Occult Themes in “The Haunting of Hill House”

Spot the “one eye bleeding” symbolism? Eye of Horus and all this implies. Also, being taken over by demons via trauma based mind control, eye socket penetration and/or possession. Her eyes are the lamps of the house, the light of Lucifer, and the third eye is dark, she is third eye blind (possessed). Her lamp eyes are also square, fixed on Earth, not oval or fixed on heaven. The windows are divided into 4 on either side, 4 + 4. Which is 8 total, and 8 represents infinity, and cycles, which play prominently into this show as a time loop or time paradox. Time happens not as a straight line but in bursts or moments jumbling all around you, like confetti raining down….

Divine marriage.

The tragedy in this Netflix show manifests when the Female side of God, in this case the Mother, wants to keep her kids forever isolated in the house, her bubble world. She attempts to poison them to preserve them as ghosts in perpetual youth and innocence, thus “protecting” them from the real world which she finds cruel and full of pain and sadness. The touching part is the father or Male side of God, who created the real world, with all its pain and sadness, is trying to convince her that there is beauty in the real world also. That there isn’t just pain. Only by taking the dive into the real can one learn to love, and experience true bliss. 

Why was Eve the one tempted by the snake? She fell first, and dragged Adam down with her. To connect to the story above, the snake is illusion. Separation. Her bubble world, represented in the show as the “tea room.” Behind the red door

This room is very special in the show, because we don’t see what is behind it until the very last episode. It opens to a different room, for each family member. For Luke its his treehouse, for Theo its her dance studio, etc. For the mother it’s her tea room in which the demon inside her finally takes over and she attempts to poison her kids. But would she have done that if not for the coercion from the demons haunting the house? What came first – her fear of life with all its risks, or the demons possessing her and playing up her fears? Perhaps we will know when we discover why Gnostic Sophia in her fall manifested the Archons.

In Philip K Dick’s novel “The Divine Invasion” we actually see an inversion of this Father-Mother dispute over their children, humanity. Father Yahweh is fed up with their hedonism and wants them destroyed in fiery judgement. The Shekhinah, the Female Half of God, intervenes on humanity’s behalf, having lived among them secretly, while God was, in the novel, being held prisoner on an alien planet. She later convinces him to see the beauty in humanity, the love that still exists there, albeit in fits and starts.

Choosing the dream over reality.

Inception (2010): The joyless dream of Christopher Nolan – the agony booth

But just like in “Hill House,” it’s the female character Mal from Inception who spends so much time in the dreamworld that she loses touch with the real completely. In fact she commits suicide when they finally return to the real world because she thinks that she is still trapped in a dream and wants to “wake up.” The male half of God, (played by Dicaprio) is trying to convince her otherwise. This is the usual Satanic Hollywood script being played out again and again in our psyches; that the Female Half of God is not to be trusted, that she is really the Demiurge/Lucifer seducing mankind into her web of deceit, her pseudo-reality, her transhumanistic fantasy world where everything seems hunky dory but in fact you are in a simulation. Locked out of Source world. I believe something like this is indeed being attempted. But it’s being done on the individual level. Even if we are “in a dream within a dream,” what happens here matters for your Soul. And you can choose the real over the false at any given moment. These are states of Being, not actual realms or places that Gods can lock you in or out of. (Consider how demon-possessed Thom Yorke of Radiohead sings of “trapdoors that you can’t come back from.”)

“There are doors that open by themselves
There are sliding doors
And there are secret doors

There are doors that lock
And doors that don’t

There are doors that let you in
And out
But never open
But they are trapdoors
That you can’t come back from”

The way out of Hell has always been available to one who begins in training their own mind. There are secret doors…

 The Magician and the High Priestess

In the first and second cards of the Tarot deck we see this male/female symbolism in another light. According to Paul Case’s “Wisdom of Tarot” The Magician is self-consciousness (or waking consciousness) and the High Priestess is Subconsciousness. The subconscious mind is perfectly amenable to suggestion from the conscious mind and will grow the seeds supplied it. Thus she represents multiplying, fecundity. So careful what inner dialogue you tell yourself. You can manifest great changes by realizing that by praying, meditating, or talking to God is also talking to the subconscious. The magic is in the magician training the high priestess. 

Why Hugh Never Goes In The Red Room - Hill House Theory

And the show is called Hill House and centers on a haunted house. Well the magician card corresponds to the Hebrew letter “Bet” (B) which means tent, abode, or house. The magician builds the real house. The Father builds, but can only use materials supplied by the garden of the subconscious. He sets the intention, she multiplies it into manifestation, and together they make the third thing, the Christ child, Horus, humanity.

The Magician (Tarot card) - Wikipedia

That is why he is under an arbor, a dwelling (House – “Bet”). The roses growing down from the arbor being the fruit of the garden, the proper training of one’s own subconscious mind. The full flowering of the creative feminine intuitive right brain when directed by the concentration and will of the magician, mastering the four elements on his table…

Eve is evil.

So by hiding the mysteries and the true symbolism of the occult and perverting it in the way the Hollywood wizards have done, we can paint the picture in the masses heads of the Female Half of God being to blame and thus reinforce the male-dominator, left brained, positivist, top-down, agnostic approach to society, ethics, religion, finance and so-on. Kill the imagination, kill the subconscious. Provide seeds that will grow in the priestesses garden as weeds of fear, pain, hate, mistrust, agoraphobia, nihilism, laziness, apathy, etc. etc. etc. Don’t teach the mysteries. But inundate man with them subliminally, and twist the meaning around 180. So use the appropriate symbols but everywhere backward, upside-down and through a glass darkly.

Programming script: Father is absent, and most likely going to destroy man for his sins. Mother is schizo, lost in her dream and bipolar. Not to be trusted. With these two poles, where does man go? Of course he leaves the right brain completely and we get the population of sheeple you see before you today, not questioning anything, docile.

Time loops.

The “bent neck lady” is her from the future. Hill House is HH – 88 the time loop number (think about Back To the Future). The little girl is haunted by the bent neck lady who turns out to be her from the future (she dies in her twenties when she returns to the house and is visited by the Mom’s ghost who tricks her into hanging herself from the banister.) 

Netflix is full of these time loop/time paradox shows now. See the work of Bob Schlenker and Aaron Hermann for more on this. I admit I can’t claim to know what all the hidden time loop symbolism means. But the patterns are there, and can be tracked – a detailed and consistent picture does emerge. For example usually the year 2012 plays heavily into the time loop symbolism. Shows to watch: Dark, The Magicians, The OA, Fringe, 12 Monkeys, Looper, The Good Place. 

The Good Place features time loops and where God is a woman wanting to destroy mankind which she deems a failed experiment. Michael, featured above left, is a demon who falls in love with man and intervenes on man’s behalf to not have him destroyed. So we have Michael the fallen angel, who is redeemed – Lucifer the good guy. God the bad guy tyrannical Yahweh, here played by a woman – actress Maya Rudolph of SNL. Notice how she is the judge. Orange hair like Judge Judy – Judas, betraying Jesus.

Now bear with me here because its going to get even weirder: Maya Rudolph also depicted Kamala Harris on SNL. (Kamala Harris is being rumored by many to be our next president after Joe Biden dies in office.) Like Obama, they like their stooges to be mixed race to “unite the peoples.” And I was just connecting her in another piece of writing to the High Priestess card. ‘Kamala‘ is the camel. The camel symbol in the occult comes from the Hebrew letter “Gimel” which is associated with the High Priestess card. Because again, we are talking about the subconsciousness and camels can bridge that great desert divide like the subconscious can bridge great spans of time due to its ability of perfect recall. Metaphors for the subconscious include lakes, bodies of still water, and mirrors, because these are perfect reflections of Self. When you meditate you still the ripples of thought and the reflection comes through clearly. Camels are known to survive on little water for long periods of time. Gimel is G, featured heavily in Freemasonry.

Maya Rudolph receives hint she's wanted back on 'SNL' - CNN
Kamala Harris as V.P. Pick Could Mean More Maya Rudolph on 'S.N.L.' - The  New York Times

Kamala Harris or “camel harassment” is a perfect mirror of liberal America, with her vague ethnicity, like Obama. We can all see something of ourselves in her. But of course, since she is an Illuminati puppet, this reflection is going to be used against us in their war on humanity. During her presidency we will see our rights taken away like never before in their final rush bid for New World Order. So they get America to trust in what PLM predicts as the modern day Whore of Babylon, the scarlet woman: Kamala with the red hair, like Maya Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer, who of course plays the Unforgiving Judging God in “The Good Place,” bent on hitting the reset button and going all apocalypse on mankind. 

