The How-To of Viral Mimetic Warfare and Entity Attachment

Expanded notes from diary, 6/15/20

Smoked some cannabis for the first time in a while and could feel the trip taking me to a dark place. Negative fear pangs, archonic thrusts through my body. A rough turn this has been compared to the last time. Could feel the threat of “eternal Hell” or what Z calls the “infinite shattering” creeping back into my mind.

But then I opened the book I’m reading, Teilhard de Charden’s work entitled The Phenomenon of Man, and through his words I instantly felt a shift. Neurons shifted, brain chemistry shifting to a more positive, hopeful place. 

It was this passage, in his analysis of TOTAL MATTER, he writes,

“B. The Totum

 Now, if we consider this whole [of Matter] more attentively, we quickly see that it is something quite other than a mere entanglement of articulated inter-connections. If one says fabric or network, one thinks of a homogeneous plexus of similar units which it may indeed be impossible to section, but of which it is sufficient to have recognized the basic unit and to have defined the law to be able to understand the whole by repetition : a crystal or arabesque whose laws are valid for whatever space it fills, but which is wholly contained in a single mesh. 

Between such a structure and the structure of matter there is nothing in common. In its different orders of magnitude, matter never repeats its different combinations. For expedience and simplicity we sometimes like to imagine the world as being a series of planetary systems superimposed, the one on the other, and grading from the infinitely small to the infinitely big : Pascal’s two abysses once again. This is only an illusion. The envelopes composing matter are thoroughly heterogeneous the one with regard to the other. First we have a vague circle of electrons and other inferior units ; then a better defined circle of simple bodies in which the elements are distributed as periodic functions of the atom of hydrogen ; farther on another circle, of inexhaustible molecular combinations ; and lastly, jumping or recoiling from the infinitesimal to the infinite, a circle of stars and galaxies. These multiple zones of the cosmos envelope without imitating each other in such a way that we cannot pass from one to another by a simple change of coefficients. Here is no repetition of the same theme on a different scale. The order and the design do not appear except in the whole. The mesh of the universe is the universe itself…(p.45)” 

Each part of matter is heterogeneous from every other part. The pattern changes uniquely at each level of organization of matter. So let’s examine what Z calls the “infinite shattering”. Let’s also keep in mind that we are dealing on the plane of mind and spirit here which is clearly the most complex level, at least that we are aware of currently. Christ is the imagination. Imagination is “the Savior”. Now if matter is heterogeneous and not inert homogeneous bits of the number one, the Totum is not likened to 1’s and 0’s, as in binary computer code –  which is how alt. Media “truthers” like Z want to define the Mom-Sophia Supercomputer Demiurge Maya matrix. 

He says we came into that system to finish Her job – a “dangerous rescue mission.” If we fail we are stuck in Her infinite hell, he says.  Stuck in the ones that are ever dividing into more ones. I say what evidence is there for that, when this realm is clearly part of the Totum. God. Wherever we look, under every rock and microscope.

Clearly, complexity is preserved. That’s how matter works. It doesn’t shatter infinitely in the same way. Thus there is always the element of imagination; a non-dual component. Each level can surprise you, and does not by itself predict the next level. It surprised the first scientist or shaman who penetrated that level of matter. For example obtaining knowledge of the subatomic or quantum realms always brings a shock and awe value to the discoverer.  There is no reason to expect any different, ever. Why would matter suddenly switch as though we are stretching it too thin, why would the data field suddenly switch one day into ones and zeros; code that is predictable or homogenous at all levels? To suspect such a day and to predict of it is just hearsay, and superstition as far as I am concerned, and I think I can think of a few writers/philosophers to back that assertion up. Sure there is an entropic, stretching thin or cooling quality to the universe, but this is only on a superficial level, not taking into account the quantum realms or the human realm of spirit and imagination, which is ever increasing in connectivity and complexity, in reverse of entropy.

So I hope you see the clever mind game Z is playing for you to set a fear-based neurological trap, amid a bed of valid information about the  magnetic poetry of the system we’re in. 

Sure, I’ll give him that. He was like a brother of Jason Bickford when it came to that. He would decode the matrix pretty well. Dammit, he was fascinating. But so many of those insider whistle-blower types are. They  invariably come from so-called “elite” bloodlines apparently. They probably all play this game of setting nihilistic stink bombs in each other’s faces. Through ritual abuse, at a young age. These tricks are codified, visual, symbol and word based.

The info is fixed through words, and stories. And energy. Vibes. An idea can be planted virally by listening to another person who knows these codified tricks for making people believe them, and then they can exercise a certain degree of control over them. Cult leader tactics.

It’s all about who you believe. And what takes hold in the mind, what you allow to take root. Like the film Inception. People can go into your subconscious with their words or symbols or even the written word. They can infect you with ideas that seem perfectly valid but lead ever so seductively into dark places of panic, fear, loathing, weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Read page 45 of Mouravieff again and again. As long as it takes to have faith and hope reworked into your mind. To do proper battle with the demon ideas in your subconscious. We are in the age of information warfare. And it’s in full swing. The majority are currently in this fear-box that is mimetically viral, not bio-chemically viral, as the mainstream media news COVID psyop is making it seem to be. It is viral warfare, to be sure, but it’s taking place on the level of the mind. It’s information/Inception warfare. So the blue-pillers are in incepted with Corona/racism/random-acts-of-violence false-flag programs leading to nihilism, hatred, agoraphobia, and chaos.

And the red pillers are more tricky and nuanced, but still often they get boxed into fear programs. Such as the one espoused by Z, or Aug Tellez, or Donald Marshall , or David Icke, etc., etc.

But then you find someone like Lily Kolosova, who is a breath of fresh air. And then you read Goddard and Carl Jung who are much more optimistic. And the shrewd scientific mind of de Chardin who in two paragraphs deprograms the Infinite Shattering/eternal-hell-fear-box with his simple but beautiful formula for Matter itself. Is not God in all the unique levels of organized matter? Why should we expect it to be any different, ever? Especially since what really matters about matter is happening on the most complex and cherished level, that of mind and spirit? That of intuition, dreams, visions and emotions, of love. In short, of imagination. The power of awareness of God everywhere you look. That’s Christ. That’s the Christ within. The son that must be born again. Baptized in fire, of spirit. Born into your own anchored eternity. Writing your own timeline with your own unique God code. The Totum flowing through you. Earth seed. 

“God is change,” Octavia Butler writes. And we all yield to it.

And when two polar beings do that together, they can write a whole universe.

It’s only hearsay and rumors that the capability inherent in phenomena should ever lose the ability to do that (Hell cages). Just because at some point in the future it gets pushed too far? That theory only holds up in an unconscious, dead universe, or one where God is inherently sadistic to his own creation. I don’t see enough evidence for either of these hypothetical scenarios.

Even if something like that is true with the notion of a time limit for the evolution of man, it applies to the cosmic system of octaves. Which itself is infinite according to its own laws. And our souls are immortal, and since we clearly incarnated into this particular octave, should it be doomed to the fire, no reason to believe it couldn’t happen again. 

If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again,” said Edward Hickson.

Satan’s mill will always be running. But it runs on human suffering, and you can choose to take part in it or not. It’s all about a shift in perspective. Accept only good ideas. Imaginative ideas, ideas containing the element of the unlimited: the Totum.

Think only thoughts recognizing the infinite connection to the ineffable Totum of reality. Endless variation on all levels of matter. Flesh and spirit in an infinite dance of variety. A male and female dance. Marking time with a unique stamp. 

Time travel.

It’s kind of like on the astral plane these clever cult leaders with their fear programs are walking around pants off and an erection and the words spray-painted on their chest “can I stick this in your ass?”

It’s going to destroy you. If you let it. Laura is infected with one of these fear-box programs as well. I suspect these programs are at root an entity attachment. She believes the technological mark of the beast is going to send most people on this planet into infinite Hell. There we are again with this no-hope-endless-doom-fear-box.

The meme, the idea, is the entity’s fishing hook and bait, and where an idea sticks, through plausiblity and repetition, that’s when they can attach and start sucking. Their idea has been ‘incepted.’

“Be careful,” Laura warned me after reading through Z’s material. “You are still writing your own Akashic record.” So she recognized his demon, but can’t see her own.

Well I’ll write my way out of Hell, if I have to. Just like Burroughs did. And de Chardin, apparently. And Blake. And Goddard. All the greats. The ones who wrote such rich words of hope and promise. How can my intuition steer me back to Z and his looshing? Why does his message still sometimes exert control over me? George recognized a “dark cult element” to Z right away. 

“See, all that, is paladin thinking.” Z would counter. He would claim that George and Laura are in the yum-yum drip phase. Living in denial, in wishful thinking because it ‘feels good.’

So says paladin Samuel L Jackson in the film ‘Jumper.’ Paladins are assigned to kill, sidetrack, or gate-keep humans who are red-pilling.

At the frontier of death and oblivion now. Goddard says when you die you awaken from a dream or meditation. You’re 20 years old in a body that looks like you. But Mouravieff says that destination only comes rarely through intense inner esoteric work. Otherwise, he says, you reincarnate back in the same body with the same set of parents in the same year as before – the time loop film of your life – the Groundhog’s Day effect or the Ouroboros. (See Gurdjieff’s theory of ‘recurrence.’)

But fear comes from knowledge or innerstanding or gnosis of “the wrath of God.” There is a lake of fire, and an unknown behind it. Man, standing at the edge of this abyss, feeling the heat of the flames lap at his feet, assumes the fire is eternal, or else that he is “marked for total disposal in the ovens,” as Burroughs put it.

“Erase it completely.” Says the villain in the new Blade Runner. All traces of the sons of God. The Adamic race. Total disposal.

Fear programs for viral looshing come from the unknown in regards to our possible fate on the level of soul when confronted with the idea of a cage. Not the fear of death. Those are temporary states. Fear of an unlimited cage, to be continually trapped in the Demiurge fear box. Red pillers as well as religious fanatics get caught in these traps all the time, using direct bible quotes as evidence. As well, alt. media tycoons David Icke or Sitchin programs can send you there. Aug Tellez can send you there. Even though Aug sometimes has some contradictory, positive messages. Aug is a mixed bag. Z ‘doesn’t recommend listening to Aug.’ Direct quote. But Aug doesn’t recommend Z, and calls him “a hoax,” working with a team. Information warfare. “The narcissists collapsing within,” replies Lily Kolosova. The rats jumping ship, ratting each other out, in their panic.

The mind/emotion system has to be “born again” out of the muck and mire of weaponized viral information systems. We can see this clearly in Hideo Kojima’s video game ‘Metal Gear Solid 5.’ Your character goes to a “factory of death” a closely guarded black-ops warehouse in the forest,  where victims, the local Africans, are strapped into filthy cots, sick and comatose with plague, throats wired up to tape recorders playing looped messages into their brains. Messages no doubt of a negative, viral nature. I assume messages playing up the “wrath of God,” convincing them that He plans to trick and trap them in neurological fear boxes forever. Messages about eternal fire and brimstone. No way out.

(An interesting side note: there was a racial genocide component to that plot-point because the mimetic virus, the ‘words that kill’ could target specific languages, thus people who don’t speak that particular language are immune to the looped messages and wouldn’t develop the virus.)

There is a way to detox from this shit, these information viruses. Take borax and Epsom salt baths. Eat lots of raw fruits and vegetables. Don’t get their vaccines. Turn off 5G and constant Wi-Fi. Get out of their beams and blue light, out into nature. Get lots of sleep. Crystals, orgonite, indoor plants, sound healing. If you use cannabis use it once a week as a sacrament, not more. Meditate and do Chi Gung daily. Be very careful about who you listen to as a valid source of information, especially in the occult/esoteric/conspiracy world. I’ve learned the hard way that this is a dangerous arena fraught with hideous dead-ends.

