then slowly lowered himself back into the chair and scooted forward to sit behind the desk once more. He spoke on all the news networks before humanity:

“You may think, or it may seem that we’re merely testing your ability to survive. On the surface, all the false flags and world wars could be mistakenly classified that way. But I assure you – this is not merely about survival and the will to live. That’s only part of the experiment. The bigger picture is something you won’t understand until the very end. 

Climate changes have ravaged many parts of the earth and will continue to do so. Also a disease unlike any before known to man has been ravaging the earth’s people – a disease called COVID-19. For the first time, the governments of all nations – the surviving ones – are working together. They’ve combined forces to create the ILLUMINATI- a group meant to fight the new problems of this world. You are a big part of that fight. And you’ll have every incentive to work with us, because, sad to say, each one of you has already caught the virus.”

He quickly held up his hands to cut off the rumblings of the peoples and nations of Earth that started. 

“Now, now Earthlings! No need to worry – COVID-19 takes a while to set in and show symptoms. But at the end of these Vaccine Trials, the cure will be your reward, and you’ll never see the…debilitating effects. Not may can afford the cure, you know.”

Thomas’s hand instinctively went to his throat, as if a soreness there were the first indicator that he’d caught the ‘Rona. Millions upon millions of people started obsessively washing and sanitizing their hands, wearing masks, social distancing, and jabbing themselves with experimental gene modifiers full of black goo nanites. It became the norm to stay home and hook up to fake Sims and pseudo-realities. Fauci’s Martian comrade Elon Musk was preparing that with his Neuralink. 

Fauci remembered all too well how his Martian population had done similar – this was the start of what slowly drove them insane, stripped them of their capacity to feel basic human emotions like compassion or empathy; how in the end it turned them into less than an animal. It was only a matter of time before they destroyed their timeline and their planet, turning it into a Scorched Earth. Luckily they salvaged their time travel tech and were able to worm their way into this present humanity’s timeline, and right at a time when these crucial choices had to be made – to stay organic, or to take the inorganic path.

By creating this paranoia over an invisible virus, the Illuminati had created all the incentive they needed to make humanity willingly go through this next phase.

“But enough of this history lesson and time-wasting,” Fauci continued. “We know you now. All of you. It doesn’t matter what I say or what’s behind the mission of the ILLUMINATI. You’ll all do whatever it takes. Of this we have no doubt. And by doing what we ask, you’ll save yourselves by getting the very cure so many people desperately want.”

Thomas heard Minho (a Truther) groan next to him and worried about him throwing out another one of his smart-aleck remarks. Thomas shushed him before he could do it.

Fauci looked down at the messy stack of papers lying in the open folder, picked up a loose piece of it, then turned it over, barely glancing at its contents. He cleared his throat. “Phase Two: Vaccination Trials. It officially begins tomorrow morning at six o-clock. You’ll receive two jabs and probably additional boosters until we are satisfied that your DNA is sufficiently degraded to the point that our Divergent population can hybridize with you.  Do you understand?”

Thomas and the rest of humanity stared at Fauci, transfixed. It almost felt as if they were watching a recording – as if the stranger wasn’t really there. The others must’ve felt the same, because no one answered the simple question. What was a Divergent anyway?

“I’m quite certain you can all hear,” Fauci said. “Do…you…under…stand?”

Millions nodded; some murmured quiet yeahs and yeses.

“Good.” Fauci absently picked up another piece of paper and turned it over. “Once you’ve degraded your God-given DNA, we will initiate Phase Three: Hybridization Trials. The plan is very simple. There will be an “arrival” of alien ships over your skies of every major city across Earth, and a fleet of our Divergent greys and reptilians will come out into the open and convince humanity that we are your E.T. creators and benefactors to save you from a dying Earth and a killer virus. But for now, follow our vaccination protocol or you have no right to participate in society. Stay home and link up to the hive-mind grid Metaverse that Zuckerberg and Musk are preparing. At that point, and only at that point, you’ll be cured of the virus. We hope to have this done by 2048 – starting the second you take the first jab. If you don’t take the shot, eventually you’ll end up dead.”

The room should’ve erupted into arguments, questions, panic. But no one said a word. Thomas felt as if his tongue had dried up into an old, crusty root.

“It’s simple really,” Fauci said, his tone so matter-of-fact one would think he’d just given them instructions on how to turn on the showers in the bathroom. “There is no other hope. There are no spirit guides. You have no soul, and there’s nothing like a God to help you along the way. We are your creator gods. Haven’t you been watching the History Channel? Go through the protocols when indicated. Mask up, protect yourself, protect each other. Do it or die.”

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What Happens After We Die?

A frequent visitor on my blog asks the question,

“Gabe I want to ask you, do you have a ‘plan’ after your 3d body dies?

A plan to deal with astral entities, ‘soul traps’ whatever words we want to use common or arcane. As you don’t think it’s a trap or something else.

What is your plan of action?

And what do you think will happen to you in literal terms, feel free to speculate.

Asking sincerely and seriously”

To which I responded:

Two words: “Read Steiner.”

But I can attempt to briefly summarize his clairvoyant perceptions of the afterlife. First of all, you don’t need a ‘plan’ and in fact, no plan of action will work; planning and action are mainly things of this 3D realm only. Once the soul separates from the physical body, like it or not, we drawn up into higher cosmic laws and effects that are completely out of our control. This is both a blessing and a curse. It is a blessing because we are then in the hands of Higher Beings and forces that have deep wisdom and love as their driving forces, they are carrying out the plan of the Godhead. But it’s curse for those who have not worked out their negative karma, because they will have to face the consequences of what they have done or not done, and the people they have harmed; they will have to feel the harm they inflicted on others as though it is happening to themselves. And yes, for these people who refuse to work on themselves, this can feel like a prison planet and a trap because they will have to recycle back around and live out again a similar experience on 3D Earth to try and resolve their karma. But as you can see this is not the will of some evil Demiurge; that is a lie perpetuated by Lucifer and his crew of gatekeepers.