PLM writes, “After Biden dies soon Kamala Harris is the Next President of America and the aid to the Beast of the book of the apocalypse aka Revelations. So shall it be.”

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How to Watch Truthiracy Videos

The events of the 2012 Aurora Colorado theater shooting turned me on to conspiracies. From there it was discovering other false flags, Sandy Hook, and looking back at 9/11 with new eyes. But all that is like packing your bags and going to the airport. I actually got on the plane by 2014, wholly immersed in this underworld behind the mainstream veil or spell. It was no longer a conspiracy for me but something real and provable. But I would say that even then I was on the plane but not flying yet. It wasn’t until around 2017 or 2018 that I had, looking back, what I would call a true “awakening” to use a term being bandied about in the alternative media. The plane took off and flight was achieved when I realized, deeply, that all of reality, not just the manufactured Illuminati events, were fabricated, by a supremely intelligent esoteric Divine Mind of some sort. 

Many people get hung up on this point. They see that false flag events and scripted news line up with astrologically and numerologically significant events, but fail to realize that the whole shebang is a kind of scripted reality. We’re in a funhouse. 

This is ‘the Matrix.’ But careful at this point, because it is easy to fall for the trap of the Matrix as ONLY being a demonic realm that WE got sucked into by a SADISTIC Being intent on inflicting SUFFERING and looshing off our soul energy. 

It’s not, it’s a realm. And we are here for a specific purpose. And that is clearly to learn the esoteric symbols, and live according to the wisdom inherent in the teachings of Nature and the natural symbols or archetypes which, once codified, script our language, our alphabet, our customs and holidays, our readings of the stars and cycles of planets and so forth.

You discover that these things codify into your own life, that you were born at a specific time to harmonize with your Soul’s development, that moments in your life start to align with your inner world, synchronistic events increase.

You can’t just scratch at the surface and look only at how the Illuminati somehow use ancient archetypal symbols from Egypt, Sumer, Rome, Greece in how they run our world today through finance, entertainment, religion and education edifices. That is giving this “elite group” too much credit. It’s scripted so perfectly and eloquently like that because it’s God playing both hats: God and Satan. That isn’t to say there aren’t real bad people doing horrific things like controlling the masses and keeping them herded, it’s just that they themselves have been caught up, swept up into something much bigger than them.

So youtuber Truthiracy or Christopher Lords is one of these paid Disseminators of Esoteric Information which is of a deep import today – it’s the stuff they won’t teach you in school – but it has to come to us through Chris’s slant of “these Gods are fake fakity fake.” The guy is basically Atheist. Giving us this beautiful divine knowledge, but presenting it as something that ancient civilizations just thought up in their ignorant ponderings upon the stars and shifts of the seasons, etc. No God necessary. 

I can’t swallow this hypothesis. 

Watch his videos on mute, if you have to. Just the pictures.

And pair them up with a good study of Santos Bonacci and Bill Donahue. They will put “Christopher Lords” (if that is even your real name) into perspective.

I’ve seen his ‘Bull God of The Bible‘ series about 10 times and am still getting new things from it:

So thank you Chris, or whoever is behind you, I learned alot from your videos and saw through your bull shit.

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Esoteric Structure of the Alphabet – Part 3

Yod is the 10th letter. Shaped like a bent flame. Also can look like a one, or a dot. A center point, the bull’s eye.

10 is known as the completion number. 5+5,  man + woman, the  twin flame/twin pillars to bring about a third thing, the holy trinity. Stability in three, in geometry triangles are very stable objects.

Man is 5.

Four limbs and a head, the pentagram.

The hand has five fingers. The paleo-Hebrew pictograph for Yod is a hand and arm.

The tetragrammaton pictographic meaning. Predicts Jesus nailed to cross.

The hand as a symbol means Man. In spanish hand is MaNo. Latin, MaNus. MaN is an MN water/matter word. Ironically a feminine word. Because it is the Goddess who fashions our bodies from her clay. Father AB breathes air and fire into her water and earth, warming the blood and the bones.

The Goddess in Egypt was Nut, where we get night, and nox, she is all things dark, earthly, aNiMalistic. Whereas Father AB is all things light, hot, fiery, and rules the sunny day.

He is the sun/son because the Father and Son are one. Once you’ve seen Jesus, you’ve seen the AB. Abraham, the patriarch. 

But the Goddess is night, and she is naught, she is negation, you see. If the sun is ON she is Off. She is thus the moon and the horny horns of the Taurus Bull. Known as Anu, or Hathor, she is the cow who jumps over the moon.

The union of the two polarities is found in the UNGulate. That’s why we see so many hooved and horned animals in the Zodiac. These are the ANGels. The color spectrum formed from light ANGles.

The torus field is shaped like a bull’s head and rings like a bell.

For she is the “AN” – the sky bull taurus toroidal donut, and the masculine “G” caps the bull, (making it capable), which gives us “AN-G.” Which limits the sine wave into a ringing sound. Gong!

Thus the ‘Ang’ is a holy occulted word. It means Mother-Father, like ANKH, of which it is derivative. The ankh symbol combines the male cross with the female circle. The diving of spirit into flesh, the incarnation in a soul’s journey as it strives towards eternal progression.

All this is shown by the bent flame of Yod – 10 

The original impulse of God blowing fire into creation.

Yod makes the ‘Y’ sound. He is Yah. Yahweh. Jehovah.

The letter H speaks to him as well. The breathy air. The fiery hiss.

H in Hebrew is “Heh” and the glyph means ‘window.’ Because through this symbol set of the tetragrammaton and YaH, we are given a window into his mind. The mind of the Creator. 

But the work must be done here. In Her world. Through her eyes, the fleshy eyes of water, matter, blood and brain. To connect both worlds, the micro and macrocosms. 

1 and 0. 

The twin flame 101 Bi-Bulls. The parables. 

Jesus always spoke like that, talking to the right brain.

The EL is the line, (lower case l) the pillar, the Aleph, the one, and also the ten, drop the zero and the Father and Son are one. Yod. Completion.

But you cant really drop the zero because the zero is itself another pillar, although this one bent into a circle, representing Eternity, and cycles. In cycles we can have BALaNce; another holy word that combines Father “AB” and Mother “AN” with “L” in the middle giving us a stance, a cornerstone. 

How they’ve perverted the symbols?

Sex-magic words of power in weaponry.

The ankh becomes the bulky tANK, spitting missiLes of EL.

 The ang becomes the fang of the serpent. Spitting poison.

The BULLets flying. Through cYLinders of EL.

The torus/taurus becomes turrets, torrents of terrible torpedos.

The bull becomes bull shit. Angus beef. Red Bull. Degraded to energy drink status.

But that’s the 10, or the 101 – the window into Yod, the hand, with its 5 + 5 fingers, (I’ve never seen them fing…). The MaNos, Man, with his NaMe and NuMber.

The Yod is in the word “eYes,” which are windows into the Soul. The eye – I. But the eye by itself is unbalanced it needs to be constantly bending into a circle. 10. I AM that I AM. The bent flame of balance, Yod, upon Eternity.

So Yod and ANG, connect to the same symbol set as the Egyptian “Ankh” root, which gives us THANK, as in thank you for reading. From the stable (male-female) ankh we get ankle, stabilizing the leg and foot, anchor, stabilizing a boat. We get words like branch, bronchi, of course, the 101 or the 11 twins are always branching into 5 + 5. Two hands two feet, 10 toes 10 fingers.

Looking at just the 0 alone, without 10 we were talking about this Nut Goddess of night, Not, Naught, 0, unbalanced to the left, the dark, we get words like hex, from the root Hecate, the Goddess of witchcraft and magic. The zero shape, is the stirring of her cauldron, the witch with her aNiMalistic, shaMaNic practices. She is MN, ruler of the waters, brewing her brew. But she can only cook with the heating flame of the sun, Father AB.

In the bible the “red sea” is talking about the blood. Because Mother Mem Nun is salt water and the blood has a high sodium concentration as well.

But you see, through her watery chaos can be implanted the seed/fish/activity/life, again the incarnation of spirit, into a suitable vessel.