Write it out. Write your way out of hell. And read the greats. I’ve already listed them, but there are more. But don’t trust any of them in totum, only trust your own self-initiatory process.

Even the Bible itself, contains both the keys of Heaven and Hell. The book is a paradox. That’s because it’s the bi-bull, the two bulls or pair-of-bulls/parables. It sends you to Hell and then provides the way out of said Hell, if you know how to interpret the book correctly. Learn the codes. There are different keys for reading the damn thing.

Neville Goddard has found a really good key for that book. Often you need the help of a school (or teacher who has been through initiation themselves). You can’t really do it on your own, at least at first. Different schools provide keys to different doors. Some doors lead to heaven. Some lead to hell. Some have mixed keys that lead up and down and back around. Z’s key sends you to hell. So you overcome it. And you find a better key. Z’s key is powerful though because he keys you into the same symbolism of Hollywood’s dark magicians, the Time Warners, and the Watch-Out-Ski’s Bros. Warning you about their desired transhumanist timeline. He knows their occult lingo backwards and forwards and how these dark wizards twist the biblical narrative to one that blames the Divine Feminine Sophia and portrays her as seeking Oblivion, a crazy suicide trip that we are all wrapped up in. His code IS valid, and self-evident (see the ‘Z’ Files tab), but it’s mostly reliant on Dark Wizard Hollywood poetry to really get the full effect. Thus it needs to be propped up on stories which themselves are coming from a shady source. Can’t rely on Hollywood to bring us reliable information, or should I say, information that is safe from demon-entity attachments. Trusting Hollywood codes is like trusting gossip you hear from some back-alley drug dealer.*

(*UPDATE, 6/23To reiterate this important point, the system Z talks about is valid, but unreliable. This means that it appears to be present in many phenomena, because it is built on symbols and archetypes that are indeed THERE, however it is a clever twisting of said symbols to fit an agenda or narrative that will send you to Hell, through the act of belief. I suspect that his system comes from a sect of Kabbalism that once held the divine gnosis but got perverted or corrupted over time by overly patriarchal influences and a disconnect from the divine feminine, which is reflected in our culture as the fall of Sophia. But a simple understanding of symbols will show that Sophia represents wisdom, and her fall means the loss of this all-knowing wisdom that every soul must go through as it descends into matter, and gets involved with what Burgoine calls the “involution” process. This is a divine process of each soul monad differentiating from the ALL, gaining its own individuality.)

Now, back to using pop culture as evidence for his ideas – Laura did catch on to that quite quickly, and I didn’t want to listen to her, at the time. But she is carrying her own demon attachments, unfortunately, even though she does share some good information. so you see, none of these bloodline or cult people, even the ones who disavow the programs, are simple folk. They have strong keys of mimetic, neurologically powerful ideas, but many of them knowingly or unknowingly will trap you in a new Hell, even while helping you out of the mainstream, blue-pill Hell. It’s weird and confusing. They mix it all up, the two columns –

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Is There a Time Limit For the Evolution of Humanity?

Eowyn: “I fear neither death nor pain.”

Aragorn: “What do you fear, my lady?”

Eowyn: “A cage.”

-Tolkien

If the answer is “yes” to the question posed in the title, then this may be one of the primary reasons why esoteric knowledge has long remained hidden from the majority, and has been carefully guarded by mystery schools and encrypted into the sacred texts behind parabolic veils. If it got out that there was a time limit, on the cosmic level, at which man must meet certain qualifications to be saved from “the wrath of God,” than one could see how this might easily incite mass panic, and promote cultish saviour groups of all kinds, splintering off and fighting with each other. (Not that this last thing doesn’t happen anyway).

However, now we are entering a new era. Astrologists and New Agey types call it the Age of Aquarius, and I have no problem with that, but Mouravieff, who represents the Eastern Orthodox Esoteric Wisdom Systems of the early Church Fathers, called this new age the ‘Cycle of the Holy Spirit.’ The commonality between the two names for this new era is that now all secrets must be revealed; no more can esoteric knowledge remain locked up in wisdom systems and secret societies. All must be plain as day for even the layman. All cards must be on the table. The Trump card must be played, and is being played. Aquarius, with his water pitcher washes away the grime of illusion to reveal the truth gems hidden beneath. 

The previous age of Pisces was always dualistic, with the two fish, one fish representing truth, the other representing lies and illusion. Both were accepted and karmically allowed. This 2000 year Pisces period, starting with the birth of Christ, corresponded with what Mouravieff calls the ‘Cycle of the Son,’ which was preceded by the 2000 year, ‘Cycle of the Father’ during the times chronicled in the Old Testament.

So we see distinct “flavors,” if you will, of each cycle. During the Cycle of the Father, we saw the harsh rulership of Yahweh, the Father-God, who demanded that his chosen people have undying devotion to him, even at the cost of inflicting upon them great suffering. However, from Yahweh we are taught faith.

If you read Carl Jung’s essay entitled, “Answer To Job,” you see a shift in this Diety happening after the Book of Job. This is a horrible chapter where we see God inflicting harsh punishment to a very pious, God-fearing man named Job. Why? Because Satan dared him to, saying that even this pious man would turn his back on the Lord if struck by misfortune – thus Job experiences death of loved ones, famine and disease. But Job proves loyal to the end. Jung shows how Yahweh has a marked change of heart after this episode. He loses the fiery, harsh temperament, and it is not too long after, that the Old Testament closes and the New Testament begins with the birth of Christ. From here on out, God the Father is one portrayed by his son as one of love, and his son, as a symbol of hope and salvation. We no longer see the hot-tempered jealous God that permeated the Old Testament and the times of Moses and Abraham.

Thus we have the following formula – 

Age of Aries – Old Testament – Cycle of the Father – Faith/devotion

Age of Pisces – New Testament – Cycle of the Son – Hope/salvation

And now we enter the final cycle, the Age of Aquarius, and the Cycle of the Holy Spirit, where faith and hope must be the tools we employ to reach gnosis, the gateway to true love. 

Now is where we get into the scary part, the notion of an end of the world, a time limit, a deadline. Mouravieff talks about how the incarnation of God in the form of Jesus, really was an act of staving off a kind of apocalypse, due to the failure on the part of man to transcend his fallen state.

The incarnation of Christ was God’s ‘answer to Job’ according to Jung. By remaining a loyal God-fearing man even after the horrid trials and tribulations inflicted on him by God who was simply trying to win a bet posed to him by Satan, Job morally “one-upped” God, kind of making God look foolish. God’s change of heart due to Job’s moral superiority results in his desire to become man, born of flesh. But he takes great pains to incarnate without the sin of the fall of man. Thus he is born of a virgin, and as a result Jesus is never quite a man, but remains a God-man, impervious to Satanic influences. Nevertheless his appearance into history serves a purpose of setting the table for the final act, which begins now.

In the cycle of the Holy Spirit, we can expect no more incarnations from above. No more saviours, no more stop-gap failsafes. Man, imperfect, fleshly Adamic man, must evolve his spirit through the esoteric path, cross the Threshold, and undergo the “second birth,” the individual resurrection, which Christ taught. Preacher Neville Goddard talks about this at great length, how Christ must be born from within the individual. There must be a new elite of men and women at the onset of this new cycle who have undergone this process, who can then be the catalyst for the rest of humanity. These elite must be the role models, the shamans, showing the way, but in the end, everyone must do their own inner work, face their own demons, and come out of the tunnel, on the other end of the threshold. On the cosmic level, this really DOES need to happen collectively within a certain time frame, otherwise the whole system collapses, and what St. Peter warned about will occur: “the day of the lord will come as a thief in the night; in which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up. (2 Peter 3:10)”

Man was saved from this fiery fate at the start of the Cycle of the Son by the birth of Chrst, as a kind of stop-gap measure, but that was our last helping hand from above. Now it is up to us to incarnate Christ from within, at the start of this new cycle. We had the chance at the beginning of the Cycle of the Son to complete this task, but we failed miserably. The chosen ones, the elite of their time, were put before this test, to face their demons and cross the threshold and undergo the transformation to the second birth. Only John the Baptist succeeded. King Herod gave in to jealousy and had him beheaded. And Caiaphas, the Chief Priest thought to exploit the preachings of Jesus for political ends. This event is known as the catastrophe of Golgotha.

Mouravieff writes, “Today, having come to the end of the Cycle of the Son, humanity is again faced, at the moment when the irreversible passing of Time has drawn it towards the DO of its octave, with a choice; an ultimate option. Either it rapidly liquidates a karmic tare grown heavier during twenty centuries and makes itself the servant of the Accomplishment during the Era of the Holy Spirit, or else it repeats the error of the chosen people and dooms itself to the fire. This is the choice offered by St. Peter in his second epistle. These are the consequences of the catastrophe of Golgotha.”

He continues, about the failure at Golgotha, “Thus the chosen people, instead of crossing the second Threshold together as was foreseen, suffered a fall in which the whole of humanity was involved. About forty years after the death of the Saviour the temple of Solomon was destroyed and the diaspora commenced. Due to the fall of its esoteric pathfinders, the whole of humanity was dragged along and has been marking time through the Cycle of the Son.”

He also points out that interestingly since it was the Jews who were the chosen ones put before this test at Golgotha, and failed, have since been cursed –  persecuted and forced from one land to another, ever since. In this new cycle, the battleground is happening in Christianity, and all truly esoteric Jews must accept Christ and move into the Christian arena at this time, where the last test will take place. To stay in Judaism is stagnation, as Christianity and Judaism cannot be separated; Christianity is in fact the conclusion of the latter. The Old Testament set the table, but the New Testament is the meal itself. (All true esoterically initiated Jewish Kabbalists know this, and there is ample evidence in the Old Testament that predicted the coming of Christ).

Now it’s of the utmost importance at this point to refrain from panic about the possibility of humanity being doomed to the fire, should we fail in this final task. It is easy to panic when faced with the idea that we don’t have all the time in the world to collectively get it right. The first reason not panic: individuals who do their own inner work and cross the second Threshold into the second birth are safe, anchored in their eternity, and become involved in the higher octaves of reality. Unfortunately this appears to be rare, and sometimes these individuals consciously choose to reincarnate back here to help humanity. A second reason not to panic is that, as bad as things may seem on the surface right now, we are in a better position at the start of this cycle than we were at the start of the previous one. This is due to the fact that the wisdom of Christ has spread throughout the world, whereas previously the wisdom was only in the hands of a chosen few. 

Also, thanks to the technological advances of man, information and communication can spread more rapidly across great distances, and knowledge can be pooled and shared like never before. As well, technology has allowed for more leisure time for esoteric study, whereas in previous eras man was burdened by the plow and working the fields. The problem however, is that the great leaps in technological progress have not been accompanied by the same kind of leaps in the field of morality, thus we see the great risks of technology being misused for violence and ill. The new elite who cross the second Threshold must be the beacons of moral standards to the rest of humanity to follow.

Mouravieff writes, “Is there a ruling class and an elite – the distinction is essential – capable of leading (humanity) through this passage? This is an agonizing question for all who are conscious of its urgency. Many of us can feel its urgency yet prefer  to turn back towards the past. Basing our judgement on what has gone before, we continue to count on the forbearance God showed us on the two previous falls. This is an error. Humanity has exhausted its credit. Its actions today must fulfil divine expectations.”

