An Esoteric Analysis of Christopher Nolan’s “The Prestige”

“It’s as though we were watching a movie, and then suddenly we were acting in it….”  –Xanopticon.


I was led to watch this movie from talking with Z about ‘A Dark Knight.’ Both are Nolan movies starring Christian Bale. I thought the Prestige was an excellent movie but more importantly it is highly coded and loaded with occult truths, when you know what to look for.

Self Sacrifice

To recap, Z says of Bale’s role as Batman in A Dark Knight: “The problem is, in the end he doesn’t sacrifice himself. The whole thing Hollywood shows you, is he imitates sacrifice, he’s gonna go off and take this bomb and fly off into this body of water and the idea is he’s sacrificed for the people.


Batman’s supposed “sacrifice” at the end of ‘A Dark Knight’

But that’s not how the movie ends! Then he is sitting at a restaurant in France, he sees Alfred and winks…. The point is he did not sacrifice. So if you follow the trend and track Hollywood little deeper, who is the actor? Christian Bale. And what else did he do also with Nolan? The Prestige. What is The Prestige all about? Legitimate sacrifice. So they are playing the Christ game depicted through these two different actions and paths taken by Bale in these two Nolan films. So if you follow that sub-trend they are communicating. The Prestige is a very virtuous movie teaching the true path of Christ, of sacrifice, of the devoted path. So that’s the problem of batman. What else do they show with Batman? He is some snarky asshole. He is moody. And he defects a thousand year old lineage. It’s portrayed that he is doing something for some higher morality, but the reality is he is kind of a lazy bitch. And he is going up against this lineage. The problem of the modern world is that people are conditioned to think, ‘fuck having a teacher, I can do whatever, it’s just me. And lineages? Screw that. (SOURCE)

So in Batman, Christian Bale is representing the Anti-Christ, but in The Prestige, he gets to play the Christ role. In the latter film he is a stage magician named Alfred Borden, who dedicates his life to the art, he sacrifices many aspects of his personal life to practicing his act. Meanwhile his rival magician Robert Angier (played by Hugh Jackman) often steals his tricks and is thus the Anti-Christ, he can only imitate. To quote from the movie, he “is not willing to let his hands get dirty,” he wants things to come easy.

In esoteric Hollywood the names of the actors are often coded as well. CHRISTian Bale playing CHRIST. Look at ‘Hugh Jackman’ remove ‘Jack’ and it’s Hugh-man or Human, with a Jack in the middle.  Humans have been jacked, hijacked by the Anti-christ, the Jack/Joker/Jester, by the Archons.


Hugh Jackman’s character Angier reading Borden’s diary, says, “A cypher. An enigma. A search. A search for answers. Even if Colorado is the end of my journey, it will take much longer to unravel Borden’s secrets. See the cypher in his notebook is unlocked by a single word, but it will take months to transcribe his writing, and to know his mind. But my passion is equal to the task.”

The Archons cannot create, they can only mimic what children of the Father, the body of Christ creates. Z says that the original material world and all the plant and animal inhabitants were made by humans, by the Elect, who, back then had the power of manifestation, and could design nature according to principles of balance and harmony. This was then hijacked by the Archons, and now we have a digitized copy of nature. The quality is diminished, like a photocopy, it is now a place of consume-consume-consume; it’s a deadly place, and unbalanced. And Borden’s diary, like Christ’s teachings were done in parables or cyphers, in the event of such a hijacking, so that truth could be kept safe.

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Borden and Angier are sent to watch a Chinese magician to try and figure out how he does the goldfish bowl trick. The old magician limps out of the theater into his coach, and Borden says, “This is the trick. This is the performance – right here. This is why noone can detect his method. Total devotion to his art. Total self sacrifice. You know? It’s the only way to escape all this…”


“The only way to escape all this” (pounding the wall) the material world.

The old man does not really limp, he must in fact have superior leg strength to hold the fishbowl in his legs:


Angier says while attempting the fishbowl trick, “I can barely lift it and it’s not even filled with water…. The guy pretends to be crippled. Borden saw through it immediately.”

Borden saw through it because he understands self-sacrifice to an art, to expression, because Borden is Christ. Angier does not understand. The Anti-christ cannot understand anything but narcissism. His bowl isn’t even filled with water. Water is a known esoteric symbol for spirit. These are spirit-less vessels we are dealing with.


Of magic tricks, Borden tells a young boy, “Never show anyone. They’ll beg and flatter you for the secret. But as soon as you give it up, you’ll be nothing to them. The secret impresses no one. The trick you use it for is everything.”

Drowning of The Right Side

So the reason Borden and Angier are rivals (even though at first they were working together) is because Angier’s girlfriend died as part of a Houdini act gone wrong. It may have been Borden’s fault, for tying the wrong kind of knot:





Angier’s girlfriend and stage-hand drowns in the tank

Angier in Black and the woman in white, black/white duality pointing to the two sides of the Sophia-Logos: Samael and Sophia. Sophia is drowning in water, in spirit, the black loses its connection to the divine feminine. In genesis, the serpent acting on Samael’s behalf injects Eve with its filth, breeding the fall from grace, culminating in what we have now with the gender wars, patriarchy, ‘toxic masculinity’ (which is really run not by toxic males but by the sick parts of the Mother, tranny Yahweh/Samael/Ashlodai/Lucifer/Lucy/Demiurge). Keeping Alice in Chains, Alice being the generative, right side of the brain, the anima in men, and it’s always drowning or in chains, or falling down a rabbit-hole, keeping us in left-brained male logical thinking only.

For example on this Alice in Chains album cover, we see the right eye covered by this jar of flies. That is Sophia’s right side becoming Samael, the darkness, Satan, Beelzebub – (which translates in Hebrew to ‘Lord of Flies’).


From here on out in the movie, Angier is hateful and vengeful. No anima.


So Angier and Borden split, becoming separate acts, and start taking turns sabotaging each other, each one upping the revenge on the other. Angier shoots Borden, missing his heart and instead getting him in the hand.
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The Transported Man, Clones, Doubles

Some time passes, Angier continues to spy on Borden’s shows. One day Angier sees that Borden has a new trick. It’s the best trick he has ever seen: the “Transported Man.” Borden walks into one door and pops out of another door on the other side of the stage in a split second.

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Spoiler alert: he can do this because he has a twin. Nobody knows he has a twin. They take turns disguising one of them as his stage assistant, Fallon:



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A reference to Archons in Masks?

That’s the sacrifice they made. Total devotion to their art. That’s what Angier/Anti-Christ/the Jack-man can never understand. When one of the twins lost two fingers in the shooting, the other one had to deliberately chop off his own two fingers to match. That’s sacrifice.

Now Angier becomes obsessed with figuring out how Borden does the Transported Man. He goes to the ends of earth, to find a way to duplicate that trick. To do it better. He tried finding a double, who ends up being unreliable. He hears about a man named Tesla, living in Colorado, who invents machines that are “real magic,” i.e. what stage magicians pretend to do. Of course now in modern times we know that what Tesla was inventing was just science, albeit advanced for its time.


Angier meeting Tesla

But in the film Tesla invents a duplicator: one thing goes in, and two identical things come out:


That is one hat that has been through the duplicator. The next step was a biological subject – the black cat. I think of Schrodinger’s cat, both alive and dead, in two places at once.

So Angier/Anti-Christ has to rely on science, on technology (transhumanism) to duplicate what Borden does with a simple twin (biology).


Tesla’s duplicating machine

We have this prevalent cloning motif in Hollywood. The dark side and their clone wars, building a clone army. Imitating life, through technocratic means. Tesla warns Angiers not to use it, that it will destroy him. And it does. The clone that comes out of the machine is good for one trick and then has to be destroyed.



Angiers does not know which door he will pop out of, will he be the clone and killed, drowned under the stage, the man in the box, or will he be the one onstage receiving the applause from an adoring crowd? In the end it is his ego that drives him to his death.


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At the end we see rows and rows of tanks filled with Angiers drowned clones or doubles. He had to continually fragment himself, like Voldemort did with his Horcruxes, becoming a shell of a man.


Z: “All of Mom’s [Sophia’s] characters are based on one of the 169,000 real souls….So with the cloning centers, it’s kind of like this idea. They are there to thematically introduce you to the reality, that each of the 169,000, Mom is duplicating, like we are going back to the depth of reality. Like, where are we? We are in the moment when the Mother, the One, that one other thing, has schizophrenically fragmented herself. So she is in the image of God process, doing this bizarre thing. It’s like the little child who doesn’t know how to make cookies, so she is copying Father’s (recipe), or will, Father’s blueprint. So what is cloning really about? It’s Mom duplicating her best idea or impression of what the zeros, what the souls are. That’s what cloning really is. That’s why she’s made 500,000,000 characters of herself to play. She’s like, ‘if I throw the anomaly of Christ, the 169,000 souls in here, and just watch them for a while…if it’s like this, or like that, if we make the supercomputer and call it Earth and shove everybody in here, we will probably figure out how to generate the codes for oblivion. By just watching all of them. What are they doing to have a soul, what is it to have a soul, how can I destroy the soul, how can I delete the soul and override the system?’ That’s her deal. that’s this whole thing!”

Youtuber ‘Holographic Universe‘ echoes this with a similar sentiment, “where did all these biobots [clones] come from? When we play the game as a first arrival in this realm, as an Rh negative, you leave a copy or a memory behind. But alot of us got wise to this, and we left only optimal copies, or we left no copies at all. Maybe it’s because we drowned ourselves, or maybe the flood eradicated a lot of this information. Because flood is spirit, its water, it goes and washes away this artificial matrix. And a lot of souls retreated back to source. So then the matrix had to invent shadow figures in order to build the illusion that the game goes on….they invented these biobots, these shadows into which souls come and incarnate, as like a walk-in.”

Gnosis. org: “The Tripartite Tractate similarly describes how the Logos (i.e. Sophia) fails in his quest to find the Father. According to this text, the Sophia-Logos “did not reach the attainment of the glories of the Father, the one whose exalted status is among things unlimited. This one did not attain him.” Instead, the Sophia-Logos brought forth “that which was deficient in itself” corresponding to the sufferings described by Ptolemy. This took the form of a false reality in the form of “likenesses, copies, shadows, and phantasms, lacking reason and the light, these which belong to the vain thought, since they are not products of anything.”

From the show ‘Orphan Black:’

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Sons of Samael, Cain’s Abyss, Cannabis

“Every drug is a gateway for a principality to infect or possess a human being. Cocaine is Samael.” – Z

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I have been writing lately about the connection between the angel Samael and the Divine Mother. This is well-known by Kabbalists, as the Hebrew name for “Sam” is ‘Samech’ – the snake eating its tail, and ‘Mem‘ which is the waters – (‘mayim’ means water in Hebrew.) So both letters are Goddess symbols. We learn that it is not the snake that tempts Eve in the garden but Samael, who rode in on the snake. In light of Z’s discussions we see Samael and Sophia, the Divine Aeon, as two sides of the same entity, a sort of split personality that plays out not just in her but fractally in all aspects of her realm, including our own psyches.

Sophia-Samael is not God per se, because God in it’s true sense is made up of both Father-Mother, but the Father split or differentiated into many souls, becoming the Son, the body of Christ which is made up of all the soul-endowed human beings here. Meanwhile the Mother aspect, instead of following suit and splitting into more souls, hesitated, which became the Fall, became the primordial Error. This is not to blame her, that hesitation is built into the very fabric of God, who wishes to know Self, to experience true relationship. And in order to do that, a risk was taken, there was doubt already built in. But Father made his move as initiator, and Mother, as receiver, hesitated, fearing the loss of Self. Problem is she is no longer God, but now only half of God.

Because of her hesitation during this cosmic schism, she starts to lose her marbles, little Bo’ Peep loses her sheep, and so it is Eve who is tempted, not Adam. On the exoteric layer, the woman gets blamed for the fall. The Mother splits into black and white, duality is born, Samael and Sophia are born, two aspects of her fractured psyche, the wolf and little red riding hood. Evil/Eve. Notice in all the fairy tales involving a young girl (Sophia) we have an evil witch or step-mother (Samael) and usually a totally absent Father (the Holy Ghost).


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Little Bo’ is Bodhisattva: (in Mahayana Buddhism) – “a person who is able to reach nirvana but delays doing so out of compassion in order to save suffering beings.”

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Now the Father isn’t dead, think of him as residing in our DNA, like cloud information. He is us, the Father is the Son, and in order for Mother and Father to reunite, they must do so through the Son, the body of Christ; the souled humans on planet Earth. We need to collectively wake up, activating our dormant DNA and memories. Then Mother will let go, split into the remaining souls, then and only then will the eternal bliss or heaven spoken about in all religions will be reached.