And Moses with his staff splitting the red sea, the phallic, the propulsive fire spirit seeding matter, and then the final deliverance into Heaven, the Israelites reaching the land of milk and honey, (which is also code for pineal gland activation). But for the Israelites it wasn’t finished; and many of us are still wandering in the desert eating MaNNa. 

The shepherd’ staff is shaped like a J, a hook. You get hooked by matter. Mesmerized by the witches spell. The red blood becomes tainted. The fall happens. You get words like Joker, and Judas and judged and jipped and jeopardized. You find Jack always stuck in-a-box.

But that same hook, is the pictograph of the Hebrew Lamed, the staff goad, EL. The Lamed is the 12th letter, the first in the second set of 11 for a total of 22, and also represents control and striving towards.

The L is the location where Saturn-El the bull God meets with ANU the horny moon cow sky Goddess – the baLanced LeveL scaLe, where those two meet we get the ankh, the ankle/anchor, the cross and the circle combined. Where those two meet we get the ANG, as in ANGular momentum, BANG, the big bang, her milky way. We get b-ANK, you store things in a bank, because the sex magic union of opposites creates spiritual capital. 

By the way, money and finance words all come from water. A river-BANK. Liquidated funds. Cash flow. Or money points to her bull goddess archetype – gold bullion, bills, stocks (live-stock), and of course when you don’t have exact bills you have to get CHANGE (ang).

An anchor sINKs.

The fall into matter.

Parabola. Pair of bulls. Parables.

The L always pairs with MN. In Hebrew it’s the same order – Lamed Mem Nun. The hebrew word for water is Mayim.

L is when the parabola is at it Lowest point. It’s LeveL. BaLance. It represents Earth level: ground floor. The L’s right angle also crops up in the square symbolism in Freemasonry. The square is Earth and water, the compass is Heaven and fire. 

LMN…O (water)

X…YZ. (fire)


Our protagonist found that he had an affinity for sym-BULLS. He would let them swim around in his mind, and took comfort in them. Where two symbols light up, a connection is made.

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Esoteric Structure of The Alphabet (Part 2)

We are continuing with our study of Alvin Boyd Kuhn’s seminal work (pictured above), a tiny volume of 44 pages that is never-the-less breathtaking in its scope.

There is a code, a pattern to study in the alphabet (both in Hebrew and English and most likely in many other languages as well) which will reveal great insights into nature, God and the soul.

In part one we introduced the concept of fire (spirit) into water (matter) as the base fundament through which the letters and their positioning are born and shaped and worded.

Fire is AB, Father God who art in Heaven. Abba, ABraham. The Breathe of God. Abre, means, ‘to open,’ in Spanish. Because AB is the opening or the diving of the spiritual fire in the waters of Matter to create the physical vessels and forms here on Earth where souls (fire) can come in and express themselves.

Water is MN – Matter, Mother, Material, Mundane realm. It is here that the souls differentiate and get their NaMe.

This naming process, is symbolized by the Hebrew letter Yod, whose symbol is ‘hand.’ The hand (spanish: Mano, French: Main, Latin: Manus) is thus a symbol for the MaN getting his NaMe, the completion number 10 being the gematria value for Yod as well. 10 fingers with both hands, your two MaNos.

Kuhn writes, “In the upper realm souls are not sufficiently individualized to deserve specific names; here soul gets its proper NaMe. The fate allotted to each soul by karmic desert comes out to manifestation here below; it is therefore the soul’s NeMesis. The soul here is under law, the Greek NoMos. A section of terrain of a nation was by the Egyptian termed a NoMe. Since, matter, like type-symbol water, is, from the philosophical view of reality, nothing, the Egyptian base-root of the letter N, whose hieroglyph was seven waves of water, along with the primal deific trinity Nu, Nun, Nut, gives us all the words expressing Negation: no, not, neither, nor, none, nil, nix, (German: nichts), Latin nox (night), our night, deny, neuter, never, nay….As man is cut off from Deity here below, he is in Greek MoNos, alone. Also he is a MoNad. Perhaps MoNk is one who is alone, not united to the female counterpart.”

The AB starting flame and MN middle matter/water motif can go on and on. It’s a good place to start. For we see another derivation of this with the letter that comes right before MN – L.

In Hebrew the letter L is Lamed, also positioned in the middle, with MN, thus the Light iLLuminating Matter, but also notice the glyph for Lamed is a hook, shaped like the letter J.

Because light getting trapped in matter can feel like JaiL. The MooN, is also Luna. It’s crescent J is where you get hooked in, caught like a fish on a fishing hook. Notice how the J and L play with each other.

Keep in mind that the Hebrew word “EL” is a name for Deity. These patterns when interposed and juxtaposed will open many doors into the occult.

For example, Jesus was hooked or hoodwinked by Judas. The J is always the hook that attracts the Light of EL (Jesus, the Son/Sun) to the RoMaNs, (MN) Matter, material, MuNdaNe realm.

A whole study can be done on how EL or the light/fire plays with MN: our souls are here to LearN, spirit LeaNing into matter. The hook of EL works like a NaiL. Jesus nailed to the cross.

Understanding the Tetragrammaton

The tetragrammaton Yod Hey Vav Hey is depicted in glyph form is hand – window – nail – window. The hand of God, the light of Heaven, the spirit, going through a window, differentiating into souls that get their name by being nailed to the cross of matter, we get hooked, we LearN, and ultimately we get Judged, if we want to go back through the second window, through the looking glass back to Eternity; both differentiated – NaMed, but also now reunited with Source, with the Creator.

And that is all typified in the Yod, shaped like a bent flame, “the candle flame bent by a puff of air to denote the original impulse of God’s mind on the flame….” Kuhn writes.

The fact that Yod is 10 shows you that this whole process, though seemingly messy and full of Eve-ILL, it has always been perfect in the mind of God, because 10 is the number of completion, perfection. We just can’t’ see it yet, the whole picture.

One final riddle: Yod makes the same sound as the English letter ‘Y.’

Because it’s the answer to the philosophical question, “Why?”

And the letter ‘Y’ is shaped like a fork in the road because its that initial branching of Unity in Source to Duality in Spirit/Matter, which is at root an illusory bifurcation, in the MiNd of MaN. Again in that watery world of MN, only there do we get this duality, this evil EVE, this feminine earthly matter, the not, the Nox, the black, the negation – 0.

1 is all road, no split. no Y, no reason to ask, “why?”

The earthly realm (0) of MaNos, the Maze, is ultimately Sophia drowning, until the light of gnosis is reached, the Kabbalistic correction is made.

Because ultimately that treasure is down there at the bottom of the sea. You gotta’ go fishing. The treasure is Eternal Life.

Update – Part 3

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A Northern California Update.

Our forests are burning, have been for the past several years around Autumn, and are going to continue to burn. This is all part of their plan. It was in the books for years. As it was in the days of Noah so shall it be in the coming days of man. Fire and plagues raining down upon man. Whether this year’s series of freak lightning storms are a result of weather modification warfare or not remains to be seen. But in previous years in the Santa Rosa area we definitely saw evidence of laser attack or some kind of Directed Energy Weapon (DEW), high-tech arsonists at large.

I have also heard rumor of aluminum and other heavy metal micro-particulates popping up in California forests and grassland soil which was not present before, most likely being part of the cocktail sprayed by chemtrail flyovers. These particulates of course being highly flammable. Fireman in this area have been quoted as saying they’ve never seen fires like this before in their 20 year careers. Flames that leap into the sky and cross great distances at mighty speeds. Because it’s unnatural folks.

And it started early this year. It’s like they’re not even waiting until September October November anymore, the ember fire months to do their ritualistic burning. The Fall harvest sacrifice rituals of antiquity being played out again in loosh-harvesting mega-ritual. And the blue pillers plugged into CNN in my area all blaming the fires on global warming thereby being rendered impotent to impact real change.

I feel like I’ve stepped into a post apocalyptic novel.

In Octavia Butler’s 1993 novel “Parable of the Sower ” we have a post apocalyptic scenario, the rich with their tech have long since abandoned the populace to hole up in their heavily guarded island oases. Survivors of societal, financial collapse are living in walled enclaves – if they are lucky – to avoid the cities which are overrun by anarchy and gang warfare. There is a new experimental drug on the streets that makes flame an almost erotic experience, creating arson cults that threaten the lives of the protagonist and her family.

In Lemony Snicker’s children’s books “A Series Of Unfortunate Events,” we have the Baudelaire orphans the target of a group of arsonists led by count Olaf. Their parents died in such a fire.

Just to name a few.