Now I’ve always been somewhat an anxious individual, and my mind immediately goes to the “worst case scenario” in things. So naturally, if you are like me you want to know what the fate of the soul of man should be if “doomed to the fire;” if we fail in this great cosmic task by the appointed time. Mouravieff frustratingly does not go into much detail about this innate possibility. But he does offer this brief consolation, which is line with the Hermetic principles; I will share it in its entirety here: 

Mouravieff writes on page 45 of his book Gnosis, Volume 2, “To admit that man is endowed with an immortal Soul as well as a body is to admit that his Soul has incarnated. If we consider the Soul to be immortal, it is not illogical to think that this faculty of incarnation can be used by it again, once or many times: we do not see why we should discard the argument of recurrence that is applicable to so many natural phenomena. Once we accept, with all Christian Churches, the principle of the immortality of the Soul, it would be difficult to understand why we have only one single territorial life which, in the great  majority of cases, simply wanders from one error to another before ending in moral bankruptcy and then physical death. How can we believe in the silence and inaction of this Soul before and after its ephemeral terrestrial life – and this in a Cosmos where everything vibrates in perpetual pulsation, caught up in movement that consciously strains towards a goal? This immobilization of energy, whether it occurs in an empyrean heaven or among the flames of hell, will always appear paradoxical in a Universe where everything is based on the interdependencies of the elements and on economy of energy.”

I read the above passage whenever I begin to despair at the fallen state of humanity, and to lose faith and hope, and it provides comfort.

To this we may add what William Blake said, “Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost.”

Like Eowyn, I don’t fear death, I fear a cage. I fear getting lost. I fear immobilization. Can I trust that God abhors these things as well, as possible fates for his children?

And can I trust the seven Hermetic principles of old, which are all about the eternal inbreathing and out-breathing of Brahman, the Absolute. We are all caught up in this ever-lasting flux, and it does not make sense that we would ever remain trapped in one State or another. And even if we succeed in moving humanity to the next great Octave, there we will face new goals and challenges, albeit on a different scale of things.

Again I must stress that what I am revealing here has been hidden in mystery schools for its very distressing nature. For example in esoteric Kabbalah, it is not recommended to undergo high level initiation until age 40. When faced with this information, and not properly grounded in faith and hope, one can easily fall into deep fear and depression. It is something I struggle with now everyday, even as I type these words. I can see that there has been a vast, destructive cover-up in Christianity that we have already been saved by Christ’s sacrifice. That act of Christ was merely a stop-gap temporary measure; a way forward, but not a solution in-and-of-itself. 

The only consolation is to sincerely believe that the human Soul rests in the bosom of the eternal All, which is Love. And that only those poor tormented Souls that have become too wretched and corrupted are granted annihilation, and even this is by their own free choice. Perhaps what burns in the fire as described by St. Peter is simply that part of us that must be purged so that we realign or reconcile with the grace of God.

What we must use to stay centered and balanced when faced with this vast, existential uncertainty, is ironically enough, the lessons learned in the two previous ages where man failed in its task: faith, and hope. Faith that we are given a task by God-the-Father that is doable, and that we are NOT stuck in an absurd situation as a result of some kind of cosmic error or mistake, or Demiurgic trick. And second, we must have hope, as taught by Christ-the-Son, that we can and WILL accomplish this task. Just as one cannot learn to draw without sitting down and drawing, one cannot accomplish this esoteric feat without acting AS IF we already accomplished it. THAT is hope, and also how the Law of Attraction works (see the work of Neville Goddard). Faith and hope are the pillars we must use to climb the ladder to gnosis, the theme of this third era.

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Arriving at A Death Cure (Pt.2) – The ‘Zombie’ Symbol

Revelation 13:16 And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:

17 And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.

The following is a transcription of a voice memo I recorded in a flash of insight, which is always a sign that the Holy Spirit is working through me. It came after watching Lily Kolosova’s recent youtube video entitled “End Times – Babylon is Fallen

Zombies as they appear in cultural media is code or predictive programming for the Mark of the Beast – the coming Covid vaccine-paired-with-microchip. This is not a genocide program per se, it’s a program to turn the human body into a remotely controllable puppet. The vaccine/biochip is going to interact with 5G and nanotech, and chemtrails, it’s all wrapped into one big agenda with human puppetry as the end goal. And what controls the puppets, according to Lily, is a species of dead consciousness, the death cult, this dying timeline of non-human entities. Were they once human? Are they from a different realm? Where do demons come from? Because they must have in some sense come from God, but clearly they rejected God. (see part 1 for more as to their possible origin).

So we have many films depicting the zombie apocalypse, and then the many post-apocalyptic films after the zombie apocalypse or after some kind of huge wave of death and destruction, and then they rebuild society. In one such film, Divergent, they show you exactly what they are planning. I wrote on this in an earlier post:

Here they’ve injected a serum into the soldier faction, turning them all into unconscious soldier-slaves. Of course their soul is still in there, it’s not an eternal fate. This notion pushed by many on the alt. media is what I was worried about for a while, that the ‘Mark of the Beast’ vaccine was a one way ticket to eternal damnation, (an opinion derived at from reading the Book of Revelation too literally, perhaps). But no, it’s a temporary Hell, this is all going to collapse. It’s going to collapse in on itself because like Rome, it gets too top-heavy with its own hubris. All major controlling oligarchies collapse from within in this way. They are going to turn on each other, because that’s all the narcissistic personality knows, is power play and competition. So even though they are united against humanity, they are so selfish that they turn on each other. We have seen this in the alt. media with one member of controlled opposition calling out another member of controlled opposition so that they can get into the limelight as the “REAL” whistleblower. This is going to be their downfall as more and more people wake up to the sheer amount of gatekeepers and shills out there, pushing half-truths, selling fear porn.

So they put their agendas out in these science fiction films. The whole alien motif was one idea – to have a fake alien invasion – but for the same end purpose, to inject everyone with the Mark of the Beast. But the zombie thing was another idea, and obviously with this corona virus its the one they are going with. It’s obviously a little more believable; you don’t need an alien invasion, all you need is a pho-virus, and a vaccine to come out a little while later. People are waking up to the fact that it is highly inorganic the speed at which this vaccine is being rolled out. Normally with a real viral situation, vaccines take years to produce and go through rigorous testing.

And who is pushing the vaccine most? Bill Gates. Bill Gates is not even from a medical background, he’s the owner of microsoft. Micro – meaning nano. Soft – meaning flesh. Thus ‘microsoft’ is nanotech in the flesh. It’s right there. All technology since the 40’s apart from maybe Tesla’s work, which was suppressed, is leading to this. Look at Apple, the other major tech company, taking a bite out of the forbidden apple, the fall of man, being persuaded by the fallen angels. Same guys, this parasitic consciousness that’s been with us for so long.

So check out Lily Kolosova’s video, its the most uplifting video on current events I’ve seen in a while. Obviously if you refuse the vaccine then you are labeled Divergent, the few members of that futuristic society who are immune to the injections. Because you stand in your truth, you stand in the light of the Christ consciousness within. I was worried for all this time about my own family because – being bought and sold by the mainstream bill of lies – they are going to line up for that vaccine, they are clueless. I was worried about their eternal soul: was it going to be forever damaged by this mark of the beast, as some have voiced this sentiment? But Lily says that with the inevitable collapse of this trans-humanist timeline, all the nanotech, all the technology is going to go poof! Be destroyed right along with them, or at least rendered inactive. The nanos act as a receiver and once 5G is turned off, they won’t have anything to receive. And the poor souls, the blue-pillers who become puppets, their soul is still in there, and their body is still capable of healing. The nanobots can be purged from the body via detox, etc. It won’t be pretty, but they’ll survive.

But meanwhile, we are under constant attack, mostly subliminally and chemically, we do need to cleanse our minds, bodies and souls. We need to turn off mainstream news, we need to go within, we need to follow the esoteric path. we need to do as much reading into spiritual disciplines as we possibly can. And then we need to speak out, and help bring this collapse on, by showing them that more and more are realizing what they are doing. It would be a mistake to assume we can wait just for them to collapse from within.

One final note: a positive sign that things are not going exactly as they planned. They thought that by now they would have been able to outlaw guns in America. That was one of the reasons for all the fake mass shootings starting with Columbine. And yet that agenda failed. This is going to make forced vaccination and other impositions more difficult for them, which is why Trump had to hire a military goon to spearhead the vaccine program.

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Arriving At A ‘Death Cure,’ and Embedded Time Language In Film

John 3:3 – Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

Movies such as the ‘Maze Runner‘ trilogy, which are highly symbolic and full of esoteric easter eggs, are designed in this way to help one develop what Neville Goddard coined ‘second sight.’ Second sight is the skill of interpreting everything you see, hear or witness as a symbol. It is the act of impregnating your sense-reality with meaning at every turn. Nothing is seen as random. Every stimulus that crosses your path is code sent from above, to deliver a message, to help you grow. Sent from whom, you may ask. God? Perhaps. Or maybe its sent from your own Being, your Higher Self outside this time-space continuum.

In either case, many modern movies, TV shows and books, especially the big budget ones put out by Hollywood and the like, are acting in the same capacity as scripture. They follow a consistent code or symbol-language that will fly under the radar of the uninitiated. For them, watching a movie like ‘Maze Runner’ is akin to reading the bible exoterically; they are entertained by the surface-level story, and then it is quickly forgotten or seen as irrelevant in their everyday life. But for those with second sight, and especially those who study the consistent symbol language, one finds a deeply esoteric story which is not a story at all, but a set of instructions for evolving the spirit to become a Christed One.

Goddard shows how the Old and New Testaments, culminating in the life of Jesus Christ, are really about the psychological process that happens in the psyche of the individual undergoing this initiation into ‘God-hood,’ or, conversely, God-becoming-man. We’ve seen how many modern films draw on the same symbol-set; one learns to identify the character playing Christ, or the hero, and often the same supporting cast of characters show up, his disciples and adversaries, as well as similar themes, metaphors and plot motifs.

The Maze Runner series is no exception and is in fact very dense with these symbols. In this post we are going to look at the opening scene of the third installment: “The Death Cure.” Armed with the tools provided by Mouravieff’s Gnosis, the hidden esotericism is becoming clear as day. Of course, there are multiple levels or angles to interpretation at any point, and two different initiates employing second sight to the same film can derive different but equally valid meaning.

The Death Cure

Opening shot: two members of the rescue squad are checking their watches:

We begin with time imagery, and the phrase, “they’re late.” So right away we know that on a deeper level the writers are relaying a spiritual message about the nature of time.

The leader of the pack, Thomas, (who is also in the Christ role throughout the series), is attempting a hijack on a train. The train carries captive children, who are valuable to the elites because they are immune to the zombie virus. They contain the hope of a cure, but at the expense of draining their vitality like vampires. We will get into what this all means farther on.

Thomsa boarding the train triggers a response: the train operators call in a military chopper.

The train moving along a linear track represents a life-time, but more specifically an unexamined life, because the train carries children which represent ignorance or nescience. It is the life of someone who hasn’t awakened the Christ within; their life moves along a linear, scripted track, versus a multi-dimensional one. Thomas, as Christ, is attempting a rescue of the captive children, who have the potential to wake up to their inner Godhood, through the esoteric path.

Matthew 18:3 And [Jesus] said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven

This oft misunderstood passage means that to undergo the esoteric work, you need to humble yourself to that of a child, forget all the mind control propaganda you learned in school or on the mainstream news. Only one who has become spiritually bankrupt through a major upheaval in life is jostled enough into awakening and undergoing this difficult journey. The comforted sleep on, watching CNN and football and staying on the linear train. Their inner child is stifled, their outer child rules on their level of maturity. In Jungian language, they never begin to assemble and integrate products of their unconscious, the process of individuation. Therefore their conscious mind, though they believe it to be rational and heavily guarded by the irrational subconscious, is nevertheless secretly ruled by their unconscious fears, motives and desires.