“Time began nine months before the birth of Christ and ended in the same moment, but…it made, “so to speak, a great deal of noise in all directions.”…The predominant, linear conception of time was an attempt to order the infinite shattering out of the primordial moment, which continues to expand into the future as into the past.” – Elena Unger, Writings.

Let’s continue with the line of Adam and Eve. Once banished from the garden, “in the Bible is states that Adam knew his wife and Eve begotten Cain. In Kabbalah, the story goes deeper. It states that when the serpent tempted Eve, “it injected its filth into her.” This is a very Kabbalistic statement which cannot be read at face value. It has to be comprehended in a very deep way. That serpent is the Divine Mother, but as we studied the serpent is dual, Samech is dual: light and dark.(

So the dark is the pollution injected in Eve by the angel Samael. The previous post revealed how Samael is associated with potions, poisons, bitter beverages. And these appear in all the fairy tales as key plot movers. The young heroine (heroin?) is always getting poisoned, placed under a spell with a potion, etc. But again this Sophia aspect is carried in all of us, we all carry the corrupted poison in our veins which manifests as lustful desires, greed, ego, fear, addiction, codependency, etc.

We are of the line of Cain. Look at the addictive drugs, CANNabis (the abyss of Cain), coCAINe, sugar CANE. Alcohol comes from ethanol, fermented sugar.

Abel was a shepherd (like Christ), favored by God. Cain was a fruit/plant gatherer, and plants are where we derive drugs from, he was the first pharmacist, or drug pusher, if you will. I know firsthand what it is like to be under the spell of Cain, having been addicted to cannabis for many years.

The Gnostic-teachings article continues, “Humanity exists because of Samael. This entire humanity is the result of what happened in that event [the fall and banishment from Eden], and this entire humanity is the result of what is happening  in this exact moment, as we in our mind struggle with temptation, not only sexual temptations but the temptations of pride and jealousy that Cain suffers.

Cain (our mind) is angry, proud, and jealous of Abel (our consciousness). We have Abel within us. Abel represents the animal soul, who is not fully developed. We have that within, but symbolically, Cain was born first. Cain (mind) is stronger. Cain is bigger and he looks divine. So we all think Cain (our mind) must be rightful inheritor of the divine inheritance of God. He is “the first born” child, so we all love Cain. Everyone follows Cain and worships Cain. Cain looks stronger, looks smarter, but unfortunately Cain is angry, proud, and jealous, and he kills his brother. That happens in us every time we fall into temptation. Our mind is killing our soul.”

So while Sophia struggles with this codependency to her dark alter Samael – for he gives her a ruthless strength where otherwise she might be timid – we also struggle with this dark aspect within ourselves. We are all tainted by the blood of Cain, son of Eve who was injected with the serpents filth. We are the sons and daughters of Samael.

But Samael doesn’t need to be killed. He needs to be utilized properly. He is also Mars, Aries, the warrior. We need the warrior spirit to kill the ego within, to kill the mind, the first-born son, (killing the first born thoughts which arise in meditation to distract us). Then Samael serves a positive function. Then Sophia is empowered rather than poisoned/enchanted by the pharmakeia of Mystery Babylon.

The slaying of the first-born Cain, the thoughts which tell you to smoke more cannabis, snort more cocaine, to fornicate obsessively and indiscriminately.

Can you hear the ringing of Santa’s sleigh or Satan’s slay? Bringing presents down to the bottom of the spinal chimney – materialism, greed, lust, lighting up the root and sex chakras.

Samael is in the first book of Genesis and in the last book of Revelation. In Revelation 19 he is the angel of death atop a white horse. Bloodied from war, but he is doing God’s work: “And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war. His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself. And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God. And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean. And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God. And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS.”

This is the purging, so that we may clothed in fine linen, white and clean. The divine marriage put in place, Jack and Jill going up the hill to fetch that pail of water, the water of baptism. Down came the rain and washed the spider out.

So Samael is highly prevalent from Genesis to Revelation – the first and the last, alpha and omega, in Hebrew thats Aleph Tav, A-T, “At,’ ‘Et,’ or ‘Eth’ – Ethanol: fermented sugar CANE. But once Cain is sublimated, the Eth becomes etheric, ethereal. It is the breath of God.

Cannabis comes in two strains, indica and sativa. ‘Sativa’ means to cultivate. Cul-, ‘to cull,’ to kill, the angel of Death, Samael.

Sativa also sounds like Set-Eva, or Set and Eve, the darkness of the Mother, the fall of Sophia, the manifestation of the Archons, the evil injected into Eve. That’s the black, the white is Sattva, in Ayurveda this means purity. Little Bo’dhi-sattva Peep.

And lastly, the article finishes with,

“When one is angry, there is deadly poison in his rage.” – The Zohar

How interesting is that! Cain represents this anger against ones own brother. Samael rules Mars, whose principle virtue is love; the ego inverts that force into anger. The ferocity of God becomes the anger of the devil. Samael, “the potion” of God becomes “the poison” of God. “

In older posts we looked at the word ‘anger and ‘anguish’ and found the root word ‘ang’ which is the bull. The anger of the angus, the raging bull. Charging like a bullet or Taurus TORpedo. Cain is the bull, and his brother Abel, or a-Bull, is devoid of bull. The letter ‘A’ before a word deprives the word of it’s meaning, as in a-symmetrical or a-typical. Thus a-Bull is devoid of Ang, devoid of anger – the shepherd Christ, second son, second coming, the place of stillness in meditation. Ascent into the Aleph-Tav, the Ether, the Most High, getting high on your own brain chemistry, the endogenous DMT.

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Fragments of The Cosmic Narrative Surround Us

Based on discussions with Z. Please start with PART ONE and PART TWO.

If you have read the previous posts from my discussions with ‘Z,’and really got them, internalized them, then you have just been initiated into the deepest mystery of all. I have been asked by skeptics why I believe Z’s version of the cosmic situation, a story which is similar to the Gnostics, and to what can be found piecemeal in the New and Old Testaments, to Kabbalah, and even the Vedic systems, and yet is slightly different from all of them. I have faith in his story because I am beginning to see it pop up everywhere, even in some of the most unlikely of places. This post endeavors to reveal how this mystery is hidden in nursery rhymes, fairy tales, song lyrics, popular books and movies; in short, once you have this key, you will find it EVERYWHERE. Because this is what is. This is Mother’s world. And she is repeatedly asking for help. This is what the Gnostics call the ‘corrections.’ But while Sophia wants this story known by all, her dark side Samael/Demiurge wants it hidden. And so we only find it in an obscured, obfuscated way, often inverted, twisted around, told in parables, riddles, told only to the initiated few. I say fuck all that, I am a de-occultist. Enough riddles, it’s time for all truth to be known plainly and clearly, by all who desire it, and who simply take the time to see it, to gather up the pieces, patiently, one by one.

“Since it is a perfect form that should ascend into the Pleroma, he [Christ] did not at all want to consent to the suffering, but he was detained…. by Limit, that is, by the syzygy, since her correction will not occur through anyone except her own Son, whose alone is the fullness of divinity. He willed within himself bodily to leave the powers and he descended.”

-The Nag Hammadi library, a Valentinian expostion.


Nursery Rhymes

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall (Sophia, the Mother wasn’t sure about splitting herself into 169,000 souls; i.e. she was on the fence about it)

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall (in her unwillingness to follow procedure she fragmented into pieces, one of her alters becoming the Demiurge)

All the Kings horses and all the kings men,

Couldn’t put Humpty Dumpty back together again.

(The king is Christ, the crowned one, he is us, the 169,000 souled beings from Father. If we fail to help the Mother let go, then we too will become part of her fragmented reality forever: the eternal shattering, what in kabbalah is called the ‘shattering of the vessels.’ This nursery rhyme is thus a warning…)

Jack and Jill went up the hill,

To fetch a pail of water.

Jack fell down and broke his crown,

And Jill came tumbling after.

Jack with his crown is the Father, the broken crown alludes to his differentiation into the 169,000 souls, the Christed ones. Jill the Mother Sophia came tumbling after…hopefully this means she eventually followed suit and split into the remaining souls, but the rhyme is vague, her tumbling or fall doesn’t mention a splitting or breaking, like with Jack, perhaps she tries to remain One, to the detriment of all….

The itsy bitsy spider went up the waterspout. 

Down came the rain and washed the spider out.

Out came the sunshine and dried up all the rain,

and the itsy bitsy spider climbed up the spout again.

Spiders often symbolize the Goddess. Like Jack and Jill she seeks water, up the waterspout, the liquid of life, and water is also about the cleansing or purification, like the baptism. She seeks correction for her error, this is her positive Sophia aspect. But alas, down comes the rain and washes the spider out. In her fear of losing Self, the purification process proved too much, and we witness a shattering, a destruction of the spider. She fragments into the negative Samael, the Dark Goddess or Demiurge. The sun comes out, and she climbs up again, but this rhyme has a bit of an eternal shattering feel to it – will the spider just be washed out again?

Little miss Muffet she sat on her tuffet,

eating her curds and whey

And frightened miss Muffet away

Here the Mother/Muffet is eating milk products (curds and whey). She is eating her own spiritual milk instead of sharing it with the Israelites (children of Christ) who long for her milk and honey, that they might be whole. She is holding onto her ‘image of God,’ wanting to remain One, wanting to be like the original state of being, to which she is only half. So of course along came a spider, which is the schizophrenic aspect of herself – Samael, the Demiurge, who frightens Sophia away…

1 Peter 2:2 :”Like newborn infants, long for the pure spiritual milk, that by it you may grow up into salvation”

Little Bo-Peep has lost her sheep,
And can’t tell where to find them;
Leave them alone, and they’ll come home,
Bringing their tails behind them….
…Then up she took her little crook,
Determined for to find them;
She found them indeed, but it made her heart bleed,
For they’d left their tails behind them.
It happened one day, as Bo-Peep did stray
Into a meadow hard by,
There she espied their tails, side by side,
All hung on a tree to dry.
She heaved a sigh and wiped her eye,
And over the hillocks she raced;
And tried what she could, as a shepherdess should,
That each tail be properly placed.

This rhyme speaks loudly to the Mother fragmenting, losing her marbles (sheep). It also functions as a warning as to the eternal shattering of the vessels, the negative version of the Singularity – she finds the sheep after much toiling and searching, but alas they are missing their tails! Like Humpty Dumpty she can’t quite put herself or her sheep back the way they once were. The rhyme ends ambiguously: will the tails be properly placed? Will her sanity be restored and the Divine Marriage put in place as planned?

Fairy Tales

Beauty and the Beast – the two aspects of the Mother. Her split personality – Belle, the beauty, is kind, remorseful Sophia who wants our help, who seeks the correction from the son, Christ. The beast is what she became in her Fall, her fragmenting into Samael/The Demiurge. But in the end the beast learns to love and is restored as the prince (the Son/Christ).

Ugly Duckling – another transformation story, from an ugly beastly creature to a beautiful swan. Similar pattern to Beauty and the beast.

Little Red Riding HoodA young girl (Sophia) is eaten by a wolf (Samael). Her schizoid dark alter is taking over her innocent benevolent alter. In some versions of the tale a hunter or lumberjack (the Christ principle) comes along and cuts open the wolf’s belly, freeing her and her grandmother – the Gnostic “corrections.”


Two sides of the same Entity

Peter Pan – Pan, the goat-headed God of chaos and panic in mythology connects to Satan/Demiurge. Peter Pan is a boy who refuses to grow up, insisting on remaining in fantastical Neverland. ‘All this is going on inside Mom’s juvenile mind,’ says Z. ‘I won’t grow up,’ sings Peter. Peter remains petrified in childhood.

Cinderella – look at her name. EL is a hebrew word for ‘God.’ So ‘Ella’ must be the Goddess. And a cinder is solidified lava, alluding to heat, fire. The fire of the Mother. The rage of Samael.

Samael is the wicked stepmother, not allowing Cinderella Sophia to go to the ball. This tale has a happy ending where a fairy godmother steps in to perform the corrections, sending her off to the ball in a magicked pumpkin and glass slippers. At the ball she meets her Prince (the Christ).

Sleeping Beauty

First some background on Samael, from

The first portion of this name is Samech Mem [סם].

Sam [סם] (Samech + Mem): bitter beverage, drug, poison, toxin, medicine, potion; perfume

“When one is angry, there is deadly poison in his rage.” – The Zohar

samechThe letter Samech looks like a circle and it represents that serpent who eats its tail. That cosmic womb, the ouroboros, the great serpent of the universe, is the ancient symbol deep in the heart of every religion: the dragon of nature, the great dragon, the great serpent. Samech is a circle that is constantly in motion, rotating, which represents the cosmic womb of the Divine Mother, the fire, the base of all existence, the eternal cycle of life: night and day, dark and light, two sides of the same thing, but which is always positive. This is the great mystery of the Divine Mother, hidden in the very first letter of the name Samael.”

