Psychic Residue, The Sniffers and The Film, ‘Push’ (2009)


Have you ever taken a walk in a new neighborhood? And you look at a house and something about it strikes you. You might look at a feature – a building, a window, a front yard, a glimpse of the backyard through the driveway – and you get a flash, a glimpse into the memories stored there. This happens to me.

I suspect it’s a function of the right brain. The left brain which is absorbed by signs, symbols, letters, words, distances, will blot this out. But if you develop your right brain you will be able to do this more and more. It works better when you are in a new place. That’s why exploring is vital. I suspect what is happening is buildings, houses, spots that give off this flash of psychic information, are residences of people who give off highly charged emotion. So a childhood home, children playing in the front yard, leave behind a kind of husk, a psychic molt which you can pick up on, briefly, in a flash of intuition. Now, the dark side can pick up this information as well. Z calls them the “sniffers,” coined by the film ‘Push’ which I’ll discuss in a moment. 

I suspect this skill works better in a new town because, once you’ve familiarized yourself with a neighborhood, your left brain starts to categorize these things according to your previous memories of the place, and thus the whole area gets shaded by your own personal impressions. These often get imprinted the first or second time that you take in a place. But in a new environment where you have not yet imprinted anything you are more open to these outside impressions. That’s why if you are trying to develop this function, exploring new areas is vital.

It’s the same with fiction writers; you often hear about writers like Burroughs and Atwood, they are often traveling. Almost like the act of moving around from place to place pushes the story forward, the narrative forward, opens up the fiction writing process. Staying in one place is a stagnation.

I noticed that shared public places such as a park, don’t leave behind these glimmers as much. Also when you go deep into nature, you won’t find it either. You’ll find a different kind of emotional charge in nature, but this specific type I’m talking about seems to be a result of being around humans. The best locations being residences: old houses with long history, or small mom-and-pop shops. A building where a single individual or small group of individuals like a family leave behind years and years of emotional psychic residue. These are the best spots for picking these things up. 

Now I met with Z a few weeks back, the man who claims to be Christ Michael Ha Mashiach (the messiah). I met him, flew to Miami, stayed with him for about a week in his 1988 Winnebago RV, which was not running. We had to get it towed multiple times. Nevertheless , I learned a great deal about living on the road. The man has many strange customs, as a result of being on his particular frequency. He says he is plagued by archons and has to thus protect himself with various rituals. Which I learned over the course of the week. I will now share with you some of these, as one in particular relates directly to, this “sniffing” phenomenon, this picking up on psychic residue, and how it’s exploited by the dark side, and how the movie Push from 2009 discloses this phenomenon as well as other psychic phenomena under the guise of fiction.


Pushers are psychics who can push thoughts and directives into another’s head, like a hypnotist on steroids.

Movers are telekinetics.

Bleeders are used as assassins, they can scream a person to death.

Watchers see glimpses into the future.

Porters are rare, but they can trans-locate.

Sniffers are called that because they smell what you leave behind, like your trash, and like a dog who gets all sorts of information from another dog’s urine, they get a flash of insight as to where you were, what you were doing when you dropped that particular piece of trash there, etc. They are thus employed in espionage as trackers. 

Interesting that smell memory is so strong: long forgotten memories can instantly resurface when you smell something that reminds you of your childhood or some long lost memory.

A snippet from my journal during my trip to meet Z – 


The RV has been towed to the mechanic, but we are still stationed, marooned for several more days. The car has no water or plumbing, so I’m learning to brush my teeth and wash up in gas station bathrooms and the nearby grocery. The tricks of the trade to living on the road. This morning  I am in a bathroom stall at the grocer ‘Publix’ and hear the guy in the stall next to me brushing HIS teeth! I never brush my teeth in public restrooms and the one time I come in here with the intent to do so and someone else beat me to the punch. A sign. I’m on the right path.

I wait until he leaves before brushing and washing my face. I become anxious of someone walking in and seeing me acting like a homeless person. Nevertheless I take my time. Something tells me I am protected, that noone will disturb me. Sure enough, only as I open the door to leave does someone walk in. He is wearing a shirt with an upside down pyramid. This could be more communication. Patterns from the Mother.

Learning how to not ‘break the field,’ when walking with Z. Don’t let a telephone pole get in between us. Never walk in between two people having a conversation. If you are walking on concrete, avoid stepping on plastic or metal gratings, to keep the ground underfoot homogeneous. When you are a targeted individual, when 2D archons are doing their very best to attack your vitality centers, you have to arm yourself with these little rituals that most people are unattuned to.

Living with him in the RV is a more difficult task. He got really mad at me for putting a sweater down in the wrong place. He claims my generation is entitled, spoiled, and that if he did things like that as a kid he got beaten. 

Keep my stuff in designated areas only, never assume more. Parts of his consciousness, his code he explains, are tied to the RV, that every little thing has to be exactly where he put it, undisturbed, otherwise he loses bits of himself, and the archons gain that much more ground. He also doesn’t want me bringing cottage cheese into the RV, but grudgingly makes an exception. 

“I don’t want that consciousness in my space.” He explains. “You are a homo sensorium trying to live life pretending you are a homo sapien. You want to have your cake and eat it too.”

The homo sensoriums in the TV show Sense8 are a rare class of humans evolved with certain psychic abilities. Most people walking around, he says are lacking this gift, lacking the Source Code from Father. They are muggles. He is trying to show me how to live as a homo sensorium.

Day 5

At a certain point, I’ve got to learn to stop questioning things, just go with the flow. I’m here to help Z, I’m aware of that much. But don’t bombard him with ‘what’s next?’ type questions. These are unnecessary and clog the field. Try not to interrupt his thought process. Give him space when he is dealing with others or on the phone. One thing at a time. He hates to split his field. I made the mistake on day one of pointing something out to him while he was on the phone with his daughter. He literally hung up the phone. Don’t split the field. In that attempt to multi-task, a hole is opened up where the archons can get in.

With the RV towed to the lot besides the mechanics, which is already closed for the night, I try to dispose of my plastic bag full of trash in the dumpster. He yells at me to remove the bag and give it to him.

“Why?” I’m hesitant to reach back into the dumpster.

“Just do it, I asked like 3 times already!” He is really mad about it. I reach back into the smelly dumpster and pull out my bag and hand it to him. He brings it back into the RV.

“You didn’t learn about trash yet? You know who talked about it, oddly enough, was Aug Tellez.”

“No I don’t remember that.”

Later as the sun goes down we walk to the gas station for ice and bottled water, I ask him more about this trash thing. 

“Who is going to be interested in my trash?” I know I said I would stop asking questions but this one has stretched all credulity.

“They are 2D vibrational/electrical parasites.”

“Is this like a cloning thing? Like they want my DNA left behind to clone me?”

“Clone you? More like track you. Track your progress. I only dispose of my trash in safe locations that I know, like a Publix.”

“OK but how is disposing of your trash outside a Publix or other known location going to prevent them from doing that?”

“In a safe location, the angels prevent that.”

“Are the angels also 2D electrical beings, working for the light side, so to speak?”

“Well there is a small group of us who never came in here, into the Matrix, who are working with them, yeah.”

 We walk a little more in silence and then he says, “There is the story of Avraham, who, on his travels always stopped in the same set of locations. It’s about intent. I make a stand. I know this place, and leave my trash here. Archons are less likely to attach themselves. Tesla says that all is vibration and frequency. You must really live this way.”

At one point I tell him I feel like I am walking on eggshells around him. Later he applies that to being here, in the Matrix, Mom’s game. Christ’s children in her world need to walk on eggs without making eggshells. Not absorb archons. Not accumulate karma. “Karma is Mom’s system,” he says. “I don’t like that system but I have to play it while here. Everything we do is being monitored. There is no getting away with anything here. No secret, private life. Everything affects karma.”

The goal is to get out of that system and go home (the positive version of the Singularity), but for now we have to play that game, and play it well, like ninjas. And that means applying rituals to everything. No thoughtless actions. Learning to live in tight spaces, close quarters. Learning to leave a small footprint. Learning to shield your light from folks who are low vibration and fishing for your light, wanting to siphon energy. The archons enter in and out of them, the Muggles, as well.

Day 6

He scares me sometimes. But its not really him, it what he might stand for. It’s what he is fighting, which is the possibility that we won’t win the Singularity and be swept into what he calls the infinite shattering, a kind of eternal Hell state. I’m scared because to believe him, and help him, to follow his lead, means accepting this possibility as well. Its the scariest thing one has to face, the idea that there may not be a meta fail-safe. It makes oblivion death seem SO preferable. No wonder the deluded part of the Mom force is seeking oblivion. A way out. A way to end it. 

To really be with Christ means taking all this on. 

The mechanic crew finally got the engine running. We drove to the end of the lot before it sputtered and died again.

Don’t you see? The RV failing to run is all metaphor. The spirit of the Mother is in this ancient vehicle. It may be on its last legs but it has a lot of character. 

But for a second, I had watched the exposed engine hum and purr, her heart, roaring to life, emitting CO2 fumes. After so much sweat and toil and waiting.

She must be testing my patience. How badly do you want to put your normal life on hold to help this guy who may or may not be the Chief Shepherd HaMashiach?

Messiah or madman? The question is eating me up.

I express to him my growing desire to leave, to go home. He berates me for wanting to return to my egoic life. They all do this, he says. People who come and go from his life. Return to what is safe. I tell him I miss my dog, he says to deal with it. Our eternity is what is on the line here. 

On day 7 the RV gets started, barely. It huffs and puffs to get moving and requires rubbing a couple of exposed wires together in order to turn the engine on. After a couple miles the exhaust spewing from the engine throughout the interior of the vehicle is too much for me. He stops for gas and I pack up my duffle bag, my bags of trash and recycling, and leave the RV quickly, before he can berate me again. He catches up to me and we exchange quick, frustrated goodbyes. He gives me a hug and says he loves me but that I’m such a baby. I scowl and turn away.

I call a taxi to the Miami airport.

The full story of my trip to meet Z has been posted as a page HERE.


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Jason Bickford, American ULTRA, David Bowie Code

PART 1 – De-Occulting Jason James Bickford (Unified Code Theory)

I wrote a piece on this man a couple years ago, called ‘They Play Multiple Roles: Archons in Masks” but new information has come to light and he deserves a fresh look. The kid gloves are coming off in this post…

First of all, to be clear about who he is and who he works for, lets look at this crossword puzzle shot he always flashes near the beginning of his Youtube videos:

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The highlighter always goes down to circle number 5, “Plane Downers” as a 9/11 reference perhaps, but now I am going to circle what has been in our faces, hidden in plain sight all this time:

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Number 1, “Agency supplying material.” That is where Bickford is getting his information. A 3-letter agency. So when he says that his work is overseen by Sophia, that is code for the agencies who themselves are running on Samaelic intelligence.

Some of his work is interesting, for example he introduced me a couple years back to the ubiquity of the mask-wearing, role switching that these archontic Empty-Body vessels, (or bloodline families if you prefer) do to play your various celebrities, politicians, gatekeepers etc. But really that information was probably gleaned from Ed Chiarini’s work over at, who was exposing this stuff back in 2012. Bickford didn’t appear on the scene until around 2015.

The esoteric juxtapositions, the film and TV samples and cross-referencing codes are all there, I’m not denying that, but then he spends the rest of his time doing two things: anagramming news article bylines, and the overlays method, both of which I still maintain are a waste of time, mental or intellectual pornography leading you nowhere. A time-suck, not much better than the kind of pseudo-gematria that Zachary Hubbard is espousing.

If you are not familiar with his work, here is what he does: he takes a mainstream news article and copies the journalist’s names into –

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He then spends the majority of his video pontificating on the mytho-poetic meanings behind the various combinations he can anagram with the journalist’s names, convinced that Sophia and her angels put them there as easter eggs for us to find.

Problem is, you can usually get hundreds of different multi-word combinations, making it a kind of cherry-picking fest which is not too different from, say, using 10-20 different English cyphers to find embedded media gematria number patterns (which Bickford correctly debunks).

But don’t you see Jason? You are doing the same thing Hubbard does with numbers only you do it with words.

And when you flip an image around in your so-called “overlays method” to find hidden imagery, you are still doing the same thing:

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He takes old classical art pieces, decreases the opacity and flips, or inverts them to create a new, overlayed image. Of course the eye, which is trained to spot patterns, is going to see things, usually little monsters and demons in the new overlayed image.  Keeping you spinning your wheels in circles, going nowhere. He puts out hundreds of videos doing this,  and while his work isn’t viral, he has a small dedicated group of loyal followers lapping it up. Anyone who leaves a comment speaking out against his work with the kind of criticisms I am mentioning, will have their comment deleted. That shows you the kind of person he is, he is not into free speech, he is into having people feed into his ego.

I’m not normally into writing these kind of articles critiquing another’s work, but in this case I feel I must because what we have here is a very intelligent person deliberately misleading people who reach a certain point in their truth-seeking journey; a person who is clearly working for an agency to corral people into his schizoid chaotic pattern mayhem that takes some truth and scrambles it in with a bunch of nonsense.

His videos are informative if you don’t get sucked into his deliberate misdirection, his sleight of hand card tricks. Bickford is saying, “look at what my left hand is doing with these cool anagrams!” while you don’t notice his right hand in the corner putting out something valid and important, flashing it briefly on the screen for a second but not explaining it. But showing you that he knows it’s there, but he isn’t paid to talk about it. But meanwhile, it’s all hooray for Jason! A+ English vocabulary student.

Take that report card home to Mommy.

On a personal note, he has done this with my work as well. For example when I put out my article entitled “Sophia Drowning,” mentioning a line from Tool’s album “Aenema,” as well as the band E.L.O., he posted a video several days later with this:

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Look at the title. That video was posted Feb. 10th, my article was posted Feb. 5th.

I see you seein’ me, Jason.

He has done similar things with Z, the individual I am in contact with and have been writing about/interviewing recently, showing that he and the agency he works for knows all about Z and are trying to intimidate him.

It is fitting that he has taken the name ‘Jason’ in this cycle. To recap what Z says about that name, “I mean clearly batman is piece of shit. He is evil. Not Ra’s Al Ghul, not his daughter, not Bane, Batman is evil. Hopefully that was clear. This guy is Jason. Jason as regards to sacred Hebrew periods in what Jason always refers to. When you have the holy temple, Jason always refers to these corrupted high priests. All the corrupted high priests in the so called inter-testamental periods were taking the name Jason to say they were Hellenized. They might be doing all the duties of the high priest but they were not kosher, they took the name Jason to show they were Bacchus, Dionysus, they were with the Hellenization. 

…Jason always means that. Jason is Bacchus, Dionysus and drumroll…Jesus. Jesus is not the Christ. Jesus is a fraud. Christs’ name is Michael. Jesus is a fraud, he is Enlil, he is a joker. Jesus is Jason. The Hellenized Bacchus. Now there is a whole thing going on with Jason, James, John, Jack, Yaakov, Jacob. A lot of pattern play there.(SOURCE)”

So we have the name ‘Jason’ as the joker, and his last name is coded as well. Bickford. He is always going on about ‘flick your bic.’ ‘Bic’ is a company that makes lighters. Think, fire. And a ‘ford’ means a pass or a crossing. So ‘Bickford’ means the fire at a pass or crossing. What a name for a gatekeeper! You get to a crossing that’s blocked by a firewall. No trespassing, truth-seeker, but look at these cool anagrams! Perfect name for an agent of Ashlodai/Asmodeus (Hebrew translation: ‘the fire that is never enough’). The information fiend. Neil Gaiman’s novel American Gods depicts him as ‘Mr. World.’