But as Thomas boards the train, the guards call for reinforcements in the helicopter. The chopper represents Satan, the impedance, because whenever you begin to awaken to the esoteric path, your scripted time-line begins to alter, because you are now writing your own script. This trips a wire, Satan’s alarm goes off, and he begins to work through people and events to try and get you back on track. Satan in this regard is nothing more than the personification of a general law of the universe: to keep the whole intact, at the price of individual freedom. There is naturally some value in this, it maintains stability and avoids eruptions of chaos and anarchy, but there is another law, according to Mouravieff, called the Law of Exception, where individual cells within the whole body can choose a radically individualized path.

The bible speaks of this force called the General Law which can be seen as Satan setting up stumbling blocks in the initiates journey, as these blocks often come from the very loved ones in the initiate’s life:

Matthew 10:34 – “Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to turn

“ ‘a man against his father,

a daughter against her mother,

a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law—

a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’ 

Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me. Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.”

Members of your own family who are not on the path will take issue with your new values and beliefs as it naturally threatens their tenuous hold on stability. Satan is being channeled through them, through the General Law.

Now let me share the shot that inspired this post. As usual, it was a number, as symbolic numbers are some of the easiest and most abundant ways the elites in Hollywood share their secret messages:

Code 88, on the train car, where Thomas is yelling “Hurry!” Code 88 has multiple meanings, written about HERE in more detail, but in respects to the theme of time, and the linear train track of a life unexamined, it is a sideways infinity symbol. The unexamined life actually goes in one big circle, from birth to death, leading right back to another birth in the same set of conditions as before (this theory can be traced back to Gurdjieff’s theory of recurrence). This, according to Mouravieff, is called the film of your life, and every human is born with one, like a pre-made script. He will play that script out until the end of time, assuming he sticks to the General Law and is self-satisfied with his desires and continues to lie to himself. But once he begins the esoteric path, the circle becomes a spiral, leading onward and upward towards freedom from the birth-death cycle of the film.

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Hurry!” Thomas-as-Christ yells to his friend, who is trying to disable the train car, car 88. Christ as a symbol for an expert of the esoteric path and the way to liberation, is there to help the initiate, encouraging him to ‘hurry up;’ to not get distracted by the General Law and its impediments. His friend replies, “Don’t rush me!” Which is more time language, again adding to the power of the 88 time symbol.

Interestingly, on August 8th, or 8/8, we have what in astrology is called ‘the Lions-gate portal,’ where the sun and Sirius are in close alignment. It’s the lion because it is in the sign of Leo.

To review some notes from my post on Code 88:

Clearly this astrological alignment is important to film wizards in Hollywood.

Famously in the film Back to the Future, it takes the Doc’s delorean going to 88 M.P.H. to allow for time travel:

And youtuber William Sullivan pointed this out:

More connections to time. And of course 144 is in the Book of Revelation as the mysterious 144,000 sealed ones or the ‘Elect.’

As Thomas’ friend is climbing the train we see another embedded infinity symbol:


In a recent Marty Leeds lecture he displayed a screenshot from a Freemasonic dictionary concerning the Sanksrit way to spell ‘AUM.’ Look at how the second letter, ‘U’ is shaped:

Where ‘A’ is the Creator, ‘U’ is the Preserver, and ‘M’ is the Destroyer. Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva.

So the letter U, shaped like an infinity symbol, is Vishnu, the Preserver, which may correspond to Satan as a personification of the General Law in Christian Esoteric Orthodoxy, keeping the film of your life preserved in a circle, rather than allowing upward spiral mobility towards freedom, towards the ‘second birth,’ (what the bible calls ‘being born again.‘) This may be why Brahma and Shiva are needed, to balance the preserving force with a certain degree of movement and change. The train needs to be derailed, to wake you up properly, and the captive children – the contents of your unmanifested unconscious – freed.

This being born again, born of spirit, is the end goal of all esoteric work. It is the REAL death cure.

Viral Looshing

The opening train scene ends with Thomas’ crew freeing one train car, but several other cars holding captives were left behind, one of which contained their friend Minho, who was with them in the maze from film one. Thus another infiltration and rescue mission is planned to get Minho out from the facility to which the children are brought.

It’s worthwhile at this point to close with a reminder of the symbolism behind what the ‘milking’ of these children is all about. Remember, they have a rare body-type that renders them immune to the virus. But the only way that the elites have figured out how to extract this immunity is by putting these children through an intense fear program. They hook them up to a device and upload a looped nightmare sim into their minds, and collect samples of the adrenaline/adrenochrome thus produced. This becomes their vaccine.

The reference should be obvious: this is the looshing process, with a little bit of Hollywood glamour added to it. This goes beyond Satan as code for the General Law to keep the staus quo in place, and gets into the notion that an actual infiltration has taken place here, an artificial timeline inserted, by a race of dead, dark spirits trapped in limbo, wishing to take over human vessels.

The Kolbrin manuscript gives us a possible clue as to their origin, CRT 7:3 “Herthew [one of the first men] learned that there was a place of gloom, where the air was foul, and malodorous breezes carried pestilence and poisonous particles. This was the source of all maladies and ailments and of the things which cause putrefaction and decay. This place had been closed off to Earth, for it existed in another realm beyond the ken of mortals; but it had been brought into atunement with Earth when a forbidden act was accomplished. Thus the bodies of mortals became susceptible to influences from this baleful place. To this end and similar parts of the Other-world, the wicked would be drawn when they passed through the grim gates of death.”

This realm, an abode for dark spirits, may be the same realm Mouravieff speaks about here, “…By contrast, the realm of level SI is a vast reservoir of psychic entities that have no contact with the higher plane, including amongst them disincarnate Personalities, who normally remain there to await their second Death – the negative equivalent of the second Birth….Orthodox tradition expressly warns seekers against contacts with this realm which is so dangerous and full of the worst illusions. In monastic esoteric practice, special prayers are said to ward off influences of this kind…It often happens that entities belonging to the SI domain seek contact with humans – more particularly with those who wish to establish a contact with the beyond. The aim of these entities is to interfere in terrestrial life; to draw on vitality and so gratify unsatisfied desires that they have carried beyond their physical life.”

In the movie, machines are used to drain adrenaline which is refined loosh, or human vitality, their coveted drug. But in reality, machines like this aren’t even needed. The fear generated by the populace through false flags and Covid-19 is simply harvested in the ether; every time a human is in a fear state his or her emotions are being fed on remotely, if you will.

So clearly at some point in the ancient past contact was established with these entities through black magick, and since then we have become quite overrun with these parasitic spirits. So much so that they have erected a false timeline, the AI or transhumanist timeline. Their goal is to hook humans up to a collective machine interface which will allow their disincarnate spirits full access to the human vehicle.

But since God the Ineffable is one complete, consistent Omniscience, this race of parasites may be acting on the behalf of Shiva the Destroyer, a balancing force for too much Vishnu, the Preserver. Too many of us have been to comfortable in the film of our lives, spinning in our circle, not arriving at Christ. Thus Shiva’s forces of destruction shake the tree, forcing one awake, through shock. And we see it. The Corona virus scam could backfire on those perpetrating it, as more people are forced awake to the lies and manipulation from their so-called ‘governments.’ Coming to grips that their government at the highest levels is a non-human (or no longer human) power elite seeking non-human aims. This will hopefully trigger Brahma, the Creator force within them, to awaken within them a thirst for a higher spiritual understanding, to put the bizarre events around them in a proper context, which is a spiritual war for souls, nothing more, nothing less.

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The Hermetic Principle of Mental Gender, and the “I AM”

The Kybalion states, “let us consider the hermetic teachings regarding mental gender. The Hermetic teachers impart instruction regarding this subject by bidding their student examine the report of their consciousness regarding their Self. The students are bidden to turn their attention inward upon the Self dwelling within each. Each student is led to see that his consciousness gives him first a report of the existence of his Self – the report is “I Am.” This at first seems to be the final words from the consciousness, but a little further examination discloses the fact that this “I Am” may be separated or split into two distinct parts, or aspects, which while working in unison or conjunction, yet, nevertheless may be separated in consciousness.”

This all important phrase I AM. It is is literally the name of God. 

The bible states, “Be still and know that I AM God.”

That most concise way to point to consciousness of Being. Your conscious awareness of Being is the God within.

However there is more to unlock in that simple phrase.

The word “Am” is pronounced like “Em” phonetically. When you read “Em” backwards you get “Me.”

So there is the “I” and there is the “Me.” But they are not one and the same thing. 

The “Me” is the feminine polarity.

The “I” is the masculine polarity.

The Me is receptive, it contains all the states, feelings, and concepts about oneself. The kybalion states, “The Me will be felt to be a Something mental in which thoughts, ideas, emotions, feelings and other mental states may be produced. It may be considered as the mental womb, as the ancients styled it – capable of generating mental offspring. It reports to the consciousness as a ‘Me’ with latent powers of creation and generation of mental progeny of all sorts and kinds. Its powers of creative energy are felt to be enormous but still it seems to be conscious that it must receive some form of energy from either its ‘I’ companion or else from some other ‘I’ ere it is able to bring into being its mental creations….

But the student soon finds that this is not all that he finds within his inner consciousness. He finds that there exists a mental Something which is able to Will that the ‘Me’ act along certain creative lines, and which is also able to stand aside and witness the mental creation. This part of himself he is taught to call his ‘I.’ He is able to rest in its consciousness at will. He finds there not a consciousness of an ability to generate and actively create, in the sense of the gradual process attendant upon mental operations, but rather a sense and consciousness of an ability to project an energy from the ‘I’ to the ‘Me’ – a process of ‘willing’ that the mental creation begin and proceed. He also finds that the ‘I’ is able to stand aside and witness the operations of the ‘Me’s’ mental creation and generation. There is this dual aspect in the mind of every person. The ‘I represents the Masculine Principle of Mental Gender, the ‘Me’ represents the Female Principle. The ‘I’ represents the Aspect of Being; the ‘Me; the Aspect of Becoming.”

Being and Becoming. The eternal rest and activity of the Lord. It’s recreation, or rest-creation.

Being – “I,” male, Will, rest, directive, objective, propulsive, initiator.

Becoming – “AM,” female, generative, holding, creative, subjective, revolving, changing, receiver.

Be still and know that I AM God – that I (male) AM (female) God. 

Exodus 3:14, KJV: “And God said unto Moses, I AM THAT I AM: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you.”

Notice how that is verse 3:14 or Pi. Pi denotes the circle. The circle symbolizes the gender interplay as well. The male is the center-point, the directive, propulsive Will of the ‘Father,’ and the female or ‘Mother ‘is the circumference revolving around it, generating and creating space, thoughts, ideas, and mental states of AMness.

In three dimensions these two forces form the spiral. The spiral staircase leading to heaven. The shape of DNA.

“We’ll ride the spiral to the end, and may just go where no one’s been

Spiral out, keep going…” – Tool

Keep in mind this isn’t to say that male brains are wired one way and female brains wired the other – rather that we all have both mental gender polarities within us. Simplistically we could even connect it to the right (female) and left (male) hemispheres of the brain. Harmonious use of both sides yields a well-balanced person, while an imbalance to one side or the other results in discordance and neurosis.

More correspondences can be made, as all the Hermetic axioms flow together. Another axiom – the principle of rhythm, states that, “all things flows out and in; everything has its tides, all things rise and fall; the pendulum swing manifests in everything; the measure of the swing to the right, is the measure of the swing to the left, rhythm compensates.”