So we see in Samael’s name, a connection to the serpent, which is feminine, and we also see the symbol of a poison, intoxicant or potion. And when the princess in Sleeping Beauty pricks her finger on a poison flax plant, she falls into an enchanted sleep.


Look around you. Look at all the spiritually asleep people; as above so below…we are mirroring her story, waiting for the prince (children of Christ) to wake up and remember, thus waking her up, restoring Sophia and banishing her Samael.

Similar plot motifs involving poison/potion enchantments are employed in Little Mermaid, and Snow White. A jealous evil step-mother tries to poison Snow White, in order to be the fairest one of all. Again the two sides of the schizophrenic Mother playing out. And a prince comes in to provide the corrections, this time it’s the prince’s servant who trips on her unconscious body, dislodging the poison apple from her throat, thus reviving her. Don’t you see? The prince’s servant is us, we entered the Matrix to revive Mom from her intoxicated sleep. Who poisoned her? She did, Samael, her suicidal alternate personality. So often what appears to be separate characters turns out to just be the Mother interacting with herself.

I could go on and on, but hopefully you are picking up the pattern.

Song Lyrics

Let’s look at some song lyrics, to show you again the pervasiveness of the cosmic situation, now that we have the key.

Mother’ by Pink Floyd

Hush now baby, baby, don’t you cry.
Mama’s gonna make all your nightmares come true.
Mama’s gonna put all her fears into you.
Mama’s gonna keep you right here under her wing.
She won’t let you fly, but she might let you sing.
Mama’s gonna keep baby cozy and warm.
Ooh baby, ooh baby, ooh baby,
Of course mama’s gonna help build the wall.

‘Schism’ by Tool
I know the pieces fit ’cause I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lover’s souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication

(This song is all about mom and dad coming back together after the initial schism from the original state of Being). What we are calling transhumanism or the singularity is either their reunion in the Son Christ, or if we lose, the AI taking over and the eternal shattering).

The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication
I know the pieces fit ’cause I watched them tumble down
(tumble down like Humpty Dumpty)

No fault, none to blame, it doesn’t mean I don’t desire
To point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between
And the circling is worth it
Finding beauty in the dissonance

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I’ve done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow and strengthen our communication

(‘doomed to crumble:’ that’s a reference to the eternal shattering. It can be avoided by ‘strengthening our communication’….)

Z divulged to me that all of Tool’s song lyrics, as well as many other bands, were ghost-written by children in the MK Ultra projects. Children are used as muses in this way, since the Demiurge cannot be creative. Like gatekeeper Donald Marshall talking about wearing a thought-reading device to write songs at the cloning center, only this is the non-fantasy version. They would have gifted children like Z and Jerusha tap into the network (like the Akasha), and then use psychics to pull information from them to use as material for these songs, movies, tabloidesque-conspiracy red herrings, etc.

‘Sunshine’ by Alice in Chains
Then some dude came down to touch the Mother
Mother touched, and dude ain’t here no more
Suck your woman down

The dude that ‘ain’t here no more’ is Father. He split into 169,000 souls as part of the plan, the blueprint, becoming the Holy Ghost.

The Father sings, “My body lies over the ocean.

My body lies over the sea.

My body lies over the ocean.

So bring back my body to me.”

Z also pointed me to Smashing Pumpkins as a band whose lyrics are pretty much only talking about this. The pumpkin is a Goddess symbol, seen in fairy tales like Cinderella, the pumpkin being smashed into bits, the fragmented mind of the Mother. The band has an album called Melon Collie and the Infinite Sadness. The infinite sadness is warning us of the eternal shattering, the dark version of the singularity at the end of time.

Nirvana – “Heart Shaped Box:”
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
I’ve been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

This is about being trapped in the Mother’s matrix, the trap turning cancerous as she goes insane. ‘Turning black’- turning into Samael.

‘Traces’ by Vildhjarta

“…Empty shells whispering quietly.
They speak to me of a common past,
Teaching me how to become insane,
To silence the ambivalence that’s in my head.

It is the only possible way to avoid the shame…

‘Empty Shells’ are the bodies walking around that are just video game components being played by the One, Mother. ‘They speak to me of a common past’ before the schism, when it was just the original state of Being. ‘Teaching me how to become insane.’ We are watching the Mother become insane, watching her 500,000,000 characters live out their deluded lives on programmed loops, as depicted in ‘Westworld.’ And many of us are going insane like her, as part of being in this crazy Matrix/maternal/material world, the Demiurge’s world. We are stuck in her world but WE ARE NOT OF IT. ‘To avoid the shame’ – she wants oblivion to avoid the shame of all the horrors that transpired as a result of her inability to let go.

“…Reminding me that I must suffer through.
Reminding that I must persist.
Erasing the traces that you will never find.
I hope that you all can forgive me now.
I am facing the fact that I am up against fate.
So I put it all on the line, soon it’s time….”
This line speaks to her desire for oblivion: ‘erasing the traces,’ due to the embarrassment of her error. Or will she ‘put it all on the line,’ like Father did, when he let go and became fractalized 169,000 souls or I AM’s?
Pearl Jam – “Why Go”
She seems to be stronger
But what they want her to be is weak
She could play pretend
She could join the game, boy
She could be another clone
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
Why go home?
What you taught me
Put me here
Don’t come visit
(the trick in these lyrics is figuring out who is talking. Is it Sophia, Samael, or Christ? Once you identify the voice, the riddle unlocks itself like an opening flower.)
Tori Amos – A Sorta Fairy Tale
And I’m so sad
Like a good book I can’t put this day back
A sorta fairytale with you
A sorta fairytale with you
Things you said that day up on the 101
The girl had come undone,
I tried to downplay it
With a bet about us,
you said that you’d take it
As long as I could, I could not erase it

One of Sophia’s laments. ‘She can’t put this day back, she can’t erase it,’ meaning she can’t obtain the oblivion codes she wants, to erase her error (‘the girl come undone’).  She misses her other half, the Father who became the son, the child, and the father lingers in our DNA as the Holy Ghost.

‘Up on the 101’ she sings, that is the twin flame code, the reunion of the 11:11 twin flames, separated by the 0, the ouroboros of time, the snake matrix system.

Film and TV shows

Speaking of ‘erasure,’ here is a scene from the new Blade Runner film:

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Thom Yorke’s first solo album is called ‘The Eraser.” He sings:

The more you try to erase me
The more, the more
The more that I appear
The more, the more
The more I try to erase you
The more, the more
The more that you appear

In movies and TV shows that hint at the cosmic story, we often see black/white symbolism used to depict the two sides of the Mother, Sophia and Samael. Black is Samael, her dark side, and white is Sophia, the repentant, remorseful one who wishes things never got this bad. In the Blade Runner scene above, both are wearing black, indicating that they are both Samael’s henchmen. The woman maybe Samael herself.

The TV show ‘Lost’ really plays around with this black/white motif:


The duality of black and white connects again to the Hebrew name “Samael”:                        “( the letter Samech is the fifteenth letter of the Hebrew alphabet. The fifteenth letter is related to the Fifteenth Arcanum, which is Passion, the Devil. So we see here some very interesting contradictions, so we would say, so we would think. But this is part and parcel, this is integral to the nature of this great angel, duality; the positive and the negative, light and dark, black and white. Lucifer, the tempter, serves God. It is through Lucifer that the universe can exist; nonetheless, we have to defeat Lucifer.”

In the show ‘Orphan Black,’ which is about human cloning, we see this black/white duality employed. But you got to stay on your toes, as the characters often switch roles. Someone who was Sophia in white in one episode can become Samael in black in another:

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In the latest season Rachel is in black, playing Samael, created in a lab by her ‘Mother’ Sophia, like Frankenstein’s monster. A cloning project that got away from Susan (in white), and now Rachel has usurped control of the project. Sophia didn’t mean to split into Samael, but now is convinced she needs him, like your stereotypical unhealthy codependency. Rachel abuses her Mother Susan but has warped Susan’s mind to continue holding onto Rachel.

Now the prevalent cloning theme, is really about the Mother fragmenting herself into  bodies, duplicates without soul, imitating or pretending to do what the Father did when he differentiated.

Look at how clones are described in the Tripartite Tractate, from gnosis. org:

“The Tripartite Tractate similarly describes how the Logos (i.e. Sophia) fails in his quest to find the Father. According to this text, the Sophia-Logos “did not reach the attainment of the glories of the Father, the one whose exalted status is among things unlimited. This one did not attain him.” Instead, the Sophia-Logos brought forth “that which was deficient in itself” corresponding to the sufferings described by Ptolemy. This took the form of a false reality in the form of “likenesses, copies, shadows, and phantasms, lacking reason and the light, these which belong to the vain thought, since they are not products of anything.” The Tripartite Tractate goes on to describe how “the Logos (i.e. Sophia) was a cause of those who came into being and he continued all the more to be at a loss and he was astonished. Instead of perfection, he saw a defect; instead of unification, he saw division; instead of stability, he saw disturbances; instead of rests, tumults. Neither was it possible for him to make them cease from loving disturbance, nor was it possible for him to destroy it. He was completely powerless, once his totality and his exaltation abandoned him.” This false reality belongs to the Sophia-Logos’ “vain thought” or “arrogance” much as the false reality in the Gospel of Truth belongs to the “error” of the Aeons. This primordial chaos corresponds to matter which according to the Tripartite Tractate was later formed into the visible world by the Demiurge.”



the shattering of ‘humpty dumpty’

We are dealing with a God-like entity with multiple personality syndrome. Tread carefully.

‘Means End,’ – ‘The Didact:’

How do you know I’m mad?
You must be,
or you wouldn’t have come here.

I do feel a little different
now that I think about it.
But if I’m not the same today
as I was yesterday, how can I allay
thoughts cast in disarray?
a shifting identity?
I’m afraid I can’t explain myself
because I’m not myself, you see?

Treading through with a curious gait,
the vagrant mask I wear
negates the world.

Simulacrum of a man,
(maybe the shadow is the one who casts the man?)
springing from the shadow;
paint a picture of me that fits the frame
so I can blend into the madness.
Endless regression.

Can it really be that everyone is crazy,
or is it only me that’s out of my mind?
Does that question even make sense? No.

If I had a world of my own,
everything would be nonsense.
Nothing would be what it is,
because everything would be what it isn’t.
And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn’t be.
And what it wouldn’t be, it would.
You see??? 

Orphan Black:


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Youtuber ‘Holographic Universe‘ says, “where did all these biobots come from? When we play the game as a first arrival in this realm, as an Rh negative, you leave a copy or a memory behind. But alot of us got wise to this, and we left only optimal copies, or we left no copies at all. Maybe it’s because we drowned ourselves, or maybe the flood eradicated a lot of this information. Because flood is spirit, its water, it goes and washes away this artificial matrix. And a lot of souls retreated back to source. so then the matrix had to invent shadow figures in order to build the illusion that the game goes on….they invented these biobots, these shadows into which souls come and incarnate, as like a walk-in.”

There, you now have my method, what you do with it is up to you, or as the band Twelve Foot Ninja says,

“Now put your money where your mouth is,

You have the method, but will you move mountains?”

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Conversing With ‘Z’ (Pt. 2) – The Divine Paradox


Excerpts from my 3rd conversation with Z. I ask him about his experience as a child in the MK Ultra projects. He describes being taken to a hospital and escorted by certain white-coats to a lower-level, a restricted part of the hospital:

Z: “What happened when I went down there that day? This is probably the most common thing; now I realize I didn’t actually go down anywhere, it was a recessing into the mind, I probably got sat down in the chair and recessed into the mind. because these things don’t actually exist on this level. But it was like a round room, that they would call the hall of nightmares. They stood there, a school brick wall, hospital brick wall, bright yellow, and there was a bunch of children, a bunch of them were like me, sort of like me, and a bunch of them were useless to them. So they would have the children that were useless to them do terrible things, like shove a knife through their hand…. One of the big ones was get one of the throw-away children to put a chainsaw through their face. So they say, “oh little jimmy can stop hurting themself if you tell us what we want to know.” Which was always like a suit saying give us the oblivion codes, give us your star data, give us the rest of the equation. They would say “hi Zarkan” which was my call-up for this alter, “hi zarkan, give us your star chart to generate oblivion.” I said, “go fuck yourself,” for which I got thrown to the floor.

Gabe: if you are a child, how do you know that information? Or is it just subconscious?