Wiki: “Mr. World is the villain in the American Gods story. He’s the leader at the center of the New Gods — the gods of media and technology who people now worship instead of the old gods.” 

PART 2 – The Bowie/Cobain, Anti-Christ/Christ Code

We are going to segue a bit here and talk about David Bowie, but you will see at the end how it’s all connected. Jason Bickford made a couple of videos, which have since been removed, called The David Bowie Code and the Cobain Code. But according to Z, he left out some key details which seem to implicate himself in the following pattern. This is a transcript of a recorded conversation between myself and Z, late March of 2020.

Z: David Bowie was well acquainted with Aleister Crowley. And he stood in the circle and took over for Aleister Crowley. They had a very particular ritual in which they switched who was – before Crowley was no more, Crowley passed the baton to David Bowie. He was not just what people believe they know him as, as being the kind of zany creepy side of the light side of the yucky side of the occult, not at all. He was a deep deep yucky side of the occult. They had a ritual trading ceremony between Aleister Crowley and him. He was rigorously skilled in the occult. He stood in the circle of Thoth and switched places with Crowley. You could comb through his stuff for a long time and really see what he was saying. He had his Hollywood side, his Hollywood frame, his marketing brand – 

Gabe: He was also kind of gender bendy.

Z: He was very gender bendy. He was one of the early ones who was doing that….anyway, David Bowie, there is nothing simple about the man. So he wrote the song ‘the man who sold the world.‘

Gabe: So who is the man who sold the world? 

Z: It depends, there are multiple angles and layers to that proposition.

Gabe: At first I thought it was Hitler. 

Z: No, well maybe depicting the same pattern.

Gabe: Because we’re told he died, and the lyrics go “I thought you died a long long time ago.”

Z: “Who me? oh no we never lost control…”

Gabe: Yeah so I thought they were talking about WW2, about the Nazi’s actually winning the war…

Z:  Well the thing is, the German Wehrmacht was defeated. But the SS Reich was not defeated, they moved to America, 20,000 of the upper echelons of the SS Reich moved to america, not just the top Nazis of project paperclip, a handful of Nazi scientists. No it was 20,000 if the SS Reich took over their positions in America. So yeah the German Wehrmacht…the thing is wars don’t even happen. They are just theaters, they even call it the theater of war. Anyway…but people go and sign up for that sim and get loaded up into their brain the impressions of what they are doing. Just like any day to day activity, like this isn’t actually – how its happening isn’t what is actually happening. Anyway…

Gabe: Well people are shooting each other down…. 

Z: Are they?

Gabe: I don’t know, I’ve never been in a war.

Z: I mean it is definitely an experience in the sim, I mean they definitely walk away with that movie. Total recall though, I’m just saying.

Gabe: You mean it could be like pre-loaded memories that they are getting?

Z: It’s all sorts of things, yes, they sign up for that sim. Anyway, Bowie is not a simple guy, so you’ve got his framework of who he was as a Hollywood actor, everything from (the movie) Labyrinth, other roles I can’t remember at the moment, and of course his very prolific musical career, rainbowie, pull the bow bowie, I’m gonna shoot you with this arrow in my bowie bowie. Kesheth, (hebrew word for bow) the Hebrew whole rainbow thing, and that becomes a whole thing with keshi. There are a lot of places that code goes. 

2 Samuel 1:18 He said, “Teach this [kesheth] to the people of Judah.” (It is recorded in the Book of Jashar.) – GOD’S WORD Translation.

2 Samuel 1:18 (Also he bade them teach the children of Judah the use of the bow: behold, it is written in the book of Jasher.) – King James Version


Bowie in Labyrinth (1996)

Z: And then you could go through those lyrics and stuff. But, like I said, he got into a ceremonial circle, took over as Thoth momentarily, but he was not meant to be that priest, he was temporarily holding the position between Crowley and the next bearer, Jason James Bickford, of the legalistic priest Thoth position, Topher Grace.

But anyways, as far as the Bowie thing goes, there were a lot of optics to his presentation, being in that 80’s style glam. Early goth – 

Gabe: There was something in Zoolander where he showed up…


Z: Oh you know what one of his last roles was, was Nikolai Tesla in the Prestige. It’s not the kind of role he usually plays, because he was all proper, his lines were very sobering. That’s when you know, when an actor deviates from their normal so much they are probably going to be dead soon; the Heath Ledger syndrome.

Gabe: And actually in that role he is trying to dissuade the guy from doing the magic.

Z: He is like ‘I got contracted into this circle, I’m stuck here. You don’t want to do it. It’s not so prestigious, haha, it’s not as glamorous as it looks. Don’t do it. I’m trapped here, you don’t have to be.’ But of course he can’t resist himself and does it anyway.

Gabe: Hugh Jackman’s character, yeah.

Z: Jachim and Boaz, jacking him off…. It just goes on and on. They don’t miss any tricks, everything is done by Sophianic intelligence and Samaelic proportioning, so it all gets in there.

Gabe: Yeah it’s too much to just be humans thinking this up. It’s too organized.

Z: Especially the stupid humans you generally see out there, who can’t keep up with tying their own shoes. If you talk to these directors without that guiding principle telling them what to do, they wouldn’t know shit about this stuff. They know where their yacht is…that’s about it.

Gabe: And it’s interesting that they go to Colorado to meet Tesla.

Z: Where Bickford lives, and the whole color red? Because he had to pass the torch with the blood. He keeps giving himself away on purpose, he wants you to figure it out. He goes from Dusty Westfield (he grew up in Westfield Massachusetts) to Colorado, the color red, like go soak dust in blood.


<The recording got interrupted here, but we pick up again by connecting the Bowie code to the Kurt Cobain code, through the song “Man who sold the world” originally by Bowie but which was covered by Nirvana. Nirvana also covered the Meatpuppets song “Lake of Fire.” written by another Curt, Curt Kirkwood.>

Lake of Fire lyrics:

Where do bad folks go when they die?

They don’t go to heaven where the angels fly

They go down to the lake of fire and fry

Won’t see ’em again till the fourth of July

The recording picks up here:

Z: …They all do the fourth of July because the fourth of July is the name for Satan, ‘independence.’ independence day, the movie, radical alien invasion, invasion of your consciousness by these external forces,  its independence. You’re gonna be in trouble, Bluebeam is going to be switched on. That’s why – so you go from a lot of these bands mentioning fourth of July – Better Than Ezra has a big moment in the song ‘Good:’ 


Well, maybe I’ll call or I’ll write you a letter

Now maybe we’ll see on the fourth of July

But I’m not too sure, and I’m not too proud

Well I’m not sure, and I’m not too proud to say

Which connects to the Meat Puppets, Lake of Fire, Independence, being called up for judgement, it’s mentioned in the book of Isaiah, Ezekiel, Jeremiah, Revelation, playing off the motifs in Daniel, judgment day, Joel, Amos, the prophets, they are talking about this moment when they’ll be resurrected to judgement through the lake of fire. And then that immediately goes, to the animated meat sacks, the dolls, played by characters, dolls animated by characters tethered to a soul, you’ve got meat puppets. Things that are operating the meat sacks. you move from there to the fact that Cobain covered both ‘Lake of Fire’ consecutively to ‘The Man Who Sold the World,’ and now you are seeing the duel going on between a depictive Christ character like Cobain who is always using all the Jesus imagery, always putting himself as the martyr for Christ, over and over again, dueling with the Anti-Christ Bowie, who put himself in the circle of Crowley. 

Some of the connection might have been back to Sam Weiss in Fringe, and the fact that David Robert Jones is Davy Jones, the heart of Davy Jones, dealing with Calypso, HP Lovecraft’s Cthulhu, Poseidon, Pussy Den, Neptune, the sea, John the Baptist code coming through all the time, you start to see that these things are totally tight, so we are still talking about the same thing. You’ve got Bickford saying that he is John the Baptist, he is the ultimate JJB, you’ve got Jack Mccaig, [who has given us the financial keys to the kingdom with his trust work, just like John the Baptist],  these are all Neptune/Poseidon connections to the Bowie code that are playing as Thoth, the man who sold the world, the Ibis.

Gabe: So just so that I’m clear the man who sold the world is Satan, in a very simplistic sense?

Z: No, the man who sold the world is Christ. It’s an inversion. Like I was saying there is nothing straight. They are putting some items that belong in column A, they switch them over to column B, to confuse you. Like these twenty things belong in column A and these 20 things belong in column B and then they mix them up.

Gabe: So Christ sold the world because the world is mom’s world?

Z: It’s really more like the man who bought the world, but they flip it. On their side of the aisle the man who sold the world, is a reference back to Sophia giving the world over to Christ, in remorse and regret, that part of Mom, surrendering the world to Christ. And part of that pino/phagocytosis is the thing that Christ had to sell that world, the world of heaven to fall into Mom’s world to fix this.


So they are both making an exchange here. Some kind of import/export van delay mayhem. They are both giving things up in this exchange to come together for the ultimate marriage.

Gabe: That’s a positive depiction?

Z: Yeah, that’s why the whole thing is an ironic humor – 

Gabe: Because it’s sung by the Anti-Christ Bowie, 

Z: And then the Christ figure Cobain. Like, they are exchanging places as they are talking. “I laughed and shook his hand, for years and years we roamed. We gazed and gazed and stared. We walked a million miles. I thought you died alone.” Like, oh you’re still alive, I’m still alive? “Oh no, not me, we never lost control. You’re face to face with the man who sold the world.” They are both saying it in opposite directions!

And you know Cobain is a vicar. He’s just a vicar. That’s the big difference. Bowie was a guy. Like he had his front as a big celebrity musician and minor actor. But he was a guy, like he was a player, like he was dealing with Aleister Crowley. He was a very talented, very knowledgeable intricately skilled occultist. Cobain was just…Cobain.

Gabe: A puppet?

Z: He was a vicar for me. That’s what I’m saying. Cobain was always my vicar, my placeholder. For them he meant this, and I was influencing him to do that. Whereas Bowie himself was the guy. Who is still alive, 100%. It’s still vacillating in total control between him and Bickford. Like he hasn’t fully passed that over. He took the baton from Crowley, and it has been a fledgling very shepherded Bickford the whole time, by the agencies to be who they want him to be. Another very interesting short series to watch is Damien, very revealing, very good….

Some Notes of Clarification

  • Why the word ‘independence‘ means Satan:

No-one has independent destinies. That go-it-alone attitude will get you nowhere. Either we all reach heaven as a collective, or none of us do. So we want to be individuated, but not independent. Big difference there.

It is interesting that this information is coming at a time when we are being told by the media to practice ‘social distancing.’ This is Satan, it’s espousing independentism.

  • Why Z used the phrase ‘van delay‘ in reference to the import/export or phagocytosis aspect of the situation; where the souls of the Father enter into Mom’s world, and then Sophia in remorse giving the world back over to Christ:

Here is a depictive example of how the cross-referencing Sophianic code works. Remember that scene from the film, ‘Inception,’ where the van is falling off the bridge in slow motion?

Get it? It’s a van delay, or a van being delayed by slow motion, due to the time dilation effect of going into a dream within a dream.

Now eight years prior to that film, there was an episode of Seinfeld, where, Vandelay Industries [was] a fictional company that George Costanza claims to have been interviewed for as a latex salesman in when applying for an extension at the unemployment office in the Season Three episode, “The Boyfriend, Part 1 (SOURCE).” When asked about what the company does, George mentions vaguely that it does import/export.

So we have a 1992 Seinfeld episode providing predictive programming for the 2010 film Inception, and then what do we have seven years later in 2017? The Mandalay Bay casino shooting!

Van Delay,


This is how the code works. These connections may sound tenuous to newcomers but the more you study how this all works the more interconnected it all gets, until it is too late to dismiss as coincidence theory.

PART 3 – Operation Tough Guise and The Topher Grace Connection

Z maintains that Jason Bickford is also part of the mask wearing, role switching archontic phenomenon, and that he and actor Topher Grace are one and the same.

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The ages fit, the body profiles match, sort of short, scrawny types, the high pitched fast talking cadence they both share. Maybe. But let’s examine Topher Grace’s (who became famous for his role in ‘That 70’s Show’) latest appearance, in the film American ULTRA.

This is a film which provides soft disclosure around MK Ultra, and making sleeper agents, assassins who do their work in an alter, and carry a front personality that is usually unaware of this. In the film, the unlikely mild-mannered stoner geek-type Jesse Eisenberg is the one with the assassin or super soldier programming, so the movie comes across as comedy, but it is much more than that.


Topher Grace plays an ambitious CIA director, who wants to eliminate all operatives like Jesse, claiming that the program is a failure. So to try and get a promotion, he conceives of Operation Tough Guys, which is to send a team of hired guns to kill Jesse’s character ‘Mike.’

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The mission ends up backfiring as the hit squad trigger Mike’s sleeper assassin alter out of hiding, and he takes them all out, one by one, Jason Bourne style.


Now the point of all this is that Jesse Eisenberg, playing Mike, is really representing Z, whose last name is Ben-Michael, and who, if you haven’t figured it out by now, is claiming, with every ounce of his being, to be the chief shepherd, the Christ Michael. That doesn’t mean he is any type of savior, he is just running point on this operation. The savior is the collective body of Christ holding a singular purpose of restoring Mom Sophia to sanity so we can all go home. That’s it, without all the bells and whistles.

The messiah is real, but the messiah is just a guy. And Z will be the first one to tell you this. All the religions have built him up to be a god or demi-god or angel. No, he is a just a dude who knows what is going on and what we need to do to restore the Divine Marriage talked about here.

Now many films depict a Christ figure. The fact that Eisenberg is named ‘Mike’ is no accident. There is usually a Christ figure dueling with an Anti-Christ figure – that is where Topher Grace comes in. His character is trying to destroy Christ. And if he is really Bickford, that is what Bickford’s channel is doing as well, gatekeeping people from reaching gnosis, true knowledge, as shown in Part One.

His other channel, ‘The Gnostic Reclamation:’

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His featured video on his homepage is called ‘Tough Guise.’ Just like American ULTRA’s Operation Tough Guys. So he is leaving clues for us, he wants us to find out who he really is. That video also features orthodox Jews with long beards, and even a shot of ZZ Top, who is famous for his long beard.

Z, (like ZZ Top) has a beard and a Jewish background. There have been several other instances, like I said in Part One, of Bickford implicitly leaving messages for Z, saying ‘I know who you are,’ and by extension, the agencies, and the dark occult world.

Bickford is from Massachusetts. Z is from Connecticut. These east coast states neighbor each other. They are roughly the same age. When Z, several years back, started talking to folks about how celebrities like actors have these codes which follow them around from movie to movie, it was not long after that when Bickford appeared on the youtube scene, making videos on the same thing.