The reality of the real criminal arsonists and liars and puppeteers is much more complicated. Earlier I used the term “unnatural” for these fires and yet this is not quite true. Remember, the psychopaths at large are simply following out cosmic protocol. They themselves are puppets for God. Earth is a difficult place of testing. This is the end of the Iron Age and its going out in flames. It turns out if man does not suffer and is not put under strain, he will stagnate. 

The ten plagues raining down upon us at this time show that the bible was written as a warning for our age, and a clue for overcoming it. We must be the Israelites escaping bondage (material attachment – Egypt, the lower chakras). The fire and constant threat of viral disease are a wake up call to act, to admit that you have been a slave and will continue to bow to your master until you take your power back. 

“The instant you take control, interesting things will start to happen to you.” – Dirk Gently

The covid virus and the increasing fires and smoke in the air are a burning away, forcibly, of all material attachment, and a stripping down to the bare essentials. What do I need to survive? What do I need to stay with God? To stay sane?

You know, Kabbalah has a good teaching where everyday you must live and act in two (seemingly) contradictory ways. One, you must live as though God is acting through you at all times and you cannot possibly do what is considered “outside the will of God.” But second, you must also live as though you and only you is steering your life and your ship, second by second, through a chaotic stream where pre-destiny and fate do not exist, where the future is written by tiny decisions in the present totally dependent on your personal will.

So is it chaos and anarchy and entropy that rule our world? Or is it all happening in the mind of God, according to It’s perfect and divine eternal plan? Well, both, at the same time, you must reconcile those opposites in yourself, and be satisfied with a coincidentia oppositorum.

Because you see, if you polarize to one belief over the other, you end up either killing God, or killing the Self.

So when I get up in the morning I know that I HAVE to be the one to live my life, noone else is going to do it for me. But at night when I go to bed I know that God lived that day the whole time and that it was all pre-written as another way for the Creator to know Itself through its Creation. The fractal mirror of consciousness, the great mystery of the atomic structure of the One Mind or Ego.

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Esoteric Structure of the Alphabet – Alvin Boyd Kuhn

The book shows how the alphabets were designed to depict the central occult theme of fire (spirit) into water (matter).

Spirit into flesh.

Then back to spirit,

Forever changed by Her Waters.

And so in Hebrew we have the first letter Aleph (A) – Fire

Mem, Nun, (M,) and (N) are in the m-iddle of the alphabet, that’s water, matter, marine….

The Hebrew word for water is Mayim. And the glyph for ‘Nun’ is the fish. (That is why Jesus was a fishers of men).

The second to last letter of the Hebrew alphabet is Shin (SH) like the sizzle of a fire.

Fire in water, fire out. Fire to begin all alphabets, water in the middle and fire at the end, this is the pattern, as we shall see.

The two opposing forces of fire/water yield a third, a product, or yield, and this is the Holy Spirit. This is the ‘second birth’ of man becoming like God, being born again, stepping into your Eternity field, having been through the densest dregs of materiality, matter, and its swampy watery depths.

I almost drowned in Her Waters. But in the end my soul was saved and baptised in fire, the second birth to the Kingdom of Heaven.

Fire in, fire out. 

It’s also the Riddle Of The 101, the two bulls or the Bi-Bull.

But that particular line of coding is already fleshed out in the Astrotheology section of this blog. Now let’s examine,

The Key of the Three Fires

These three aforementioned transition states of fire or spirit are found in the Hebrew alphabet as the three flames – or three Yods.

Yod is the flame of eternity, the central pillar of the 1, blowing in the wind.  The flame is bent by the breath of God, breathing life into Creation. Marking the beginning of linear time.

Yod is also the 10th letter, the number of completion. Made up of ‘one’ (fire, pillar of male propulsive spirit energy), and ‘zero’ (water, negation, womb, birth, matter, cyclical).

To yield a third. This is your basic trinity.

This is shown with the letter Shin, at the end of the alphabet. It’s shaped liked Three Yods, connected by a central bar.

Fire in the middle, Yod, the three fires of Shin at the end, and sure enough, at the beginning we have the first letter Aleph:

Which is none other than Two Yods, one flipped upside down, the two connected by a slash or dividing line. This represents the state of duality man is in, when fire/spirit has met water/matter. The soul incarnates and has to work its way out of matter back to Source, but everything is all topsy-turvy and backwards and flipped here, (we see through a mirror darkly), because noone knows where we came from or where we’re going, save perhaps that Jesus fellow…hmm but I digress.

Thus we have the three fires of 

Yod               Aleph                    Shin

(Y)                 (A)                        (SH)

Speaking of Jesus, YASH-ua’s very name may be embedded in this.

And looking at us in those letters is the word ‘ash,’ another fire word. 

The (F) in f-ire and the (SH) sounds are similar tonally and are the sound of water being dumped on fire, or vice versa: fffsshhfshshfshsh

Fire into water makes ASH – Earth, Matter, rock and soil.

It also creates gas, AIR bubbles that separate the matter and add depth and density and space. Thus the other two elements, air and earth, act to temper the flame and heat the water. This moderation of the hot and cold opposing forces builds the bodies, the vessels of organic life. The water being sea water in the occult symbolizes the blood. The salts of the blood, the RED SEA.

But even these tempered forms of organic matter, these bodies, are all transitory, ever moving.

Form allows spirit (fire) a vehicle with which to see itself in a mirror, as an individualized atomic spiritual Entity in relation to its Creator.

When the form of the body has run its course, the soul returns to the spirit realm, back to fire, the body to ash, dust to dust. But the memories and experiences remain as the very clothing of the soul as it works its way through karmic attachments and so forth, as it continues to grow and purify before its ultimate union with the Source, the Godhead of which we are all co-eternal, like a fractal prism of consciousness. There is the Big Kahuna on top who knows all and cannot be known, and then there are souls like us who share in this One Mind, but are struggling to know and integrate more and more of It, in an ultimately endless quest for greater understanding and merging with the One.

That is all that exists in the universe. The occult is simply the science of these two things – the light and the vessels. The light of the Creator, which is made of the desire to bestow pleasure on his Creation, and the vessels, souls, bowls, that can, to greater or lesser degrees, take in the light. Too much light blinds. Not enough light alienates and deprives.

But thats enough to go on for now.

One more closing tidbit – the letter H is the breathe of God, like Yod. But in Hebrew the glyph for ‘Heh’ means ‘window.’ With the hhhhhhbreathing of God into Creation, souls are given windows into the mind of God.

And thus Abram becomes AbraHam.

And Sara becomes SaraH. As two souls who gained this awakening.

AB-Ram of course being heavily coded as well, with the A-B 1,2 fire, water ((B)irth canal) and the Ram being Aries the first sign of the zodiac, and a fire sign. The initial plunge of fire into water, the charging of the ram, male energy,  which, when it hits water, female energy, it (B)ranches out to form the Tree of Life.

Taoist saying:

Once you learn the esoteric roots of the letters, many words will start to pop out at you and tell their hidden stories. You could spend ages decoding and demystifying words in this way. The alphabet was left behind by God, like the Tarot, and the Torah, and the Bi-Bulls, to provide a means to wake up and remember his Divinity, and the divinity of your very soul.

“By means of the twenty two letters, by giving them a form and shape, by mixing them and combining them in different ways, God made the soul of all that which has been created and all of that which will be.” – Sepher Yetzirah (Kabbalah)

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An Argument Against Reincarnation Theory – Thomas Burgoyne

In his treatise, The Light of Egypt, Thomas H. Burgoyne, secretary of the Hermetic Order of Luxor, discusses the afterlife, soul evolution, and the origins of evil. In this Hermetic system, which opposes in many ways the views of the Theosophical Society ala Blavatski, or what he calls ‘Esoteric Buddhism,’ reincarnation or the multiplicity of human births on Earth is a false teaching. Your evolving soul (which is part of an even greater Divine Ego), only gets one human life on Earth, and then after death one faces their own self-generated karma in the astral realm, in the hopes of evolving spirally upward to greater states of Being, the final goals being immortality of Soul and reunion with your Twin Soul which is the completed spiritual state of the Angel.

Origins of Evil

However it is not guaranteed that the differentiated soul survives their karma. Souls too corrupt and wicked, who turn their back on Deity (not based on ignorance, but knowingly), are unable to face their karma post-death, which swirl around them like a trapped nightmare for thousands of years. Guilt and shame like fire burning their soul.