Z: Yeah it was completely – it felt like a place, but it was a place in psyche, where you kind of tap into the network. In the non-fantasy version of these things, these things can only happen on the psychological network. These things can’t happen here. Parts of it are, I might have been in that room, but an aspect of it wasn’t in the material plane. So you have total access at that point to what you know, to what’s stored there. It was a knowingness.

So I was like no, I’m not going to tell you that. We can’t even tell them that. Like its deficit within the equation itself of realty. But they are like, “We want this.” I don’t really like to talk about this, because it crosses a line, if you’re not hearing the nuance, it crosses into the outlandish things people talk about. But this was a concrete real experience where a lot of psychic driving was taking place.

And what I noticed was that, I could identify who was like me, who was on the network -who was telepathic and who was not. I could see that the suits were going into the throw-away children’s heads, and making them do that. And then I went and tapped inside the children’s field who were supposed to be like me and went, ‘woah they cant see.’ So I realized no one was like me. I could do what the agents did. So I realized that the perception level in the room wasn’t equatable. The other talented children were really buying it that these children were really hurting themselves, themselves, and that if they could just tell the agents what they wanted to know, which we couldn’t even do, it’s not a thing, the suits don’t know its not a thing, because they are part of the Demiurge of ignorance, they don’t know what’s going on.

Its purely like the movie The Matrix. The way that an entity would fill a body, these suits were like that. It just comes in. and I picked up on this frequency thing, that the special children were not like me, they were not able to really fully perceive that the agents were going inside the throw-away children’s head and making them do this. Not only could I see that but I could see that the other children can’t see what I could see about that. So then I went – and this is all instantaneous – I went huh, that probably means that the agents don’t realize that I can see that. The whole thing was to play on our empathy, now I realize that those throw-away children are probably CGI, or just bodies they don’t care about, but as a child they were playing on our kindness and that we didn’t want them getting hurt because of us. That was the whole game. But the agents didn’t hear me. My bandwidth was even higher than the agents. They couldn’t hear, because it was a kind of psychic hearing. I was the most powerful thing in the room …I realized the agents don’t see a child that’s not buying it. So then i just screamed internally, psychically, at the top of my lungs, “DIE!” to all the agents. And that was called, the day I killed 157 agents and was removed from MK Ultra. This is a fact, buts it’s the kind of fact that I can’t prove the way I can prove 95% of the other things I’m telling you….

So by killing these agents, I exposed myself. So they don’t  know what to do with me, so I was in some drugged coma for like the next year, that was my third grade year, I was probably walking around like a zombie. I exposed who I was, so we were not allowed to be in MK Ultra anymore, and they shifted me and those close to me to a Russian program. That didn’t really pan out, so went to Mars, not like a colony on a planet, I mean like the plane. We shifted our frequency to the Mars plane. I’m talking about planes of consciousness, so we removed ourselves. Because there are no planets, no secret space program, I’m not talking about taking a space shuttle to Mars, no none of that fucking shit, we adjusted our consciousness to the plane Mars. But we couldn’t stay there, when we attempted to come back, the girls all died. There were 12 girls who were connected to me, they couldn’t return like I could. This is like the biggest deal, that nobody knows about it, can talk about it. This always happens, its part of the original flaw in creation, and always has a new way of playing out in each cycle.

So in 1991, this cycles version happened, and largely led by Mark Passio, who is one of the main paladins, he is a paladin. Paladins believe that only the supreme God should have all the power, and that individuals who have power are threatening to God’s power. Now if you really sort that out its absurd if God were God like that. And the catholic church is one of the vestiges carrying the paladins along. The paladin is hunting – there is a movie showing some of this called ‘Jumper’ where the guy is jumping using his psychic ability to jump and the guys are chasing him, because they don’t believe that individuals should have power.


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Interesting choice of phrase there, from this Paladin.

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But that’s Christ versus God, God the Mother, so they are kind of advocating for something that’s a logistical absurdity. If God were God why would there be this need to compete. Obviously you’re dealing with an entity over there versus an entity over here. If God were really the way they depict God, he would have all the power! Why would he be threatened? But they can’t see through their flaws and are staunch about it. A Lot of the  catholic high secret societies like Novus Dei, they’ve got these zealot paladins saying bring the power back to God. It’s just Samael, they are just talking about parts of the Mother, so you know Mark’s a paladin. In 1991 he led this a lot.

And most of us did nothing. ⅛ of our bunch attempted to defect, but you can’t actually defect, because the code doesn’t actually exist, but the ignorance believes it does. But because of what they did, and they always do, they are dedicated actors, dedicated servers to Satan. They can’t – they already did this, made this move, now we have to act out the theater, we have to reenact this all the time, that’s all it is. The souls that did this already did this on the cosmic level.

Gabe: on a previous cycle?

Z: Before the cycles even, they already fucked up, so they are bound in each cycle to Samael. There is a path to them it’s called the lake of fire, purging, it’s not eternal damnation, it’s just like a really intense bath, they need to be cleaned up. When you really get the nature of the wholeness of reality, you can’t cut out the liver and throw it over here. With The law of correspondence to the cosmic body, there is nowhere to cut something off and throw it to.

Gabe: so once they are purged, they are sort of clean slated in a way?

Z: yeah but it’s really like these cells that need to be cleansed, it’s so simple, but hard for people to see. It’s  like christmas lights in series, you can’t have a light out or none of the lights light up. Nothing is running in parallel here, everything is in series. If any individual doesn’t get lit up, we are not going to be lit up for eternity. The system is so intrinsically bound that everybody takes care of everybody. And that can be a little forcefully and aggressively because we gotta make it. Everybody is bound together. We are this singular thing but we all have individuality now. You don’t have separate destinies, either all the lights light up or none of them. You don’t have this juvenile notion in the new age or religiosity of eternal damnation for some. That’s just stupid….

Gabe: so just to clarify, when you were talking about Samael, that’s the dark aspect of the Mother?

Z: it was the original chief of the Echthroi (Pre-Archons), who led them off into this throw the mother down, break everything, cause oblivion, we’re humiliated, we can’t go back, break this shit. But eventually that transitioned, because the original pattern keeps patterning, so then, just the way Samael did that, now there is Ashlodai. Which is clearly shown in the Matrix movie. Agent Smith depicts really well what Ashlodai is, in Greek literature, its Asmodeus. It means in Hebrew ‘never enough.’  It’s the fiend, that’s why Agent Smith keeps duplicating, but no matter how much he makes of himself, it’s just Smith. And Neo knows that. That’s why he picks one and fights that Smith, and all the rest are just looking around. Really they are in the psyche anyway….

Gabe: so when you are saying how a lot of this is in the psyche, it’s not an actual place necessarily…

Z: not a real place in this cycle, but anyway yeah?

Gabe: is that the same with these cloning centers ala Donald Marshall?

Z: Let me be really clear about this. Let’s field it through the lens of the Secret Space Program. So part of my memories that are totally intact now, not just me alone, but me and people like Jerusha Eisold, when we were children we wrote the Secret Space Program bullshit. They were musing us, using us as muses, like as children you know? Like, ‘come up with some shit, use your imagination, we are going to use this on people later like its real.’ So I was part of writing the secret space program stuff like a tabloid, like, ‘oh yeah this is funny….’ We understood what they wanted to do to people and we didn’t like it, but we were being exploited. So it’s like you get a bunch of children hanging out, eventually it’s like fuck it, we’ll do what the adults are telling us to do. Whatever, here is some funny shit, how about a colony on Mars? We wrote that shit, its completely fucking fake.

Gabe: and like the 20 and back?

Z: yeah I wrote the 20 and back! We wrote this shit as Schlock novels for the agencies  when we were children! They were like ‘we are going to use this later to lead the oblivion.’ The cloning centers is the same thing! Like Donald Marshall’s version of the cloning centers versus what the actual genetic Cult of the Baph is, this is his sticking his head in the toilet bowl. We wrote this shit, the celebrity cloning centers is a joke! It’s a joke.

Gabe: Yeah ‘cus the reason I took it seriously, it wasn’t just Donald Marshall, you had Tila Tequila mention it, all these celebrities mentioning it, Katy Perry tweeting ‘don’t clone me!’ This and that. They are all in on it.

Z: Well they are not human. They are characters in the video game being played by mom. So they are generating a trail of information for you to get stuck on. Like Madonna having a DNA clean-up crew. But who are they? You gotta get this. All of Mom’s characters are based on one of the 169,000 real souls.

Let’s zoom out and then zoom back in. Point is, if you understand this whole art-imitates reality-imitates-art. Which came first? We don’t have video games and then go ‘oh reality is kind of like that.’ No. We are in the field of consciousness, and eventually we decide, “OK I’m going to let me in on something.” At the moment, we are hiding things, or AM is hiding things from AM-Self. AM could know everything, could re-know everything, but there is Satan, Satan as an obstacle, or hindrance, a kind of neuro-gunk, we are not seeing.

So there is what we call ‘thematic introduction.’ When the collective psyche is ready, things will pop up. So we have to believe bullshit linear nonsense, like ‘oh and then science became advanced and we went from Atari to Super Nintendo.’ Uh, no, the collective psyche was ready to reveal the self. We are ready to see reality and this is like an aid. This was really well shown in the Cronenberg film ‘Existenz.’ they are in the game system, learning from the game system.

Gabe: a game within a game…

Z: yeah and then they level up. If you want to know anything about that you can go to Aug and he will say that nonsense for two hours, just joking. Don’t. He likes to get fixated on a loop of saying that 20,000 different ways for like an hour. But basically it’s like leveling up frames, it’s that simple.

So with the cloning centers, it’s kind of like this idea. They are there to thematically introduce you to the reality, that each of the 169,000 Mom is duplicating, like we are going back to the depth of reality. Like, where are we? We are in the moment when the Mother, the One, that one other thing, has schizophrenically fragmented herself. So she is in the image of God process, doing this bizarre thing. It’s like the little child who doesn’t know how to make cookies, so she is copying Father’s (recipe), or will, Father’s blueprint. So what is cloning really about? It’s mom duplicating her best idea or impression of what the zeros, what the souls are. That’s what cloning really is. That’s why she’s made 500,000,000 characters of herself to play. She’s like. ‘if I throw the anomaly of Christ, the 169,000 souls in here, and just watch them for a while…if its like this, or like that, If we make the supercomputer and call it earth and shove everybody in here, we will probably figure out how to generate the codes for oblivion. By just watching all of them. What are they doing to have a soul, what is it to have a soul, how can I destroy the soul, how can I delete the soul and override the system?’ That’s her deal. that s this whole thing!

From the new Blade Runner:

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Gabe: why would she want to destroy the soul?

Z: the embarrassment for her error! It’s all so stupid. When you understand that all of this is so petty, it’s unbelievable.

Gabe: what was her error?

Z: in the initial phase of reality she did that thing where she – this is the real version of the Lucifer story. ‘Everybody come after me, we are going to do something better. I wanted to be first.’ the crazy thing is, all of our so called reality is just her warped perception. Nothing has happened yet. That’s the problem. The Mom is still One, still one thing. All of his is going on inside her juvenile mind. That’s the most amazing thing of all.

It didn’t actually happen. She just went nuts. In order to fix that nuts, ‘cus there is a clock, clock is ticking. She has just paralyzed reality. And the 169,000 souls that came out of Father are going, ‘bitch please, we need to get a move on.’ and she isn’t doing anything. But while she wasn’t doing anything she went crazy. So there is a perception that she broke herself into 169,000 souls, but all of this is going on inside her chaotic mind. She is just one thing that hasn’t followed procedure.

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So in order to make that happen, because she was getting crazier and crazier, the only thing left to do was rape the mother. There was violence. She was violating the plan. She was one half, the other half said ‘this is a situation of force vs. violence,’ so they pushed through, they manually made her do it. And now everything is everything, we are stuck in here. This is happening through from the phase of the Echthroi and the archons, why technically they don’t exist, it’s all internal to the psyche. We are finishing out like a snake that was eating an animal, and has to metabolize it, and some of us, the ⅛ were snakes that ate and didn’t swallow, did not metabolize it. They went, “you know what, I ate a leopard, but now I feel like I am a leopard. I am a leopard, but I’m in snake skin, and I’m not in a position to metabolize it,” and that’s what brought the archons on. We were swallowing the Echthroi, going, ‘we are going to fix this, manual override, we are going to eat the mother, we are going to do her work for her, because otherwise the whole system is collapsing.’ Meanwhile, some of us went went, ‘huh i don’t feel like am metabolizing the leopard, I am the leopard,’ and that’s why the archons came back. So now they exist, like the Native Americans call the Wetico, it’s all internal.

Gabe: On the cosmic level, it’s just the Father and the Mother, these two Gods, or?