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Corona Virus Predictive Programming in Film ‘Contagion’ – Truthiracy

The 2011 thriller ‘Contagion,’ about a deadly viral outbreak features some numbers and themes that map onto the current Corona scare, providing evidence that this entire ‘pandemic’ is either a complete hoax or else a deliberate planned attack by the powers-that-shouldnt-be. Either way, it was in the playbook going years back as we shall see. Credit to this particular find goes to youtuber Truthiracy. Also oddly enough, we will see  evidence that links the recent Kobe Bryant death (or more probable death hoax) to the Corona issue as well.

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Part of this film actually takes place in China, where the Corona supposedly originated.

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In this scene, an official from the World Heath Organization is saying that there have been 89,000 documented cases of the contagion outbreak.

Now when you go to Wikipedia and look up the Corona virus, it says that as of March 2nd, 2020, there have been 89,000 confirmed cases!

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Notice also that March 2nd is 3/2/2020 giving us the infamous Skull and Bones number 322.

I started tracking this number back when it was flashed in ‘A Dark Knight Rises‘ right before a terrorist attack at the football stadium by the villain Bane:

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Of course this was the film playing at the Aurora theater which mass shooter James Holmes supposedly shot up back in 2012 (an event which was itself predicted in the 1986 Batman comic):Screen Shot 2019-10-24 at 10.53.01 PM

The same film which predicted Sandy Hook,occuring later that year:Screen Shot 2019-10-24 at 10.57.50 PM

Not only that, but on the wiki page for the film Contagion, it says it was initially shown in 3,222 theaters!

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In the trailer for the film, this airport scene is flashed:

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Gates M14-M21. M = 13. 21 minus 14 = 7. So combining 13 and 7 we have 137, the 33rd prime number. No surprise there, where you have 322 and predictive programming, 33 is always nearby.

From Eric Dubay‘s new video:

Now a insightful comment on Truthiracy’s video reads:

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Kobe buried in Corona Del Mar.

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Of course the fiery helicopter crash story we are fed was predicted itself in an animated short film and in a Nike commercial.

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In the Nike commercial, Kobe throws a basketball at a helicopter, bringing it down in a fiery inferno:

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Nike slaying the Bull God EL.

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L-akers – EL acres, the land of God. (EL in Hebrew is spelled ‘Aleph’ – the bull, and ‘Lamed’ the staff):

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Helicopter – HEL (EL) – icopter.

And you won’t hear Truthiracy say this, but this is God the Mother, Cinder-(EL)LA, and since these are her sick games, EL is conjuring her alter Sama-EL, the evil step-MOTHER. (The architect in the Matrix movies).


The Goddess Nike slaying the bull God EL is thus the Mother attempting to kill herself, a kind of cosmic suicide programming. Or maybe a more positive spin is she is trying to kill off her dark alter Samael and his fleet of Agent Smiths, the viral archon parasites.

“Hi Sam.”

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And don’t forget (EL)even, nicknamed ‘EL’ the telekinetic/telepath girl from Stranger Things, dating one of the boys named ‘Mike’ or the archangel Michael.

But we were talking about HEL-icopters right?

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And I think we mentioned Batman somewhere in there…that might have been part of this this code…Screenshot 2020-03-11 at 4.00.00 PM

The gears of Samael are really turning now.

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‘Corona’ means crown. This is a reference to the king, the Father.  The crown chakra. The darkness wants us to associate the crown with fear, disease and sickness.

Jack fell down
And broke his crown,
And Jill came tumbling after

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One more point that youtuber Jason Bickford made about Corona:

Corona is cheap beer, its piss beer. They are taking the piss, british slang for playing a joke or trick – hoax.

Which is why you have to drink your Corona beer with a wedge of lime.

Get it? You’ll have your corona virus with a side of lyme disease (what is likely a perceived bio-weapon coupled with an actual bio-weapon).

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Don’t you see? They are taking the piss, they are having a laugh, at our expense. Don’t fall for the fear program.

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It is quite possible that the only thing really spreading with this corona scare is FEAR.

“Black insect flak attacking vitality centers, feeling for a point of intersection…” – WSB

On Kobe: I’m no longer one of those truthers saying that these celebrities are being ritually sacrificed to the Illuminati, that’s low-level conspiranoid culture; no, Kobe is another one of these mask-wearing archons, he’s part of the black insect flak, he’s one of the crab people of Minraud, their hot claws feeling for a point of intersection. He will re-surface with a new face, most likely as a Hollywood actor or maybe a rapper. WSB writes, “What does a virus do wherever it can dissolve a hole and find traction? It starts eating – and what does it do with what it eats? It makes exact copies of itself that start eating to make more copies and so forth to the virus power the fear hate virus slowly replaces the host with virus copies – Program Empty Body.”

That’s what these celebrities are – Empty Bodies, switching faces, switching roles, manipulated remotely with computers.

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A Dialogue Between Sophia and Christ in Thom Yorke’s Album ‘ANIMA’

“I read that the gnostics believe when we are born we are forced to forget where we have come from in order to deal with the trauma of arriving in this life.” – Thom Yorke

“It’s like we were watching a movie, and then suddenly we’re acting in it.” – Xanopticon


Man falling into Mom’s world

This post will analyze the lyrics behind Thom Yorke’s (of Radiohead) solo album Anima. This album is coded and loaded with deep esoteric wisdom, which can be gleaned with some help from my discussions with Z on how the Gnostic Sophia myth plays out in all things. Z is an ‘insider’ so to speak.

He told me that Thom Yorke’s lyrics, like most popular music, was ghost written by children in the MK Ultra projects being ‘mused.’ This means that the dark forces find gifted children who can connect to the Source Field and channel/generate this material, and then the material is extracted by weaponized psychics working for the dark side. Z was used in this way as a child. He claims to have written almost all of Nirvana’s lyrics. He  also co-authored the Secret Space Program fictional narrative being bandied about by Archontic half-truthers like Aug Tellez, Corey Goode, David Wilcock, and basically anyone interviewed by Project Camelot or Gaia TV. 

This phenomenon of musing children to write lyrics, movie ideas, etc. is what Donald Marshall was pretending to single-handedly be for practically the entire pop music industry and Hollywood.

Without further ado…

Song: Dawn Chorus (track #4)

The whole album is a conversation between the son, the Christ principle or Christ body and the Cosmic Mother. Yorke’s soprano voice is thus a good spout-piece or conduit for both these masculine and feminine principles, anima and animus.

Verse 1 of this song is Christ talking to the Mother, or what can also be described as the Father talking to her through one of the children of Christ. Through someone who has really gripped the Father principle, is saying to the Mother, to Sophia:

“Back up the cul-de-sac

Come on, do your worst

You quit your job again

             And your train of thought”           

Her ‘job’ being to release, to let go of the material and the karma, in order to bridge masculine and feminine in the divine union of the Twin Souls. In the Gnostic bent of this, (and Z’s take) is that the process is completed by Father and Mother Sophia hesitated by her hall of mirrors, the illusiory material world that she helped create.  The female soul always seems to be the weaker one in need of saving by the man. Or in traditional religious orthodoxy, Eve is blamed for the Fall. But really on the highest interpretation of this its traditionally the failings of the woman in the pair of opposites to return to the Biune Spirit because she represents matter, and the male spirit, another diad.

“If you could do it all again

A little fairy dust

A thousand tiny birds singing

If you must, you must

Please let me know

When you’ve had enough

Of the white light

Of the dawn chorus

If you could do it all again”

The Christ principle (who saves her) is taunting her about how we have to keep repeating these cycles, or reflections of self from her broken mirror, so she can play out her narcissism this way, through these bodies, the ‘dawn chorus’ of vessels controlled by the One, by the Mother.

Second verse, Sophia’s reply:

“If you could do it all again

Yeah, without a second thought

I don’t like leaving

The door shut

I think I missed something

But I’m not sure what

In the middle of the vortex

The wind picked up

Shook up the soot

From the chimney pot

Into spiral patterns

Of you, my love”

‘Her love’ being the Father. But by thinking that she ‘keeps missing something,’ and going back, resetting her Matrix, she is doing the one thing that will keep her from seeing him again, her bridegroom.

Song: I Am a Very Rude Person (track #5)

The beat picks up a bit on the very next track, we lose the whimsy love story and turn to a more dark bluesy pattern. This is the Mother speaking to Christ in one of her Samaelic/Satanic/Transhumanist moods. Wanting to escape the process started by the Father, the Cosmic Moment.  Stretch separation to the breaking point.

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“Won’t bother me

You don’t mean a thing, but it won’t bother me

You don’t mean a thing, but it won’t bother me

You don’t mean a thing, but it won’t bother me”

(Mom is downplaying the importance of the Christ anomaly, and of the soul.)

[Verse 1]

“I have to find my way in the dark

(You don’t mean a thing, but it won’t bother me)

I have to take a knife to your art

(You don’t mean a thing, but it won’t bother me)

I have to find some way to escape

I have to walk but I wanna stay”

This desire for escape is the Demiurge seeking oblivion, a way out. (Or else a way to stay, to linger in the material world, like the fallen angels.) This is the fall, this is the root of the darkness we are up against. The parasites in power don’t want to steal your energy to use it for something, they just want to eat it for oblivion. Think about how a parasite like a leech works. They steal energy from the host until the host dies, but once their host is dead they run out of a food source and die as well. THAT’S WHAT OBLIVION MEANS. That is what the ‘Illuminati’ REALLY are, stripped of all veneer and science fiction. Leeches seeking death of the host and then death of themselves. The mistake that 99% of conspiracy theorists make is trying to find a logical reason for the game moves the so-called ‘power elite’ make on the game-board. This has them scratching their heads and debating and spinning their wheels ad infinitum. 

[Verse 2]

“I have to hope this spell’s going to break

I have to destroy to create

I have to be rude to your face

I’m breaking up your turntables

Now I’m gonna watch your party die”

Satan coming to break up the party. Party foul.

So you can see how in many of these inspired albums we have this love story between the child-become Father (activated human) and the Mother. A love story which inevitably turns sour because she goes into one of her moods, switching into her dark alters, the principalities of Samael, Lilith and Azazel, etc.

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We’re led through predictive programming not to trust her, even though she is also the Goddess of wisdom. It’s just that it comes with the Archonic, buzzing technoid insect-like demonism as a package deal. It’s the Lucifer who wanted to be first and do it better, its the Anti-Christ forces wanting to rule in Hell rather than serve in Heaven. That’s what we came here to eat, to digest inside her, thus liberating her and humanity once and for all. But we are digesting that part within ourselves as well.

Some say we are reaching an apex point or culmination, for good or bad, on a solar, cosmic scale, where humanity as a collective can either ascend to higher states or be absorbed by the sleep of oblivion back into Source, where their Divine Ego that is coeternal to Source and never incarnated here, can wait a new Solar Cycle.

Song: Twist (track #3)


“It’s like weed
A boy on a bike who is running away
An empty car in the woods, the motor left running
It’s like weed”

These lines are talking about what the alt media is calling “NPC’s” or Non-player characters – ‘an empty car with the motor left running…’ – bodies without souls, being played by the demonic AI take-over. They grow ‘like weeds:’ The ‘boy on the bike running away’ are the children of the Father, the ones with souls, getting lost in the shuffle, absorbing the habits of the NPC’s, drowning in their frequency.

Song: The Axe (track #7)

Voice – the Christ principle, upset with Mom

[Verse 1]

“Goddamned machinery

Why don’t you speak to me?

One day I am gonna take an axe to you

The pitter patter

What does it matter?

And where’s that love

You promised me?

I’m pierced by long nails

By coloured windmills

Your soft sustaining envelope”

The ‘machinery’ of the Mother, her machinations, she won’t speak to him, Sophia is avoiding him, letting the AI run things. ‘Where’s that love you promised?’ he asks. And, ‘I’m pierced by long nails,’ you are crucifying me here, Mom. I am suffering in your world, the material world of her Matrix, her envelope.


“I thought we had a deal

I thought we had a deal

I thought we had a deal…”

He is saying, ‘remember our love letters back and forth in track four ‘Dawn Chorus’ what happened to that part of you? What happened to our deal?’

Now we have Sophia’s reply:

[Verse 2]

“You bastards speak to me

Have you no pity?

Give me a goddamned good reason

Not to jack it all in

You wooden soldiers

I’m daring you to turn yourselves on”

‘To jack it all in’ meaning to plug the children of the Father fully into the AI matrix, (the desire to remain in the physical dream and separated from Source)

‘I’m daring you to turn yourselves on’ she is taunting us, daring us, to become activated humans. She is speaking to the people who have not awakened to the truth within themselves, too infested with the archons. She is calling us out for falling for her traps.

Song: Impossible Knots (track #8)

Voice: Lamenting Sophia

[Verse 1]

“I’m heading in the wrong direction

I can’t make the big connection

And in my line of business

There is no room for mess

[Verse 2]

I’m tied up in impossible knots”

The ‘knots’ are her MPD alters, her fixation for all her characters/clones/biobots/NPC’s) which are part of herself, they are her looking through double mirrors, infinite reflections, all tied up.

“I’ll take anything you got

I’ll take anything you got…”

A concession. She will take any of the activated, awakened humans we can muster up, as evidence that it is safe for her to dissolve, to complete the Cosmic moment. In true cosmic time, all that has actually happened is that the Father, one half of the Original State of Being, has dissolved into individuated souled humans. But its not enough.

As Elena Unger writes, “Time began nine months before the birth of Christ and ended in the same moment, but…it made, “so to speak, a great deal of noise in all directions.” 

Everything that has occurred after, all these Matrix cycles we’ve been playing out, are in dream-time, and it will fold in on itself when the Singularity hits, what is called in Kabbalah ‘the crossing of the 150th gate,’ the Omega Point.


“I’ll be ready

I’ll be ready

I’ll be ready

I’ll be ready…”

She is reassuring us that when the final gate hits she will be ready to dissolve, to finish the process and restore the Holy Matrimony. Hope to God! This is the most optimistic part of the album. But again, we can’t become complacent and trust her, she is not whole, not until all the archons are digested (which won’t fully happen by the projected date; doesn’t mean its hopeless, it just means it will be that much harder to win, in that vital threshold moment between the cycles, in the abode of souls.) William Burroughs describes archontic attack as “black insect flak stabbing at his vitality centers.” This is what we must prepare for.

Final track: Runwayaway

“We are forever
We are forever
That’s when you don’t
That’s when you know
This is when you know who your real friends are
Who your real friends are…”

Immortality is gained by the marriage of the twin souls that have purged their karma in the post-death astral realms. In order to withstand these realms you need to “know who your friends are” which are the memories of good deeds, service to other, etc. which will help you navigate your path through your bad deeds and demonic thoughts and attachments.

Obadiah 1:4 (WEB) Though you mount on high as the eagle, and though your nest is set among the stars, I will bring you down from there, says Yahweh.”  – SophiYAH.

The Divine Ego must incarnate into flesh, the Most High will bring us down from their, the nest among the stars, to experience duality and separation. But these are only illusiory concepts as they only exist in the Son and not the Father. Or in aeon Sophia but not her consort, the Christos, etc.

“The wings are clipped
The bird half-cut
Gone is the one who made her home among the stars
A fall from grace
Becomes her art
Digging down
No looking up
When the riches and rewards are not enough
And all God’s children could give a fuck…” -Twelve Foot Ninja

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Sophia Drowning, and Water-As-Time Symbolism

“Listen to the tales as we all rationalize,

Our way into the arms of the savior.