This is where I disagree with Z who says that there was an Original State of Being that underwent a permanent state change or contraction. This seems to contradict this principle of rhythm, which sees only an eternal ebb and flow, Being and Becoming. The Brahmans call it the “Outbreathing and Inbreathing of Brahman.”  I AM breathes out, and universes are created, the female (becoming) creative energy does her work, it reaches the far reaches of maternal/materiality, and then the male (being) breathes in, drawing everything back into Stillness, back into a simple Totality. And then the process repeats. 

This isn’t to imply a kind of eternal recurrence or repetition, because each cosmic breath is different from the last. Being is always becoming something more vast and complex, during each outbreath, than it was before. 

You can envisage Being or God as a perfect circle. Viewed from the limited vantage point of linear time, God was always a perfect totality, but It sought a greater richness and complexity, it sought to create worlds and other Beings that it could share his love and perfection with. Thus with every inbreath and outbreath, we have circles enfolding circles, like Ezekial’s ‘wheels within wheels.’

So in a way Being does undergo a permanent state change, when it Becomes. However notice how the second figure, the wheels within wheels still contains the original circle in all its perfect totality. Thus there is never any risk of a universe fragmenting or breaking off from the original creation and getting lost from Source, but this is nevertheless what the Dark Occult tries to convince us of, because they’ve found that the anxiety thus caused manifests a great amount of loosh to be harvested. 

Nothing exists outside of God, no realm or Being, place or thing. It may seem like God has forsaken us sometimes, when we look at the chaos surrounding us, but that is only during times when the Outbreath of Becoming is at its lowest point of Materiality, the farthest reaches from the centerpoint or focus of Being. I would wager that we are here now, close to the outer reaches, perhaps what some have called the “outer dark.” Here the Will of the Father is weakest, due to being farthest from its magnetic Source in the center.

Looking at the structure of the atom (a play on words with “Adam” or First Man) we see the same pattern, the proton being the Male force and the revolving electrons the Female force.

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The Esoteric Path; Vaccinations; Police State

Trump showed his cards when he assigned the vaccination program to a high-ranking military official. So for all of you Trump fans, thinking he is against the system and going to save us, think again, he is part of the tool. But we must not fear the coming vaccination program. I’m obviously going to try avoiding getting vaccinated as long as I can, but in the end if they force me down and stick a needle in my arm, I’m OK, even if it kills me, even if turns me into a brain-dead, non-spiritual sheep, it’s OK because God knows that prior to that I was on the path. I was on the Way. The esoteric path. That’s all that matters. I could die tomorrow. It doesn’t matter.

The degree to which one is asleep and a good little sheep, is the degree to which one does NOT concern themselves with the esoteric path. They’ve lied to their true spirit, by becoming fully enmeshed in day-to-day life, they play the game, but they believe the game to be all that is real. Now what this does, on the subconscious level, is they deny the importance of death, they don’t think about their own death. They’ve accepted death as an annihilation of their personality, at the very least, if not accepting the idea of total oblivion. And this belief is encouraged by positive science. Mouravieff says that between positive science and the esoteric path lies a void, a moat, a great wall that takes great effort and upheaval to cross. This is what has been vaguely coined in the alt. media as “waking up.”

Now when we die, according to Mouravieff – who comes from a line of eastern esoteric, Christian orthodoxy along with Ouspensky and Gurdjieff – when we die, the degree to which you can retain your personality, your I AM, is proportional to the degree to which you’ve stayed along the esoteric path in life. If you haven’t followed it at all, and believe in the game of life as the only reality, then when you die, all your memories, your egoic personality is burnt up, and you must reincarnate again starting from whatever level of spiritual attainment (if any) you previously held. But if you achieve in life, to be faithful to God, the inner I AM, the Christ consciousness inside, if you’re dedicated and honest to yourself, then when you die, that part of you that was developed is preserved in God’s ledger book, the ‘Book of Life.’ As these ones reincarnate, they continue to climb the evolutionary spiral of life that leads to everlasting glory, conquering ‘the second death’ and joining what Mouravieff calls the ‘Great Esoteric Brotherhood.’

Mouravieff writes, “In the tradition, we mean by victory over Death the victory of our perfected Personalities over Death. This is the meaning of salvation.” And later he continues, “Our reasoning starts to become more realistic if our attention is concentrated on this end [death]. Everything can happen to us in life; or nothing. Our aspirations can be fulfilled or unfulfilled, but there is a sure end, which is death. In our studies we must start from this fact.”

Now returning to current events, Neville Goddard, in one of lectures back in the 60’s already correctly identified this realm as a ‘police state.’ And its becoming more and more so. The Orwellian big brother state is going to get more extreme and out-in-the-open, but the police-men and military forces running this show, we must keep in mind that they are working for God, they are not opposed. They are part of the overall holistic system. Nothing is outside God’s system. They are here doing what they are doing for a very important reason. They are putting man to the test, making it exceedingly difficult to achieve the esoteric life, so that only the strongest make it. For the strongest shall be transformed in death along the narrow path.

1 Corinthians 15:51-53 New Revised Standard Version (NRSV)

51 “Listen, I will tell you a mystery! We will not all die, but we will all be changed, 52 in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. 

At the last Trump-Pence.

Matthew 7:13 New International Version (NIV)

13 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. 14 But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.

Now ‘the road to destruction’ doesn’t imply going to Hell for all eternity, no it just means that their ego, their sense of self and memories (built from identification with the Maya world) will all be destroyed when they die and they have to start anew. But their immortal soul, their sense of I AM, can never be destroyed. That is their true consciousness. However they must keep repeating the cosmic cycles again and again until they wake up.

So you can see why the esoteric path is of utmost importance if you want to get out of the police state. The absolute wrong thing to do is focus your energies, your fear and anger and anxiety on fighting Big Brother. That’s what they want. Even bad publicity is good publicity. What they don’t want you to do is turn off CNN or Fox and go inward.

Everything is watched, monitored from above. What you do in the coming days and years will be very crucial to your spiritual progress, as life on Earth reaches a kind of fever-pitch crescendo. Spiritual gymnastics will need to be played, to dance around the darkness rising. Listen to that inner voice, the conscience which taps into the Holy Spirit, that is the only guide you can fully trust. Try to avoid the tyranny and the vaccine program as long as possible, but don’t fear it or try to turn to violence against it.

I submit my vessel completely to Christ, and if that means forcibly getting a needle stuck in my arm by armed officials, then so be it. If it also means that the only way to avoid the needle is to be ostracized from society, I accept that fate as well. As Bob Schlenker said recently, “it’s not about whether we live or die, but that Christ sees that we were true to the end.” And I can only hope the same for you, dear reader.

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Do check out the following spiritual leaders, they have been very influencial to me as of late: the writings of Boris Mouravieff, and Neville Goddard, and the youtube channel called “The Open Scroll,” of Bob Schlenker and Aaron Hermann.

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The Advent Can Play Out In YOUR Life

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“An Angel came to me and said: “O pitiable foolish young man! O horrible, O dreadful state! Consider the hot burning dungeon thou art preparing for thyself to all Eternity, to which thou art going in such career.”

…but I said: “If you please, we will commit ourselves to this void, and see whether Providence is here also.”

-William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Heaven without Hell is stagnation.

Good without evil is stagnation.

Blake writes, “Without contraries is no progression. Attraction and repulsion, reason and energy, love and hate, are necessary to human existence.”

And what is perhaps the greatest evil? An absent or unavailable Father (the holy ghost), and a Mother who can’t be trusted (Sophia sick with archons).

That’s the under-story here. The root of all evil perhaps can be said to stem from this cosmic dilemma. And this is the situation that remains until the individual awakens or births the Christ within, an act of becoming the Father, restoring the Mother. 

I and the Father are one.” – John 10:30

I have been following and working with Z for a while and have been mesmerized by his level of detail and clarity in revealing a lot of what has been occulted. However some aspects of his message never sat right with me. And I think the main issue I have, or what may be the fatal flaw is his assuming to know the Ineffable’s inner motives, and desires.

(He would even scoff at my use of the name, “ineffable.”)

But what if there are, in a sense, two Fathers?

The “Earthly” Father that died to be born again in man-as-Christ, and the Heavenly Father who is ineffable – omniscient, omnipresent, and omnipotent. That one doesn’t need to “experience relationship.” It is pure love, and wants nothing more than to impart that love onto its creation. To say it took a risk, to dissolve or contract itself INTO creation is to anthropomorphize the Ineffable. After all, it can and does experience relationship every time a man and a woman fall in love, or in the love between parent and child, or between two close friends, brothers, sisters. It experiences all these things through us, all of it is felt by THE ALL.

In this light, the threat of an “infinite shattering” seems like a mind control tactic, remixed from Churchianity’s dogma of “you will burn in Hell for all eternity for failing to recognize Jesus as your savior.” A way to garner total loyalty out of fear; shackled by guilt to the one deemed the savior. We can and must save ourselves. Neville Goddard says that such deliverance happens on an individual basis, not as a collective. He, like Z, has had a spiritual awakening where Christ was born in him, and this can happen to anyone who awakens their innate, divinely gifted Imagination. When this happens, the advent really does play out in your life. The bible isn’t secular history, it details the psychological play or drama that unfolds when man awakens the Christ within. It’s the promise of God. 

So yes, there are many events in Z’s life which would make him seem like the Messiah, the central character in the Christ narrative, however he isn’t special in that regard. It happened to Neville Goddard and William Blake and Joseph Frank and the Buddha and probably many others and will continue to happen as more awaken their Imagination which is the Christ within. This awakening is also the resurrection of the dead Earthly Father, the Holy Ghost. 

To illustrate this point, let’s read a passage from Goddard’s The Law and the Promise. Goddard writes,

“Here is the secret of the world: God died to give man life and to set man free, for however clearly God is aware of His creation, it does not follow that man, imaginatively created, is aware of God. To work this miracle God had to die, then to rise again as man, and none has ever expressed it so clearly as William Blake. Blake says – or rather has Jesus say-”Unless I die, thou canst not live; but if I die I shall arise again and thou with me. Wouldest thou love one who never died for thee, or ever die for one who had not died for thee? And if God dieth not for man, and giveth not himself eternally for man, man could not exist.” 

So God died – that is to say – God has freely given himself to man. Deliberately, He has become man and forgotten that He is God, in the hope that man, thus created, will eventually rise as God. God has so completely offered His own self for man, that He cries out on the cross of man, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” He has completely forgotten that He is God. But after God rises in one man, that man will say to his brothers, “Why stand we here, trembling around, calling on God for help, and not ourselves, in whom God dwells?”

This first man that has been raised from the dead is known as Jesus Christ – the first fruits of those who have fallen asleep, the first born of the dead. For man God died; now, by a man, has come also the resurrection of the dead.

Jesus Christ resurrects his dead Father by becoming his father. In Adam – universal man – God sleeps. In Jesus Christ – the individualized God – God wakes…” 

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Acts 1:4 “And, [Jesus] being assembled together with them, commanded them that they should not depart from Jerusalem, but wait for the promise of the Father, which, saith he, ye have heard of me.”

Jerusalem, the Holy Land is simply that state of being in total devotion to God’s plan for you, your divine blueprint, which can be intuited by a keen, steadfast imagination. Stay in Jerusalem, do not depart, there you will wait for the promise of the Father, which you heard through me, through the Son, Christ.