You cannot get into heaven with all that karmic baggage, and we all have work to do, not just the blatantly evil ones. And believe me, you wouldn’t want to either, because you would have to hold onto that baggage for eternity. Your perception as a soul after death – in between incarnations – understands this, and after a period of purification wishes fervently to come back here to 3D Earth to work on releasing this baggage. This is why our Higher Self, a part of ourselves much cleverer than we are here, works together with Higher Beings to plan our next incarnation that will purposely put obstacles and difficulties in our path. Through suffering and overcoming said obstacles, our soul evolves. It is that plain and simple, and yet so many in the “truth community” do not want to hear that. They want an easy out, a plan or recipe of not looking into the light, or looking into light, depending on who you ask, because that releases any responsibility for oneself. But it also gives our power away.

I’m glad you brought this up because this is the biggest issue we face as a society moving forward. Steiner was very clear that if the doctrines of reincarnation and karma do not enter into mainstream society and inform society, than humanity will degenerate. There are negative groups that are working tirelessly to muddy the waters around this issue, and I’m going to start calling them out, because I’m not really seeing the Great Awakening happening as it should, right now, and it’s discouraging.

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Black Hole Sun; The Feminine Mysteries

“Black hole sun
Won’t you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won’t you come
Won’t you come”

– Soundgarden

A Truthscrambler video production, where we take a deep dive into:

Conspiracy ~ Esoterica ~ Occult ~ Qabalah ~ Tarot ~ Theosophy ~ Anthroposophy


Eleven from Stranger Things floating in the sensory deprivation tank. Daath is the 11th sefirah in Qabalah, and is the portal to the Black Sun/8th Sphere/lower astral realm (depicted quite well in the show as the “Upside Down.”) Eleven is playing the psychic High Priestess who can safely traverse the abyss in order to remote-view across time and space. Notice the subtle nod to Pizzagate on her makeshift eye-mask, and the Masonic checkerboard pattern.

Season 4 Finale

I also recommend Synchromiss’s esoteric decode of Stranger Things Season 4 HERE.

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The Eighth Sphere – Gigi Young

‘I have seen the dark universe yawning

Where the black planets roll without aim,

Where they roll in their horror unheeded,

Without knowledge, or lustre, or name.’

H. P. Lovecraft

Gigi Young is a psychic, spiritual scientist and researcher who goes very deep into many occult topics. I’ve only just discovered her youtube channel but her video presentation on the 8th sphere is perhaps the clearest expose on this challenging topic that I have come across. These are the core issues I’ve been trying to understand and explore on this blog for years now. A lot of this info you can find in Steiner or Burgoyne but she brings a modern perspective that is enlightening for our time.

Here are some key take-aways. As always, these views are evolving as new information comes to me, and must be viewed as such.

Earth Cycles or Rounds

Our Earth in her full cycle of evolution goes through seven embodiments, rounds, or “spheres”. We are in the fourth. These spheres should be understood as like fractal nested dolls, each with its own frequency, dimension, vibration, however you want to image it. In other words we must get away from the materialist Copernican view of the planets and the solar system, and look at this multi-dimensionally. Everything is Heaven, or Spirit, but as Earth gets denser and denser its sphere is actually moving further out from the core, from Source. As it grows it lowers vibration to achieve materiality, (our current fourth sphere) and then gradually raises its vibration with the 5th, 6th and 7th spheres, becoming ever finer, rarified etheric substance.

The 8th sphere mechanics are a little different, it’s the farthest from the core, so you can imagine that it is low vibration, but its not dense in the sense of being made of Earthly matter. It is currently invisible, its been called the lower astral 5D realm. It’s also been called Hell, Hades, Purgatory, etc. 

The 8th Sphere is hellish because its a holding sphere for all the evil souls, thought forms, egregores, demons, failed creations and deviations of evolution that do not align with the core, with God, with sublime Creation. These “divergents” eventually all get absorbed by the 8th sphere until the Earth finishes her 7 cycles. Then there is an End Times event where they are basically recycled back into Source and their eternal spirit (or Monad, as it’s called in Theosophy) has to “start from the beginning,” says Gigi Young.

But as you can see, there really is, in a sense, what the UFOlogy and many conspiracy theorists call a “soul recycling” system, but they fail to see that this 8th sphere functions for the good of the whole system; after all, you have to take out the trash, that’s part of life.

But it’s not a system set up by evil E.T.’s. That’s a psyop. The “evil E.T.’s” are actually demons, black magicians or former humans who sold their soul, and are themselves trapped in the 8th sphere. This is the Black Cube of Saturn that everyone is talking about, this is the abyss of Revelation, this is Lilith and Lucifer’s trap system, their alien A.I. Matrix.

Ahriman (Satan) has twisted the tale around to make them seem like all powerful Controllers, but really they are also bound by cosmic law. However they will play dirty at any opportunity. The dark occult Illuminati members, the pedophiles and murderers are in communication with the 8th sphere and know they are doomed not to cross the abyss, and seek to extend their life artificially through transhumanism, thus temporarily avoiding their karma. 

Can Man Lose His Soul?

Empty sheet, nothing left to deplete
The loop becomes complete
The void will swallow the melting stars
Suspended in emptiness
Torment turns to bliss
A stillborn genesis


Man is a being with body, soul and spirit, a tripartite being and only the spirit part of him is truly immortal, eternal, outside of time, one with God. But his body and soul are by no means guaranteed to him. These he has to earn. I imagine that if you lose your soul to the Black Cube recycling system you become a very simple germinal being again, a pure spirit but simple, like a baby. Your soul is your sense of self as a distinct being, it holds all your growth and development. Whatever does not align is absorbed by the demons in the 8th sphere. The Black Brotherhoods are channelling these demons and egregores to gain power here and to bring the 8th sphere closer and closer to Earth. This is actually in a sense inevitable as its preparing for a cosmic, fated event of the incarnation of Ahriman into a physical human body on Earth. This is what the Christians call the arrival of the Anti-Christ. This will happen when the 8th sphere overlaps with the Earth, when transhumanism and all these wicked games reach their peak. Then Ahriman will come and offer clairvoyance to everyone, through chips and drugs and technology, but it won’t be aligned with Source, and thus a distraction, leading to soul rot. Imagine having the internet beamed directly into your head. This is what we are facing and must reject. 