Feigning all the trials and the tribulations.

None of us have actually been there,

Not like you…” – Tool

I’m a big fan of heavy metal music, and recently I noticed a repeating pattern on the album covers of three different metal albums from three separate bands. The theme was of a vaguely feminine figure drowning or diving into a body of water:

When a pattern like this emerges one can assume that occult communication is happening. A co-creative force is behind these bands, what James Bickford calls ‘the backseat Uber driver,’ using these artists as vessels for their own purpose.

If you ask Z, these occult forces or principalities – whether benefic or malefic – are coming from the cosmic Mother, the two sides of the Goddess. Sophia in white, and Samael the Demiurge, in black. This is the key that unlocks the Gnostic symbolism frequently employed by Hollywood dark wizardry and becomes like self-replicating memes across the culture. It serves to kill the anima in men and turn the sexes against each other and away from Source Creation, which is seen as dead, or as a cruel, unloving God.

“My one, when all is said and done
You’ll believe God is a woman” – Ariana Grande

In my research, the female is blamed for the fall because she represents matter and the male spirit. The fall is necessary for the spirit to differentiate its spirit atoms amongst matter, thus learning good and evil. So she held on, fearing the loss of Self, which became the fall. Their drama now unfolds in humanity, how the incarnated Souls (the Son) must become the bridegroom, restoring the lost love, which is the Event, the Singularity at the end of microcosmic time, the reunification of the purified Twin Souls. 

And today’s parables are not just coming through Hollywood. This code is present in obscure Scandinavian metal bands; in the lyrics and album covers, in movies and shows both domestic and foreign, and in the daily news from CNN to Buzzfeed. How is it so prevalent? Is the Illuminati THAT organized? I once thought so, but now think that Sophia’s story is simply in the information field, in the Akashic record, if you will, and we are tapping into it, whether we know it or not. The dark forces know how to tap into the Demiurgic side, their Dark Lord, and become his mouthpiece, twisting the narrative, while those artists with integrity and innocence can tap into Sophia, and become her spout piece.

The data-field we are embedded in is the Dark Goddess Kali talking to herself, here at the end of the Iron Age. Picture a maiden shipwrecked by herself on a rocky crag, surrounded by miles of ocean, howling to the moon. Slowly going insane. Waiting for the Christ, the principle of Atonement or At-One-Ment, to restore the path back to Source. (Note that sometimes the gender roles are reversed).

Let’s take a look at this drowning motif, which I’ve discussed before. We saw it in the previous post analyzing the highly esoteric film ‘The Prestige,’ where a woman drowns in a dangerous magic trick gone wrong.

We saw drowning in the show ‘The OA,‘ as a way to cross to parallel universes, a dimensional gateway. We know it was a calling card to how they program people in MK Ultra, to cause near-death-experiences (ala Arizona Wilder).

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This was also depicted in the Bourne movies. Jason Bourne was an MK Ultra programmed black assassin. They would dunk his head underwater to trigger his alter.

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Opening scene of the ‘Bourne’ series

And in Stranger Things, when the character Eleven goes to her void, or does her remote viewing, there is always water on the ground, or some type of water/drowning/transitional gateway:


And it’s funny that they call her ‘El,’ for short. El is a Hebrew name for God.

“Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,

How we rise to the height of our halo.” – Tool

We know that water is symbolic of emotion, and of spirit, and Youtuber Holographic Multiverse says that the biblical flood is spirit washing away the artificial matrix, as like a cosmic reset. Water has this dual nature: it cleanses the filth, but it can also be deadly and turbulent in its own right. It can kill.

So we know that Mom is in trouble, and thus so are we, due to as above so below, but why is this so often depicted by drowning specifically?

Revelation 12:15-16 “And the serpent poured water like a river out of his mouth after the woman, so that he might cause her to be swept away with the flood. 16 But the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened its mouth and drank up the river which the dragon poured out of his mouth.”

The female is drowning in spirit. The Son who is one with the Father needs to dive down there, into her insanity, and rescue her, revive her.

“Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,

How we rise to the height of our halo….

….It’s time for you to bring me home” – Tool

But Bob Schlenker has also shown how in the occult symbol language water is a symbol of time. Why is water representing time? Bob writes, “The first non-celestial timepieces were water clocks. The flow of time was measured by the flow of water.(SOURCE)

(Wikipedia): “Water clocks, along with sundials, are likely to be the oldest time-measuring instruments, with the only exceptions being the vertical gnomon and the day-counting tally stick. Where and when they were first invented is not known, and given their great antiquity it may never be. The bowl-shaped outflow is the simplest form of a water clock and is known to have existed in Babylon and in Egypt around the 16th century BC.”

Tudor watch commercial connecting water and time.

So if water is time, then what is drowning? It is drowning into the abysses of seemingly endless time, of the looped nightmares in the astral realm, as the karmic residue of the soul seeks purification and elimination, before the Twin Souls can be restored. However if the drowning is too severe, that Holy Marriage process fails, and the Divine Ego or Spirit Atom that gave those twin souls birth (the splitting of the Atom) returns to Heaven to await a new Solar Cycle (See Burgoyne’s Light of Egypt)

More Album Covers

Electric light orchestra – album called ‘Time’ – with water imagery. Plus a Saturn image – the keeper of time.
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If she isn’t drowning she can also be in an endless maze.

Tv show ‘Stitchers:’

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Time being stitched together, like a tapestry.

Bob writes, “The letter T is sliced through leaving most of it intact. It’s separated off with the letter S. STi ~ S -pace – Ti -me. The ST signals, Space-Time.”


In two words I could sum up what all this imagery, lyrics, movie plot themes are pointing to, its the Mother saying, “Help me.” But as Z has pointed out, she does it in a typically feminine way, through games and riddles, making us read between the lines, testing the man, to see if he is really alpha, to see if he can be assertive without her having to explicitly spell out her needs. Therefore even though she, and through her all women, are the topic, they aren’t the issue. The issue is with men, who need to grow a pair and assert themselves, and not fall victim to her games, to the mind control.

This process is played out in each man as his anima, speaking indirectly to him through his unconscious, dreams, feelings, intuition. When he ignores this part of him he disconnects from his own immortality and starts to decay. This is what has happened on the large scale. It has been shrouded in the ‘feminist movement’ but this leads, as we see to something more sinister, the Illuminati run neo-feminist movement, the gender bending, transhumanism, and eventually eugenics, getting the herd to cull itself. It’s already happening, birth rates are lower than they have ever been. Women are brainwashed to be ‘independent’ and not need men, and men are placated, by football, beer, cannabis and pornography, pacified and turned into women. Testosterone is suppressed and estrogen is promoted. Made to trust our government, to authority figures. Made to believe in science and that the news is real. Rebels are quashed, silenced, relegated to the fringes of ‘conspiranoid culture;’ the herding of the second farm.

Mother should I trust the government?” – Pink Floyd.

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Conversing With ‘Z’ (Pt. 2) – The Divine Paradox


Excerpts from my 3rd conversation with Z. I ask him about his experience as a child in the MK Ultra projects. He describes being taken to a hospital and escorted by certain white-coats to a lower-level, a restricted part of the hospital:

Z: “What happened when I went down there that day? This is probably the most common thing; now I realize I didn’t actually go down anywhere, it was a recessing into the mind, I probably got sat down in the chair and recessed into the mind. because these things don’t actually exist on this level. But it was like a round room, that they would call the hall of nightmares. They stood there, a school brick wall, hospital brick wall, bright yellow, and there was a bunch of children, a bunch of them were like me, sort of like me, and a bunch of them were useless to them. So they would have the children that were useless to them do terrible things, like shove a knife through their hand…. One of the big ones was get one of the throw-away children to put a chainsaw through their face. So they say, “oh little jimmy can stop hurting themself if you tell us what we want to know.” Which was always like a suit saying give us the oblivion codes, give us your star data, give us the rest of the equation. They would say “hi Zarkan” which was my call-up for this alter, “hi zarkan, give us your star chart to generate oblivion.” I said, “go fuck yourself,” for which I got thrown to the floor.

Gabe: if you are a child, how do you know that information? Or is it just subconscious?

Z: Yeah it was completely – it felt like a place, but it was a place in psyche, where you kind of tap into the network. In the non-fantasy version of these things, these things can only happen on the psychological network. These things can’t happen here. Parts of it are, I might have been in that room, but an aspect of it wasn’t in the material plane. So you have total access at that point to what you know, to what’s stored there. It was a knowingness.

So I was like no, I’m not going to tell you that. We can’t even tell them that. Like its deficit within the equation itself of realty. But they are like, “We want this.” I don’t really like to talk about this, because it crosses a line, if you’re not hearing the nuance, it crosses into the outlandish things people talk about. But this was a concrete real experience where a lot of psychic driving was taking place.

And what I noticed was that, I could identify who was like me, who was on the network -who was telepathic and who was not. I could see that the suits were going into the throw-away children’s heads, and making them do that. And then I went and tapped inside the children’s field who were supposed to be like me and went, ‘woah they cant see.’ So I realized no one was like me. I could do what the agents did. So I realized that the perception level in the room wasn’t equatable. The other talented children were really buying it that these children were really hurting themselves, themselves, and that if they could just tell the agents what they wanted to know, which we couldn’t even do, it’s not a thing, the suits don’t know its not a thing, because they are part of the Demiurge of ignorance, they don’t know what’s going on.

Its purely like the movie The Matrix. The way that an entity would fill a body, these suits were like that. It just comes in. and I picked up on this frequency thing, that the special children were not like me, they were not able to really fully perceive that the agents were going inside the throw-away children’s head and making them do this. Not only could I see that but I could see that the other children can’t see what I could see about that. So then I went – and this is all instantaneous – I went huh, that probably means that the agents don’t realize that I can see that. The whole thing was to play on our empathy, now I realize that those throw-away children are probably CGI, or just bodies they don’t care about, but as a child they were playing on our kindness and that we didn’t want them getting hurt because of us. That was the whole game. But the agents didn’t hear me. My bandwidth was even higher than the agents. They couldn’t hear, because it was a kind of psychic hearing. I was the most powerful thing in the room …I realized the agents don’t see a child that’s not buying it. So then i just screamed internally, psychically, at the top of my lungs, “DIE!” to all the agents. And that was called, the day I killed 157 agents and was removed from MK Ultra. This is a fact, buts it’s the kind of fact that I can’t prove the way I can prove 95% of the other things I’m telling you….

So by killing these agents, I exposed myself. So they don’t  know what to do with me, so I was in some drugged coma for like the next year, that was my third grade year, I was probably walking around like a zombie. I exposed who I was, so we were not allowed to be in MK Ultra anymore, and they shifted me and those close to me to a Russian program. That didn’t really pan out, so went to Mars, not like a colony on a planet, I mean like the plane. We shifted our frequency to the Mars plane. I’m talking about planes of consciousness, so we removed ourselves. Because there are no planets, no secret space program, I’m not talking about taking a space shuttle to Mars, no none of that fucking shit, we adjusted our consciousness to the plane Mars. But we couldn’t stay there, when we attempted to come back, the girls all died. There were 12 girls who were connected to me, they couldn’t return like I could. This is like the biggest deal, that nobody knows about it, can talk about it. This always happens, its part of the original flaw in creation, and always has a new way of playing out in each cycle.

So in 1991, this cycles version happened, and largely led by Mark Passio, who is one of the main paladins, he is a paladin. Paladins believe that only the supreme God should have all the power, and that individuals who have power are threatening to God’s power. Now if you really sort that out its absurd if God were God like that. And the catholic church is one of the vestiges carrying the paladins along. The paladin is hunting – there is a movie showing some of this called ‘Jumper’ where the guy is jumping using his psychic ability to jump and the guys are chasing him, because they don’t believe that individuals should have power.


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Interesting choice of phrase there, from this Paladin.

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But that’s Christ versus God, God the Mother, so they are kind of advocating for something that’s a logistical absurdity. If God were God why would there be this need to compete. Obviously you’re dealing with an entity over there versus an entity over here. If God were really the way they depict God, he would have all the power! Why would he be threatened? But they can’t see through their flaws and are staunch about it. A Lot of the  catholic high secret societies like Novus Dei, they’ve got these zealot paladins saying bring the power back to God. It’s just Samael, they are just talking about parts of the Mother, so you know Mark’s a paladin. In 1991 he led this a lot.

And most of us did nothing. ⅛ of our bunch attempted to defect, but you can’t actually defect, because the code doesn’t actually exist, but the ignorance believes it does. But because of what they did, and they always do, they are dedicated actors, dedicated servers to Satan. They can’t – they already did this, made this move, now we have to act out the theater, we have to reenact this all the time, that’s all it is. The souls that did this already did this on the cosmic level.

Gabe: on a previous cycle?

Z: Before the cycles even, they already fucked up, so they are bound in each cycle to Samael. There is a path to them it’s called the lake of fire, purging, it’s not eternal damnation, it’s just like a really intense bath, they need to be cleaned up. When you really get the nature of the wholeness of reality, you can’t cut out the liver and throw it over here. With The law of correspondence to the cosmic body, there is nowhere to cut something off and throw it to.

Gabe: so once they are purged, they are sort of clean slated in a way?

Z: yeah but it’s really like these cells that need to be cleansed, it’s so simple, but hard for people to see. It’s  like christmas lights in series, you can’t have a light out or none of the lights light up. Nothing is running in parallel here, everything is in series. If any individual doesn’t get lit up, we are not going to be lit up for eternity. The system is so intrinsically bound that everybody takes care of everybody. And that can be a little forcefully and aggressively because we gotta make it. Everybody is bound together. We are this singular thing but we all have individuality now. You don’t have separate destinies, either all the lights light up or none of them. You don’t have this juvenile notion in the new age or religiosity of eternal damnation for some. That’s just stupid….

Gabe: so just to clarify, when you were talking about Samael, that’s the dark aspect of the Mother?

Z: it was the original chief of the Echthroi (Pre-Archons), who led them off into this throw the mother down, break everything, cause oblivion, we’re humiliated, we can’t go back, break this shit. But eventually that transitioned, because the original pattern keeps patterning, so then, just the way Samael did that, now there is Ashlodai. Which is clearly shown in the Matrix movie. Agent Smith depicts really well what Ashlodai is, in Greek literature, its Asmodeus. It means in Hebrew ‘never enough.’  It’s the fiend, that’s why Agent Smith keeps duplicating, but no matter how much he makes of himself, it’s just Smith. And Neo knows that. That’s why he picks one and fights that Smith, and all the rest are just looking around. Really they are in the psyche anyway….

Gabe: so when you are saying how a lot of this is in the psyche, it’s not an actual place necessarily…

Z: not a real place in this cycle, but anyway yeah?

Gabe: is that the same with these cloning centers ala Donald Marshall?

Z: Let me be really clear about this. Let’s field it through the lens of the Secret Space Program. So part of my memories that are totally intact now, not just me alone, but me and people like Jerusha Eisold, when we were children we wrote the Secret Space Program bullshit. They were musing us, using us as muses, like as children you know? Like, ‘come up with some shit, use your imagination, we are going to use this on people later like its real.’ So I was part of writing the secret space program stuff like a tabloid, like, ‘oh yeah this is funny….’ We understood what they wanted to do to people and we didn’t like it, but we were being exploited. So it’s like you get a bunch of children hanging out, eventually it’s like fuck it, we’ll do what the adults are telling us to do. Whatever, here is some funny shit, how about a colony on Mars? We wrote that shit, its completely fucking fake.