The earlier distinction is important here. One result of the astral realm in such a sorry state is ending up as like a child. The other, for the truly wicked, is a devolving into an animal – these ones then become absorbed into the animal soul of the planet, called the Dark Satellite, the 8th Orb in our chain or the Orb of Death. This is their temporary abode as they await Oblivion – dissolution back into Source, back into the In-breath of Brahman. A sleeping, and a forgetting. 

Note that while their soul fails to achieve immortality, the Divine Ego of which even their soul is but one half, never dies and cannot die as it was not created in time (a-temporal, a-tomic), and is thus co-eternal with Deity.

Meanwhile, the black magicians here on Earth get their occult power by acting as mediums for these Once-men, those now dis-incarnate spirits from the 8th Orb (currently close in its ellipse, to Earth), , who have devolved to the level of animal, albeit an animal with cunning intelligence. A hunter-animal. But the cunning is all geared towards self-preservation – the reptile fight-or-flight, which is why are often mistaken as reptilian aliens by the too-literal alt. media.

The 8th Orb in our planetary chain actually represents the animal-soul of Earth. Look at the viciousness of predators in nature and you will get a sense of the orientation of these entities we are up against.

How the Life Wave Works, Involution and Evolution

This is also called the transmigration of Souls. From what I can glean from Burgoyne’s writings, once the Biune Twin Souls bud off from their Divine Ego they each go through 7 State changes in 7 rounds of a Life wave or cycle within a Planetary Chain. These states are: spiritual, celestial, astral, mineral, vegetable, animal, and lastly, human. The soul in its quest for differentiation and complexification gets involved with lower and denser states of Matter (involution) – the densest being the mineral state. From there it begins its evolutionary climb back up to spirit through the vegetable, animal and the human state (the last state clothed in matter). 

The twin souls separately undergo each of these 7 states on different planets in our chain (the classical 7 planets or Elohim of astrology – Saturn, Jupiter, Mars, Sun, Venus, Mercury, Moon). Each planet leaves their mark on the Soul, which is why Astrology works. Before we arrive on Earth in our human state (the midway point between the spiritual and material arches of the wave) we undergo countless incarnations in lesser or more simple states, on the other 7 celestial bodies, all in preparation for the human form. The reason why the birth chart is such an accurate rendering of the personality of the individual is because we are born at a time which will harmonize with our growth and development that was achieved on the other planets prior to this earthly life. We are not shaped by our birth chart, rather the birth chart is a record of our development thus far, and a roadmap for further evolution in certain areas.

Rest assured that you have been born in the precise time and location, race, and family to provide the best chance of harmonizing or rounding out your latent soul qualities. 

After our human life, our fleshly reincarnations stop. “Once and only once,” says the holy law of Nature. After this our rebirths will occur in the realm of Spirit. 

The 3 Duads

From The Light of Egypt:

Our human physical life on Earth is actually only the first of 3 States or Duads. The second duad is the Astral realm, and the third is the Realm of Pure Spirit. Only by the 3rd Realm is immortality of the soul assured, because one must first past through the purgatorial Astral realm. Here is where your karma is faced. Karma is not an active force that affects change on Earth, as the Theosophical Buddhists and many others claim. It is a passive force that builds up in each individual as a moral record of their lives. Upon death, one faces all their demons, repressed memories, fears and attachments, and must conquer them. The demons are self-generated, there isn’t a God doing the punishing. God is only in charge of upholding the eternal perfect laws. The Boundless One speaks to your conscience through your Divine Ego. If you followed and listened to your conscience as best as you could in life, your karmic load will be a little easier on you. If you ignored the conscience and lived a life oriented at self-gratification at the cost of others, you will a harder time in the next realm. It is that simple.

In this we finally see the beauty and justice inherent in Nature’s immutable laws. We are fully conscious at every stage of the karmic balancing of the scales, until the final farthing is paid.

We can drop the idea that we are reincarnated into an unlucky situation in order to pay back some karma in a past life that we are not even aware of. This type of system would only be designed by a cruel and unjust God. You wouldn’t punish a child for a crime that they are unaware that they committed.

We can also drop the hideous notion propped up by many in the alt. media that the “unwashed” and unaware masses are duped into eternal Hell by selling their soul to their smartphones or by being uploaded into the Borg hive-mind system, those filling up on vaccines, 5G and other pollutants. ‘Wide is the road to destruction and many are on it,’ Jesus warns. These ones will have a difficult time with their karmic burden in the astral realm, to be sure, however God grants some lenciancy because they were ignorant to the most part of how low their Soul fell. It’s all based on intent. But it is a sad truth that many in this age will be unable to retain something immortal of themselves in the astral and will be whipped about by karma and end up with the consciousness of a child. The soul, having now lost its chance to progressive Immortality will be reabsorbed into their Divine Ego.

When the Twin Souls fail to reunite, for any variety of reasons, the Divine Ego has to now await a new Solar cycle of Life Wave to try again – a new ‘splitting of the Atom’/Adam, the new souls transmigrating again through the 7 States and planets of involution/evolution. This process is what is confused for as “reincarnation,” or multiplicity of human births.

Those who seek immortality strive against such a fate, against such an amnesiac barrier.

This Divine Ego is the part of us that does not incarnate into the growing soul/spirit body until after the final Duad is crossed and the Twin Souls are reunited (the biblical marriage of the lamb, bride and bridegroom, etc.) Thus the Divine Ego is the part of us most closely associated with Source Creation, the black light or the Unconscious or Superconscious Formless One that “sits in profound, pregnant Silence,” as stated in the Kolbrin. We are never not One with that, must of us just forgot.

In the gospel of Thomas, the disciples ask Jesus how to get in heaven: “Do you want us to fast? How should we pray? Should we give to charity? What diet should we observe?”

Jesus said, “Don’t lie, and don’t do what you hate, because all things are disclosed before heaven. after all, there is nothing hidden that won’t be revealed, and there is nothing covered up that will remain undisclosed.”

Notice he says, “before heaven” all things you did are disclosed. This is the swirl of your memories, your karmic record occurring to you in the 2nd Duad, the Astral plane. Heaven is the third duad. To get there you have to purge everything that was associated with the lower animal drives of the body, to be swallowed up by the animal soul of the planet. None of that can go with you as baggage into Heaven.

One last note that may serve as a clue or key for understanding how all this works. The word ‘soul’ rhymes with bowl. Because they are both containers. The soul collects and stores all the memories of your human life and previous incarnations through the many states and forms you took on your Life Wave journey. At death this bowl is dumped on your head, and you have to make sense of it all without shattering or spilling all over the place; that would lead to ‘soul death’ or the second death, which is just a sleep and a forgetting, of the Divine Ego, which never dies, which your Spirit, which sounds like “spear it,” which is what you have to do with all those karmic threads of the soul/bowl, spear them with the wand or the will of the sword, as an integral, coherent human being with mind intact, through the eye of the hurricane.

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The How-To of Viral Mimetic Warfare and Entity Attachment

Expanded notes from diary, 6/15/20

Smoked some cannabis for the first time in a while and could feel the trip taking me to a dark place. Negative fear pangs, archonic thrusts through my body. A rough turn this has been compared to the last time. Could feel the threat of “eternal Hell” or what Z calls the “infinite shattering” creeping back into my mind.

But then I opened the book I’m reading, Teilhard de Charden’s work entitled The Phenomenon of Man, and through his words I instantly felt a shift. Neurons shifted, brain chemistry shifting to a more positive, hopeful place. 

It was this passage, in his analysis of TOTAL MATTER, he writes,

“B. The Totum

 Now, if we consider this whole [of Matter] more attentively, we quickly see that it is something quite other than a mere entanglement of articulated inter-connections. If one says fabric or network, one thinks of a homogeneous plexus of similar units which it may indeed be impossible to section, but of which it is sufficient to have recognized the basic unit and to have defined the law to be able to understand the whole by repetition : a crystal or arabesque whose laws are valid for whatever space it fills, but which is wholly contained in a single mesh. 