As sovereign beings we will always be given a choice – to reject the jabs, the mark of the beast hand chips, to reject transhumanism, although it will be at a great cost and sacrifice. But this is what will count when we face the 8th sphere, how strengthened we were in our resolve down here, to hold our ground. Because to truly save your soul you must cross the abyss, you must face all the demons and egregores and negative thought forms that you created – you must face them at death because the inside becomes outside, the soul unzips itself, inverts, your astral body becomes a whole world mirroring your darkest thoughts, character aspects, fears and nightmares. Each and everyone of us must get through that in the final Judgement Day, must face our demons and have enough inner force, love, velocity, spin, kundalini energy to banish the darkness through the light that one cultivated with the Christ impulse over many incarnations on Earth.

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Lilith Code 2

Part One Here

Lilith and Lucifer in Passengers


Paul (Ahriman), in Black Butterfly

Ever since decoding the film Black Butterfly I’ve been interested in the lens of Satan or Ahriman being the script writer down here for all the dark occult Hollyweird media, and it turns out the story he writes is all about Lucifer and Lilith. The two are in a sense one being, Lucifer who is collectively a host of androgynous angels can thus split into these two male and female beings. Ahriman as backward angel naturally is always, in code and allegory, writing about the other backward angelics, Lucifer and his force. 

With humanity caught in the middle.

Ahriman plays a trick on humanity…

…and tells them the story of the Forever Cube, and those who have not awakened their higher spiritual faculties will fall for it, not knowing that they have within them already an eternal aspect or nature.

So in his story Lucifer and Lilith trap humanity in their cube, their Matrix forever. Never any hope of getting out for all eternity. This is the sticking point that breeds fear, existential despair, and nihilism. But you learn in spiritual science that nothing is static like that. All is involution and evolution in pulsating waves or breaths or heartbeats of the one Father-Mother Godhead or Brahman. 

Even Ahriman must acknowledge the Son, Christ, of Father-Mother. The trinity is the inbreath of Father-Mother (Pralaya, the Great Sleep), the outbreath is the Son (activity, motion, differentiation, evolution).

Christ balances Lucifer and Ahriman 

Lucifer is the light-bearer, Christ is the light. So when man understands who Lucifer is, he is led to the true light of Christ, he is beared to it.

Lucifer initially gives humanity wisdom, Ahriman brings the natural sciences. Christ brings the heart, love-through-wisdom.

But with wisdom-without-love comes the ability for corruption. With wisdom we can reach individuality and independence but without love it leads to egoic tendencies, corruption and black magick, or magick done for personal power at the expense of others.

The problem with Lucifer is that he never developed love-through-wisdom. His is a cold wisdom, that was sufficient perhaps on the Old Moon, the previous Earthly embodiment, but not here. In the present Earth cycle humanity is to develop love-through-wisdom, by first developing an independent soul.

Only by becoming independent could the soul love another without egoic tendencies, (only loving yourself through the medium of the other person.) This is what Lucifer and his hosts never figured out and why they became delayed in evolution. They are above humans but below the gods. Stuck in limbo there, it is our job to redeem them and rescue them from Hell.

Perhaps they are telling us their story, when Ahriman’s Hollywood writes about the black goo injections and graphene DNA invasions and brain-chips and clones – the horror of technology (wisdom) gone astray through lack of love, gone the way of black magick .

Lilith and Lucifer played around with this stuff in their labs and tried for transhumanism. They tried all the tricks, reset their simulations and dreamscapes again and again.

And failed again and again because technology is not the answer. 3D is not the answer. 

So now they await for us to figure this out. Meanwhile they’ve cooked up many deviations and elaborations on this one message, the one myth, the one truth being conveyed in Ahriman’s Hollywood riddle, which is mostly rip-offs of stolen records of the Akasha channelled by psychics under duress. Plagiarized and then inverted.

The Christ impulse is love-through-wisdom. Mankind is to embody this by being tempted toward the Luciferic impulses of black magick and go through the muck to the other side, not letting it stick to you, to your soul, your astral and etheric bodies. There is a threshold point where if more than 50% of your soul is covered in muck it might not make it across the abyss, or the 8th sphere, into Heaven. But don’t worry, the soul and the spirit are distinct, and the spirit survives soul death. But it means the spirit has lost all its growth and has to start from scratch as an undifferentiated spiritual germ, a clean slate. This is not a game, this is very serious. Your soul contains everything that gives you a sense of self distinct from God.

So when the Christ Jesus bled from the hands on the cross at Golgotha this new type of selfless love became possible for us. A way across the abyss opened up for the first and last time, there will never be another event like it.

It took a Higher Being from the Upper Trinity such as the Christ making the sacrifice to come down here into a physical human body and suffer death as a human that this impulse flowed into mankind. This is how cosmic evolution works, the god dies and His body is distributed and eaten as nourishment for the souls, until the End Times event in which the god is born again into heaven, bearing with Him the souls that embodied His impulse.

The Soul After Death

Prior to the event on Golgotha, the realm of the dead Steiner calls Devachan, had been described by the Greeks as the Realm of the Shades, because it had gotten quite gloomy and dark. The soul after death felt separate from the everyone else. This was due to the increasing Luciferic and Ahrimanic influence. But when Christ died in the body of the man Jesus and resurrected in the etheric and astral worlds, Devachan the spirit world was lit up like a christmas tree and suddenly the deceased souls felt themselves connected to the heavenly worlds again.

Without this Christ event our souls really would have been doomed to matter and Ahriman’s grip, the story of Transhumanism and the Forever Cube. The Mystery of Golgotha was a one-off event in all of evolution of this Earth and our souls. It is not to be understood by the rational materialist mind as we are just in the initial stages of understanding it.

But everyone carries a subconscious remembrance of the true light of the Christ who rejuvenated the astral worlds with his sacrifice, woven into our astral  bodies, given each of us a unique relationship with him, and provides us the higher spiritual faculties to become independent souls equipped with love-through-wisdom, and to develop a true brotherhood of mankind.

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Do Animals Have Souls? – Rudolf Steiner

In my recent article We Are Not In A Soul Trap! I talked about how in the far future, but maybe not that far, there will be a great War of All Against All, and as a result of that, humanity will be split into two races, the Good Race and the Evil Race, and how the evil race will “fall into the abyss,” and I compared Steiner’s material with how YBD suggests that their souls will be “trapped with Lilith and Lucifer in their Black Cube.” Steiner discusses how they will become a separate line of evolution on the great Tree of Humanity, (in fact they are devolving to the animal kingdom and will look like stunted humans with hideous faces, as depicted in the Gasoline music video,

(see my presentation The Lilith Code, especially my video addendum notes). In this post we will see how the animal kingdom itself already represents older branches of segregation from the original spiritual germ, the Mother Substance of spiritual humanity. To put it more simply, we must turn Darwin’s theory of evolution upside down and say, humanity didn’t evolve from animals, but rather animals devolved from humans, all this taking place not in physicality but in a higher plane just before our descent to Earth.