Z: No no no, there is no Father anymore, that’s the thing. Father does not exist, Father is the Holy Ghost, he’s gone. Mom and Dad are not supposed to stick around. The original state of being is everything, the original state of being became creation, half of creation did what it was supposed to, we are calling that the Father because it was the initiator of the chemical reaction, and half has done nothing yet, we are calling that Mom. And we have a limit on this, so Mom is sitting there becoming more and more insane. And when we decided to do her work for her, we became insane like her. We are inside Mom’s contorted insane mind, the Maternal/material/matrix world. Matrix is womb, Mom. The only way out is to remember Christ inside her, and go like ‘listen – 23 chromosomes, give us the other 23. You gotta dissolve.’ When Mom let’s go like Dad did, then there is just bliss, the bliss-out comes with the child. Christ is relationship, we get 169,000 plus 169,000 dots to make 338,000 souls going ‘AM AM AM’ and everyone is in homeostasis.

Gabe: So the Father, he doesn’t exist, but in a way he does because we are him, we are like fractal pieces of him.

Z: Yeah you got it! We are in limbo, we are like Father’s load, the genetic material floating in air, and Mom going like, “yeah no.” It’s that ridiculous! It’s so petty, she is like “but I wanted to be first though.”

When you look at the original state of being, AM is becoming individuals to know AM-self. As soon as it bloops into a soul, the first begotten son, you then have a bloop and a field.  And then the bloop divides and makes more. And more, until you have 50% made. Then the remaining 50% goes ‘Uh Oh!’ and that original doubt from the 50% comes from the original state of Being, it can’t come from nowhere, that’s why I call it Murphy’s flaw. There only is self, and if all self doesn’t realize self, then no one’s going to realize shit. And we are going to be stuck forever, pushing the pixels too far that it can’t be repaired.

This is the singular nuance that everyone misses, from quantum science to all the wisdom systems. It’s all about this particle this AM-ness, knowing itself. Which is relationship, pure relationship had to abdicate, fully, supremacy. It’s the biggest thing ever. That original state had to abdicate control. Fully, gone! Done! If it hung around at all it wouldn’t be relationship, it would be a chaperone. It would miss the point. Nobody seems to really grasp what I’m saying. If it hung around at all, it couldn’t have relationship. If its wants to know self, it needs to disappear! It needs to genuinely, completely dissolve into multitudinous prisms that each part is entirely the whole, and the whole is entirely each part. That is not like the mother did, not fragmented. Each part is that part, but simultaneously the whole. That’s inconceivable pretty much here. This is the divine paradox. The individual, not the independent. If you get the individual, if you get the divine paradox, you get the whole thing. That’s where it is.

The original state of Being abdicated entirely, it said, ‘I’m not sure this is going to work, but I’m doing this. But at 50%, halfway through, that part of Self, went, “uh oh!” What does ‘uh oh’ look like? You have to track these things I’m telling down, patiently, and you will see that this is correct. We aren’t shit talking mom, alchemically the male is the initiating thing, now 50% has been chiseled, the remaining 50%, the receiving end, the female, goes ’nope!” but why? Because the perception of that remaining 50% is losing self. So if there is a radical state change to 50%, with 169,000 souls going AM AM AM, and half which is not like that. There was a feeling inside self, going, “well I don’t know! Maybe this is a stupid thing to do!” That’s the part of self that always has doubt. If it goes to 51% (it fears losing Self)….

Gabe: It kind of reminds me of the whole twin flame reunion thing, that’s sort of like a skewed way of trying to talk about this.

Z: yeah you’ve got the right word, its a skewed way of talking about reality. Everything has to depict this! Because this is what is!

We can’t go to 51% because…that 50% sees itself like the original state of being. It’s saying If I let 1% more happen, than there is more of that than this, and what originally I had is gone! Am I ready to let go of what AM had originally, forever? This is the problem. Mom is holding on ‘cus if that half of self let’s go….this is the problem. But the moment the original state of being abdicated and became creation, it already happened, that level of self contracted, that level can never be restored. The contract was made by a level that can never be reconstituted. But she is saying it like its an option.

Gabe: Now is this all like a way for our souls to grow? or is it really just us waiting for the Mom to –

Z: No! That is bullshit, lessons, No! We are in severe absolute danger! It’s not a place to grow, all that stuff is paladin thinking. This shit is fucking scary! Shit is real. We are at the edge of the knife, when you really really REALLY get what the original state of Being did! This shit is fucking wild.

Gabe: So what happens if she doesn’t get it?

Z: Thank you, OK so if you look at Mom’s world, this construct that we are in, this is not mental garbage or semantics, everything in here is one. Because it is matter’s world, the material world, Mom’s world. It’s all one. One one one, One God, God, Oneness, Wholeness…uh…excuse me, why we are lying to ourselves, we know one is not whole. Why are we going around talking about oneness? In third grade math you learn that one can be broken into fractions, decimals. Pick up a stick, a leaf, you can always break it! How many times can we break the number one? Infinitely. That’s the only thing that isn’t finite.

Now if there is going to be a wholeness of things done authentically, 338,000 parts, (169,000 from Dad and 169,000 from Mom) which is a whole, that’s it. So the body of reality, inside the original state of Being – is a finite thing! It may be everything but it’s finite. So the people going around saying, ‘we’re infinite man, it’s so infinite…’ Uh no, nobody would be saying that if they grasped what it is.

It’s like this: you have a body. The body only needs to hold so much blood. It doesn’t need more blood, that’s not good, it doesn’t need less blood that’s definitely not good. It needs the blood it needs. The approximation of the psyche when they want to talk about ecstasy, is – ‘inexhaustible.’ They are looking for something that is everlasting. but its finite. The body of reality has only so many parts, we just want them to be inexhaustible. NOT infinite. When you really track down what infinite means, it’s how many times can you shatter the number one. There is no limit to how much you can break one. That also answers backwards the dementedness of the Mom Demiurge process. You can never have obliteration. So any way she attempts to win, she loses. You can never have obliteration you can only have eternal demolition. Everlasting shattering. You don’t get oblivion. It’s not that simple. The soul instead has the experience of constantly being broken into oblivion. You can neither generate energy or destroy it. It needs to go on and on. This is the question of the infinite psyche, your experience of the soul, is it going to be in an eternal shattering?

So if we fuck up, each thing that was a soul will be like the Mom is now, everything will be in this chaotic state of forever. Like you start to feel like you are coming back together, and then you shatter again. And then all those fragments feel like I’m coming back together, and then you fragment again. And you never come back together. This is what the Satanic voice is calling, ‘the ever-expanding universe.’ That’s what it really means. It’s talking about pushing hell over the edge from which it can never come back.

Gabe: that’s seriously a risk? Oh my God.

Z: That would mean the pixels went too far, we can never put the picture back together, can never put Humpty Dumpty back together again. But we are not there! Another module of looking at this is pushing a car out of a ditch. Roll it back, push it forward, roll it back, push it forward. And then it reaches that apex point you go, ‘OK everybody push now! This is the thing like, now you gotta PUSH!’

We wanted all the energy on the back end.  We hid ourselves from ourselves, so down here in this material world, we are going to hide ourselves from ourselves, build up this surplus of energy until the last cycle, and in the last cycle we are all going to go, ‘wake up! Now push the car!’ So we are on that end.  But the problem is we have been in this thing so long, there is some part of the psyche that goes, ‘alright, we do this all the time and we always lose…its starts over….yeah we want to win, but we’re lethargic, we always lose and then it starts over.’ But it’s like, “no, no, no! You guys, this is the last round, this is the round we are supposed to win win win!”

We can really lose. Every religionist, every new ager got it wrong- we can actually lose. This is the biggest most wonderful thing if we get it correct. But the fact that we can really REALLY lose, is the reason we can really, really really win! You couldn’t really come to Christ, come to the divine inter-relationship of all these parts, if you couldn’t also really lose. if there is anything overseeing this, or chaperoning this process, it wouldn’t be genuine relationship.

This is why Mom is holding back, ‘cus she is so freaked out, if she let’s go, we could lose! But the most ironic thing of all ironies is that by holding back, that’s how we are losing! ‘Cus she wont yield. But it’s not her – that part of her is part of Self, and that part of Self is like, ‘but I don’t know!’ But by that fear, by that fear of implicit change, it’s generating the thing it’s afraid of. And that’s always true here. When you get nervous, when you get afraid you start manifesting the crap that you don’t want to happen….

Gabe:  So what your hopes, are you optimistic or pessimistic that she will let go by…2045 you said?

Z: Neither, I don’t give a fuck anymore, I’m just pushing for it. If I stop to philosophize about that I will be yielding to her machinations. I will take this ball at the last minute and knock everybody down and run across the field, like a safety. And that doesn’t mean we will win, but I’ll do it. You know what I mean? if its just me, I will grab this football and run straight across the field, and use the last of my power to jump over the goal posts, doesn’t mean we will win, but I’ll still do it. I don’t ask those questions anymore! I’m just moving. I don’t have time to weigh or assess this, if I stop to turn around I’ll be turned into a pillar of salt, and if I’m turned into a pillar of salt, than fuck the rest of you! I can’t ask that question anymore. I know what this is, I know what’s going on, so I’m just, move move move, GO GO GO!

Gabe: So that’s why when you originally messaged me you were like, there is a time-frame here?

Z: Yeah it’s fucking urgent! …it’s ‘cus you know something that I don’t know. And this guy over here has something we don’t know. Everybody has got a piece of this puzzle, I might have the frame or outline of the puzzle but until all the pieces get their shit together, and pay attention, I don’t know what the centerpieces of the puzzle look like!…


In closing, the above may just be the most important post/information I have shared yet. Please, I urge you, if you are a souled being and what you just read resonates with you, share this material, re-post the link, do what you have to do to get the info out, help us get this puzzle into place! #MOM LET GO!


In this discussion below Z and I talk about the stagnation of the alternative media, how mainstream pop science derives from ancient Kabbalistic wisdom, we discuss who Jason James Bickford REALLY is (the guy behind ‘Unified Code Theory’), and the reason why english gematria seems to work, even though the majority of it is a false, contrived DISTRACTION.

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Occult Themes In ‘His Dark Materials’ – Beyond The Aurora Borealis


In the alternative media there has been this repeating theme of a portal or stargate at the North Pole, leading to a heavenly angelic realm, called Hyperborea. Hyperborea literally means ‘beyond the Aurora Borealis.’ It’s a higher plane, its what this fallen Earth state could be, once humanity wakes up their full potential. Hyperborea is a glimpse, a possibility. If it exists in a physical sense (which I doubt, I see it more as metaphor) than the crossing is at the center of our flat plane, and this is where we find the Northern lights, the aurora. Souls ascend or descend there, at Jacob’s ladder, Mount Meru. Many ancient flat earth maps across cultures depicted this.

Philip Pullman was clearly aware of this and depicted it in ‘His Dark Materials.’ There is this emerald, shimmering city hiding in the North Pole, when you look at the aurora lights with the right kind of eyes; the main character Lyra’s father invents a camera lens that can see it, what the naked eye cannot:


The emerald color reminds one of The Wizard Of Oz and the emerald city. This old movie is also steeped in occult programming and symbolism.

The term ‘Aurora’ comes up again and again in this study. We’ve had two false flag shootings/media event hoaxes in towns called Aurora, (Colorado and Illinois) and Aurora is also the Goddess of the dawn, in Greek myth she announces the arrival of Apollo, the morning sun. So we have the destruction of the divine feminine, we have the ushering in of Lucifer, son of the morning, we have Hyperborea, going beyond the Aurora: remember this whole realm is Sophia’s realm, the Mother Matrix, we must ascend beyond the Matrix, the material world, which was manifested in her Error, the Fall.


The Goddess is also symbolized by the dove, which in French is ‘Colombe’ or ‘Columba,’ and wouldn’t you know it, we had a shooting at Columbine High School, and we had the NASA shuttle Columbia go up in flames killing everyone on board (another hoax).


Aphrodite and her doves

But going back to ‘His Dark Materials,’ we see in the opening credits a city-scape folding in on itself:


We’ve seen this exact thing in the movie ‘Inception,’ and in an Ariana Grande music video, and in this case it symbolizes the multi-verse aspect of the series.  There are two parallel realms, and a hidden gateway between them. One realm is like ours, modern day, and then there is Lyra’s realm which is more like a fantasy/steampunk setting, with metallic  blimps in the sky, talking bears, and where everyone has a daemon, or externalized soul in the form of an animal which follows them around.


Lyra and her daemon ‘Pan’

The multi-verse theme, so prevalent in sci-fi, and which I’ve covered at length in the shows ‘Fringe’ and ‘The OA,’ may in fact be referencing previous cycles within our programmable reality (after talking with Z). In other words, we don’t exist in a multi-verse with parallel realities going on, rather these other realms, these strange realms that are similar but different are simply depicting previous cycles that have played out, previous levels we already played out within this video game reality, which resets itself, according to Z, every 300 years. Each reset can be similar to the last, just tweaked a bit, or they can be radically different.