Between such a structure and the structure of matter there is nothing in common. In its different orders of magnitude, matter never repeats its different combinations. For expedience and simplicity we sometimes like to imagine the world as being a series of planetary systems superimposed, the one on the other, and grading from the infinitely small to the infinitely big : Pascal’s two abysses once again. This is only an illusion. The envelopes composing matter are thoroughly heterogeneous the one with regard to the other. First we have a vague circle of electrons and other inferior units ; then a better defined circle of simple bodies in which the elements are distributed as periodic functions of the atom of hydrogen ; farther on another circle, of inexhaustible molecular combinations ; and lastly, jumping or recoiling from the infinitesimal to the infinite, a circle of stars and galaxies. These multiple zones of the cosmos envelope without imitating each other in such a way that we cannot pass from one to another by a simple change of coefficients. Here is no repetition of the same theme on a different scale. The order and the design do not appear except in the whole. The mesh of the universe is the universe itself…(p.45)” 

Each part of matter is heterogeneous from every other part. The pattern changes uniquely at each level of organization of matter. So let’s examine what Z calls the “infinite shattering”. Let’s also keep in mind that we are dealing on the plane of mind and spirit here which is clearly the most complex level, at least that we are aware of currently. Christ is the imagination. Imagination is “the Savior”. Now if matter is heterogeneous and not inert homogeneous bits of the number one, the Totum is not likened to 1’s and 0’s, as in binary computer code –  which is how alt. Media “truthers” like Z want to define the Mom-Sophia Supercomputer Demiurge Maya matrix. 

He says we came into that system to finish Her job – a “dangerous rescue mission.” If we fail we are stuck in Her infinite hell, he says.  Stuck in the ones that are ever dividing into more ones. I say what evidence is there for that, when this realm is clearly part of the Totum. God. Wherever we look, under every rock and microscope.

Clearly, complexity is preserved. That’s how matter works. It doesn’t shatter infinitely in the same way. Thus there is always the element of imagination; a non-dual component. Each level can surprise you, and does not by itself predict the next level. It surprised the first scientist or shaman who penetrated that level of matter. For example obtaining knowledge of the subatomic or quantum realms always brings a shock and awe value to the discoverer.  There is no reason to expect any different, ever. Why would matter suddenly switch as though we are stretching it too thin, why would the data field suddenly switch one day into ones and zeros; code that is predictable or homogenous at all levels? To suspect such a day and to predict of it is just hearsay, and superstition as far as I am concerned, and I think I can think of a few writers/philosophers to back that assertion up. Sure there is an entropic, stretching thin or cooling quality to the universe, but this is only on a superficial level, not taking into account the quantum realms or the human realm of spirit and imagination, which is ever increasing in connectivity and complexity, in reverse of entropy.

So I hope you see the clever mind game Z is playing for you to set a fear-based neurological trap, amid a bed of valid information about the  magnetic poetry of the system we’re in. 

Sure, I’ll give him that. He was like a brother of Jason Bickford when it came to that. He would decode the matrix pretty well. Dammit, he was fascinating. But so many of those insider whistle-blower types are. They  invariably come from so-called “elite” bloodlines apparently. They probably all play this game of setting nihilistic stink bombs in each other’s faces. Through ritual abuse, at a young age. These tricks are codified, visual, symbol and word based.

The info is fixed through words, and stories. And energy. Vibes. An idea can be planted virally by listening to another person who knows these codified tricks for making people believe them, and then they can exercise a certain degree of control over them. Cult leader tactics.

It’s all about who you believe. And what takes hold in the mind, what you allow to take root. Like the film Inception. People can go into your subconscious with their words or symbols or even the written word. They can infect you with ideas that seem perfectly valid but lead ever so seductively into dark places of panic, fear, loathing, weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Read page 45 of Mouravieff again and again. As long as it takes to have faith and hope reworked into your mind. To do proper battle with the demon ideas in your subconscious. We are in the age of information warfare. And it’s in full swing. The majority are currently in this fear-box that is mimetically viral, not bio-chemically viral, as the mainstream media news COVID psyop is making it seem to be. It is viral warfare, to be sure, but it’s taking place on the level of the mind. It’s information/Inception warfare. So the blue-pillers are in incepted with Corona/racism/random-acts-of-violence false-flag programs leading to nihilism, hatred, agoraphobia, and chaos.

And the red pillers are more tricky and nuanced, but still often they get boxed into fear programs. Such as the one espoused by Z, or Aug Tellez, or Donald Marshall , or David Icke, etc., etc.

But then you find someone like Lily Kolosova, who is a breath of fresh air. And then you read Goddard and Carl Jung who are much more optimistic. And the shrewd scientific mind of de Chardin who in two paragraphs deprograms the Infinite Shattering/eternal-hell-fear-box with his simple but beautiful formula for Matter itself. Is not God in all the unique levels of organized matter? Why should we expect it to be any different, ever? Especially since what really matters about matter is happening on the most complex and cherished level, that of mind and spirit? That of intuition, dreams, visions and emotions, of love. In short, of imagination. The power of awareness of God everywhere you look. That’s Christ. That’s the Christ within. The son that must be born again. Baptized in fire, of spirit. Born into your own anchored eternity. Writing your own timeline with your own unique God code. The Totum flowing through you. Earth seed. 

“God is change,” Octavia Butler writes. And we all yield to it.

And when two polar beings do that together, they can write a whole universe.

It’s only hearsay and rumors that the capability inherent in phenomena should ever lose the ability to do that (Hell cages). Just because at some point in the future it gets pushed too far? That theory only holds up in an unconscious, dead universe, or one where God is inherently sadistic to his own creation. I don’t see enough evidence for either of these hypothetical scenarios.

Even if something like that is true with the notion of a time limit for the evolution of man, it applies to the cosmic system of octaves. Which itself is infinite according to its own laws. And our souls are immortal, and since we clearly incarnated into this particular octave, should it be doomed to the fire, no reason to believe it couldn’t happen again. 

If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again,” said Edward Hickson.

Satan’s mill will always be running. But it runs on human suffering, and you can choose to take part in it or not. It’s all about a shift in perspective. Accept only good ideas. Imaginative ideas, ideas containing the element of the unlimited: the Totum.

Think only thoughts recognizing the infinite connection to the ineffable Totum of reality. Endless variation on all levels of matter. Flesh and spirit in an infinite dance of variety. A male and female dance. Marking time with a unique stamp. 

Time travel.

It’s kind of like on the astral plane these clever cult leaders with their fear programs are walking around pants off and an erection and the words spray-painted on their chest “can I stick this in your ass?”

It’s going to destroy you. If you let it. Laura is infected with one of these fear-box programs as well. I suspect these programs are at root an entity attachment. She believes the technological mark of the beast is going to send most people on this planet into infinite Hell. There we are again with this no-hope-endless-doom-fear-box.

The meme, the idea, is the entity’s fishing hook and bait, and where an idea sticks, through plausiblity and repetition, that’s when they can attach and start sucking. Their idea has been ‘incepted.’

“Be careful,” Laura warned me after reading through Z’s material. “You are still writing your own Akashic record.” So she recognized his demon, but can’t see her own.

Well I’ll write my way out of Hell, if I have to. Just like Burroughs did. And de Chardin, apparently. And Blake. And Goddard. All the greats. The ones who wrote such rich words of hope and promise. How can my intuition steer me back to Z and his looshing? Why does his message still sometimes exert control over me? George recognized a “dark cult element” to Z right away. 

“See, all that, is paladin thinking.” Z would counter. He would claim that George and Laura are in the yum-yum drip phase. Living in denial, in wishful thinking because it ‘feels good.’

So says paladin Samuel L Jackson in the film ‘Jumper.’ Paladins are assigned to kill, sidetrack, or gate-keep humans who are red-pilling.

At the frontier of death and oblivion now. Goddard says when you die you awaken from a dream or meditation. You’re 20 years old in a body that looks like you. But Mouravieff says that destination only comes rarely through intense inner esoteric work. Otherwise, he says, you reincarnate back in the same body with the same set of parents in the same year as before – the time loop film of your life – the Groundhog’s Day effect or the Ouroboros. (See Gurdjieff’s theory of ‘recurrence.’)

But fear comes from knowledge or innerstanding or gnosis of “the wrath of God.” There is a lake of fire, and an unknown behind it. Man, standing at the edge of this abyss, feeling the heat of the flames lap at his feet, assumes the fire is eternal, or else that he is “marked for total disposal in the ovens,” as Burroughs put it.

“Erase it completely.” Says the villain in the new Blade Runner. All traces of the sons of God. The Adamic race. Total disposal.