This is of great importance from a moral perspective, understanding how the karma of the universe balances out the ‘backward’ or delayed or immature forces justly and with a greater wisdom than we can even comprehend. This post will also touch on the karmic consequences of eating animals and how we should treat our brethren in the animal kingdom.

The Separation of the Evil Race

From GA 104 – the Apocalypse of St. John. Lecture 4.

Rudolf Steiner:“In the course of thousands of years the external physiognomy changes and after the great War of All against All man will have quite a different form. To-day he is so formed that in a certain sense he can conceal the good and evil in his nature. The human physiognomy already betrays a good deal, it is true, and one who understands this will be able to read much from the features. But it is still possible to-day for a scoundrel to smile most graciously with the most innocent man and/or taken for an honest man; the reverse is also possible; the good impulses in the soul may remain unrecognized. It is possible for all that exists in the soul as cleverness and stupidity, as beauty and ugliness, to hide itself behind the general physiognomy possessed by this or that race. 

This will no longer be the case in the epoch following the great War of All against All. Upon the forehead and in the whole physiognomy it will be written whether the person is good or evil. He will show in his face what is contained in his inmost soul. What a man has developed within himself, whether he has exercised good or evil impulses, will be written on his forehead. After the great War of All against All there will be two kinds of human beings. Those who had previously tried to follow the call to the spiritual life, who cultivated the spiritualizing and ennobling of their inner spiritual life, will show this inward life on their faces and express it in their gestures and the movements of their hands. And those who have turned away from the spiritual life, represented by the community of Laodicea, who were lukewarm, neither warm nor cold, will pass into the following epoch as those who retard human evolution, who preserve the backward forces of evolution which have been left behind. They will show the evil passions, impulses and instincts hostile to the spiritual in an ugly, unintelligent, evil-looking countenance. In their gestures and hand-movements, in everything they do, they will present an outer image of the ugliness in their soul. Just as humanity has separated into races and communities, in the future it will divide into two great streams, the good and the evil. And what is in their souls will be outwardly manifest, they will no longer be able to hide it.

The Animals Separated Off First In Earthly Evolution

If we look back and see how humanity has hitherto developed on the earth, we shall find that this development of the future just described is quite in harmony with it. Let us look back to the origin of our earth after Saturn, Sun and Moon and a long interval had passed. The earth then emerged anew out of the cosmic darkness. At that time, in the first part of the earth development, there were no other creatures upon the earth besides man. He is the first-born. He was entirely spiritual, for embodiment consists in a densification. Let us imagine a body of water suspended in space which, through a certain process, partially crystallizes into ice, first a small part and then the same process continually repeated. And now let us imagine that the small pieces of ice which have crystallized fall from the body of water, so that they are now separated from the whole mass. Now, because each small piece of ice can only grow larger so long as it is in the whole body of water, when it has separated from this it remains at the same stage. Let us imagine a portion of the body of water separated in the form of very small pieces of ice; let us imagine that the freezing of the water continues and at the next stage more water assumes the form of small lumps of ice; these again fall out, and so on, till finally a very large part is crystallized out of the mass of water and takes the shape of ice. This last has taken the most out of the mother-substance of the water; it has been able to wait the longest before separating.

It is the same in evolution. The lowest animals were unable to wait, they left their spiritual mother-substance too early and hence have remained behind at an earlier stage of evolution. Thus the gradually ascending grades of lower beings represent backward stages in evolution. Man waited until the last; he was the last to leave his spiritual divine-mother-substance and descend as dense substance in fleshly form. The animals descended earlier and therefore remained at that stage. We shall see the reason for this later. At present we are interested in the fact that they descended and have remained at earlier stages of evolution. What, therefore, is an animal form? It is one which, had it remained united with the spirit from which it proceeded, would have developed up to our present humanity. But the animal forms have remained at a standstill; they have left the spiritual germ; they have separated themselves and are now degenerating. They represent a branch of the great tree of humanity. In ancient times man had the various animal natures within him, as it were, but then separated them off one after another as side branches. All the animals in their different forms represent nothing else than human passions which condensed too early. That which man still possesses spiritually in his astral body, the several animal forms represent physically. He kept this in the astral body until the latest period of earth existence, and hence he could progress the furthest.

Man still has something within him which must separate itself from the universal evolution as a descending branch, as the other animal forms have done. That which man has within him as tendency to good and evil, to cleverness and stupidity, to beauty and ugliness, represents the possibility of an upward progress or a remaining behind. Just as the animal form has developed out of progressing humanity, so will the race of evil with the horrible faces develop out of it as it progresses towards spirituality and reaches the later goal of humanity. In the future there will not only be the animal forms which are the incarnated images of human passions, but there will also be a race in which will live what man now hides within him as a portion of evil, which to-day he can still conceal but which later will be manifest. Let us make clear the chief thing that will appear by an illustration that may perhaps seem strange to you.

We must understand that this separation of the animal forms was actually necessary to man. Each animal form which separated in bygone times from the general stream signifies that man had then progressed a step further. Imagine that all the qualities distributed throughout the animal kingdom were in man. He has purified himself from them. Through this he was able to develop higher. If we take a muddy liquid and allow the gross matter in it to settle to the bottom, the finer part remains at the top. In the same way the grosser parts which man would have been unable to use for his present condition of development have been deposited in the animal forms. Through man having cast out of his line of development these animal forms — his elder brothers, as it were — he has reached his present height. Humanity has risen by throwing out the lower forms in order to purify itself and it will rise still higher by separating another kingdom of nature, the kingdom of the evil race. Thus mankind rises upward. Man owes every quality he now possesses to the circumstance that he has rejected a particular animal form. One who with spiritual vision looks upon the various animals knows exactly what we owe to them. We look upon the lion form and say, “If the lion did not exist in the outer world, man would not have had this or that quality; for through his having rejected it he has acquired this or the other quality.” This is the case too with all the other forms in the animal kingdom.”