The shows concept of ‘daemons’ brings us dangerously close to MK Ultra black projects and is worth noting here.  As mentioned, in Lyra’s world everyone’s soul is externalized in the form of a shape-shifting talking animal which must be in close proximity to them at all times. Kill the daemon and they die as well. At the moment of puberty the daemon ‘settles’ into a fixed animal form. People’s daemons take on a wide variety of animal forms.

Now the villain of the show thus far is a woman named Ms. Coulter, who it turns out is actually Lyra’s mother, although Lyra was orphaned and raised at Oxford College.


The evil mother, the wicked witch, Cinderella’s wicked step-mother, could all be alluding to the dark, schizophrenic aspects of the Mother, who, when she fell into matter, created the parasitic Archons (as depicted in the Gnostic texts).

Ms. Coulter and her sinister group the Oblation Board (see the cult of OB post), invent a machine to sever one’s daemon. Her motivation to do this is that somehow the daemons are responsible for unwholesome thoughts of a sexual nature that kick in at puberty when the daemon settles. Thus the severing machine only works on pre-pubescent children (adults would die instantly if severed). Here we start to see parallels to some of the wicked MK Ultra crimes coming out and being exposed by victims of the Satanic pedophile network which runs things from behind the scenes. They use children because they are easier to control, to brainwash, to insert alternate personalities, etc.


Daemon severing machine

“It doesn’t hurt! It just feels like a…like a loss,” one of the techies tells Lyra.

And sure enough, in the show, once a daemon is successfully severed, the child loses all autonomy and self-motivation; they become robotic, drone-like, flat affect, an easily programmable slave. Ms. Coulter and her coterie may really be using this tech as a sadistic form of mind control. Sound familiar?

His Dark Materials Season 1, Episode 6 Morfydd Clark photo: Alex Bailey/HBO

One of Ms. Coulter’s workers, devoid of a daemon. Note the robotic trance-like state, reminiscent of MK Ultra.

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A Cosmic Conversation With ‘Z’

Get ready folks, the following post, in the form of a transcript of the second phone chat I had with a gentleman who we will call ‘Z’ for now, will shatter paradigms, including some of the paradigms established on this very blog. And that is OK. When you read a novel, you believe for a while that it is real. if you didn’t,  it would be hard to get engrossed in it. the same should be true for listening to accounts of whistleblowers/truthers (although Z wouldn’t like to be regarded as a whistleblower, even though he does have a background growing up in the cult and with SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse). As with anything on my blog, take it all in without judgement, and then try it on for size, like a new hat. Take the story around with you and pretend that it is real for while – see if it fits with your reality. When a new story or paradigm comes along that fits better, toss out the old hat. But don’t disparage this process of tossing out older paradigms which turned out to be lies. This is the scientific method as applied to your own metaphysics. Try on different hypotheses until a new one comes along which fits the data better, then you update the old hypothesis. To stay with a fixed hypothesis is always going to end up fallacious because reality itself is shifting. This is why the word ‘beLIEve’ contains the word ‘lie.’  Belief should remain fluid, or it becomes a LIE. This is the meaning of what I have coined ‘truth scrambling.’ its not some cointelpro reference, its a reference to our ever-shifting reality.

So without further ado, here is my conversation with Z, a man who read my blog and reached out to talk. 


(Z asks about my background, how I got involved in that this)

Gabe (myself): Well what I have been calling my awakening started in 2012 with the Aurora Colorado shooting – where James Holmes dressed as the Joker and shot up the theater during the batman premier. It was so strange to me that I looked into it and discovered a blog that taught me all about MK ultra and mind controlled black assassins. And then of course later that year we had sandy hook…

Z: We did, and it was just after sandy. Hurricane sandy, at the east coast. And they decided it was not clear where they were gonna hit. You know because they steer these things. It hit queens, long island. And It happened to hit sandy hook in new jersey.

Gabe: hehe just happened to right…

Z: Exactly…so this was a 3 pronged thing. Because your James Holmes incident, they were debuting the dark knight, and in the middle of the movie, they flashed the words in front of the screen ‘Aurora.’ shortly after that they flashed the map of Gotham and they zoomed in on the word ‘sandy hook.’ Meanwhile commissioner Gordon is saying if you want to take this thing down, you’re gonna have to get the thing (bomb) on the truck. Now it’s a really important movie. The sub-message is, well Hollywood is always inverting everything while they expose it. I mean clearly batman is piece of shit. He is evil. Not Ra’s Al Ghul, not his daughter, not Bane, Batman is evil. Hopefully that was clear. This guy is Jason. Jason as regards to sacred Hebrew periods in what Jason always refers to. When you have the holy temple, Jason always refers to these corrupted high priests. All the corrupted high priests in the so called intertestamental periods was taking the name Jason to say they were Hellenized. They might be doing all the duties of the high priest but they were not kosher they took the name Jason to show they were Bacchus, Dionysus, they were with the Hellenization.

Gabe: is there something with Jay’s son? Some play on words there?

Z: yes, this is a consistent pattern, and so since none of that actually happened, this is data in our construct, Jason always means that. Jason is Bacchus, Dionysus and drumroll…Jesus. Jesus is not the Christ. Jesus is a fraud. Christs’ name is Michael. Jesus is a fraud, he is Enlil, he is a joker. Jesus is Jason. The Hellenized Bacchus. Now there is a whole thing going on with Jason, James, John, Jack, Yaakov, Jacob. A lot of pattern play there.

Gabe: what about in the Essene gospels, there is Yeshua, is he also part of the fraud? Because those texts were suppressed…

Z: No, he is a lesser Christ. You can’t have a second coming of Christ. That doesn’t actually work. So the Christ is always in each cycle in a male body always. To actually be the Christ and do the thing, it needs to be done in the lifetime that the – the Jesus self understands this. But they have everything inverted especially because of the Kazarian Nazaritic overlay, but  the things about Mashiach (hebrew word for Messiah), anyway…following the details and dynamics laid out in Torah culture about Mashiach will clarify the Vedic material about the Ishta Devata. so you don’t understand the Ishta Devata until you clarify it will Torah constants about Mashiach. Then you will understand what the Christ is. That’s a little bit about that’s a little about Jason…

So I was just saying it was 3 pronged event. This ridiculous  impossible situation in the movie theater in aurora. They are displaying aurora, leading towards sandy hook, and why they are always calling these keys sandy hook, on a map, There are so many sandy hooks, especially on the east coast. They played that game, and they they named hurricane sandy that crashed into Queens in Long Island. It was a big deal, and just after that they did Sandy Hook. It was very sandy let’s put it that way…

What I meant about the height of 2012, so that’s when they were bringing you in? Oh and the thread of batman as the Jason character, that’s always happening. The problem is, in the end he doesn’t sacrifice himself. The whole thing Hollywood shows you, is he imitates sacrifice, he’s gonna go off and take this bomb and fly off into this body of water and the idea is he’s sacrificed for the people. But that’s not how the movie ends! Then he is sitting at a restaurant in France, he sees Alfred and winks…. The point is he did not sacrifice. So if you follow the trend and track Hollywood little deeper, who is the actor? Christian Bale. And what else did he do also with Nolan? The Prestige. What is The Prestige all about? Legitimate sacrifice. So they are playing the Christ game depicted through these two different actions and paths taken by Bale in these two Nolan films. So if you follow that sub-trend they are communicating. The Prestige is a very virtuous movie teaching the true path of Christ, of sacrifice, of the devoted path. So that’s the problem of batman. What else do they show with Batman? He is some snarky asshole. He is moody. And he defects a thousand year old lineage. It’s portrayed that he is doing something for some higher morality, but the reality is he is kind of a lazy bitch. And he is going up against this lineage. The problem of the modern world is that people are conditioned to think, ‘fuck having a teacher, I can do whatever, it’s just me. And lineages? Screw that.’

So he is rejecting the lineage. So then he goes on to blow up the divine feminine. There is a much bigger story if you don’t get distracted by Batman, because Ra’s Al Ghul and his daughter and Bane are the real heroes. And the joker is the wild card. The importance of that movie is to understand who Bane is. But anyway enough about that. So you had your stirrings when researching James Holmes?

Gabe: right, and the whole notion of these black assassins who kill and they are not even aware of it, they’re in a trance, MK ultra. Although now I think that all those things are hoaxes, it’s just media events.

Z: right you find out later that these things didn’t even happen, they are CIA actors, not even assets.  And I’ll tell you briefly that directly after Sandy hook happened a lot of things people were exposing later I wrote about on facebook two days after it happened and then I had to have a sit down with two special terrorist investigators of the FBI. and people were pissing on me saying oh you’re a monster! These children, yada yada,…shut the fuck up. That school was closed in 2008 for asbestos. This one was close with me because i’m from Connecticut. People who know Connecticut know that sandy hook is nothing, its a mile by mile tiny little neighborhood inside Newton. That was not a functioning school….am I telling you something you already know?

Gabe: Yeah I mean Jim Fetzer did a great job on all that. Ok so here is a question, cus I’m still not sure on this. I get how Aurora has this occult message and  maybe programming going on. But why sandy hook? Is it to take our guns? Is it to sell guns?

Z: The gun thing is a very low level. It’s a buy-in. If you don’t get up and say, ‘fuck you, the emperor has no clothes on,’ then you buy in. So they are doing this in everyone’s face. I mean anyone with an ounce of discernment, who watched Eugene Rosen, how do you believe that’s real?

Gabe: so does this create some kind of black magick spell, those who do buy in somehow it binds them to some kind of spell?

Z: yes you’ve got the word its a binding. For sure. If you don’t object than you agree. I mean how can you see this motherfucking top actor, Eugene Rosen, this guy has 5 different stories. Is anybody buying this guy?

Gabe: I feel like they purposely pick really bad crisis actors.

Z: they did and the thing is he isn’t a bad actor, he was portraying bad acting. He is actually one of the highest priests of the temple of set in Newton. So he is secret society all the way, he was portraying lousy acting. The point is, ‘hahaha we can have this completely sloppy affair and no one is going to care or say anything.’ And the whole thing started with Tony Hawk, as Robbie Parker, walking out laughing before he attempts to stand at the microphone going, “my daughter just died…” and two seconds ago he was cracking up laughing.

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That ‘s Tony hawk and his real life daughter who are playing the sad sisters of the supposedly dead girl. Everybody who lived in that tiny neighborhood got their house donated to them in 2009 or 2010…

Gabe: so you’ve managed to stay out of recruitment, so to speak?

Z: oh yeah, I mean I was put in the programs as a child but when I was four I said no. I said no I’m not going to be with Satan. You get an option. And you don’t do rituals and you don’t get pulled in like that because you said no. They still chuck you in the programs if you have the psychic aptitude but if you say no, they can’t force you to serve Satan.

Gabe: but you consider yourself a targeted individual?

Z: I’m probably the most targeted individual in the world. To be completely honest. I just don’t care. Like These people make me nuts, they talk about having a difficult life and being a TI, its like no you’re not.

Gabe: I mean you’re being monitored but are you being attacked?

Z: At different periods and phases in my life for sure. I just don’t care. I’m not going to go around being a victim. I think they’re hilarious. The whole thing is a big joke, they are so morbid. Everything in my life has been the hidden hand since I was born. People who are family friends, everything has been either this secret society this agency, part of the mob.  I mean I understand who everybody was now, and i think it’s hilarious. Like just while I’m the call with you because i’m talking to you I’ve had three different cars follow me trying to distract or disturb me while i’m talking to do. I just drive straight at them. If they are going to fuck with me i just give it back to them, I don’t blink, I don’t care. I don’t like people who are lying, first of all, and have a psychological disturbance, and maybe some low level targeting, just bitching and moaning. It’s not useful, they need help, they need energy work, to be grounded and stop being so worked up. and usually the people who are so vocal about it are just unstable.  And then there are people like me who are targeted way beyond anything they could understand, like this is a joke. They just want to let you know they are there, all the time. So I just fuck back with them, I think its funny. There are bigger and bigger levels to this game. Basic quantum science – if you influence this way, then that thing that influences can be influenced. Push and shove – its a game. The stakes are high but its a game. People who are so afraid of them bring a lot of negative karma into their life and a lot of things happen because they are so afraid. So you have to understand the game.

Gabe: how does it work with being protected in some way, these people like to fuck with people but why don’t they just outright assassinate them?