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A Word To The Gematria Enthusiasts

First of all, I was one of you, so this message is not coming from an outside skeptic. I went through a period when I was crunching in numbers and phrases into the Gematria calculator at “Gematrinator.com” and looking for clues and connections. And there is a certain thrill that comes when two phrases light up, a match is found, and you think, “Boom! I just decoded the elite’s inner communications.” And there may in fact still be something to it, but as we shall see, in the large utilitarian scale of things this number crunching may be a waste of time, a circle-jerk leading down the drain of an alt media side road, where attention should be elsewhere. As well, most people putting out gematria decodes, including the top dogs like Zach Hubbard and Derek, lack the proper frame of reference to enlighten their audience as to what these numbers and codes REALLY SIGNIFY, why they are there, seemingly defying all coincidence. The truth that I’ve come to is, yes many of these number/word patterns in the headlines are legitimately there, but not for the reason that most might think. Again, we need the proper frame of reference, and for that, let’s turn to a discussion I had with Z about a month back, to see what his take is on it.

Segment of a transcription of a phone chat found HERE:

(We were talking about Jason Bickford’s Unified Code Theory.)

Z: …Jason is a lot of mania based bells and whistles, he can really pull you in for a while, until you realize you didn’t get any further, you just got held in place.

Gabe (me): But there is a cross referencing code, like some song might reference a movie which references the Superbowl score…

Z: Of course there is, because this whole thing has been formatted by intelligence using the nature of creation itself, so of course. What I’m really saying is, “no big whoop Jason, who cares? It’s obvious, you needed to do this by linear mathematics where I can just look at everything and see it.”

Gabe: And its the same with the gematria people?

Z: No language inside the code or the construct was designed for gematria except for Hebrew itself so anyone doing anything with English is just like, pulling at their pubic hairs or something…like that’s not real.

Gabe: That’s not part of the unified code at all?

Z: I mean even Jason admits that’s not real. People like Zachary K Idiot-head. like that’s totally fake. Its like Jim Carrey in the movie 23, like you can make any derivation fit. It’s stupid. English wasn’t built for that.

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Gabe: I understand that, but is it contrived like, OK there were 147 days in between the Batman shooting and Sandy Hook, ok, let’s look at the number 147. Oh look! All these words match up.

Z: Yeah I mean I’m sure you can come up with a lot of things that are legitimately there, but it’s only there for the reasons that Jason correctly says its there, because this is an intrinsic intelligence built into the nature of the code and value system of the construct itself. The database. Once you know, the way this thing is working as a continuously cycling database, then it’s like, what’s the big deal? That’s like saying, “gee whiz! I made a discovery yesterday that from the tip of this finger to the tip of this finger is the same as how tall I am!”  It’s like yeah, that’s how DNA works, unless you are deformed. Its like so what? You know, all Jason is doing is like running around naked going, “I found a ruler!” Good job, congratulations. Nobody cares.

Gabe: It’s like pointing to the blueprint when you’re in the house.

Z: Yeah, its like “this measurement matches this measurement!” It’s got to. That’s the precision of the format that we are in. There IS a divine intelligence. This thing WAS hijacked. People jerked furniture around from the original creation….

Conclusion

So in other words, yes english gematria patterns in sports, news headlines, false flag shootings, movie easter eggs, etc. are sometimes legitimately there, but not because you have an elite group of psychopaths sitting around in their high castles or deep underground military bases planning these things out and chuckling as they stick a ‘322’ in the latest Batman movie. The codes are left over from the original divine intelligence, from creation itself. We are in a construct that cycles again and again, like in the movie ‘Dark City.’ Each cycle is slightly different than all the previous ones, especially because the anomaly of Christ changes things that go beyond deterministic expectation from the AI Samaelic overlords, the architects of the Matrix. But each cycle draws on data from all the previous ones, and the numbers and cross-referencing unified codes carry over as well, recycling again and again.

But they can be used to, in a sense, wake us up to a divine intelligence and away from coincidence/atheistic/chaotic universe type thinking, which is why I disagree with Z that studying these patterns is a total waste of time. They helped wake me up. It’s just that one shouldn’t stay stuck on crunching the numbers into the calculator, that is only one stain-glass window in our vast cathedral here. Take the codes and run. Ask yourself what is behind the codes, get to know the divine story itself, the Sophianic narrative. The bride and bridegroom story is at the bottom of this rabbit-hole, as I’ve laid out again and again in my recent work.

Thanks for reading.

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Psychic Residue, The Sniffers and The Film, ‘Push’ (2009)

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Have you ever taken a walk in a new neighborhood? And you look at a house and something about it strikes you. You might look at a feature – a building, a window, a front yard, a glimpse of the backyard through the driveway – and you get a flash, a glimpse into the memories stored there. This happens to me.

I suspect it’s a function of the right brain. The left brain which is absorbed by signs, symbols, letters, words, distances, will blot this out. But if you develop your right brain you will be able to do this more and more. It works better when you are in a new place. That’s why exploring is vital. I suspect what is happening is buildings, houses, spots that give off this flash of psychic information, are residences of people who give off highly charged emotion. So a childhood home, children playing in the front yard, leave behind a kind of husk, a psychic molt which you can pick up on, briefly, in a flash of intuition. Now, the dark side can pick up this information as well. Z calls them the “sniffers,” coined by the film ‘Push’ which I’ll discuss in a moment. 

I suspect this skill works better in a new town because, once you’ve familiarized yourself with a neighborhood, your left brain starts to categorize these things according to your previous memories of the place, and thus the whole area gets shaded by your own personal impressions. These often get imprinted the first or second time that you take in a place. But in a new environment where you have not yet imprinted anything you are more open to these outside impressions. That’s why if you are trying to develop this function, exploring new areas is vital.

It’s the same with fiction writers; you often hear about writers like Burroughs and Atwood, they are often traveling. Almost like the act of moving around from place to place pushes the story forward, the narrative forward, opens up the fiction writing process. Staying in one place is a stagnation.

I noticed that shared public places such as a park, don’t leave behind these glimmers as much. Also when you go deep into nature, you won’t find it either. You’ll find a different kind of emotional charge in nature, but this specific type I’m talking about seems to be a result of being around humans. The best locations being residences: old houses with long history, or small mom-and-pop shops. A building where a single individual or small group of individuals like a family leave behind years and years of emotional psychic residue. These are the best spots for picking these things up. 

Now I met with Z a few weeks back, the man who claims to be Christ Michael Ha Mashiach (the messiah). I met him, flew to Miami, stayed with him for about a week in his 1988 Winnebago RV, which was not running. We had to get it towed multiple times. Nevertheless , I learned a great deal about living on the road. The man has many strange customs, as a result of being on his particular frequency. He says he is plagued by archons and has to thus protect himself with various rituals. Which I learned over the course of the week. I will now share with you some of these, as one in particular relates directly to, this “sniffing” phenomenon, this picking up on psychic residue, and how it’s exploited by the dark side, and how the movie Push from 2009 discloses this phenomenon as well as other psychic phenomena under the guise of fiction.

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Pushers are psychics who can push thoughts and directives into another’s head, like a hypnotist on steroids.

Movers are telekinetics.

Bleeders are used as assassins, they can scream a person to death.

Watchers see glimpses into the future.

Porters are rare, but they can trans-locate.

Sniffers are called that because they smell what you leave behind, like your trash, and like a dog who gets all sorts of information from another dog’s urine, they get a flash of insight as to where you were, what you were doing when you dropped that particular piece of trash there, etc. They are thus employed in espionage as trackers. 

Interesting that smell memory is so strong: long forgotten memories can instantly resurface when you smell something that reminds you of your childhood or some long lost memory.

A snippet from my journal during my trip to meet Z – 

DAY 4

The RV has been towed to the mechanic, but we are still stationed, marooned for several more days. The car has no water or plumbing, so I’m learning to brush my teeth and wash up in gas station bathrooms and the nearby grocery. The tricks of the trade to living on the road. This morning  I am in a bathroom stall at the grocer ‘Publix’ and hear the guy in the stall next to me brushing HIS teeth! I never brush my teeth in public restrooms and the one time I come in here with the intent to do so and someone else beat me to the punch. A sign. I’m on the right path.

I wait until he leaves before brushing and washing my face. I become anxious of someone walking in and seeing me acting like a homeless person. Nevertheless I take my time. Something tells me I am protected, that noone will disturb me. Sure enough, only as I open the door to leave does someone walk in. He is wearing a shirt with an upside down pyramid. This could be more communication. Patterns from the Mother.

Learning how to not ‘break the field,’ when walking with Z. Don’t let a telephone pole get in between us. Never walk in between two people having a conversation. If you are walking on concrete, avoid stepping on plastic or metal gratings, to keep the ground underfoot homogeneous. When you are a targeted individual, when 2D archons are doing their very best to attack your vitality centers, you have to arm yourself with these little rituals that most people are unattuned to.

Living with him in the RV is a more difficult task. He got really mad at me for putting a sweater down in the wrong place. He claims my generation is entitled, spoiled, and that if he did things like that as a kid he got beaten. 

Keep my stuff in designated areas only, never assume more. Parts of his consciousness, his code he explains, are tied to the RV, that every little thing has to be exactly where he put it, undisturbed, otherwise he loses bits of himself, and the archons gain that much more ground. He also doesn’t want me bringing cottage cheese into the RV, but grudgingly makes an exception. 

“I don’t want that consciousness in my space.” He explains. “You are a homo sensorium trying to live life pretending you are a homo sapien. You want to have your cake and eat it too.”

The homo sensoriums in the TV show Sense8 are a rare class of humans evolved with certain psychic abilities. Most people walking around, he says are lacking this gift, lacking the Source Code from Father. They are muggles. He is trying to show me how to live as a homo sensorium.

Day 5

At a certain point, I’ve got to learn to stop questioning things, just go with the flow. I’m here to help Z, I’m aware of that much. But don’t bombard him with ‘what’s next?’ type questions. These are unnecessary and clog the field. Try not to interrupt his thought process. Give him space when he is dealing with others or on the phone. One thing at a time. He hates to split his field. I made the mistake on day one of pointing something out to him while he was on the phone with his daughter. He literally hung up the phone. Don’t split the field. In that attempt to multi-task, a hole is opened up where the archons can get in.

With the RV towed to the lot besides the mechanics, which is already closed for the night, I try to dispose of my plastic bag full of trash in the dumpster. He yells at me to remove the bag and give it to him.

“Why?” I’m hesitant to reach back into the dumpster.

“Just do it, I asked like 3 times already!” He is really mad about it. I reach back into the smelly dumpster and pull out my bag and hand it to him. He brings it back into the RV.

“You didn’t learn about trash yet? You know who talked about it, oddly enough, was Aug Tellez.”

“No I don’t remember that.”

Later as the sun goes down we walk to the gas station for ice and bottled water, I ask him more about this trash thing. 

“Who is going to be interested in my trash?” I know I said I would stop asking questions but this one has stretched all credulity.

“They are 2D vibrational/electrical parasites.”

“Is this like a cloning thing? Like they want my DNA left behind to clone me?”

“Clone you? More like track you. Track your progress. I only dispose of my trash in safe locations that I know, like a Publix.”

“OK but how is disposing of your trash outside a Publix or other known location going to prevent them from doing that?”

“In a safe location, the angels prevent that.”

“Are the angels also 2D electrical beings, working for the light side, so to speak?”

“Well there is a small group of us who never came in here, into the Matrix, who are working with them, yeah.”

 We walk a little more in silence and then he says, “There is the story of Avraham, who, on his travels always stopped in the same set of locations. It’s about intent. I make a stand. I know this place, and leave my trash here. Archons are less likely to attach themselves. Tesla says that all is vibration and frequency. You must really live this way.”