Gabe: and like the 20 and back?

Z: yeah I wrote the 20 and back! We wrote this shit as Schlock novels for the agencies  when we were children! They were like ‘we are going to use this later to lead the oblivion.’ The cloning centers is the same thing! Like Donald Marshall’s version of the cloning centers versus what the actual genetic Cult of the Baph is, this is his sticking his head in the toilet bowl. We wrote this shit, the celebrity cloning centers is a joke! It’s a joke.

Gabe: Yeah ‘cus the reason I took it seriously, it wasn’t just Donald Marshall, you had Tila Tequila mention it, all these celebrities mentioning it, Katy Perry tweeting ‘don’t clone me!’ This and that. They are all in on it.

Z: Well they are not human. They are characters in the video game being played by mom. So they are generating a trail of information for you to get stuck on. Like Madonna having a DNA clean-up crew. But who are they? You gotta get this. All of Mom’s characters are based on one of the 169,000 real souls.

Let’s zoom out and then zoom back in. Point is, if you understand this whole art-imitates reality-imitates-art. Which came first? We don’t have video games and then go ‘oh reality is kind of like that.’ No. We are in the field of consciousness, and eventually we decide, “OK I’m going to let me in on something.” At the moment, we are hiding things, or AM is hiding things from AM-Self. AM could know everything, could re-know everything, but there is Satan, Satan as an obstacle, or hindrance, a kind of neuro-gunk, we are not seeing.

So there is what we call ‘thematic introduction.’ When the collective psyche is ready, things will pop up. So we have to believe bullshit linear nonsense, like ‘oh and then science became advanced and we went from Atari to Super Nintendo.’ Uh, no, the collective psyche was ready to reveal the self. We are ready to see reality and this is like an aid. This was really well shown in the Cronenberg film ‘Existenz.’ they are in the game system, learning from the game system.

Gabe: a game within a game…

Z: yeah and then they level up. If you want to know anything about that you can go to Aug and he will say that nonsense for two hours, just joking. Don’t. He likes to get fixated on a loop of saying that 20,000 different ways for like an hour. But basically it’s like leveling up frames, it’s that simple.

So with the cloning centers, it’s kind of like this idea. They are there to thematically introduce you to the reality, that each of the 169,000 Mom is duplicating, like we are going back to the depth of reality. Like, where are we? We are in the moment when the Mother, the One, that one other thing, has schizophrenically fragmented herself. So she is in the image of God process, doing this bizarre thing. It’s like the little child who doesn’t know how to make cookies, so she is copying Father’s (recipe), or will, Father’s blueprint. So what is cloning really about? It’s mom duplicating her best idea or impression of what the zeros, what the souls are. That’s what cloning really is. That’s why she’s made 500,000,000 characters of herself to play. She’s like. ‘if I throw the anomaly of Christ, the 169,000 souls in here, and just watch them for a while…if its like this, or like that, If we make the supercomputer and call it earth and shove everybody in here, we will probably figure out how to generate the codes for oblivion. By just watching all of them. What are they doing to have a soul, what is it to have a soul, how can I destroy the soul, how can I delete the soul and override the system?’ That’s her deal. that s this whole thing!

From the new Blade Runner:

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Gabe: why would she want to destroy the soul?

Z: the embarrassment for her error! It’s all so stupid. When you understand that all of this is so petty, it’s unbelievable.

Gabe: what was her error?

Z: in the initial phase of reality she did that thing where she – this is the real version of the Lucifer story. ‘Everybody come after me, we are going to do something better. I wanted to be first.’ the crazy thing is, all of our so called reality is just her warped perception. Nothing has happened yet. That’s the problem. The Mom is still One, still one thing. All of his is going on inside her juvenile mind. That’s the most amazing thing of all.

It didn’t actually happen. She just went nuts. In order to fix that nuts, ‘cus there is a clock, clock is ticking. She has just paralyzed reality. And the 169,000 souls that came out of Father are going, ‘bitch please, we need to get a move on.’ and she isn’t doing anything. But while she wasn’t doing anything she went crazy. So there is a perception that she broke herself into 169,000 souls, but all of this is going on inside her chaotic mind. She is just one thing that hasn’t followed procedure.

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So in order to make that happen, because she was getting crazier and crazier, the only thing left to do was rape the mother. There was violence. She was violating the plan. She was one half, the other half said ‘this is a situation of force vs. violence,’ so they pushed through, they manually made her do it. And now everything is everything, we are stuck in here. This is happening through from the phase of the Echthroi and the archons, why technically they don’t exist, it’s all internal to the psyche. We are finishing out like a snake that was eating an animal, and has to metabolize it, and some of us, the ⅛ were snakes that ate and didn’t swallow, did not metabolize it. They went, “you know what, I ate a leopard, but now I feel like I am a leopard. I am a leopard, but I’m in snake skin, and I’m not in a position to metabolize it,” and that’s what brought the archons on. We were swallowing the Echthroi, going, ‘we are going to fix this, manual override, we are going to eat the mother, we are going to do her work for her, because otherwise the whole system is collapsing.’ Meanwhile, some of us went went, ‘huh i don’t feel like am metabolizing the leopard, I am the leopard,’ and that’s why the archons came back. So now they exist, like the Native Americans call the Wetico, it’s all internal.

Gabe: On the cosmic level, it’s just the Father and the Mother, these two Gods, or?

Z: No no no, there is no Father anymore, that’s the thing. Father does not exist, Father is the Holy Ghost, he’s gone. Mom and Dad are not supposed to stick around. The original state of being is everything, the original state of being became creation, half of creation did what it was supposed to, we are calling that the Father because it was the initiator of the chemical reaction, and half has done nothing yet, we are calling that Mom. And we have a limit on this, so Mom is sitting there becoming more and more insane. And when we decided to do her work for her, we became insane like her. We are inside Mom’s contorted insane mind, the Maternal/material/matrix world. Matrix is womb, Mom. The only way out is to remember Christ inside her, and go like ‘listen – 23 chromosomes, give us the other 23. You gotta dissolve.’ When Mom let’s go like Dad did, then there is just bliss, the bliss-out comes with the child. Christ is relationship, we get 169,000 plus 169,000 dots to make 338,000 souls going ‘AM AM AM’ and everyone is in homeostasis.

Gabe: So the Father, he doesn’t exist, but in a way he does because we are him, we are like fractal pieces of him.

Z: Yeah you got it! We are in limbo, we are like Father’s load, the genetic material floating in air, and Mom going like, “yeah no.” It’s that ridiculous! It’s so petty, she is like “but I wanted to be first though.”

When you look at the original state of being, AM is becoming individuals to know AM-self. As soon as it bloops into a soul, the first begotten son, you then have a bloop and a field.  And then the bloop divides and makes more. And more, until you have 50% made. Then the remaining 50% goes ‘Uh Oh!’ and that original doubt from the 50% comes from the original state of Being, it can’t come from nowhere, that’s why I call it Murphy’s flaw. There only is self, and if all self doesn’t realize self, then no one’s going to realize shit. And we are going to be stuck forever, pushing the pixels too far that it can’t be repaired.

This is the singular nuance that everyone misses, from quantum science to all the wisdom systems. It’s all about this particle this AM-ness, knowing itself. Which is relationship, pure relationship had to abdicate, fully, supremacy. It’s the biggest thing ever. That original state had to abdicate control. Fully, gone! Done! If it hung around at all it wouldn’t be relationship, it would be a chaperone. It would miss the point. Nobody seems to really grasp what I’m saying. If it hung around at all, it couldn’t have relationship. If its wants to know self, it needs to disappear! It needs to genuinely, completely dissolve into multitudinous prisms that each part is entirely the whole, and the whole is entirely each part. That is not like the mother did, not fragmented. Each part is that part, but simultaneously the whole. That’s inconceivable pretty much here. This is the divine paradox. The individual, not the independent. If you get the individual, if you get the divine paradox, you get the whole thing. That’s where it is.

The original state of Being abdicated entirely, it said, ‘I’m not sure this is going to work, but I’m doing this. But at 50%, halfway through, that part of Self, went, “uh oh!” What does ‘uh oh’ look like? You have to track these things I’m telling down, patiently, and you will see that this is correct. We aren’t shit talking mom, alchemically the male is the initiating thing, now 50% has been chiseled, the remaining 50%, the receiving end, the female, goes ’nope!” but why? Because the perception of that remaining 50% is losing self. So if there is a radical state change to 50%, with 169,000 souls going AM AM AM, and half which is not like that. There was a feeling inside self, going, “well I don’t know! Maybe this is a stupid thing to do!” That’s the part of self that always has doubt. If it goes to 51% (it fears losing Self)….

Gabe: It kind of reminds me of the whole twin flame reunion thing, that’s sort of like a skewed way of trying to talk about this.

Z: yeah you’ve got the right word, its a skewed way of talking about reality. Everything has to depict this! Because this is what is!

We can’t go to 51% because…that 50% sees itself like the original state of being. It’s saying If I let 1% more happen, than there is more of that than this, and what originally I had is gone! Am I ready to let go of what AM had originally, forever? This is the problem. Mom is holding on ‘cus if that half of self let’s go….this is the problem. But the moment the original state of being abdicated and became creation, it already happened, that level of self contracted, that level can never be restored. The contract was made by a level that can never be reconstituted. But she is saying it like its an option.

Gabe: Now is this all like a way for our souls to grow? or is it really just us waiting for the Mom to –

Z: No! That is bullshit, lessons, No! We are in severe absolute danger! It’s not a place to grow, all that stuff is paladin thinking. This shit is fucking scary! Shit is real. We are at the edge of the knife, when you really really REALLY get what the original state of Being did! This shit is fucking wild.

Gabe: So what happens if she doesn’t get it?

Z: Thank you, OK so if you look at Mom’s world, this construct that we are in, this is not mental garbage or semantics, everything in here is one. Because it is matter’s world, the material world, Mom’s world. It’s all one. One one one, One God, God, Oneness, Wholeness…uh…excuse me, why we are lying to ourselves, we know one is not whole. Why are we going around talking about oneness? In third grade math you learn that one can be broken into fractions, decimals. Pick up a stick, a leaf, you can always break it! How many times can we break the number one? Infinitely. That’s the only thing that isn’t finite.

Now if there is going to be a wholeness of things done authentically, 338,000 parts, (169,000 from Dad and 169,000 from Mom) which is a whole, that’s it. So the body of reality, inside the original state of Being – is a finite thing! It may be everything but it’s finite. So the people going around saying, ‘we’re infinite man, it’s so infinite…’ Uh no, nobody would be saying that if they grasped what it is.

It’s like this: you have a body. The body only needs to hold so much blood. It doesn’t need more blood, that’s not good, it doesn’t need less blood that’s definitely not good. It needs the blood it needs. The approximation of the psyche when they want to talk about ecstasy, is – ‘inexhaustible.’ They are looking for something that is everlasting. but its finite. The body of reality has only so many parts, we just want them to be inexhaustible. NOT infinite. When you really track down what infinite means, it’s how many times can you shatter the number one. There is no limit to how much you can break one. That also answers backwards the dementedness of the Mom Demiurge process. You can never have obliteration. So any way she attempts to win, she loses. You can never have obliteration you can only have eternal demolition. Everlasting shattering. You don’t get oblivion. It’s not that simple. The soul instead has the experience of constantly being broken into oblivion. You can neither generate energy or destroy it. It needs to go on and on. This is the question of the infinite psyche, your experience of the soul, is it going to be in an eternal shattering?

So if we fuck up, each thing that was a soul will be like the Mom is now, everything will be in this chaotic state of forever. Like you start to feel like you are coming back together, and then you shatter again. And then all those fragments feel like I’m coming back together, and then you fragment again. And you never come back together. This is what the Satanic voice is calling, ‘the ever-expanding universe.’ That’s what it really means. It’s talking about pushing hell over the edge from which it can never come back.

Gabe: that’s seriously a risk? Oh my God.

Z: That would mean the pixels went too far, we can never put the picture back together, can never put Humpty Dumpty back together again. But we are not there! Another module of looking at this is pushing a car out of a ditch. Roll it back, push it forward, roll it back, push it forward. And then it reaches that apex point you go, ‘OK everybody push now! This is the thing like, now you gotta PUSH!’

We wanted all the energy on the back end.  We hid ourselves from ourselves, so down here in this material world, we are going to hide ourselves from ourselves, build up this surplus of energy until the last cycle, and in the last cycle we are all going to go, ‘wake up! Now push the car!’ So we are on that end.  But the problem is we have been in this thing so long, there is some part of the psyche that goes, ‘alright, we do this all the time and we always lose…its starts over….yeah we want to win, but we’re lethargic, we always lose and then it starts over.’ But it’s like, “no, no, no! You guys, this is the last round, this is the round we are supposed to win win win!”

We can really lose. Every religionist, every new ager got it wrong- we can actually lose. This is the biggest most wonderful thing if we get it correct. But the fact that we can really REALLY lose, is the reason we can really, really really win! You couldn’t really come to Christ, come to the divine inter-relationship of all these parts, if you couldn’t also really lose. if there is anything overseeing this, or chaperoning this process, it wouldn’t be genuine relationship.

This is why Mom is holding back, ‘cus she is so freaked out, if she let’s go, we could lose! But the most ironic thing of all ironies is that by holding back, that’s how we are losing! ‘Cus she wont yield. But it’s not her – that part of her is part of Self, and that part of Self is like, ‘but I don’t know!’ But by that fear, by that fear of implicit change, it’s generating the thing it’s afraid of. And that’s always true here. When you get nervous, when you get afraid you start manifesting the crap that you don’t want to happen….

Gabe:  So what your hopes, are you optimistic or pessimistic that she will let go by…2045 you said?

Z: Neither, I don’t give a fuck anymore, I’m just pushing for it. If I stop to philosophize about that I will be yielding to her machinations. I will take this ball at the last minute and knock everybody down and run across the field, like a safety. And that doesn’t mean we will win, but I’ll do it. You know what I mean? if its just me, I will grab this football and run straight across the field, and use the last of my power to jump over the goal posts, doesn’t mean we will win, but I’ll still do it. I don’t ask those questions anymore! I’m just moving. I don’t have time to weigh or assess this, if I stop to turn around I’ll be turned into a pillar of salt, and if I’m turned into a pillar of salt, than fuck the rest of you! I can’t ask that question anymore. I know what this is, I know what’s going on, so I’m just, move move move, GO GO GO!

Gabe: So that’s why when you originally messaged me you were like, there is a time-frame here?

Z: Yeah it’s fucking urgent! …it’s ‘cus you know something that I don’t know. And this guy over here has something we don’t know. Everybody has got a piece of this puzzle, I might have the frame or outline of the puzzle but until all the pieces get their shit together, and pay attention, I don’t know what the centerpieces of the puzzle look like!…

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Occult Themes In ‘His Dark Materials’ – Beyond The Aurora Borealis


In the alternative media there has been this repeating theme of a portal or stargate at the North Pole, leading to a heavenly angelic realm, called Hyperborea. Hyperborea literally means ‘beyond the Aurora Borealis.’ It’s a higher plane, its what this fallen Earth state could be, once humanity wakes up their full potential. Hyperborea is a glimpse, a possibility. If it exists in a physical sense (which I doubt, I see it more as metaphor) than the crossing is at the center of our flat plane, and this is where we find the Northern lights, the aurora. Souls ascend or descend there, at Jacob’s ladder, Mount Meru. Many ancient flat earth maps across cultures depicted this.