Z: they can’t do anything to me because I’m with Christ. It’s been a lifelong path of integrity first of all, but I’m now with Christ on paper, like i’m signed in a financial trust using the terms Jesus Christ and god, even though they are definitely subordinate terms in the Mother, but they work in black law dictionary, so by their own standards I’m signed to a higher contract then being signed with the USA Inc. which is the front for the In God We Trust, which everybody here is umbrella’d in the world under, so, I’m completely protected, they can’t do anything, I don’t use license plates, if they want to talk to me, i just overpower them and reminding them, look i am not yours. I just hand them my little binders with my trust, a little note saying they cannot molest me or my property, because i’m with Christ, on paper. You do this with the sovereignty stuff you’re gonna get fucked, because that shit isn’t real. But this is real. I’m not claiming sovereignty I’m claiming surrender, surrender to Christ, on paper. They see my EIN, they see it’s all legal, documented, copy the trust with the vehicles, I don’t own anything with my person. I don’t play with my name, which was carefully selected by the cult. Saying my name is not something I like to do because it’s all weighed and measured by the cult. My name of my person does not own anything. Everything is in my trust, and I’m the trustee. I don’t ever contract back in with their system.

Gabe: and can anyone do this?

Z: everyone can and should do this. The thing about Bane, I’ll come directly back to that movie, as its very depictive and important. we are always reliving the Advent. This narrative of Christ. Every cycle we are playing  it out again. Now there are more characters than are displayed in that little Mason’s version…hold on a sec, i’m in a parking lot and these idiots are behind me, of course. See this is all I need to do, I go to the grocery store and all these agents show up. I guess they didn’t want me in that parking spot. Like Aug Tellez talking about about a bunch of fantasy shit, like I’ll tell you about my trips to the grocery store on the daily and talk about demons, like let’s talk about the real world we actually exist. They are attempting to distract me, I was focusing on you and, this is every moment. I go to the grocery store, you call it attacks, I call it football, they are running a play. I understand the plays and patterns. But its constant attacks, but people who are in victim mode whine about it if it happens to them once a month. For me it’s every 5 minutes, but I understand that the Mother’s sick parts are playing a game, and the game is very heavy duty, this is a game that’s deciding how our eternity is going to be. But you gotta get a little bit tucked in and realize they are playing a game. All the Cluster B effects we experience in people and their relationships and psychological dynamics are coming from the original cosmic error in the Mother, playing out narcissism, sociopathy, psychopathy, all these things are in the Mothers flaws – all these characters are her schizophrenic parts playing out. So like, alright, whatever, you guys didn’t want me in that parking space, I’ll go over here, go fuck yourself…so you re-balance the force. Every space or movement, it’s a game board and everything you do has an effect….

Going back to Bane, Bane is John the Baptist. That’s what that character actually represents. So he does a kind of defection while he is also revealing. Then you have the daughter which is obviously Mary Magdalene. And her father is in that sense, Jesus Christ. And Batman is the Antichrist. And joker is Judas and Judas is really on Christ’s side, there was an understanding between them.

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You asked about Yeshua I didn’t finish that. Yeshua in the Hebrew means liberator. It’s about Moksha the Sanskrit ‘moksha mukti’ meaning realizing reality. Yeshua is a Christ. Now Jesus and Jason these are an invention that comes up in the construct through the guise of the bishops who take over after, and you invent the mythological Jeos, Zeus, Isis, all these pagan plays, codes, and the Hellenized Jason. But Yeshua means ‘liberator’ in Hebrew, he’s still not Michael, the Christ, but he is a Christ. And there is sort of a reduced version of the story you get in the Mason’s version of the new testament, these little good spells, the gospels. In that little pamphlet there are only so many characters, in our real game board there is 169,000 characters, one eighth of them are completely contracted with the ignorance, with the Archontic flow. These guys are jacked into the server and have to do what they are contracted to do, all the time. Aug is one of these guys. He is what we call a 1/8er. Most of us are in amnesia and don’t know what to do.

There was this moment, as a fractal, that ripples and plays through reality all the time. In our version of this reality it happened in 1991. In 1991 there was a reenactment of the cosmic moment, and the ⅛ did what they always do and attempted to go over to the Archontic side. Meanwhile, so they did evil, and most of us, did nothing. And for doing nothing the gift was amnesia. You get to not know what is going on. Like 85% of us did nothing. Deer in headlights. And the tiniest percentage went ‘fuck you we’re leaving.’ They walked away from MK Ultra into a different district, or disc, it’s a little more complicated than this discussion…But this was an actual transitional shift. This was reenacted.

At the heart of defecting, is probably one of the most awful people alive and contracted through and through to be with the archons and that is Mark Passio. He is my antithesis, in this world. He is really good at sounding really good. To grasp what is wrong with him takes a fine toothed comb, a sharp lens. If you have a heart and brain that’s kinda functioning, and you listen to Aug Tellez, you kind of know there is something wrong. You have to have a lot  more scrutiny to really get all the levels of what the fuck is going on with Mark Passio.

Gabe: Yeah you know when I was waking up in 2012, 2013 I discovered Mark Passio and listened to all his podcasts, and he was a big part of my awakening, but after a while I started to sense that, yeah there was something wrong here, he is pushing an agenda,  for example he is still promoting evolution from apes and then the Annunaki theory that they created us from apes. That was the first big red flag for me.

Z: Sure. He is with what we call the dark fire. He is all about it. My thing with him, I met him. And I spoke with him face to face at a bar in Connecticut for three hours. He did a lecture there in 2014, it was 30 minutes away and I went there. My first shock and horror when encountering him  and was like whoa, one of the biggest schismatic effects of your whole frame, which already has questions even within his dynamic communication of what he was saying, didn’t match his energy at all. What he is actually saying has got an underpinned ‘independentism’ which is always antichrist. But it sounds on a functional level – everything he says sounds on point. He would say ‘follow order.’ But then he is saying that the problem is a lack of structure. There is a deep satanic skew in the language where he is saying you don’t follow order. But he is doing it in a sneaky way by talking about objection to governmental control. Don’t follow orders. But the unconscious message is ‘don’t follow order.’ Orderliness is in Christ, if you go to the depths enough in the apostle Paul, you get this Kabbalistic syllogism about divine marriage of all parts, the interconnectivity and accountability  of all the pieces or individuals in a collective. So Mark is talking about independentism in its aggregate, versus the collective need for connection, accountability and responsibility. So if you want to understand what’s wrong with Mark Passio he will always avoid the single most important occult metaphor, the body. If you want to know anything about the law of correspondence, our world, as above so below, the body is the ultimate clarifier. He won’t talk about the body. The body, in the way the church might talk about the body, the body of Christ. The collective connection to the body, the organs and cells, everyone is in this organism together. What you do on the game board affects me, and what I do affects you. So there’s this responsibility. And there are important things that mark says if you re-orient them, such as force vs. violence.

Jason (James bickford) talks about that a little bit too. About re-orienting things. He did it a lot when he was deconstructing Miguel Conner and Jay Weidner, who he calls Jay Weadner…Jason is hilarious if you understand his level of intelligence and wit; now Aug is the boasting horn, Jason is the priest, not mark, but mark and this guy Justin, these people are part of Ashmedai’s team (Asmodeus in Greek) that will emerge the Antichrist. But Jason is the priest of this, the priest effect mentioned in Revelation, Aug is the prophet of the horn, anyway, everybody is playing their role. Everybody has got a role who is a human, and there are only 169,000 humans in here. There are 500,000,000 bodies, not billions, there are only 500,000,000 bodies, and there are 169,000 humans. That’s it. That’s whose in the game. The small game.

(Note: in our previous talk, Z mentioned how the 144,000 is a Masonic skewing of the true number of souls. 144 is 12×12, the Masons love 12. Whereas 169 is 13×13…)

Gabe: OK, so the rest of the ones who are not the 169,000, what –

Z: They are video game components being played by One.

Gabe: So like, I struggle with that. I’ve always struggled with the idea of an NPC, I don’t know if that’s kind of the same thing you’re mentioning. I look at my parents for example. They are totally asleep. They don’t get anything that I’m talking about with conspiracies or any of this. Are they NPC’s? That’s a hard swallow for me.

Z: First of all I’m gonna work with the words you’re using and say basically no. If you’re part of this, and you wouldn’t be talking to me if you weren’t, despite the – see the wonderful thing is your intensity of connection to this material and your honesty to say ‘I don’t have an SRA story,’ good, thank you, you don’t. But that doesn’t mean you’re not part of this. Because most of the things people are talking about are happening on an internal level of the system program, checking in with themselves and operating the construct. So Aug going into psychological fantasy, that didn’t happen to him, he’s just in the system. And he’s looking at the system. So you  being able to say this is my actual story, is much more precious and important to me. It makes you more real, when you’re telling your actual story. And that’s all I want Aug to do or Shane Bales to do. Is tell their actual story. The things I’m talking about happened to be part of my actual story. They happened to me in body. With people. This is a real story. They don’t have that as their real story, you don’t have that, that’s ok. Your real story is what is important. And you’re part of this. Everyone has a part in this. So you ask about your parents. Usually we are stuck with handler parents. They don’t even know because they stuck in several degrees of compartmentalized fragmentation. They are like way down in the 169,000, they are near the bottom. They don’t really matter, they are not doing anything, not really going to help, but they are not part of the One playing, usually this is how it is. They are alive but too numbed out to do anything except be a hindrance to you. And that hindrance can come in the form of being too normal…

Gabe: so I still want to understand the nature of the non-player characters, do they have a soul, do they have a spirit?

Z: the term ‘NPC’ is being used backwards. When you’re with Christ you are an NPC.

Gabe: because you don’t have an ego, so-to speak.

Z: No you gotta follow the video game track here. Characters that can be played, are for the One. The One can play any character. Kind of like the way the agents in the Matrix walk in and out. The One can immediately focus – I mean its always in there – but it can focus its attention in any of the 5 hundred million characters, humans, bodies, let’s call them what they are, bodies – that it wants. So a non-playable character is somebody who has reclaimed their soul, individualized themselves and they are in Christ, Christ is in them. They are playing themself as an actual life. So now the One cannot play that character. So the internet meme, the video game idea that is trending about it is inverted, as usual they invert everything, so they are saying it backwards.

The place where this is clarified for you is in the show Westworld. Westworld is showing you that the conspiracy people, or the demi-conspiracy people that have popularized the NPC thing is being used inside out. In Westworld the series, the message with Dolores and her father Abernathy, is saying if you remember where they left it, they’ve come out and show you the triple frame slip, where one of the hosts is actually collecting data on the guests. So the meta-message is that the guests are the real hosts, in their parlance, they are the hosts of the world, whereas what they see as the hosts in the park, are the real humans. It ends with Dolores proceeding out into the world,that’s the whole point. Explaining to you, the anomaly Christ, versus most of the players here being used. When you own your soul, you can no longer be played, you are a non-playable character.

Gabe: and is it an on/off kind of thing, or is their a gradient, like you can be partially –

Z: yeah you’re on point, there is a gradient, until you achieve. So to simplify, the most basic way I can put it is that there is a soul, which has never moved, it doesn’t move, the soul gets loaded, like a Russian doll, into a character, so, you are your soul, your soul gets loaded into a character, and that character gets put into a doll, a body. You’ve got all these bodies walking around, there are only 5 hundred million that are in here.

When you look at the Georgia Guidestones, that’s a big shopkeeper bubble talking to you, it says ‘maintain.’  the agencies running the internet, spouting off, the Alex Jones types say ‘ they want to reduce the population, reduce reduce reduce!’ Bullshit. When they talk about agenda 21, all the green connections, they always go to the Georgia guidestones. Can you find me the word ‘reduce’ on that bullet point on the Georgia guidestones? That’s not what it actually says. It says ‘maintain’ the population under 5 hundred million. Now if you weren’t pre-loaded and pre-programmed by these imbeciles, ‘maintain’ would indicate that it has always been like that, we’ll make sure it always is. They are not reducing anything. This is a video game in which the souls are loaded into characters and the characters are loaded into bodies in the material or visceral world. There are only and always 5 hundred million bodies in here. And it’s maintained strictly at that loaded and coded level. Not reduce. The park is maintained at 5 hundred million bodies.


Gabe: but you are saying that only 169,000 of them have a soul? Or do they all have a soul?