At one point I tell him I feel like I am walking on eggshells around him. Later he applies that to being here, in the Matrix, Mom’s game. Christ’s children in her world need to walk on eggs without making eggshells. Not absorb archons. Not accumulate karma. “Karma is Mom’s system,” he says. “I don’t like that system but I have to play it while here. Everything we do is being monitored. There is no getting away with anything here. No secret, private life. Everything affects karma.”

The goal is to get out of that system and go home (the positive version of the Singularity), but for now we have to play that game, and play it well, like ninjas. And that means applying rituals to everything. No thoughtless actions. Learning to live in tight spaces, close quarters. Learning to leave a small footprint. Learning to shield your light from folks who are low vibration and fishing for your light, wanting to siphon energy. The archons enter in and out of them, the Muggles, as well.

Day 6

He scares me sometimes. But its not really him, it what he might stand for. It’s what he is fighting, which is the possibility that we won’t win the Singularity and be swept into what he calls the infinite shattering, a kind of eternal Hell state. I’m scared because to believe him, and help him, to follow his lead, means accepting this possibility as well. Its the scariest thing one has to face, the idea that there may not be a meta fail-safe. It makes oblivion death seem SO preferable. No wonder the deluded part of the Mom force is seeking oblivion. A way out. A way to end it. 

To really be with Christ means taking all this on. 

The mechanic crew finally got the engine running. We drove to the end of the lot before it sputtered and died again.

Don’t you see? The RV failing to run is all metaphor. The spirit of the Mother is in this ancient vehicle. It may be on its last legs but it has a lot of character. 

But for a second, I had watched the exposed engine hum and purr, her heart, roaring to life, emitting CO2 fumes. After so much sweat and toil and waiting.

She must be testing my patience. How badly do you want to put your normal life on hold to help this guy who may or may not be the Chief Shepherd HaMashiach?

Messiah or madman? The question is eating me up.

I express to him my growing desire to leave, to go home. He berates me for wanting to return to my egoic life. They all do this, he says. People who come and go from his life. Return to what is safe. I tell him I miss my dog, he says to deal with it. Our eternity is what is on the line here. 

On day 7 the RV gets started, barely. It huffs and puffs to get moving and requires rubbing a couple of exposed wires together in order to turn the engine on. After a couple miles the exhaust spewing from the engine throughout the interior of the vehicle is too much for me. He stops for gas and I pack up my duffle bag, my bags of trash and recycling, and leave the RV quickly, before he can berate me again. He catches up to me and we exchange quick, frustrated goodbyes. He gives me a hug and says he loves me but that I’m such a baby. I scowl and turn away.

I call a taxi to the Miami airport.

The full story of my trip to meet Z has been posted as a page HERE.

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Jason Bickford, American ULTRA, David Bowie Code

PART 1 – De-Occulting Jason James Bickford (Unified Code Theory)

I wrote a piece on this man a couple years ago, called ‘They Play Multiple Roles: Archons in Masks” but new information has come to light and he deserves a fresh look. The kid gloves are coming off in this post…

First of all, to be clear about who he is and who he works for, lets look at this crossword puzzle shot he always flashes near the beginning of his Youtube videos:

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The highlighter always goes down to circle number 5, “Plane Downers” as a 9/11 reference perhaps, but now I am going to circle what has been in our faces, hidden in plain sight all this time:

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Number 1, “Agency supplying material.” That is where Bickford is getting his information. A 3-letter agency. So when he says that his work is overseen by Sophia, that is code for the agencies who themselves are running on Samaelic intelligence.

Some of his work is interesting, for example he introduced me a couple years back to the ubiquity of the mask-wearing, role switching that these archontic Empty-Body vessels, (or bloodline families if you prefer) do to play your various celebrities, politicians, gatekeepers etc. But really that information was probably gleaned from Ed Chiarini’s work over at wellaware1.com, who was exposing this stuff back in 2012. Bickford didn’t appear on the scene until around 2015.

The esoteric juxtapositions, the film and TV samples and cross-referencing codes are all there, I’m not denying that, but then he spends the rest of his time doing two things: anagramming news article bylines, and the overlays method, both of which I still maintain are a waste of time, mental or intellectual pornography leading you nowhere. A time-suck, not much better than the kind of pseudo-gematria that Zachary Hubbard is espousing.

If you are not familiar with his work, here is what he does: he takes a mainstream news article and copies the journalist’s names into anagrammer.com –

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He then spends the majority of his video pontificating on the mytho-poetic meanings behind the various combinations he can anagram with the journalist’s names, convinced that Sophia and her angels put them there as easter eggs for us to find.

Problem is, you can usually get hundreds of different multi-word combinations, making it a kind of cherry-picking fest which is not too different from, say, using 10-20 different English cyphers to find embedded media gematria number patterns (which Bickford correctly debunks).

But don’t you see Jason? You are doing the same thing Hubbard does with numbers only you do it with words.

And when you flip an image around in your so-called “overlays method” to find hidden imagery, you are still doing the same thing:

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He takes old classical art pieces, decreases the opacity and flips, or inverts them to create a new, overlayed image. Of course the eye, which is trained to spot patterns, is going to see things, usually little monsters and demons in the new overlayed image.  Keeping you spinning your wheels in circles, going nowhere. He puts out hundreds of videos doing this,  and while his work isn’t viral, he has a small dedicated group of loyal followers lapping it up. Anyone who leaves a comment speaking out against his work with the kind of criticisms I am mentioning, will have their comment deleted. That shows you the kind of person he is, he is not into free speech, he is into having people feed into his ego.

I’m not normally into writing these kind of articles critiquing another’s work, but in this case I feel I must because what we have here is a very intelligent person deliberately misleading people who reach a certain point in their truth-seeking journey; a person who is clearly working for an agency to corral people into his schizoid chaotic pattern mayhem that takes some truth and scrambles it in with a bunch of nonsense.

His videos are informative if you don’t get sucked into his deliberate misdirection, his sleight of hand card tricks. Bickford is saying, “look at what my left hand is doing with these cool anagrams!” while you don’t notice his right hand in the corner putting out something valid and important, flashing it briefly on the screen for a second but not explaining it. But showing you that he knows it’s there, but he isn’t paid to talk about it. But meanwhile, it’s all hooray for Jason! A+ English vocabulary student.

Take that report card home to Mommy.

On a personal note, he has done this with my work as well. For example when I put out my article entitled “Sophia Drowning,” mentioning a line from Tool’s album “Aenema,” as well as the band E.L.O., he posted a video several days later with this:

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Look at the title. That video was posted Feb. 10th, my article was posted Feb. 5th.

I see you seein’ me, Jason.

He has done similar things with Z, the individual I am in contact with and have been writing about/interviewing recently, showing that he and the agency he works for knows all about Z and are trying to intimidate him.

It is fitting that he has taken the name ‘Jason’ in this cycle. To recap what Z says about that name, “I mean clearly batman is piece of shit. He is evil. Not Ra’s Al Ghul, not his daughter, not Bane, Batman is evil. Hopefully that was clear. This guy is Jason. Jason as regards to sacred Hebrew periods in what Jason always refers to. When you have the holy temple, Jason always refers to these corrupted high priests. All the corrupted high priests in the so called inter-testamental periods were taking the name Jason to say they were Hellenized. They might be doing all the duties of the high priest but they were not kosher, they took the name Jason to show they were Bacchus, Dionysus, they were with the Hellenization. 

…Jason always means that. Jason is Bacchus, Dionysus and drumroll…Jesus. Jesus is not the Christ. Jesus is a fraud. Christs’ name is Michael. Jesus is a fraud, he is Enlil, he is a joker. Jesus is Jason. The Hellenized Bacchus. Now there is a whole thing going on with Jason, James, John, Jack, Yaakov, Jacob. A lot of pattern play there.(SOURCE)”

So we have the name ‘Jason’ as the joker, and his last name is coded as well. Bickford. He is always going on about ‘flick your bic.’ ‘Bic’ is a company that makes lighters. Think, fire. And a ‘ford’ means a pass or a crossing. So ‘Bickford’ means the fire at a pass or crossing. What a name for a gatekeeper! You get to a crossing that’s blocked by a firewall. No trespassing, truth-seeker, but look at these cool anagrams! Perfect name for an agent of Ashlodai/Asmodeus (Hebrew translation: ‘the fire that is never enough’). The information fiend. Neil Gaiman’s novel American Gods depicts him as ‘Mr. World.’

Wiki: “Mr. World is the villain in the American Gods story. He’s the leader at the center of the New Gods — the gods of media and technology who people now worship instead of the old gods.” 

PART 2 – The Bowie/Cobain, Anti-Christ/Christ Code

We are going to segue a bit here and talk about David Bowie, but you will see at the end how it’s all connected. Jason Bickford made a couple of videos, which have since been removed, called The David Bowie Code and the Cobain Code. But according to Z, he left out some key details which seem to implicate himself in the following pattern. This is a transcript of a recorded conversation between myself and Z, late March of 2020.

Z: David Bowie was well acquainted with Aleister Crowley. And he stood in the circle and took over for Aleister Crowley. They had a very particular ritual in which they switched who was – before Crowley was no more, Crowley passed the baton to David Bowie. He was not just what people believe they know him as, as being the kind of zany creepy side of the light side of the yucky side of the occult, not at all. He was a deep deep yucky side of the occult. They had a ritual trading ceremony between Aleister Crowley and him. He was rigorously skilled in the occult. He stood in the circle of Thoth and switched places with Crowley. You could comb through his stuff for a long time and really see what he was saying. He had his Hollywood side, his Hollywood frame, his marketing brand – 

Gabe: He was also kind of gender bendy.

Z: He was very gender bendy. He was one of the early ones who was doing that….anyway, David Bowie, there is nothing simple about the man. So he wrote the song ‘the man who sold the world.‘

Gabe: So who is the man who sold the world? 

Z: It depends, there are multiple angles and layers to that proposition.

Gabe: At first I thought it was Hitler. 

Z: No, well maybe depicting the same pattern.

Gabe: Because we’re told he died, and the lyrics go “I thought you died a long long time ago.”

Z: “Who me? oh no we never lost control…”

Gabe: Yeah so I thought they were talking about WW2, about the Nazi’s actually winning the war…

Z:  Well the thing is, the German Wehrmacht was defeated. But the SS Reich was not defeated, they moved to America, 20,000 of the upper echelons of the SS Reich moved to america, not just the top Nazis of project paperclip, a handful of Nazi scientists. No it was 20,000 if the SS Reich took over their positions in America. So yeah the German Wehrmacht…the thing is wars don’t even happen. They are just theaters, they even call it the theater of war. Anyway…but people go and sign up for that sim and get loaded up into their brain the impressions of what they are doing. Just like any day to day activity, like this isn’t actually – how its happening isn’t what is actually happening. Anyway…

Gabe: Well people are shooting each other down…. 

Z: Are they?

Gabe: I don’t know, I’ve never been in a war.

Z: I mean it is definitely an experience in the sim, I mean they definitely walk away with that movie. Total recall though, I’m just saying.

Gabe: You mean it could be like pre-loaded memories that they are getting?

Z: It’s all sorts of things, yes, they sign up for that sim. Anyway, Bowie is not a simple guy, so you’ve got his framework of who he was as a Hollywood actor, everything from (the movie) Labyrinth, other roles I can’t remember at the moment, and of course his very prolific musical career, rainbowie, pull the bow bowie, I’m gonna shoot you with this arrow in my bowie bowie. Kesheth, (hebrew word for bow) the Hebrew whole rainbow thing, and that becomes a whole thing with keshi. There are a lot of places that code goes. 