Fear programs for viral looshing come from the unknown in regards to our possible fate on the level of soul when confronted with the idea of a cage. Not the fear of death. Those are temporary states. Fear of an unlimited cage, to be continually trapped in the Demiurge fear box. Red pillers as well as religious fanatics get caught in these traps all the time, using direct bible quotes as evidence. As well, alt. media tycoons David Icke or Sitchin programs can send you there. Aug Tellez can send you there. Even though Aug sometimes has some contradictory, positive messages. Aug is a mixed bag. Z ‘doesn’t recommend listening to Aug.’ Direct quote. But Aug doesn’t recommend Z, and calls him “a hoax,” working with a team. Information warfare. “The narcissists collapsing within,” replies Lily Kolosova. The rats jumping ship, ratting each other out, in their panic.

The mind/emotion system has to be “born again” out of the muck and mire of weaponized viral information systems. We can see this clearly in Hideo Kojima’s video game ‘Metal Gear Solid 5.’ Your character goes to a “factory of death” a closely guarded black-ops warehouse in the forest,  where victims, the local Africans, are strapped into filthy cots, sick and comatose with plague, throats wired up to tape recorders playing looped messages into their brains. Messages no doubt of a negative, viral nature. I assume messages playing up the “wrath of God,” convincing them that He plans to trick and trap them in neurological fear boxes forever. Messages about eternal fire and brimstone. No way out.

(An interesting side note: there was a racial genocide component to that plot-point because the mimetic virus, the ‘words that kill’ could target specific languages, thus people who don’t speak that particular language are immune to the looped messages and wouldn’t develop the virus.)

There is a way to detox from this shit, these information viruses. Take borax and Epsom salt baths. Eat lots of raw fruits and vegetables. Don’t get their vaccines. Turn off 5G and constant Wi-Fi. Get out of their beams and blue light, out into nature. Get lots of sleep. Crystals, orgonite, indoor plants, sound healing. If you use cannabis use it once a week as a sacrament, not more. Meditate and do Chi Gung daily. Be very careful about who you listen to as a valid source of information, especially in the occult/esoteric/conspiracy world. I’ve learned the hard way that this is a dangerous arena fraught with hideous dead-ends.

Write it out. Write your way out of hell. And read the greats. I’ve already listed them, but there are more. But don’t trust any of them in totum, only trust your own self-initiatory process.

Even the Bible itself, contains both the keys of Heaven and Hell. The book is a paradox. That’s because it’s the bi-bull, the two bulls or pair-of-bulls/parables. It sends you to Hell and then provides the way out of said Hell, if you know how to interpret the book correctly. Learn the codes. There are different keys for reading the damn thing.

Neville Goddard has found a really good key for that book. Often you need the help of a school (or teacher who has been through initiation themselves). You can’t really do it on your own, at least at first. Different schools provide keys to different doors. Some doors lead to heaven. Some lead to hell. Some have mixed keys that lead up and down and back around. Z’s key sends you to hell. So you overcome it. And you find a better key. Z’s key is powerful though because he keys you into the same symbolism of Hollywood’s dark magicians, the Time Warners, and the Watch-Out-Ski’s Bros. Warning you about their desired transhumanist timeline. He knows their occult lingo backwards and forwards and how these dark wizards twist the biblical narrative to one that blames the Divine Feminine Sophia and portrays her as seeking Oblivion, a crazy suicide trip that we are all wrapped up in. His code IS valid, and self-evident (see the ‘Z’ Files tab), but it’s mostly reliant on Dark Wizard Hollywood poetry to really get the full effect. Thus it needs to be propped up on stories which themselves are coming from a shady source. Can’t rely on Hollywood to bring us reliable information, or should I say, information that is safe from demon-entity attachments. Trusting Hollywood codes is like trusting gossip you hear from some back-alley drug dealer.*

(*UPDATE, 6/23To reiterate this important point, the system Z talks about is valid, but unreliable. This means that it appears to be present in many phenomena, because it is built on symbols and archetypes that are indeed THERE, however it is a clever twisting of said symbols to fit an agenda or narrative that will send you to Hell, through the act of belief. I suspect that his system comes from a sect of Kabbalism that once held the divine gnosis but got perverted or corrupted over time by overly patriarchal influences and a disconnect from the divine feminine, which is reflected in our culture as the fall of Sophia. But a simple understanding of symbols will show that Sophia represents wisdom, and her fall means the loss of this all-knowing wisdom that every soul must go through as it descends into matter, and gets involved with what Burgoine calls the “involution” process. This is a divine process of each soul monad differentiating from the ALL, gaining its own individuality.)

Now, back to using pop culture as evidence for his ideas – Laura did catch on to that quite quickly, and I didn’t want to listen to her, at the time. But she is carrying her own demon attachments, unfortunately, even though she does share some good information. so you see, none of these bloodline or cult people, even the ones who disavow the programs, are simple folk. They have strong keys of mimetic, neurologically powerful ideas, but many of them knowingly or unknowingly will trap you in a new Hell, even while helping you out of the mainstream, blue-pill Hell. It’s weird and confusing. They mix it all up, the two columns –

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Is There a Time Limit For the Evolution of Humanity?

Eowyn: “I fear neither death nor pain.”

Aragorn: “What do you fear, my lady?”

Eowyn: “A cage.”


If the answer is “yes” to the question posed in the title, then this may be one of the primary reasons why esoteric knowledge has long remained hidden from the majority, and has been carefully guarded by mystery schools and encrypted into the sacred texts behind parabolic veils. If it got out that there was a time limit, on the cosmic level, at which man must meet certain qualifications to be saved from “the wrath of God,” than one could see how this might easily incite mass panic, and promote cultish saviour groups of all kinds, splintering off and fighting with each other. (Not that this last thing doesn’t happen anyway).

However, now we are entering a new era. Astrologists and New Agey types call it the Age of Aquarius, and I have no problem with that, but Mouravieff, who represents the Eastern Orthodox Esoteric Wisdom Systems of the early Church Fathers, called this new age the ‘Cycle of the Holy Spirit.’ The commonality between the two names for this new era is that now all secrets must be revealed; no more can esoteric knowledge remain locked up in wisdom systems and secret societies. All must be plain as day for even the layman. All cards must be on the table. The Trump card must be played, and is being played. Aquarius, with his water pitcher washes away the grime of illusion to reveal the truth gems hidden beneath. 

The previous age of Pisces was always dualistic, with the two fish, one fish representing truth, the other representing lies and illusion. Both were accepted and karmically allowed. This 2000 year Pisces period, starting with the birth of Christ, corresponded with what Mouravieff calls the ‘Cycle of the Son,’ which was preceded by the 2000 year, ‘Cycle of the Father’ during the times chronicled in the Old Testament.

So we see distinct “flavors,” if you will, of each cycle. During the Cycle of the Father, we saw the harsh rulership of Yahweh, the Father-God, who demanded that his chosen people have undying devotion to him, even at the cost of inflicting upon them great suffering. However, from Yahweh we are taught faith.

If you read Carl Jung’s essay entitled, “Answer To Job,” you see a shift in this Diety happening after the Book of Job. This is a horrible chapter where we see God inflicting harsh punishment to a very pious, God-fearing man named Job. Why? Because Satan dared him to, saying that even this pious man would turn his back on the Lord if struck by misfortune – thus Job experiences death of loved ones, famine and disease. But Job proves loyal to the end. Jung shows how Yahweh has a marked change of heart after this episode. He loses the fiery, harsh temperament, and it is not too long after, that the Old Testament closes and the New Testament begins with the birth of Christ. From here on out, God the Father is one portrayed by his son as one of love, and his son, as a symbol of hope and salvation. We no longer see the hot-tempered jealous God that permeated the Old Testament and the times of Moses and Abraham.

Thus we have the following formula – 

Age of Aries – Old Testament – Cycle of the Father – Faith/devotion

Age of Pisces – New Testament – Cycle of the Son – Hope/salvation

And now we enter the final cycle, the Age of Aquarius, and the Cycle of the Holy Spirit, where faith and hope must be the tools we employ to reach gnosis, the gateway to true love. 

Now is where we get into the scary part, the notion of an end of the world, a time limit, a deadline. Mouravieff talks about how the incarnation of God in the form of Jesus, really was an act of staving off a kind of apocalypse, due to the failure on the part of man to transcend his fallen state.

The incarnation of Christ was God’s ‘answer to Job’ according to Jung. By remaining a loyal God-fearing man even after the horrid trials and tribulations inflicted on him by God who was simply trying to win a bet posed to him by Satan, Job morally “one-upped” God, kind of making God look foolish. God’s change of heart due to Job’s moral superiority results in his desire to become man, born of flesh. But he takes great pains to incarnate without the sin of the fall of man. Thus he is born of a virgin, and as a result Jesus is never quite a man, but remains a God-man, impervious to Satanic influences. Nevertheless his appearance into history serves a purpose of setting the table for the final act, which begins now.