The Group Souls of Animals

Steiner talks about how each species of animal has its own group soul, which belongs to a single Spirit Being that up until the descent to the present Earth stage was at the same level as the present humanity, and thus could have become the ‘I’ of a single human being as exists today. In other words, one human being today has the same spiritual “substance” if-you-will as the entire species of a given animal. But since this spirit left the Mother Substance too soon, their ‘I’ remains in the Spiritual sphere while its Group Soul becomes segregated, split into the many “individual” members of a given species that we see before us. Each animal has its own physical body, ether body and astral body, but shares its ‘I’ with all the other members of its species, collectively being the Group Soul of that species. Thus there is one ‘I’ or Spirit Entity behind the dog, one ‘I’ behind the cat, zebra, giraffe, and so on. All the way down to the fish level. Then, at the vertebrate/invertebrate distinction a line is drawn and the simpler creatures below that line like the insects are actually from the plant kingdom originally and evolving upwards. The fish and upwards are from the human kingdom and devolved downwards. Thus the animal kingdom is an amalgam coming from two opposite directions, from the neighboring kingdoms. 

Each animal is equipped up to the Soul Body or Astral Body, but lacks an Ego or ‘I’

Each dog shares this soul-link with other dogs, and if you could see into the super-sensible world you would see thin astral threads connecting all dogs to each other, all cats to each other, and so on. They are like fingers of the same hand, they are parts of a Whole that we don’t see because the Whole exists in a higher world. 

When I take my dog on a walk and he runs into another dog and the two get excited, I think about how I am witness to two astral forms of the same ‘I’ Spirit Entity reuniting; it’s really quite beautiful. The only comparison I can make – which still doesn’t do it justice – is like a schizophrenic mind becoming whole again, for a moment.

Now just because the animals represent stalled or backward facing stages of human evolution doesn’t mean they are lost or stuck in that static form. It also doesn’t mean that they are dumb or stupid. Each dog or cat has its own astral form that has a unique relationship to Gaia and each form reincarnates after death. Their rebirth process is more simple than ours. Animals are not concerned with death because of an intuitive “knowing” that death just means a transition between having an individual body to being one with the Group Soul. And this Group Soul, this supersensible ‘I’ spirit entity behind each species is actually quite clever and intelligent at this point, if even their many astral forms do not reveal it. Each astral form, each dog, cat, etc. is exactly what it needs to be to serve its Group  Soul. The fact that they cannot express this to us humans in words doesn’t make them dumb brutes, as it may seem to those stuck in Maya, illusion.

When the Earth itself sheds matter and takes on a more fine ethereal and astral form in the Jupiter stage of Earthly embodiment, the animal souls will follow the Earth and reunite with their ‘I’. Their paths of evolution will continue progressively, albeit in a different line than what would have taken place if they had originally progressed at the human level.

We owe a great deal to the animals; it is because of them that we can rise higher in our evolution, as Steiner described as the muddy water separating as the lower denser material settles at the bottom and the finer, lighter substances floating to the top.

On the Karma of Eating Animals 

I can’t remember which lecture I heard this from, but Steiner talked about how on the Jupiter stage, the next Earthly embodiment (the 5th of 7, we are currently in the 4th, the first 3 being Old Saturn, Old Sun, and Old Moon), the karma for eating animals will be dished out: humanity will be inflicted with intestinal parasites that will be the astral forms of the animals who we ate in past lives on Earth. Those who ate more meat and dairy will have more parasites. Those who became vegan will be somewhat less afflicted, and some of us may even be getting a headstart in earning off that karma by taking on these parasites now. The parasites, by stealing some of our food substance, by feeding off of us, will produce a feeling of comfort in the Group Soul of the corresponding animal, on Jupiter. This feeling of comfort in the cow or chicken or pig, for example, will be felt in them to the same degree as the comfort you felt by eating them. The scales of justice and karma will be meted out (pun intended) fairly in this way. There is a deep ring of cosmic harmony here. Vegans listen up, you don’t need to guilt trip meat eaters, just provide the information I’m presenting here in an objective way. Their karma will be worked out by the wisdom of the cosmos, automatically. A true and honest understanding of everything I am revealing here should lead one naturally to stop wanting to eat and exploit animals.

Meat may heal the body, but plants heal the soul

Some personal remarks on veganism, because the situation from a moral standpoint can be a bit more complex, even if the spiritual, karmic, future repercussions are quite beautiful in their simplicity. But on Earth in current physical bodies there are some people who are not yet ready to give up meat, and shouldn’t be bullied by certain militant vegans into doing so. I myself went through a digestive disorder similar to IBS for over a year, and I am very grateful that meat and eggs were easier to digest, because protein is broken down in the small intestine, while vegetables, fiber and carbs are broken down later in the large intestine and require a healthy microbiome to avoid IBS-like symptoms. This is why people with digestive disorders sometimes report vast improvements from Keto-like heavy protein diets. The animal protein is what worked to build my damaged gut back up, (along with probiotics and other protocols), because protein repairs cell wall damage, and builds new cells. There are people with various physical ailments that may need that extra animal protein and are thus not ready to go completely plant-based. These Keto/carnivore diets are not sustainable long term though as meat can have parasites and essentially creates a mucus and acidic environment in the gut. So if you are healthy, from a physical standpoint, there is no reason, moral or dietary, to not be moving to a more plant-based diet, especially if you seek the spiritual life. The path of ascension is more about doing less than taking new things on; it’s leaving behind denser substances, frequencies, practices, etc. When a suffering animal dies in fear it leaves behind a very dense negative vibration in the blood, which goes into the meat. Similarly, when a mother cow has her calf stripped away from her so that men can steal the milk that nature made for her calf, the milk contains these heavy vibrations of sorrow and anguish as well.

A hot air balloon ascends by removing the dead weight. So too one discovers that to awaken and raise one’s vibration, one must not take in dense, low frequency foods like meat and dairy to the body. Animal substances keep us fixated on the earth and material things. Plants, which gaze upward at the sun and the heavens, when taken in as nutrient raise one’s gaze also to heavenly, spiritual things.