Philip Pullman was clearly aware of this and depicted it in ‘His Dark Materials.’ There is this emerald, shimmering city hiding in the North Pole, when you look at the aurora lights with the right kind of eyes; the main character Lyra’s father invents a camera lens that can see it, what the naked eye cannot:


The emerald color reminds one of The Wizard Of Oz and the emerald city. This old movie is also steeped in occult programming and symbolism.

The term ‘Aurora’ comes up again and again in this study. We’ve had two false flag shootings/media event hoaxes in towns called Aurora, (Colorado and Illinois) and Aurora is also the Goddess of the dawn, in Greek myth she announces the arrival of Apollo, the morning sun. So we have the destruction of the divine feminine, we have the ushering in of Lucifer, son of the morning, we have Hyperborea, going beyond the Aurora: remember this whole realm is Sophia’s realm, the Mother Matrix, we must ascend beyond the Matrix, the material world, which was manifested in her Error, the Fall.


The Goddess is also symbolized by the dove, which in French is ‘Colombe’ or ‘Columba,’ and wouldn’t you know it, we had a shooting at Columbine High School, and we had the NASA shuttle Columbia go up in flames killing everyone on board (another hoax).


Aphrodite and her doves

But going back to ‘His Dark Materials,’ we see in the opening credits a city-scape folding in on itself:


We’ve seen this exact thing in the movie ‘Inception,’ and in an Ariana Grande music video, and in this case it symbolizes the multi-verse aspect of the series.  There are two parallel realms, and a hidden gateway between them. One realm is like ours, modern day, and then there is Lyra’s realm which is more like a fantasy/steampunk setting, with metallic  blimps in the sky, talking bears, and where everyone has a daemon, or externalized soul in the form of an animal which follows them around.


Lyra and her daemon ‘Pan’

The multi-verse theme, so prevalent in sci-fi, and which I’ve covered at length in the shows ‘Fringe’ and ‘The OA,’ may in fact be referencing previous cycles within our programmable reality (after talking with Z). In other words, we don’t exist in a multi-verse with parallel realities going on, rather these other realms, these strange realms that are similar but different are simply depicting previous cycles that have played out, previous levels we already played out within this video game reality, which resets itself, according to Z, every 300 years. Each reset can be similar to the last, just tweaked a bit, or they can be radically different.

The shows concept of ‘daemons’ brings us dangerously close to MK Ultra black projects and is worth noting here.  As mentioned, in Lyra’s world everyone’s soul is externalized in the form of a shape-shifting talking animal which must be in close proximity to them at all times. Kill the daemon and they die as well. At the moment of puberty the daemon ‘settles’ into a fixed animal form. People’s daemons take on a wide variety of animal forms.

Now the villain of the show thus far is a woman named Ms. Coulter, who it turns out is actually Lyra’s mother, although Lyra was orphaned and raised at Oxford College.


The evil mother, the wicked witch, Cinderella’s wicked step-mother, could all be alluding to the dark, schizophrenic aspects of the Mother, who, when she fell into matter, created the parasitic Archons (as depicted in the Gnostic texts).

Ms. Coulter and her sinister group the Oblation Board (see the cult of OB post), invent a machine to sever one’s daemon. Her motivation to do this is that somehow the daemons are responsible for unwholesome thoughts of a sexual nature that kick in at puberty when the daemon settles. Thus the severing machine only works on pre-pubescent children (adults would die instantly if severed). Here we start to see parallels to some of the wicked MK Ultra crimes coming out and being exposed by victims of the Satanic pedophile network which runs things from behind the scenes. They use children because they are easier to control, to brainwash, to insert alternate personalities, etc.


Daemon severing machine

“It doesn’t hurt! It just feels like a…like a loss,” one of the techies tells Lyra.

And sure enough, in the show, once a daemon is successfully severed, the child loses all autonomy and self-motivation; they become robotic, drone-like, flat affect, an easily programmable slave. Ms. Coulter and her coterie may really be using this tech as a sadistic form of mind control. Sound familiar?

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One of Ms. Coulter’s workers, devoid of a daemon. Note the robotic trance-like state, reminiscent of MK Ultra.

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A Cosmic Conversation With ‘Z’

Get ready folks, the following post, in the form of a transcript of the second phone chat I had with a gentleman who we will call ‘Z’ for now, will shatter paradigms, including some of the paradigms established on this very blog. And that is OK. When you read a novel, you believe for a while that it is real. if you didn’t,  it would be hard to get engrossed in it. the same should be true for listening to accounts of whistleblowers/truthers (although Z wouldn’t like to be regarded as a whistleblower, even though he does have a background growing up in the cult and with SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse). As with anything on my blog, take it all in without judgement, and then try it on for size, like a new hat. Take the story around with you and pretend that it is real for while – see if it fits with your reality. When a new story or paradigm comes along that fits better, toss out the old hat. But don’t disparage this process of tossing out older paradigms which turned out to be lies. This is the scientific method as applied to your own metaphysics. Try on different hypotheses until a new one comes along which fits the data better, then you update the old hypothesis. To stay with a fixed hypothesis is always going to end up fallacious because reality itself is shifting. This is why the word ‘beLIEve’ contains the word ‘lie.’  Belief should remain fluid, or it becomes a LIE. This is the meaning of what I have coined ‘truth scrambling.’ its not some cointelpro reference, its a reference to our ever-shifting reality.

So without further ado, here is my conversation with Z, a man who read my blog and reached out to talk. 


(Z asks about my background, how I got involved in that this)

Gabe (myself): Well what I have been calling my awakening started in 2012 with the Aurora Colorado shooting – where James Holmes dressed as the Joker and shot up the theater during the batman premier. It was so strange to me that I looked into it and discovered a blog that taught me all about MK ultra and mind controlled black assassins. And then of course later that year we had sandy hook…

Z: We did, and it was just after sandy. Hurricane sandy, at the east coast. And they decided it was not clear where they were gonna hit. You know because they steer these things. It hit queens, long island. And It happened to hit sandy hook in new jersey.

Gabe: hehe just happened to right…

Z: Exactly…so this was a 3 pronged thing. Because your James Holmes incident, they were debuting the dark knight, and in the middle of the movie, they flashed the words in front of the screen ‘Aurora.’ shortly after that they flashed the map of Gotham and they zoomed in on the word ‘sandy hook.’ Meanwhile commissioner Gordon is saying if you want to take this thing down, you’re gonna have to get the thing (bomb) on the truck. Now it’s a really important movie. The sub-message is, well Hollywood is always inverting everything while they expose it. I mean clearly batman is piece of shit. He is evil. Not Ra’s Al Ghul, not his daughter, not Bane, Batman is evil. Hopefully that was clear. This guy is Jason. Jason as regards to sacred Hebrew periods in what Jason always refers to. When you have the holy temple, Jason always refers to these corrupted high priests. All the corrupted high priests in the so called intertestamental periods was taking the name Jason to say they were Hellenized. They might be doing all the duties of the high priest but they were not kosher they took the name Jason to show they were Bacchus, Dionysus, they were with the Hellenization.

Gabe: is there something with Jay’s son? Some play on words there?

Z: yes, this is a consistent pattern, and so since none of that actually happened, this is data in our construct, Jason always means that. Jason is Bacchus, Dionysus and drumroll…Jesus. Jesus is not the Christ. Jesus is a fraud. Christs’ name is Michael. Jesus is a fraud, he is Enlil, he is a joker. Jesus is Jason. The Hellenized Bacchus. Now there is a whole thing going on with Jason, James, John, Jack, Yaakov, Jacob. A lot of pattern play there.

Gabe: what about in the Essene gospels, there is Yeshua, is he also part of the fraud? Because those texts were suppressed…

Z: No, he is a lesser Christ. You can’t have a second coming of Christ. That doesn’t actually work. So the Christ is always in each cycle in a male body always. To actually be the Christ and do the thing, it needs to be done in the lifetime that the – the Jesus self understands this. But they have everything inverted especially because of the Kazarian Nazaritic overlay, but  the things about Mashiach (hebrew word for Messiah), anyway…following the details and dynamics laid out in Torah culture about Mashiach will clarify the Vedic material about the Ishta Devata. so you don’t understand the Ishta Devata until you clarify it will Torah constants about Mashiach. Then you will understand what the Christ is. That’s a little bit about that’s a little about Jason…

So I was just saying it was 3 pronged event. This ridiculous  impossible situation in the movie theater in aurora. They are displaying aurora, leading towards sandy hook, and why they are always calling these keys sandy hook, on a map, There are so many sandy hooks, especially on the east coast. They played that game, and they they named hurricane sandy that crashed into Queens in Long Island. It was a big deal, and just after that they did Sandy Hook. It was very sandy let’s put it that way…

What I meant about the height of 2012, so that’s when they were bringing you in? Oh and the thread of batman as the Jason character, that’s always happening. The problem is, in the end he doesn’t sacrifice himself. The whole thing Hollywood shows you, is he imitates sacrifice, he’s gonna go off and take this bomb and fly off into this body of water and the idea is he’s sacrificed for the people. But that’s not how the movie ends! Then he is sitting at a restaurant in France, he sees Alfred and winks…. The point is he did not sacrifice. So if you follow the trend and track Hollywood little deeper, who is the actor? Christian Bale. And what else did he do also with Nolan? The Prestige. What is The Prestige all about? Legitimate sacrifice. So they are playing the Christ game depicted through these two different actions and paths taken by Bale in these two Nolan films. So if you follow that sub-trend they are communicating. The Prestige is a very virtuous movie teaching the true path of Christ, of sacrifice, of the devoted path. So that’s the problem of batman. What else do they show with Batman? He is some snarky asshole. He is moody. And he defects a thousand year old lineage. It’s portrayed that he is doing something for some higher morality, but the reality is he is kind of a lazy bitch. And he is going up against this lineage. The problem of the modern world is that people are conditioned to think, ‘fuck having a teacher, I can do whatever, it’s just me. And lineages? Screw that.’

So he is rejecting the lineage. So then he goes on to blow up the divine feminine. There is a much bigger story if you don’t get distracted by Batman, because Ra’s Al Ghul and his daughter and Bane are the real heroes. And the joker is the wild card. The importance of that movie is to understand who Bane is. But anyway enough about that. So you had your stirrings when researching James Holmes?

Gabe: right, and the whole notion of these black assassins who kill and they are not even aware of it, they’re in a trance, MK ultra. Although now I think that all those things are hoaxes, it’s just media events.

Z: right you find out later that these things didn’t even happen, they are CIA actors, not even assets.  And I’ll tell you briefly that directly after Sandy hook happened a lot of things people were exposing later I wrote about on facebook two days after it happened and then I had to have a sit down with two special terrorist investigators of the FBI. and people were pissing on me saying oh you’re a monster! These children, yada yada,…shut the fuck up. That school was closed in 2008 for asbestos. This one was close with me because i’m from Connecticut. People who know Connecticut know that sandy hook is nothing, its a mile by mile tiny little neighborhood inside Newton. That was not a functioning school….am I telling you something you already know?

Gabe: Yeah I mean Jim Fetzer did a great job on all that. Ok so here is a question, cus I’m still not sure on this. I get how Aurora has this occult message and  maybe programming going on. But why sandy hook? Is it to take our guns? Is it to sell guns?

Z: The gun thing is a very low level. It’s a buy-in. If you don’t get up and say, ‘fuck you, the emperor has no clothes on,’ then you buy in. So they are doing this in everyone’s face. I mean anyone with an ounce of discernment, who watched Eugene Rosen, how do you believe that’s real?

Gabe: so does this create some kind of black magick spell, those who do buy in somehow it binds them to some kind of spell?

Z: yes you’ve got the word its a binding. For sure. If you don’t object than you agree. I mean how can you see this motherfucking top actor, Eugene Rosen, this guy has 5 different stories. Is anybody buying this guy?

Gabe: I feel like they purposely pick really bad crisis actors.

Z: they did and the thing is he isn’t a bad actor, he was portraying bad acting. He is actually one of the highest priests of the temple of set in Newton. So he is secret society all the way, he was portraying lousy acting. The point is, ‘hahaha we can have this completely sloppy affair and no one is going to care or say anything.’ And the whole thing started with Tony Hawk, as Robbie Parker, walking out laughing before he attempts to stand at the microphone going, “my daughter just died…” and two seconds ago he was cracking up laughing.

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That ‘s Tony hawk and his real life daughter who are playing the sad sisters of the supposedly dead girl. Everybody who lived in that tiny neighborhood got their house donated to them in 2009 or 2010…

Gabe: so you’ve managed to stay out of recruitment, so to speak?

Z: oh yeah, I mean I was put in the programs as a child but when I was four I said no. I said no I’m not going to be with Satan. You get an option. And you don’t do rituals and you don’t get pulled in like that because you said no. They still chuck you in the programs if you have the psychic aptitude but if you say no, they can’t force you to serve Satan.

Gabe: but you consider yourself a targeted individual?

Z: I’m probably the most targeted individual in the world. To be completely honest. I just don’t care. Like These people make me nuts, they talk about having a difficult life and being a TI, its like no you’re not.

Gabe: I mean you’re being monitored but are you being attacked?

Z: At different periods and phases in my life for sure. I just don’t care. I’m not going to go around being a victim. I think they’re hilarious. The whole thing is a big joke, they are so morbid. Everything in my life has been the hidden hand since I was born. People who are family friends, everything has been either this secret society this agency, part of the mob.  I mean I understand who everybody was now, and i think it’s hilarious. Like just while I’m the call with you because i’m talking to you I’ve had three different cars follow me trying to distract or disturb me while i’m talking to do. I just drive straight at them. If they are going to fuck with me i just give it back to them, I don’t blink, I don’t care. I don’t like people who are lying, first of all, and have a psychological disturbance, and maybe some low level targeting, just bitching and moaning. It’s not useful, they need help, they need energy work, to be grounded and stop being so worked up. and usually the people who are so vocal about it are just unstable.  And then there are people like me who are targeted way beyond anything they could understand, like this is a joke. They just want to let you know they are there, all the time. So I just fuck back with them, I think its funny. There are bigger and bigger levels to this game. Basic quantum science – if you influence this way, then that thing that influences can be influenced. Push and shove – its a game. The stakes are high but its a game. People who are so afraid of them bring a lot of negative karma into their life and a lot of things happen because they are so afraid. So you have to understand the game.

Gabe: how does it work with being protected in some way, these people like to fuck with people but why don’t they just outright assassinate them?