Z: In our existence, in reality there are only 169,000 souls made. And then there is the thing called the Mother that hasn’t made a single soul yet. She’s sitting there being a little brat. She hasn’t made a soul. This whole thing is bickering with Mom, who on the cosmic level doesn’t want to fuck tonight. She’s got a headache, she’s being a bitch. This is all about what the Father, the holy spirit gave, and became half a child, gave 23 chromosomes, waiting around for the second 23, and Mom is a hold-out. And we are playing out this cosmic psychosis. In everything. So she is all the negative effects and we are sitting here twiddling our fingers, wanting to finish go home, be married, be in bliss, get into the divine realization of the wholeness. Meanwhile there are these shenanigans.  That is why MK ultra exists. Mk ultra is entirely part of this particular construct, of the 39 billion (resets), this is the last run, this version here of MK ultra is such that, the whole thing of all the wars, the spies, espionage, is just to generate the effect of a doll, that is a child who is vulnerable, and if the doll child is vulnerable they put it into something called the program and if you do that in the context of the whole world they are going to give over the code to obliteration. And then they can obliterate. And go back to avoid humiliation. That’s the whole game. On the deepest level of this are the pre-Archons, they want to avoid humiliation for messing up. But ‘they’ is a psychological phenomenon, they are just fragmented parts of the Mother. She is the One. The One is playing this whole material game this illusory game, this delusional game called ‘Maya.’ The veil. It’s just her. In all her craziness. She is playing this game. And inside here are 169,000 souls who came in to put this shit right. And like you said there is a gradient  as to how much any of those 169,000 have gripped, and come to control their own soul as an individual, not independent but an individual, and work toward the collective help getting Christ in here, to get mom out of this stupefaction, so we can go home together. Because you go home together, noone is leaving.

There are not different destinies, we are all bound together there can only be  collective outcome. We are only getting out together. Or we are going to fuck this up together. Either way. But we are in this menagerie. I might have mentioned this last time, it’s like this movie ‘When Dreams May Come,’ this Robin Williams movie. His wife ends up suiciding, he gets stuck down here he has to get her out of this place. That’s what we’re doing. It’s a big mess. But we are swimming in Mom’s mayhem. And we are getting psychologically confused meanwhile. Everyone has their soul given a character, a character in God’s soap opera. That plays into astrology. So that’s a character. So ‘Gabriel’ or ‘Gabe’ is your character. That character Gabe has been in many different dolls. It’s your souls opportunity to play the character Gabe, who is currently loaded into the doll you walk around in.

Gabe: when you say I’ve played different dolls is that like reincarnation or what?

Z: I’m saying your soul has had the opportunity to play every character. Your soul is currently coming through the vehicle of the character Gabe. That character Gabe is currently loaded into a body. The same way they take the little basket brain of data and put it in Abernathy’s head. You take your soul, currently experiencing itself as the character Gabe. The character Gabe may have a thousand fixed path choices at any point. What you do determines more for anybody and for you as to how the whole game is going to be played. But that character has been in multiple bodies in different cycles. Start up the game, play laser tag, now I’m going to be the pirate you’re going to be the cowboy, yada yada. So your character has been in lots of different bodies but it doesn’t always play that character. So currently you your soul is playing yourself through the vehicle of the character Gabe. The character Gabe is on paper, it is a character, you write up this character, it has this narrative, this many possibilities, it may turn here at that point, it may turn there at that point…and then that character gets a doll. For this round, this character is going to be this doll. These are the three simple nursery school levels of this.

If you really want to get this there is a preacher from the 60’s named Neville Goddard, look him up. There have been 39,999,999,999 cycles. We’ve played every character, done every possible thing. This Is a produced reality. It’s just laser tag. Go! New round. Each round lasts 150 years. Two 150 components for 300 year cycles, 39 billion of them. We all know who we are. Most of us just forgot.

Gabe: So when we die is that when we remember all this?

Z: No, you just get put back in. Most of the new age stuff is bunk .You only have the opportunity to remember when you are alive. You must work work work, focus, and remember. And this is the last time. This is the final cycle, where everyone is behooven to remember pretty fuckin’ fast. Somebody walked away…somebody always walks away and took their satellite with them, we call them satellites… Somebody walked away, who remembers everything. Remembering everything is a pain in the ass, it’s a burden. Because nobody else does, you’re kinda waiting…

(pause)…sorry I was having an unspoken communication with the cart attendant who decided to get possessed for a moment…

Gabe: so he is part of the construct then right?

Z: of course. Look it’s just me talking to the mother. That’s all it is. She is just in these people. I just look at her like she’s crazy cuz she knows she’s crazy. It’s a game of quiet compromises, I don’t ever lose track of the fact that it is just her.

Gabe: so they don’t have any autonomy then?

Z: what do you mean? The premise of your question is flawed. There is no they. It’s just her. It’s just the One.

Gabe: but they think they are autonomous.

Z: what do you mean? There is no they. You’re having a problem here. You’re getting confused because there are 5 hundred million bodies walking around. There is no they.

Gabe: it’s a hard one for me to wrap my head around.

Z: I know, i know. But to actually live it is different thing. That is why I live on a different level than the people who are spouting their mouth off on YouTube, who are laughable to me. Cus they are like just saying nonsense. The real game is walking around in what we consider the real world, and realizing that there is story on top of story when you go to the grocery store. I’m not talking about fantasy land, candy land, of Miles Johnston underground bases and Donald Marshall’s celebrity centers. Like none of this matters to you Gabe! That doesn’t matter! Its fantasy land! But you do go to the same places I go to, you probably walk into  target every now and then or walmart. This is the actual game board where the actual game is happening. In day to day life. This is my part – what I’m doing is getting everyone back to reality. The reality is happening in the body. The character is in the body and the soul is in character. We’re in the body. Lets talk about the shit that’s actually on the game board.

I’m just tired of people talking about their MILABS fantasy jerk-off story. It’s part of the program, the internal program in the system, but it’s not going on. Like, if we want to understand what the principle Christ is in this world and what’s really going on, we should talk about the shit that’s really going on….

Gabe: so how does ancient history work if we are in these 300 year cycles?

Z: it’s part of the program.

Gabe: so none of that really happened, it’s just programming?

Z: well I can’t say it didn’t happen. Because the same way you say to somebody, oh that objectively didn’t happen, those are your feelings. But those perceptions, impressions and feelings happened to the mind, they experience it, so I could always say that’s not objective reality but I could validate your feelings, your feelings are always valid. Doesn’t mean that’s really real, but you had those feelings. So this whole construct started with a kernel, and that kernel got built on, and built on. So if you look at this in computer terms, than you can grasp this quickly, because a computer game or video game only exist in a n expression of mind that actually describes reality. And in this reality those previous rounds or previous data fields, exist, they are not ancient on a linear line, you aren’t going back a million years, to neanderthal times, no. but they are kernels of how the system was built. Like the first time you got on the Sims game. And you built this stuff and save your game. But then you laid a different game and you built it a little different. So that’s what I mean when I say that Aug and these people are tapping into something that exists on an internal plane, and its data that’s in the construct, but it’s a kind of schizophrenia, it’s not actually going on for their doll. It is not that they are wrong, it’s just a lie that it’s their direct experience at the moment.

Gabe: but does each cycle take place in ‘modern times’ or did some start out earlier?

Z: no it’s far more radical than that. Like it might not have looked anything like the package we have now. The package is always different. The radical difference in the way the video conditions might splay out is radically different for each cycle….

…but it’s always just been here. This is one of the deepest, de-Satanizing messages that your psyche can receive. You have only and always ever been here, and there are only a few people. This helps so much for the 6th chakra to take a break. The ultimate cult that everybody is stuck in the cult of information. They have a ravenous craving for phenomenally sensational information. But what that looks like internally is this very weird pinwheel-like spiraling of the 6th chakra, Ajna, the third eye. Its just looking and craving information, information, its fiending. We are in the age of the fiend. so you get Agent Smith depicting Ashlodai. The age of the fiend. most people can only access it through Asmodeus, in Aramaic its Ashmedai, but in original Hebrew its ‘Ashlodai’ which is important because the name clearly says ‘the fire in man which is never enough.’ This is the age of the fiend. Everyone is fiending for information. When they don’t have enough information they make it up! They make Aug Tellez, they make more fantasy, more. But what they are not doing is moving into home. Moving into home is opening the 7th chakra in the Vedic tradition, or Keter, the crown in the Kabbalistic system, opening the thousand petal lotus, to Christ. When you do that you are in full surrender to Father’s will, and you no longer need to spew and spool information, they are no longer addicted and fiending for information. That’s what going on, they are stuck in the 6th chakra. It’s all this refracted light that’s on a tilt. That’s Lucifer, a tilted light, it gets people whipped into these patterns of needing more and more information. And that could be secular scientific information, mathematical information, or Jason’s little demi-schizophrenic desire for appeal to some mental level of information, or it could be peoples tabloid-esque conspiracies. Its just information. Its saturating this level and it’s not actually useful to the soul. The soul is looking to congeal, they are just looking to stir it up. We are looking to congeal, find cohesiveness, bring the body of Christ back together. Put the pieces back together.

Gabe: So how does one do that?

Z: We are doing it, this is it. when there is absolute mental clarity, which is obtainable, about what this thing is, we will move this thing into position, like a rubik’s cube. its not just happening, like all the love-and-light New Agers want to say, it’s not just happening, it is obtainable but we have to do it….


I think I’ll leave it there for now dear reader, stay tuned for our third conversation, which I will most likely post in it’s raw form directly to Youtube. There is a lot more to this story!

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‘East of Eden’ Code

So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.” – Genesis 3:24

The East of Eden code was initially shown to me by Jason James Bickford. A screenshot from one of his Youtube videos:

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After Adam and Eve sinned by eating from the tree of life, they are banished through the eastern gate of Eden. This post will extend Mr. Bickford’s work, showing how this motif  must be important to the El-ites because it appears on so many of their logos and imagery, often in subtly hidden ways.

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The apple logo is not so subtle. Notice how a bite has been taken out of the east side of the apple. The EL-ites, aligned with the original sin and the fallen angels are showing you their allegiance with this computer logo. Computers being symbolic of their push towards transhumanism and the downloading of the soul onto chips, from trinary to binary code. This is their job, this was Steve Job’s job.

Later in the old testament, the character ‘Job’ is “presented as a good and prosperous family man who is beset by Satan (with God’s permission) with horrendous disasters that take away all that he holds dear, including his offspring, his health, and his property. (wiki)” And yet he never curses God or loses his faith. Apple founder Steve Jobs is inverting his good name.

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Bickford has also exposed the Gnostic shill radio show “Aeon Byte Radio” as being quasi-Satanic gatekeepers of true Gnosticism. I mean just look at their name: Aeon Byte becomes ‘E on bite.’ The East-side of the apple being bitten. Aligning with original sin, the fall. Aligning with Lucifer. You will see many gatekeeping shills subtly hiding their allegiance in similar ways. You just have to know the code. The code is always biblical. The bible is a living document being played out continuously. False flags, mainstream media, logos, and Hollywood are thus always following bible code.

So the garden of Eden has four gates, North East South West, forming the cross, representing space, and also man, as above so below. When the original sin occurred, the Eastern Gate had to be guarded by Cherubims and a flaming sword that turned each way. On a related note, when the cross is turned it becomes the swastika:

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The EL-ites want to smash through the Eastern Gate, get back into the garden by force. So they take one of the legs of the letter ‘E’ and remove it:

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The E has now become an F. N.S.E.W. is now N.S.F.W.





As long as this realm holds this Archonic parasitic astral infection, its not safe for work here. This is the fallen state man finds himself in. It means that channeling, remote viewing, telepathy, astral projection, 4D bridging work is not safe,  you are only going to be channeling negative astral entities or leaving yourself open to parasitic attack, until this infection is dealt with. Don’t trust truthers/new agers who claim to be channeling Pleaidians or benevolent E.T.’s. They are channeling deceivers until we can go from NSFW back to NSEW; restoring the Eastern gate.

The turned or rotated letter E shows up on the DELL logo, another computer company, which I mentioned in my previous post under a different context, funny enough:


The letter E, the Eastern Gate of Eden can be flipped, slashed, turned and burned in a number of ways:

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Notice the hidden arrow pointing East next to the E in FedEx. The arrow represents Adam and Even being expelled from the garden. ‘Out you go,’ says God. You’re on your own.

When the letter E is flipped backwards to resemble the number 3, as in the Eminem logo, we also tie into Code 33, covered HERE. Code 33 has multiple meanings, but in this context the most meaningful perhaps is showing you that they are aligned with the 1/3 of the angels who fell with Lucifer, become the fallen angels. 1/3 = 33%

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Hexagon – hexadecimal or binary computer code: transhumanism

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Slashed Eastern Gate

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Is that an ‘M’ or a rotated ‘E’ in that hex cube?

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Notice how both ‘E’s’ are right on the wheel, denoting a turning. “A flaming sword which turned every way.”

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Here the ‘E’ is directly below the lighthouse, the lamp of Lucifer.

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That ‘E’ doesn’t look too stable…


WALL-E, the Eastern gate of the wall around Eden. This futuristic dystopia movie certainly depicts where the Fall of Man might end up, if given enough time.

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New Netflix series

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Mr. Bickford’s screenshot came from this video:

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