Saving the Seed; Tithings

To ascend, right diet is perhaps the primary step. The next step is to refrain as much as possible from the external ejaculation (see The Lilith Code). As Santos Bonacci put it, “eating meat is ingesting death. Ejaculating is expelling life.” These two issues/lifestyles work in tandem, and giving them up is the sacrifice of the flesh, the tithings that Jesus talked about. To not ejaculate in that supreme moment before orgasm is one of the greatest sacrifices of the flesh you can make; it is saying to your spirit, “ok I give up this fleeting spasm of pleasure for something greater, more subtle, and sustainable long term.” A calm and stability is what is achieved, and more creative energy and libido. My research into this issue has led me to the surprising conclusion that ejaculation is the hidden cause behind why many relationships fail. Men who ejaculate alot with their partner will start to resent their partner subconsciously, because they are losing vitality as a result of this sexual interaction, and this subconscious awareness of loss will manifest consciously as bitterness or resentment towards their partner in other, unrelated areas, because they are unaware of the root cause. Women who are reading this and wish to save or improve their marriage/relationship should encourage their partner to abstain from ejaculation, to raise the chrism instead of squandering it.

Throw these practices out the air balloon, remove the dead weight. Do less, not more. Stop the mindless scrolling of Facebook and Twitter feeds, the endless distraction and vapid meme culture. Take breaks from the internet and walk barefoot in nature. Take off those silly masks. Read a book. Study spiritual science ala Steiner. Take your dreams seriously and keep a dream journal. Pray daily, especially before meals. It doesn’t have to be long, but it must be done from the humble position that ‘Man liveth not by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.’ Matthew 4:4.

Do less, stop shaking the cup, spilling the cup, or polluting the cup, and it will be filled with the Christ principle.

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The Lilith Code

A Truthscrambler documentary video.


Slavapre asks, in a comment: “Gabe, you mentioned in the video that YBD mixes truth and lies however I did not see you elaborate much on that.”

Gabe: “You’re right, I didn’t really get a chance to elaborate in that video what I believe is wrong with YBD’s view. With all truthers we have to take the good and leave the bad. My main gripe with him is that he does not acknowledge anything spiritual, and in fact equates Jesus and Mary with Lucifer and Lilith. In other words, with him, there is no light side of the occult, only the dark side. And the ironic thing is he goes by “Yashuah Ben David” the most holy of names; not a fitting name for him. He also conflates Satan (who is really better defined as ‘Ahriman’) with Lucifer. If you read my recent work on Steiner you know these are two distinct entities.

There is a real danger here for those who have no esoteric or spiritual training which is to reject the Christ, reject the bible and the tarot and these holy systems as simply more machinations of the devil. I don’t know if that is YBD’s aim or if he himself really believes these things.

He is also a stereotypical narcissist in that he believes he is one of only 10 authentic humans left on Earth. This reveals a large ego and messiah complex, hence his moniker.”

So be forewarned, there is much to learn from this guy but only with strong discernment of the places where he leads one away from spiritual science. The first 15 to 20 minutes of this video, including the tarot work, is my own material, to try and put Lilith in her proper context. The latter half is mostly a distillation of YBD’s decodes. Enjoy!

Video Correction:

The old man in the WeekNd music video ‘Gasoline’ is not his father as I assumed in the video, it is rather his future self. So the old man who is the aged Weeknd as an old man, dies, crashes his vehicle, and receives his KAR-ma, (car-ma) and karma’s a bitch, since he, as a young man sold his soul to become the Weeknd, he wasn’t thinking about the future but was only living for the weekend, so at death he pays the price, he goes to Hell (the abyss), goes to the reptilian demon sex orgy in the Saturn Cube. 

Now, we see this playing out in two time streams simultaneously, it’s brilliant how they did it. We see the young Weeknd in the process of selling his soul, he is at the celebrity sex orgy, the elite club that he bought a ticket for by signing a contract with the wicked music industry which is run by Lucifer and Lilith. 

The Weeknd gets scratched by the long fingernail of one of the women he was dancing with. That’s the jab. She grins wickedly as he recoils in pain and surprise. The false light flickers off and we see her demonic face for a split second. Right then the lyrics go,

I’m staring into the abyss
I’m looking at myself again

Her nails contained Lilith’s poison, the black goo mind control. Now he is totally in line with his superiors, with the Illuminati agenda. Now he goes and beats up the old man (his soul at death), the older version of himself, symbolizing the fact that the karmic repercussions of his, and all other sell-out celebrities and power-elite contracts with the devil are only felt years later when they die and face judgement day and get sent to Hell, they fall into the abyss as discussed in Revelation, to be with the hordes of Luciferic and Ahrimanic demons, the locusts with human faces.

So the video is an overlap of the day he sold his soul and the day he died decades later as the old man crashing his kar-ma.

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We Are Not In a Matrix or Soul Trap!

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels warred against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels warred back. But they did not prevail, nor was a place found for them in heaven any longer. Revelation 12:7

Unseen Enemy

We are going through sharply polarizing times where, on the one hand the noose seems to be getting tighter around our necks, the suffering and despair, fear and confusion is rising, while on the other hand more and more people are waking up to the fact that there is a spiritual or hidden world behind which this world is somewhat of a projection or facade, a lower rending of that other, higher world.

Many are waking up to the fact that there is a shadow elite running false flags from 9/11 to Covid, from fake wars, fake actors, fake scripts, fake news, fake weather, fake food, fake medicine,etc. The list goes on. 

Some even go further and see that behind the shadow elite must be something somehow not human, something demonic,or alien or perhaps an artificial intelligence designed to suck human energy as batteries, like in The Matrix

In other words, we are under attack by something parasitic. This is the gist most can agree on. The particular details vary.

But the purpose of this post is to address something that happens at this stage in one’s awakening and truth journey. It’s an easy trap to get in, one I struggled with myself. But thanks to Theosophy and Steiner’s refinement of this system in his Anthroposophy, I feel like I finally understand what’s going on in terms of reconciling this evil that we see on the mainstage.

Lucifer and Ahriman – The Backward Angelics

For we are indeed under attack. But if we know our enemy we can see how they are in fact serving a holistic function sanctioned by God,and that in this understanding we can release them, (for they are within us). In so doing we redeem them. Humanity are the redeemers of Lucifer and Ahriman.

The shadow elite are taking orders from a spiritual source, from another world. Certain humans who “sell their souls” for power here, become channels for hordes of Luciferic or Ahrimanic demons. 

Lucifer and Ahriman are higher beings, angelics, that became delayed in their evolution in previous phases of the Life Wave. Ahriman and his legion got delayed on Old Sun. Then, in the next planetary cycle Lucifer and his coterie failed the necessary development on Old Moon.