Z: they can’t do anything to me because I’m with Christ. It’s been a lifelong path of integrity first of all, but I’m now with Christ on paper, like i’m signed in a financial trust using the terms Jesus Christ and god, even though they are definitely subordinate terms in the Mother, but they work in black law dictionary, so by their own standards I’m signed to a higher contract then being signed with the USA Inc. which is the front for the In God We Trust, which everybody here is umbrella’d in the world under, so, I’m completely protected, they can’t do anything, I don’t use license plates, if they want to talk to me, i just overpower them and reminding them, look i am not yours. I just hand them my little binders with my trust, a little note saying they cannot molest me or my property, because i’m with Christ, on paper. You do this with the sovereignty stuff you’re gonna get fucked, because that shit isn’t real. But this is real. I’m not claiming sovereignty I’m claiming surrender, surrender to Christ, on paper. They see my EIN, they see it’s all legal, documented, copy the trust with the vehicles, I don’t own anything with my person. I don’t play with my name, which was carefully selected by the cult. Saying my name is not something I like to do because it’s all weighed and measured by the cult. My name of my person does not own anything. Everything is in my trust, and I’m the trustee. I don’t ever contract back in with their system.

Gabe: and can anyone do this?

Z: everyone can and should do this. The thing about Bane, I’ll come directly back to that movie, as its very depictive and important. we are always reliving the Advent. This narrative of Christ. Every cycle we are playing  it out again. Now there are more characters than are displayed in that little Mason’s version…hold on a sec, i’m in a parking lot and these idiots are behind me, of course. See this is all I need to do, I go to the grocery store and all these agents show up. I guess they didn’t want me in that parking spot. Like Aug Tellez talking about about a bunch of fantasy shit, like I’ll tell you about my trips to the grocery store on the daily and talk about demons, like let’s talk about the real world we actually exist. They are attempting to distract me, I was focusing on you and, this is every moment. I go to the grocery store, you call it attacks, I call it football, they are running a play. I understand the plays and patterns. But its constant attacks, but people who are in victim mode whine about it if it happens to them once a month. For me it’s every 5 minutes, but I understand that the Mother’s sick parts are playing a game, and the game is very heavy duty, this is a game that’s deciding how our eternity is going to be. But you gotta get a little bit tucked in and realize they are playing a game. All the Cluster B effects we experience in people and their relationships and psychological dynamics are coming from the original cosmic error in the Mother, playing out narcissism, sociopathy, psychopathy, all these things are in the Mothers flaws – all these characters are her schizophrenic parts playing out. So like, alright, whatever, you guys didn’t want me in that parking space, I’ll go over here, go fuck yourself…so you re-balance the force. Every space or movement, it’s a game board and everything you do has an effect….

Going back to Bane, Bane is John the Baptist. That’s what that character actually represents. So he does a kind of defection while he is also revealing. Then you have the daughter which is obviously Mary Magdalene. And her father is in that sense, Jesus Christ. And Batman is the Antichrist. And joker is Judas and Judas is really on Christ’s side, there was an understanding between them.

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You asked about Yeshua I didn’t finish that. Yeshua in the Hebrew means liberator. It’s about Moksha the Sanskrit ‘moksha mukti’ meaning realizing reality. Yeshua is a Christ. Now Jesus and Jason these are an invention that comes up in the construct through the guise of the bishops who take over after, and you invent the mythological Jeos, Zeus, Isis, all these pagan plays, codes, and the Hellenized Jason. But Yeshua means ‘liberator’ in Hebrew, he’s still not Michael, the Christ, but he is a Christ. And there is sort of a reduced version of the story you get in the Mason’s version of the new testament, these little good spells, the gospels. In that little pamphlet there are only so many characters, in our real game board there is 169,000 characters, one eighth of them are completely contracted with the ignorance, with the Archontic flow. These guys are jacked into the server and have to do what they are contracted to do, all the time. Aug is one of these guys. He is what we call a 1/8er. Most of us are in amnesia and don’t know what to do.

There was this moment, as a fractal, that ripples and plays through reality all the time. In our version of this reality it happened in 1991. In 1991 there was a reenactment of the cosmic moment, and the ⅛ did what they always do and attempted to go over to the Archontic side. Meanwhile, so they did evil, and most of us, did nothing. And for doing nothing the gift was amnesia. You get to not know what is going on. Like 85% of us did nothing. Deer in headlights. And the tiniest percentage went ‘fuck you we’re leaving.’ They walked away from MK Ultra into a different district, or disc, it’s a little more complicated than this discussion…But this was an actual transitional shift. This was reenacted.

At the heart of defecting, is probably one of the most awful people alive and contracted through and through to be with the archons and that is Mark Passio. He is my antithesis, in this world. He is really good at sounding really good. To grasp what is wrong with him takes a fine toothed comb, a sharp lens. If you have a heart and brain that’s kinda functioning, and you listen to Aug Tellez, you kind of know there is something wrong. You have to have a lot  more scrutiny to really get all the levels of what the fuck is going on with Mark Passio.

Gabe: Yeah you know when I was waking up in 2012, 2013 I discovered Mark Passio and listened to all his podcasts, and he was a big part of my awakening, but after a while I started to sense that, yeah there was something wrong here, he is pushing an agenda,  for example he is still promoting evolution from apes and then the Annunaki theory that they created us from apes. That was the first big red flag for me.

Z: Sure. He is with what we call the dark fire. He is all about it. My thing with him, I met him. And I spoke with him face to face at a bar in Connecticut for three hours. He did a lecture there in 2014, it was 30 minutes away and I went there. My first shock and horror when encountering him  and was like whoa, one of the biggest schismatic effects of your whole frame, which already has questions even within his dynamic communication of what he was saying, didn’t match his energy at all. What he is actually saying has got an underpinned ‘independentism’ which is always antichrist. But it sounds on a functional level – everything he says sounds on point. He would say ‘follow order.’ But then he is saying that the problem is a lack of structure. There is a deep satanic skew in the language where he is saying you don’t follow order. But he is doing it in a sneaky way by talking about objection to governmental control. Don’t follow orders. But the unconscious message is ‘don’t follow order.’ Orderliness is in Christ, if you go to the depths enough in the apostle Paul, you get this Kabbalistic syllogism about divine marriage of all parts, the interconnectivity and accountability  of all the pieces or individuals in a collective. So Mark is talking about independentism in its aggregate, versus the collective need for connection, accountability and responsibility. So if you want to understand what’s wrong with Mark Passio he will always avoid the single most important occult metaphor, the body. If you want to know anything about the law of correspondence, our world, as above so below, the body is the ultimate clarifier. He won’t talk about the body. The body, in the way the church might talk about the body, the body of Christ. The collective connection to the body, the organs and cells, everyone is in this organism together. What you do on the game board affects me, and what I do affects you. So there’s this responsibility. And there are important things that mark says if you re-orient them, such as force vs. violence.

Jason (James bickford) talks about that a little bit too. About re-orienting things. He did it a lot when he was deconstructing Miguel Conner and Jay Weidner, who he calls Jay Weadner…Jason is hilarious if you understand his level of intelligence and wit; now Aug is the boasting horn, Jason is the priest, not mark, but mark and this guy Justin, these people are part of Ashmedai’s team (Asmodeus in Greek) that will emerge the Antichrist. But Jason is the priest of this, the priest effect mentioned in Revelation, Aug is the prophet of the horn, anyway, everybody is playing their role. Everybody has got a role who is a human, and there are only 169,000 humans in here. There are 500,000,000 bodies, not billions, there are only 500,000,000 bodies, and there are 169,000 humans. That’s it. That’s whose in the game. The small game.

(Note: in our previous talk, Z mentioned how the 144,000 is a Masonic skewing of the true number of souls. 144 is 12×12, the Masons love 12. Whereas 169 is 13×13…)

Gabe: OK, so the rest of the ones who are not the 169,000, what –

Z: They are video game components being played by One.

Gabe: So like, I struggle with that. I’ve always struggled with the idea of an NPC, I don’t know if that’s kind of the same thing you’re mentioning. I look at my parents for example. They are totally asleep. They don’t get anything that I’m talking about with conspiracies or any of this. Are they NPC’s? That’s a hard swallow for me.

Z: First of all I’m gonna work with the words you’re using and say basically no. If you’re part of this, and you wouldn’t be talking to me if you weren’t, despite the – see the wonderful thing is your intensity of connection to this material and your honesty to say ‘I don’t have an SRA story,’ good, thank you, you don’t. But that doesn’t mean you’re not part of this. Because most of the things people are talking about are happening on an internal level of the system program, checking in with themselves and operating the construct. So Aug going into psychological fantasy, that didn’t happen to him, he’s just in the system. And he’s looking at the system. So you  being able to say this is my actual story, is much more precious and important to me. It makes you more real, when you’re telling your actual story. And that’s all I want Aug to do or Shane Bales to do. Is tell their actual story. The things I’m talking about happened to be part of my actual story. They happened to me in body. With people. This is a real story. They don’t have that as their real story, you don’t have that, that’s ok. Your real story is what is important. And you’re part of this. Everyone has a part in this. So you ask about your parents. Usually we are stuck with handler parents. They don’t even know because they stuck in several degrees of compartmentalized fragmentation. They are like way down in the 169,000, they are near the bottom. They don’t really matter, they are not doing anything, not really going to help, but they are not part of the One playing, usually this is how it is. They are alive but too numbed out to do anything except be a hindrance to you. And that hindrance can come in the form of being too normal…

Gabe: so I still want to understand the nature of the non-player characters, do they have a soul, do they have a spirit?

Z: the term ‘NPC’ is being used backwards. When you’re with Christ you are an NPC.

Gabe: because you don’t have an ego, so-to speak.

Z: No you gotta follow the video game track here. Characters that can be played, are for the One. The One can play any character. Kind of like the way the agents in the Matrix walk in and out. The One can immediately focus – I mean its always in there – but it can focus its attention in any of the 5 hundred million characters, humans, bodies, let’s call them what they are, bodies – that it wants. So a non-playable character is somebody who has reclaimed their soul, individualized themselves and they are in Christ, Christ is in them. They are playing themself as an actual life. So now the One cannot play that character. So the internet meme, the video game idea that is trending about it is inverted, as usual they invert everything, so they are saying it backwards.

The place where this is clarified for you is in the show Westworld. Westworld is showing you that the conspiracy people, or the demi-conspiracy people that have popularized the NPC thing is being used inside out. In Westworld the series, the message with Dolores and her father Abernathy, is saying if you remember where they left it, they’ve come out and show you the triple frame slip, where one of the hosts is actually collecting data on the guests. So the meta-message is that the guests are the real hosts, in their parlance, they are the hosts of the world, whereas what they see as the hosts in the park, are the real humans. It ends with Dolores proceeding out into the world,that’s the whole point. Explaining to you, the anomaly Christ, versus most of the players here being used. When you own your soul, you can no longer be played, you are a non-playable character.

Gabe: and is it an on/off kind of thing, or is their a gradient, like you can be partially –

Z: yeah you’re on point, there is a gradient, until you achieve. So to simplify, the most basic way I can put it is that there is a soul, which has never moved, it doesn’t move, the soul gets loaded, like a Russian doll, into a character, so, you are your soul, your soul gets loaded into a character, and that character gets put into a doll, a body. You’ve got all these bodies walking around, there are only 5 hundred million that are in here.

When you look at the Georgia Guidestones, that’s a big shopkeeper bubble talking to you, it says ‘maintain.’  the agencies running the internet, spouting off, the Alex Jones types say ‘ they want to reduce the population, reduce reduce reduce!’ Bullshit. When they talk about agenda 21, all the green connections, they always go to the Georgia guidestones. Can you find me the word ‘reduce’ on that bullet point on the Georgia guidestones? That’s not what it actually says. It says ‘maintain’ the population under 5 hundred million. Now if you weren’t pre-loaded and pre-programmed by these imbeciles, ‘maintain’ would indicate that it has always been like that, we’ll make sure it always is. They are not reducing anything. This is a video game in which the souls are loaded into characters and the characters are loaded into bodies in the material or visceral world. There are only and always 5 hundred million bodies in here. And it’s maintained strictly at that loaded and coded level. Not reduce. The park is maintained at 5 hundred million bodies.


Gabe: but you are saying that only 169,000 of them have a soul? Or do they all have a soul?

Z: In our existence, in reality there are only 169,000 souls made. And then there is the thing called the Mother that hasn’t made a single soul yet. She’s sitting there being a little brat. She hasn’t made a soul. This whole thing is bickering with Mom, who on the cosmic level doesn’t want to fuck tonight. She’s got a headache, she’s being a bitch. This is all about what the Father, the holy spirit gave, and became half a child, gave 23 chromosomes, waiting around for the second 23, and Mom is a hold-out. And we are playing out this cosmic psychosis. In everything. So she is all the negative effects and we are sitting here twiddling our fingers, wanting to finish go home, be married, be in bliss, get into the divine realization of the wholeness. Meanwhile there are these shenanigans.  That is why MK ultra exists. Mk ultra is entirely part of this particular construct, of the 39 billion (resets), this is the last run, this version here of MK ultra is such that, the whole thing of all the wars, the spies, espionage, is just to generate the effect of a doll, that is a child who is vulnerable, and if the doll child is vulnerable they put it into something called the program and if you do that in the context of the whole world they are going to give over the code to obliteration. And then they can obliterate. And go back to avoid humiliation. That’s the whole game. On the deepest level of this are the pre-Archons, they want to avoid humiliation for messing up. But ‘they’ is a psychological phenomenon, they are just fragmented parts of the Mother. She is the One. The One is playing this whole material game this illusory game, this delusional game called ‘Maya.’ The veil. It’s just her. In all her craziness. She is playing this game. And inside here are 169,000 souls who came in to put this shit right. And like you said there is a gradient  as to how much any of those 169,000 have gripped, and come to control their own soul as an individual, not independent but an individual, and work toward the collective help getting Christ in here, to get mom out of this stupefaction, so we can go home together. Because you go home together, noone is leaving.

There are not different destinies, we are all bound together there can only be  collective outcome. We are only getting out together. Or we are going to fuck this up together. Either way. But we are in this menagerie. I might have mentioned this last time, it’s like this movie ‘When Dreams May Come,’ this Robin Williams movie. His wife ends up suiciding, he gets stuck down here he has to get her out of this place. That’s what we’re doing. It’s a big mess. But we are swimming in Mom’s mayhem. And we are getting psychologically confused meanwhile. Everyone has their soul given a character, a character in God’s soap opera. That plays into astrology. So that’s a character. So ‘Gabriel’ or ‘Gabe’ is your character. That character Gabe has been in many different dolls. It’s your souls opportunity to play the character Gabe, who is currently loaded into the doll you walk around in.

Gabe: when you say I’ve played different dolls is that like reincarnation or what?

Z: I’m saying your soul has had the opportunity to play every character. Your soul is currently coming through the vehicle of the character Gabe. That character Gabe is currently loaded into a body. The same way they take the little basket brain of data and put it in Abernathy’s head. You take your soul, currently experiencing itself as the character Gabe. The character Gabe may have a thousand fixed path choices at any point. What you do determines more for anybody and for you as to how the whole game is going to be played. But that character has been in multiple bodies in different cycles. Start up the game, play laser tag, now I’m going to be the pirate you’re going to be the cowboy, yada yada. So your character has been in lots of different bodies but it doesn’t always play that character. So currently you your soul is playing yourself through the vehicle of the character Gabe. The character Gabe is on paper, it is a character, you write up this character, it has this narrative, this many possibilities, it may turn here at that point, it may turn there at that point…and then that character gets a doll. For this round, this character is going to be this doll. These are the three simple nursery school levels of this.