2 Samuel 1:18 He said, “Teach this [kesheth] to the people of Judah.” (It is recorded in the Book of Jashar.) – GOD’S WORD Translation.

2 Samuel 1:18 (Also he bade them teach the children of Judah the use of the bow: behold, it is written in the book of Jasher.) – King James Version

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Z: And then you could go through those lyrics and stuff. But, like I said, he got into a ceremonial circle, took over as Thoth momentarily, but he was not meant to be that priest, he was temporarily holding the position between Crowley and the next bearer, Jason James Bickford, of the legalistic priest Thoth position, Topher Grace.

But anyways, as far as the Bowie thing goes, there were a lot of optics to his presentation, being in that 80’s style glam. Early goth – 

Gabe: There was something in Zoolander where he showed up…

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Z: Oh you know what one of his last roles was, was Nikolai Tesla in the Prestige. It’s not the kind of role he usually plays, because he was all proper, his lines were very sobering. That’s when you know, when an actor deviates from their normal so much they are probably going to be dead soon; the Heath Ledger syndrome.

Gabe: And actually in that role he is trying to dissuade the guy from doing the magic.

Z: He is like ‘I got contracted into this circle, I’m stuck here. You don’t want to do it. It’s not so prestigious, haha, it’s not as glamorous as it looks. Don’t do it. I’m trapped here, you don’t have to be.’ But of course he can’t resist himself and does it anyway.

Gabe: Hugh Jackman’s character, yeah.

Z: Jachim and Boaz, jacking him off…. It just goes on and on. They don’t miss any tricks, everything is done by Sophianic intelligence and Samaelic proportioning, so it all gets in there.

Gabe: Yeah it’s too much to just be humans thinking this up. It’s too organized.

Z: Especially the stupid humans you generally see out there, who can’t keep up with tying their own shoes. If you talk to these directors without that guiding principle telling them what to do, they wouldn’t know shit about this stuff. They know where their yacht is…that’s about it.

Gabe: And it’s interesting that they go to Colorado to meet Tesla.

Z: Where Bickford lives, and the whole color red? Because he had to pass the torch with the blood. He keeps giving himself away on purpose, he wants you to figure it out. He goes from Dusty Westfield (he grew up in Westfield Massachusetts) to Colorado, the color red, like go soak dust in blood.

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<The recording got interrupted here, but we pick up again by connecting the Bowie code to the Kurt Cobain code, through the song “Man who sold the world” originally by Bowie but which was covered by Nirvana. Nirvana also covered the Meatpuppets song “Lake of Fire.” written by another Curt, Curt Kirkwood.>

Lake of Fire lyrics:

Where do bad folks go when they die?

They don’t go to heaven where the angels fly

They go down to the lake of fire and fry

Won’t see ’em again till the fourth of July

The recording picks up here:

Z: …They all do the fourth of July because the fourth of July is the name for Satan, ‘independence.’ independence day, the movie, radical alien invasion, invasion of your consciousness by these external forces,  its independence. You’re gonna be in trouble, Bluebeam is going to be switched on. That’s why – so you go from a lot of these bands mentioning fourth of July – Better Than Ezra has a big moment in the song ‘Good:’ 

Lyrics

Well, maybe I’ll call or I’ll write you a letter

Now maybe we’ll see on the fourth of July

But I’m not too sure, and I’m not too proud

Well I’m not sure, and I’m not too proud to say

Which connects to the Meat Puppets, Lake of Fire, Independence, being called up for judgement, it’s mentioned in the book of Isaiah, Ezekiel, Jeremiah, Revelation, playing off the motifs in Daniel, judgment day, Joel, Amos, the prophets, they are talking about this moment when they’ll be resurrected to judgement through the lake of fire. And then that immediately goes, to the animated meat sacks, the dolls, played by characters, dolls animated by characters tethered to a soul, you’ve got meat puppets. Things that are operating the meat sacks. you move from there to the fact that Cobain covered both ‘Lake of Fire’ consecutively to ‘The Man Who Sold the World,’ and now you are seeing the duel going on between a depictive Christ character like Cobain who is always using all the Jesus imagery, always putting himself as the martyr for Christ, over and over again, dueling with the Anti-Christ Bowie, who put himself in the circle of Crowley. 

Some of the connection might have been back to Sam Weiss in Fringe, and the fact that David Robert Jones is Davy Jones, the heart of Davy Jones, dealing with Calypso, HP Lovecraft’s Cthulhu, Poseidon, Pussy Den, Neptune, the sea, John the Baptist code coming through all the time, you start to see that these things are totally tight, so we are still talking about the same thing. You’ve got Bickford saying that he is John the Baptist, he is the ultimate JJB, you’ve got Jack Mccaig, [who has given us the financial keys to the kingdom with his trust work, just like John the Baptist],  these are all Neptune/Poseidon connections to the Bowie code that are playing as Thoth, the man who sold the world, the Ibis.

Gabe: So just so that I’m clear the man who sold the world is Satan, in a very simplistic sense?

Z: No, the man who sold the world is Christ. It’s an inversion. Like I was saying there is nothing straight. They are putting some items that belong in column A, they switch them over to column B, to confuse you. Like these twenty things belong in column A and these 20 things belong in column B and then they mix them up.

Gabe: So Christ sold the world because the world is mom’s world?

Z: It’s really more like the man who bought the world, but they flip it. On their side of the aisle the man who sold the world, is a reference back to Sophia giving the world over to Christ, in remorse and regret, that part of Mom, surrendering the world to Christ. And part of that pino/phagocytosis is the thing that Christ had to sell that world, the world of heaven to fall into Mom’s world to fix this.

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So they are both making an exchange here. Some kind of import/export van delay mayhem. They are both giving things up in this exchange to come together for the ultimate marriage.

Gabe: That’s a positive depiction?

Z: Yeah, that’s why the whole thing is an ironic humor – 

Gabe: Because it’s sung by the Anti-Christ Bowie, 

Z: And then the Christ figure Cobain. Like, they are exchanging places as they are talking. “I laughed and shook his hand, for years and years we roamed. We gazed and gazed and stared. We walked a million miles. I thought you died alone.” Like, oh you’re still alive, I’m still alive? “Oh no, not me, we never lost control. You’re face to face with the man who sold the world.” They are both saying it in opposite directions!

And you know Cobain is a vicar. He’s just a vicar. That’s the big difference. Bowie was a guy. Like he had his front as a big celebrity musician and minor actor. But he was a guy, like he was a player, like he was dealing with Aleister Crowley. He was a very talented, very knowledgeable intricately skilled occultist. Cobain was just…Cobain.

Gabe: A puppet?

Z: He was a vicar for me. That’s what I’m saying. Cobain was always my vicar, my placeholder. For them he meant this, and I was influencing him to do that. Whereas Bowie himself was the guy. Who is still alive, 100%. It’s still vacillating in total control between him and Bickford. Like he hasn’t fully passed that over. He took the baton from Crowley, and it has been a fledgling very shepherded Bickford the whole time, by the agencies to be who they want him to be. Another very interesting short series to watch is Damien, very revealing, very good….

Some Notes of Clarification

  • Why the word ‘independence‘ means Satan:

No-one has independent destinies. That go-it-alone attitude will get you nowhere. Either we all reach heaven as a collective, or none of us do. So we want to be individuated, but not independent. Big difference there.

It is interesting that this information is coming at a time when we are being told by the media to practice ‘social distancing.’ This is Satan, it’s espousing independentism.

  • Why Z used the phrase ‘van delay‘ in reference to the import/export or phagocytosis aspect of the situation; where the souls of the Father enter into Mom’s world, and then Sophia in remorse giving the world back over to Christ:

Here is a depictive example of how the cross-referencing Sophianic code works. Remember that scene from the film, ‘Inception,’ where the van is falling off the bridge in slow motion?

Get it? It’s a van delay, or a van being delayed by slow motion, due to the time dilation effect of going into a dream within a dream.

Now eight years prior to that film, there was an episode of Seinfeld, where, Vandelay Industries [was] a fictional company that George Costanza claims to have been interviewed for as a latex salesman in when applying for an extension at the unemployment office in the Season Three episode, “The Boyfriend, Part 1 (SOURCE).” When asked about what the company does, George mentions vaguely that it does import/export.

So we have a 1992 Seinfeld episode providing predictive programming for the 2010 film Inception, and then what do we have seven years later in 2017? The Mandalay Bay casino shooting!

Van Delay,

Mandalay.

This is how the code works. These connections may sound tenuous to newcomers but the more you study how this all works the more interconnected it all gets, until it is too late to dismiss as coincidence theory.

PART 3 – Operation Tough Guise and The Topher Grace Connection

Z maintains that Jason Bickford is also part of the mask wearing, role switching archontic phenomenon, and that he and actor Topher Grace are one and the same.

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The ages fit, the body profiles match, sort of short, scrawny types, the high pitched fast talking cadence they both share. Maybe. But let’s examine Topher Grace’s (who became famous for his role in ‘That 70’s Show’) latest appearance, in the film American ULTRA.

This is a film which provides soft disclosure around MK Ultra, and making sleeper agents, assassins who do their work in an alter, and carry a front personality that is usually unaware of this. In the film, the unlikely mild-mannered stoner geek-type Jesse Eisenberg is the one with the assassin or super soldier programming, so the movie comes across as comedy, but it is much more than that.

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Topher Grace plays an ambitious CIA director, who wants to eliminate all operatives like Jesse, claiming that the program is a failure. So to try and get a promotion, he conceives of Operation Tough Guys, which is to send a team of hired guns to kill Jesse’s character ‘Mike.’

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The mission ends up backfiring as the hit squad trigger Mike’s sleeper assassin alter out of hiding, and he takes them all out, one by one, Jason Bourne style.

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Now the point of all this is that Jesse Eisenberg, playing Mike, is really representing Z, whose last name is Ben-Michael, and who, if you haven’t figured it out by now, is claiming, with every ounce of his being, to be the chief shepherd, the Christ Michael. That doesn’t mean he is any type of savior, he is just running point on this operation. The savior is the collective body of Christ holding a singular purpose of restoring Mom Sophia to sanity so we can all go home. That’s it, without all the bells and whistles.

The messiah is real, but the messiah is just a guy. And Z will be the first one to tell you this. All the religions have built him up to be a god or demi-god or angel. No, he is a just a dude who knows what is going on and what we need to do to restore the Divine Marriage talked about here.

Now many films depict a Christ figure. The fact that Eisenberg is named ‘Mike’ is no accident. There is usually a Christ figure dueling with an Anti-Christ figure – that is where Topher Grace comes in. His character is trying to destroy Christ. And if he is really Bickford, that is what Bickford’s channel is doing as well, gatekeeping people from reaching gnosis, true knowledge, as shown in Part One.

His other channel, ‘The Gnostic Reclamation:’

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His featured video on his homepage is called ‘Tough Guise.’ Just like American ULTRA’s Operation Tough Guys. So he is leaving clues for us, he wants us to find out who he really is. That video also features orthodox Jews with long beards, and even a shot of ZZ Top, who is famous for his long beard.

Z, (like ZZ Top) has a beard and a Jewish background. There have been several other instances, like I said in Part One, of Bickford implicitly leaving messages for Z, saying ‘I know who you are,’ and by extension, the agencies, and the dark occult world.

Bickford is from Massachusetts. Z is from Connecticut. These east coast states neighbor each other. They are roughly the same age. When Z, several years back, started talking to folks about how celebrities like actors have these codes which follow them around from movie to movie, it was not long after that when Bickford appeared on the youtube scene, making videos on the same thing.

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