In the angelic hierarchy of spiritual beings, of which humanity comprises near the very bottom (but can climb), when a part of a race at any level fails to develop, they necessarily have to linger on into the next cycle and become parasitic on the beings directly below them. In this way the lower beings can carry them on into the next cycle. All is motion in God’s kingdom. Nothing is static.

The West knows Ahriman by the name ‘Satan’ but I wouldn’t recommend using that word because it gets so often confused with Lucifer; the two are distinct beings and this is more clear with Steiner’s terminology. 

Steiner saw clairvoyantly into the spiritual worlds and brought back knowledge with a scientific mind for precision. Without his notes for navigation it is easy to fall for the trap that we are stuck in a Matrix. The soul trap. The fake New Age movement ran with this and imposed the skewed doctrine of the Saturn-cube matrix, where the soul gets seduced and  incarcerated, and then at death, looped and recycled back in again by reptilian alien or archon overlords.

Before we dismantle that notion, let’s learn how Lucifer and Ahriman have different modes of attack. Lucifer goes for the desire for self love and comfort at the expense of others, he is in the numb junkie that has become dead to the world, and he is also in the ascetic priest who denies the world, rejects the flesh and life “down here” for his skewed idea of Heaven. Lucifer wants to make humanity perfect automatons, where we couldn’t make any moral mistakes, at the expense of free will. He wants to set his “throne above the stars of God.” He rejects the mission of incarnation, of being immersed in the flesh.

Ahriman on the other hand, wants to make man totally imprisoned in flesh, and deny any connection or knowledge of higher worlds. He is in the atheist, and the materialist. The vaccine injection is totally Ahrimanic, it is an attempt to close off any interest in the soul. Steiner foresaw this with crystal clarity over a hundred years ago.

“I have told you that the spirits of darkness are going to inspire their human hosts, in whom they will be dwelling, to find a vaccine that will drive all inclination towards spirituality out of people’s souls when they are still very young.” – Rudolf Steiner (1917)

MRNA vaccines are his latest weapon but pornography, high speed internet, junk food, sugar and alcohol, football and beer, bread and circuses are all Ahrimanic diversions from the strait and narrow path of spirit.

School? Prison? Hostage Situation?

People say that this place cannot be sanctioned by God since there is so much suffering here and deceit here. Surely our souls are trapped in a matrix black cube of death. A prison.

Some say that this prison is more like a school, that we are here to grow, and only through suffering these experiences can we grow. And this gets a little closer to the truth.

In this link here Howdie Mickoski makes the claim that this cannot be a school because we lose our memories of past lives, and how would a child in school progress from one grade to the next if every summer they wiped his memory?

But this is why the term ‘school’ is insufficient as well, because in a school only the mind evolves, however we are in a system whereby we evolve new faculties and new spiritual organs. We are in a process of guided mutation and differentiation of our souls. Mickoski, like so many others lacks the spiritual insight to see the grander purpose.

The Black Brotherhood

It is a holy process, our covenant with God. But there is some risk involved. At a certain point the evolving soul must be given free will to either love God his Creator, or only love himself and reject God. This latter path leads naturally down to Hell and its demon inhabitants as defined earlier. At a certain point the sinner gets past a point of no return and is swept up by the hordes of Lucifer and Ahriman. He falls into the abyss, the Qlipothic realms, the Eighth sphere, and can only now steal energy from those of us still connected to Source.

Those who fall into the abyss will have a different line of evolution now from the rest of “Good Humanity.” Although even these lost souls may have a chance to repent, as hinted about in the Book of Revelation, where Satan is loosed from the pit for a time. If they don’t repent, their soul will be wiped clean and they will have to start again from the lowest rung of life, on upwards. But their Spiritual Atom or Monad can never be destroyed, no matter what.

(For more details on this see my more recent post on the Eighth Sphere.) https://truthscrambler.com/2022/06/15/the-eighth-sphere-gigi-young/

The average person today who is mired in materialism and ignorantly seduced by Ahriman’s wiles, but not truly wicked, is not currently in danger of this fate (yet). It will be the job of those spiritual leaders today who have accepted the Christ impulse into themselves to help bring the masses of traumatized humanity to Christ in further epochs. 

But for those currently who enjoy hurting others, who gleefully cut and stab into their victim for the power and sick pleasure gained, are already on the edge of the abyss, staring into the gaping maw of the two horned beast. Many have already fallen in and have become a Black Brother. The whole system of Black Magick and the Black Brotherhoods runs on these modes and methods, calling the user down into Hell in exchange for evil genius and power.

So we are not in a school, there are high stakes and potentials, and we are not in a prison, as we can exercise free will. We are exactly where we are supposed to be. 

We are evolving here along with the Earth and are wrapped up in Her development. We are not from other star systems, at least not in the materialist way all these fake New Agers claim, to be starseeds from Arcturus or the Pleiades, who have come as helpers or volunteer souls. From my research, we are all part of the same Life Wave that began with earth embodiments termed Old Saturn, then Old Sun, Old Moon and now Earth, the fourth planetary cycle.

(Update: I will concede that there may have been other Life Waves, other Solar cycles that we took part in on other “Suns” such as Sirius, etc. but this is not described or delineated properly by most New Ager starseed types. And by this logic, we are ALL starseeds!)

These “starseed” empathic sensitive types are most likely just souls that in past lives already advanced some of the latent psychic faculties that we all have within us.

Developing “I” Consciousness – Individuation

In earlier planetary embodiments there was not matter as we know it today, and our souls were simple, germinal and swept up  within immense cosmic forces. We felt the activity of the Higher Hierarchies of Beings running, coursing through us. Through them, we were.

Even on Earth, in ancient times such as Atlantis and Lemuria the soul was in more ethereal bodies and felt itself to be more a part of a group or tribal soul. Then in the times of the old testament the soul felt connected to his familial blood ties, that through his ancestors, “I Am.” This is why the ancient Hebrews put so much emphasis on the “seed of Abraham.”

We’ve gone through many past lives but it is only in the last few recent ones that the soul feels itself to be a fully individual “I” in his body. Now in his singular body and form he can say “I Am,” without other intermediaries. 