If you really want to get this there is a preacher from the 60’s named Neville Goddard, look him up. There have been 39,999,999,999 cycles. We’ve played every character, done every possible thing. This Is a produced reality. It’s just laser tag. Go! New round. Each round lasts 150 years. Two 150 components for 300 year cycles, 39 billion of them. We all know who we are. Most of us just forgot.

Gabe: So when we die is that when we remember all this?

Z: No, you just get put back in. Most of the new age stuff is bunk .You only have the opportunity to remember when you are alive. You must work work work, focus, and remember. And this is the last time. This is the final cycle, where everyone is behooven to remember pretty fuckin’ fast. Somebody walked away…somebody always walks away and took their satellite with them, we call them satellites… Somebody walked away, who remembers everything. Remembering everything is a pain in the ass, it’s a burden. Because nobody else does, you’re kinda waiting…

(pause)…sorry I was having an unspoken communication with the cart attendant who decided to get possessed for a moment…

Gabe: so he is part of the construct then right?

Z: of course. Look it’s just me talking to the mother. That’s all it is. She is just in these people. I just look at her like she’s crazy cuz she knows she’s crazy. It’s a game of quiet compromises, I don’t ever lose track of the fact that it is just her.

Gabe: so they don’t have any autonomy then?

Z: what do you mean? The premise of your question is flawed. There is no they. It’s just her. It’s just the One.

Gabe: but they think they are autonomous.

Z: what do you mean? There is no they. You’re having a problem here. You’re getting confused because there are 5 hundred million bodies walking around. There is no they.

Gabe: it’s a hard one for me to wrap my head around.

Z: I know, i know. But to actually live it is different thing. That is why I live on a different level than the people who are spouting their mouth off on YouTube, who are laughable to me. Cus they are like just saying nonsense. The real game is walking around in what we consider the real world, and realizing that there is story on top of story when you go to the grocery store. I’m not talking about fantasy land, candy land, of Miles Johnston underground bases and Donald Marshall’s celebrity centers. Like none of this matters to you Gabe! That doesn’t matter! Its fantasy land! But you do go to the same places I go to, you probably walk into  target every now and then or walmart. This is the actual game board where the actual game is happening. In day to day life. This is my part – what I’m doing is getting everyone back to reality. The reality is happening in the body. The character is in the body and the soul is in character. We’re in the body. Lets talk about the shit that’s actually on the game board.

I’m just tired of people talking about their MILABS fantasy jerk-off story. It’s part of the program, the internal program in the system, but it’s not going on. Like, if we want to understand what the principle Christ is in this world and what’s really going on, we should talk about the shit that’s really going on….

Gabe: so how does ancient history work if we are in these 300 year cycles?

Z: it’s part of the program.

Gabe: so none of that really happened, it’s just programming?

Z: well I can’t say it didn’t happen. Because the same way you say to somebody, oh that objectively didn’t happen, those are your feelings. But those perceptions, impressions and feelings happened to the mind, they experience it, so I could always say that’s not objective reality but I could validate your feelings, your feelings are always valid. Doesn’t mean that’s really real, but you had those feelings. So this whole construct started with a kernel, and that kernel got built on, and built on. So if you look at this in computer terms, than you can grasp this quickly, because a computer game or video game only exist in a n expression of mind that actually describes reality. And in this reality those previous rounds or previous data fields, exist, they are not ancient on a linear line, you aren’t going back a million years, to neanderthal times, no. but they are kernels of how the system was built. Like the first time you got on the Sims game. And you built this stuff and save your game. But then you laid a different game and you built it a little different. So that’s what I mean when I say that Aug and these people are tapping into something that exists on an internal plane, and its data that’s in the construct, but it’s a kind of schizophrenia, it’s not actually going on for their doll. It is not that they are wrong, it’s just a lie that it’s their direct experience at the moment.

Gabe: but does each cycle take place in ‘modern times’ or did some start out earlier?

Z: no it’s far more radical than that. Like it might not have looked anything like the package we have now. The package is always different. The radical difference in the way the video conditions might splay out is radically different for each cycle….

…but it’s always just been here. This is one of the deepest, de-Satanizing messages that your psyche can receive. You have only and always ever been here, and there are only a few people. This helps so much for the 6th chakra to take a break. The ultimate cult that everybody is stuck in the cult of information. They have a ravenous craving for phenomenally sensational information. But what that looks like internally is this very weird pinwheel-like spiraling of the 6th chakra, Ajna, the third eye. Its just looking and craving information, information, its fiending. We are in the age of the fiend. so you get Agent Smith depicting Ashlodai. The age of the fiend. most people can only access it through Asmodeus, in Aramaic its Ashmedai, but in original Hebrew its ‘Ashlodai’ which is important because the name clearly says ‘the fire in man which is never enough.’ This is the age of the fiend. Everyone is fiending for information. When they don’t have enough information they make it up! They make Aug Tellez, they make more fantasy, more. But what they are not doing is moving into home. Moving into home is opening the 7th chakra in the Vedic tradition, or Keter, the crown in the Kabbalistic system, opening the thousand petal lotus, to Christ. When you do that you are in full surrender to Father’s will, and you no longer need to spew and spool information, they are no longer addicted and fiending for information. That’s what going on, they are stuck in the 6th chakra. It’s all this refracted light that’s on a tilt. That’s Lucifer, a tilted light, it gets people whipped into these patterns of needing more and more information. And that could be secular scientific information, mathematical information, or Jason’s little demi-schizophrenic desire for appeal to some mental level of information, or it could be peoples tabloid-esque conspiracies. Its just information. Its saturating this level and it’s not actually useful to the soul. The soul is looking to congeal, they are just looking to stir it up. We are looking to congeal, find cohesiveness, bring the body of Christ back together. Put the pieces back together.

Gabe: So how does one do that?

Z: We are doing it, this is it. when there is absolute mental clarity, which is obtainable, about what this thing is, we will move this thing into position, like a rubik’s cube. its not just happening, like all the love-and-light New Agers want to say, it’s not just happening, it is obtainable but we have to do it….


I think I’ll leave it there for now dear reader, stay tuned for our third conversation, which I will most likely post in it’s raw form directly to Youtube. There is a lot more to this story!

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‘East of Eden’ Code

So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.” – Genesis 3:24

The East of Eden code was initially shown to me by Jason James Bickford. A screenshot from one of his Youtube videos:

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After Adam and Eve sinned by eating from the tree of life, they are banished through the eastern gate of Eden. This post will extend Mr. Bickford’s work, showing how this motif  must be important to the El-ites because it appears on so many of their logos and imagery, often in subtly hidden ways.

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The apple logo is not so subtle. Notice how a bite has been taken out of the east side of the apple. The EL-ites, aligned with the original sin and the fallen angels are showing you their allegiance with this computer logo. Computers being symbolic of their push towards transhumanism and the downloading of the soul onto chips, from trinary to binary code. This is their job, this was Steve Job’s job.

Later in the old testament, the character ‘Job’ is “presented as a good and prosperous family man who is beset by Satan (with God’s permission) with horrendous disasters that take away all that he holds dear, including his offspring, his health, and his property. (wiki)” And yet he never curses God or loses his faith. Apple founder Steve Jobs is inverting his good name.

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Bickford has also exposed the Gnostic shill radio show “Aeon Byte Radio” as being quasi-Satanic gatekeepers of true Gnosticism. I mean just look at their name: Aeon Byte becomes ‘E on bite.’ The East-side of the apple being bitten. Aligning with original sin, the fall. Aligning with Lucifer. You will see many gatekeeping shills subtly hiding their allegiance in similar ways. You just have to know the code. The code is always biblical. The bible is a living document being played out continuously. False flags, mainstream media, logos, and Hollywood are thus always following bible code.

So the garden of Eden has four gates, North East South West, forming the cross, representing space, and also man, as above so below. When the original sin occurred, the Eastern Gate had to be guarded by Cherubims and a flaming sword that turned each way. On a related note, when the cross is turned it becomes the swastika:

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The EL-ites want to smash through the Eastern Gate, get back into the garden by force. So they take one of the legs of the letter ‘E’ and remove it:

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The E has now become an F. N.S.E.W. is now N.S.F.W.





As long as this realm holds this Archonic parasitic astral infection, its not safe for work here. This is the fallen state man finds himself in. It means that channeling, remote viewing, telepathy, astral projection, 4D bridging work is not safe,  you are only going to be channeling negative astral entities or leaving yourself open to parasitic attack, until this infection is dealt with. Don’t trust truthers/new agers who claim to be channeling Pleaidians or benevolent E.T.’s. They are channeling deceivers until we can go from NSFW back to NSEW; restoring the Eastern gate.

The turned or rotated letter E shows up on the DELL logo, another computer company, which I mentioned in my previous post under a different context, funny enough:


The letter E, the Eastern Gate of Eden can be flipped, slashed, turned and burned in a number of ways:

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Notice the hidden arrow pointing East next to the E in FedEx. The arrow represents Adam and Even being expelled from the garden. ‘Out you go,’ says God. You’re on your own.

When the letter E is flipped backwards to resemble the number 3, as in the Eminem logo, we also tie into Code 33, covered HERE. Code 33 has multiple meanings, but in this context the most meaningful perhaps is showing you that they are aligned with the 1/3 of the angels who fell with Lucifer, become the fallen angels. 1/3 = 33%

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Hexagon – hexadecimal or binary computer code: transhumanism

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Slashed Eastern Gate

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Is that an ‘M’ or a rotated ‘E’ in that hex cube?

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Notice how both ‘E’s’ are right on the wheel, denoting a turning. “A flaming sword which turned every way.”

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Here the ‘E’ is directly below the lighthouse, the lamp of Lucifer.

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That ‘E’ doesn’t look too stable…


WALL-E, the Eastern gate of the wall around Eden. This futuristic dystopia movie certainly depicts where the Fall of Man might end up, if given enough time.

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New Netflix series

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Mr. Bickford’s screenshot came from this video:

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ISRAEL – Isis, Ra and El (the Goddess, the Sun, and Saturn)

“Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration….” – Bill Hicks 

Let’s compare Ra and El, shall we? The two brothers. Jesus and Satan. The Sun and Saturn. But these two also describe the two forms of energy of this universe – the longitudinal pulse wave  (Ra, Magnetism) and the transverse decaying wave (Saturn-EL – ELectricity).


Magnetism does not decay, it expands or radiates out (RA) from the zero point in pulses. Think of a pebble being dropped into a pond and rippling out. If these ripples do not encounter friction they would expand forever. So it is the transverse wave which slows or decays the longitudinal wave, creating friction, vibration, duality, polarity, up/down, etc. In this process the electrical world of effects is manifested. Magnetism or the longitudinal pulse wave is the source, and greatly superior to the decaying force of Electricity.

Your heart (RA, RHEA) is a perfect example of this pulse action. Your heart radiates, it doesn’t vibrate.

We get the word magnetism from the Sanskrit word ‘Mag’ which means “to move.”

And this superior energy shows up in words like Magnificent, Magic, Magnanimous, Majestic, because its referring to this primal pulse wave emanating from the zero point; Source.

Another way to look at it is Source is the unmoving Holy Father, RA, while ISIS the Holy Mother is the movement or magnetism radiating from this Source, and EL is the polarizing decay of such energy, which produces the world of illusion, error, matter, Maya, which is sound or the Word condensed or locked into a slow vibration.

Santos says that the sun is not an object but a hole into this primal magnetic energy. That’s why it’s ‘holy.’ The sun is an example of what magnetism can do here, the warmth, the light, the life-giving, photosynthesis-producing power of Mary MAGdeline, Isis. And the sun is just one hole or portal, just imagine what the heavenly realm behind the sun must be like, where all there is is magnetism. No decaying transverse waves of polarizing electricity.

Electricity is noisy, it’s good and evil, it’s fluctuating. People get caught up on who are the good Gods and bad Gods in theology, they are only looking at the level of electrical effects and haven’t pierced the veil into Magnetism.

Santos also talks about how we return to Source through the sun (noone goes back to the Father but through Jesus the SON, remember?), but we enter and incarnate here through the moon. That is why the moon gets a bad rap; think monster or moon-star, demon or demoon, and luna-tics. Because it is the entrance into this inferior electrical realm. Saturn’s realm. The Saturn-moon matrix. And Saturn and the moon are in sync numerologically – it takes Saturn 29.5 years to complete its cycle, and it takes the moon 29.5 days to complete her lunar phase cycle.

Staying Level, the letter ‘L’ as Limitation

Satan is evil because he is Saturn which brings limitation. Why? Because in astrology that is Saturn’s energy, he puts you to the test, makes friction so that you have to transcend.

So his symbol is the cube, the Kaaba, the box, the limited, delineating realm.

We incarnate to make improvements on our spirit body. If you live a satanic life of greed and gluttony, your spirit body is staying LEVEL, no improvements. Staying in the box, the confines of the death cube. You remain a monster or moon-star, instead of becoming hallowed, with a halo of Helios, the sun. Think Jesus with his halo, or crown of thorns.

The EL-ite prefer moon-stars. They don’t want you to know about ISIS and RA. They saturate you in EL. This is literally what it means to be Anti-Christ.

For example when you graduate from college, you wear the Oxford Cap of EL, Saturn’s black cube on your head.

Speaking of caps, Saturn rules Capricorn. The knee caps. To cap something is to end or limit it. A capsule or to encapsulate.

Remember the bull code? Capsules are shaped like bullets or TORpedoes (Taurus). A cYLinder.

A deeper look at the letter ‘L’ shows how it is always associated with limit or lack:

  • Black lacks color
  • Less/Loss
  • Little
  • Low
  • Small
  • Stifle (stif-EL)
  • Child (less than a grown-up)
  • EL-iminate


(Lotto L symbol – alluding to the Freemasonic square and compass.) In this symbolism, the EL is the cornerstone, representing Earth, the square, distinguished from Heaven which is the circle, the sun in the background. Lottery money, wealth, materiality, keeping one attracted to Earthly temporal things.

Important to note is that what we see as “matter” is composed of chemistry, and chemicals are often locked together in a crystal lattice, forming these cube or box shapes.


The DELL computer logo. Notice the ‘E’ has been rotated to resemble a square or cornerstone.


Lastly, the trinity IS-RA-EL can also be used to describe the three-fold nature of the Divine Monad. The One True God as summed up by Plato, is True (Ra, Source, the Father), Good (Isis, Mag, Magnanimous) and Beautiful (Electricity, Material World; in Italian the word for ‘beautiful’ is bello (EL)). The material world has to be transcended, but it is beautiful, look at nature, look at the world of chemistry, of form. This beauty can be ‘evil’ because it has the tendency to mesmerize, hypnotize and distract one from the True and the Good – the purely spiritual ideals. The beauty of the material world, say a flower, tree or the human organism, can be seen thus as a physical manifestation or mirror of the first two “invisible” ideals.


For example lets look at this famous painting of the Goddess Aphrodite and her shell (EL). What is the artist trying to say? Beauty is only shell deep, it doesn’t last, it’s the transverse wave. You can’t hold onto beauty but you can hold onto the Good and the True, the lasting ideals that do not get drawn into matter.

Blogger ‘Jaycoolbreeze‘ pointed this out:

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In the English Sumerian Cypher you multiply each ordinal value by ‘6.’

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