In the cycle of the Holy Spirit, we can expect no more incarnations from above. No more saviours, no more stop-gap failsafes. Man, imperfect, fleshly Adamic man, must evolve his spirit through the esoteric path, cross the Threshold, and undergo the “second birth,” the individual resurrection, which Christ taught. Preacher Neville Goddard talks about this at great length, how Christ must be born from within the individual. There must be a new elite of men and women at the onset of this new cycle who have undergone this process, who can then be the catalyst for the rest of humanity. These elite must be the role models, the shamans, showing the way, but in the end, everyone must do their own inner work, face their own demons, and come out of the tunnel, on the other end of the threshold. On the cosmic level, this really DOES need to happen collectively within a certain time frame, otherwise the whole system collapses, and what St. Peter warned about will occur: “the day of the lord will come as a thief in the night; in which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up. (2 Peter 3:10)”

Man was saved from this fiery fate at the start of the Cycle of the Son by the birth of Chrst, as a kind of stop-gap measure, but that was our last helping hand from above. Now it is up to us to incarnate Christ from within, at the start of this new cycle. We had the chance at the beginning of the Cycle of the Son to complete this task, but we failed miserably. The chosen ones, the elite of their time, were put before this test, to face their demons and cross the threshold and undergo the transformation to the second birth. Only John the Baptist succeeded. King Herod gave in to jealousy and had him beheaded. And Caiaphas, the Chief Priest thought to exploit the preachings of Jesus for political ends. This event is known as the catastrophe of Golgotha.

Mouravieff writes, “Today, having come to the end of the Cycle of the Son, humanity is again faced, at the moment when the irreversible passing of Time has drawn it towards the DO of its octave, with a choice; an ultimate option. Either it rapidly liquidates a karmic tare grown heavier during twenty centuries and makes itself the servant of the Accomplishment during the Era of the Holy Spirit, or else it repeats the error of the chosen people and dooms itself to the fire. This is the choice offered by St. Peter in his second epistle. These are the consequences of the catastrophe of Golgotha.”

He continues, about the failure at Golgotha, “Thus the chosen people, instead of crossing the second Threshold together as was foreseen, suffered a fall in which the whole of humanity was involved. About forty years after the death of the Saviour the temple of Solomon was destroyed and the diaspora commenced. Due to the fall of its esoteric pathfinders, the whole of humanity was dragged along and has been marking time through the Cycle of the Son.”

He also points out that interestingly since it was the Jews who were the chosen ones put before this test at Golgotha, and failed, have since been cursed –  persecuted and forced from one land to another, ever since. In this new cycle, the battleground is happening in Christianity, and all truly esoteric Jews must accept Christ and move into the Christian arena at this time, where the last test will take place. To stay in Judaism is stagnation, as Christianity and Judaism cannot be separated; Christianity is in fact the conclusion of the latter. The Old Testament set the table, but the New Testament is the meal itself. (All true esoterically initiated Jewish Kabbalists know this, and there is ample evidence in the Old Testament that predicted the coming of Christ).

Now it’s of the utmost importance at this point to refrain from panic about the possibility of humanity being doomed to the fire, should we fail in this final task. It is easy to panic when faced with the idea that we don’t have all the time in the world to collectively get it right. The first reason not panic: individuals who do their own inner work and cross the second Threshold into the second birth are safe, anchored in their eternity, and become involved in the higher octaves of reality. Unfortunately this appears to be rare, and sometimes these individuals consciously choose to reincarnate back here to help humanity. A second reason not to panic is that, as bad as things may seem on the surface right now, we are in a better position at the start of this cycle than we were at the start of the previous one. This is due to the fact that the wisdom of Christ has spread throughout the world, whereas previously the wisdom was only in the hands of a chosen few. 

Also, thanks to the technological advances of man, information and communication can spread more rapidly across great distances, and knowledge can be pooled and shared like never before. As well, technology has allowed for more leisure time for esoteric study, whereas in previous eras man was burdened by the plow and working the fields. The problem however, is that the great leaps in technological progress have not been accompanied by the same kind of leaps in the field of morality, thus we see the great risks of technology being misused for violence and ill. The new elite who cross the second Threshold must be the beacons of moral standards to the rest of humanity to follow.

Mouravieff writes, “Is there a ruling class and an elite – the distinction is essential – capable of leading (humanity) through this passage? This is an agonizing question for all who are conscious of its urgency. Many of us can feel its urgency yet prefer  to turn back towards the past. Basing our judgement on what has gone before, we continue to count on the forbearance God showed us on the two previous falls. This is an error. Humanity has exhausted its credit. Its actions today must fulfil divine expectations.”

Now I’ve always been somewhat an anxious individual, and my mind immediately goes to the “worst case scenario” in things. So naturally, if you are like me you want to know what the fate of the soul of man should be if “doomed to the fire;” if we fail in this great cosmic task by the appointed time. Mouravieff frustratingly does not go into much detail about this innate possibility. But he does offer this brief consolation, which is line with the Hermetic principles; I will share it in its entirety here: 

Mouravieff writes on page 45 of his book Gnosis, Volume 2, “To admit that man is endowed with an immortal Soul as well as a body is to admit that his Soul has incarnated. If we consider the Soul to be immortal, it is not illogical to think that this faculty of incarnation can be used by it again, once or many times: we do not see why we should discard the argument of recurrence that is applicable to so many natural phenomena. Once we accept, with all Christian Churches, the principle of the immortality of the Soul, it would be difficult to understand why we have only one single territorial life which, in the great  majority of cases, simply wanders from one error to another before ending in moral bankruptcy and then physical death. How can we believe in the silence and inaction of this Soul before and after its ephemeral terrestrial life – and this in a Cosmos where everything vibrates in perpetual pulsation, caught up in movement that consciously strains towards a goal? This immobilization of energy, whether it occurs in an empyrean heaven or among the flames of hell, will always appear paradoxical in a Universe where everything is based on the interdependencies of the elements and on economy of energy.”

I read the above passage whenever I begin to despair at the fallen state of humanity, and to lose faith and hope, and it provides comfort.

To this we may add what William Blake said, “Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost.”

Like Eowyn, I don’t fear death, I fear a cage. I fear getting lost. I fear immobilization. Can I trust that God abhors these things as well, as possible fates for his children?

And can I trust the seven Hermetic principles of old, which are all about the eternal inbreathing and out-breathing of Brahman, the Absolute. We are all caught up in this ever-lasting flux, and it does not make sense that we would ever remain trapped in one State or another. And even if we succeed in moving humanity to the next great Octave, there we will face new goals and challenges, albeit on a different scale of things.

Again I must stress that what I am revealing here has been hidden in mystery schools for its very distressing nature. For example in esoteric Kabbalah, it is not recommended to undergo high level initiation until age 40. When faced with this information, and not properly grounded in faith and hope, one can easily fall into deep fear and depression. It is something I struggle with now everyday, even as I type these words. I can see that there has been a vast, destructive cover-up in Christianity that we have already been saved by Christ’s sacrifice. That act of Christ was merely a stop-gap temporary measure; a way forward, but not a solution in-and-of-itself. 

The only consolation is to sincerely believe that the human Soul rests in the bosom of the eternal All, which is Love. And that only those poor tormented Souls that have become too wretched and corrupted are granted annihilation, and even this is by their own free choice. Perhaps what burns in the fire as described by St. Peter is simply that part of us that must be purged so that we realign or reconcile with the grace of God.

What we must use to stay centered and balanced when faced with this vast, existential uncertainty, is ironically enough, the lessons learned in the two previous ages where man failed in its task: faith, and hope. Faith that we are given a task by God-the-Father that is doable, and that we are NOT stuck in an absurd situation as a result of some kind of cosmic error or mistake, or Demiurgic trick. And second, we must have hope, as taught by Christ-the-Son, that we can and WILL accomplish this task. Just as one cannot learn to draw without sitting down and drawing, one cannot accomplish this esoteric feat without acting AS IF we already accomplished it. THAT is hope, and also how the Law of Attraction works (see the work of Neville Goddard). Faith and hope are the pillars we must use to climb the ladder to gnosis, the theme of this third era.

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