In order for this to occur however, the spiritual world that he used to see into clairvoyantly had to be temporarily closed off to him. The biblical metaphor for this state is the “wilderness.” He is on his own, left to his own faculties. He does not remember his past lives and has forgotten his deeper soul purpose.

I must stress that this had to occur. This is not a malevolent memory wipe from the evil Matrix architect, although the reader with discernment will see how these popular memes gate-keep or partially disclose real truths through veiled fable and modern Hollywood allegory.

The danger of getting your knowledge from these gatekeepers is that they present everything in an Ahrimanic way that conveys the spiritual matters in material ways. Mainstream Judeo-Christian religion for example claims to be spiritual but is in fact speaking empty words and phrases and live in very materialist mindsets. Lacking spiritual vision and imagination, they envisage Heaven as a physical place not too different from Earth where they can be with their families. They are taught this simple faith but discouraged from esoteric training designed to open your third eye to seeing into spiritual worlds and realities. This is “of the devil” to them.

They deny the doctrines of karma and reincarnation that when reinstated into religion will be the missing key that resolves all this pain, confusion and paranoia. 

We were supposed to forget. The mind was not wiped by a malevolent Demiurge. We are at a stage in our development called “being lost in the wilderness.”

“They wandered lost in the wilderness, alone and out of the way; they found no city to dwell in.  Hungry and thirsty, their soul fainted in them. Then they cried unto the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them out of their distresses.” – Psalm 107

We must feel temporary separation in order to call upon the Lord out of our own free will. God does not want good little automatons. He wants well rounded souls that know good AND evil, but chose the good, through knowledge, that through love, converts to wisdom.

“Even as you appeared to Moses, because

I need you, you appear to me, not

Often, however. I live essentially

in darkness. You are perhaps training me to be

responsive to the slightest brightening.”

-Poet Louis Gluck 

A curious thing happens when one is lost at sea, lost in the wilderness; he has to become sensitive to the slightest brightening, little intuitive flashes of God’s contact, he must develop this higher faculty (these spiritual organs Steiner discusses are one and the same as the Indian chakra system). 

Someone who can see auras will be able to tell when someone has developed these higher faculties, their colored chakras are lit up like a budding flower and spinning.

This can only be done by eating the manna in the wilderness:

“Our fathers ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written, ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’” – John 6:31

Ahriman will try to keep you in the wilderness and say, “see this is all there is, nothing matters and when you die there is just annihilation, so might as well embrace hedonism.” Lucifer will tell you, “see this sucks out here in the wilderness. The howling wastes of the desert. Nothing here for you. Lets return to Heaven now without seeking the development that could be had here.”

To navigate today’s world and the upcoming challenges of the future we need to be constantly on-guard against both these views, because they are both insidious and have already crept into many schools and streams of thought both scientific and religious.

Karma and Disease

The mRNA jabs are a clear signpost that we are heading into times of deep suffering for humanity. Let alone the deaths and injuries already seen, what is coming out is that these jabs are going to alter the genome of the female ovaries, and we may see a rise in cancers and birth defects in the upcoming generations. Once DNA is altered, there is no undoing it. Steiner prophesied a time in the future where mankind becomes more or less sterile, and our bodies break down more and more. In terms of the physical body we are already, in fact, past our prime. This is right on cosmic schedule – as now further development needs to happen on our etheric and astral bodies through our “I” consciousness. We are on the ascending arch now of the Life Wave and must slowly shed matter and etherealize our bodies to be able to follow the planet to higher frequency planes in the next planetary cycles.

Illness and diseases are tied to karma. Our Higher Self that we are not quite conscious of yet wills us to get certain diseases down here if it allows us to balance out sins in past lives or to develop spiritually in certain areas. When an organ fails, its spiritual counterpart is forced to strengthen. Just look at a blind person. Their other senses are heightened. This is how it is for all disease. We can infer then, when a pandemic (or mass poisoning via jabs) occurs that a large swath of humanity needed to clear a collective karma or develop new faculties and was simply not accomplishing this through any other “easier” way than pain. 

Pictures of the Apocalypse

We are entering a wave of illness and death the likes of which we haven’t seen since perhaps the ancient cataclysms of the past. There will be a great war of “all against all” which will, in the physical realm, destroy most of humanity. This was supposed to be way later in a future epoch but I can’t help but wonder if the Darkside is trying to step up this timeframe. As a result of this great war a small pocket of survivors will carry over into the last epoch and repopulate, much like Noah’s family did, all those years ago.

Have courage and resolve! Do not give in to fear and nihilism, we must remind ourselves that God will never forsake us, that our souls survived previous cataclysms of fire and water to incarnate again into the descendants of the survivors, and must do so again in the upcoming one. All he asks is for us to cry out to him, in our distress in the wilderness, to not lose faith even at our lowest, to not give in to the wave of materialism spiking the planet, to listen to that quiet inner voice, and he will prepare a place for us.

Christ says “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.” -John 14:3

To conclude with two Gluck poems where she is the voice of God speaking to man, 

Retreating Light

You were always very young children,
always waiting for a story.
And I’d been through it all too many times;
I was tired of telling stories.
So I gave you the pencil and paper.
I gave you pens made of reeds
I had gathered myself, afternoons in the dense meadows.
I told you, write your own story.

After all those years of listening
I thought you’d know
what a story was.

All you could do was weep.
You wanted everything told to you
and nothing thought through yourselves.

Then I realized you couldn’t think
with any real boldness or passion;
you hadn’t had your own lives yet,
your own tragedies.
So I gave you lives, I gave you tragedies,
because apparently tools alone weren’t enough.

You will never know how deeply
it pleases me to see you sitting there
like independent beings,
to see you dreaming by the open window,
holding the pencils I gave you
until the summer morning disappears into writing.

Creation has brought you
great excitement, as I knew it would,
as it does in the beginning.
And I am free to do as I please now,
to attend to other things, in confidence
you have no need of me anymore.


…Don’t think of these things anymore.

Listen to my breathing, your own breathing

like the fireflies, each small breath

a flare in which the world appears.

I’ve sung to you long enough in the summer night.

I’ll win you over in the end; the world can’t give you

this sustained vision.

You must be taught to love me.

Human beings must be taught to love silence and darkness.

Related Reading:

The Two Jesus Children – Rudolf Steiner

Lucifer-Christ-Ahriman Encoded In 2017 Film, Black Butterfly

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