The Lilith Code

A Truthscrambler documentary video:

Video Correction:

The old man in the WeekNd music video ‘Gasoline’ is not his father as I assumed in the video, it is rather his future self. So the old man who is the aged Weeknd as an old man, dies, crashes his vehicle, and receives his KAR-ma, (car-ma) and karma’s a bitch, since he, as a young man sold his soul to become the Weeknd, he wasn’t thinking about the future but was only living for the weekend, so at death he pays the price, he goes to Hell (the abyss), goes to the reptilian demon sex orgy in the Saturn Cube. 

Now, we see this playing out in two time streams simultaneously, it’s brilliant how they did it. We see the young Weeknd in the process of selling his soul, he is at the celebrity sex orgy, the elite club that he bought a ticket for by signing a contract with the wicked music industry which is run by Lucifer and Lilith. 

The Weeknd gets scratched by the long fingernail of one of the women he was dancing with. That’s the jab. She grins wickedly as he recoils in pain and surprise. The false light flickers off and we see her demonic face for a split second. Right then the lyrics go,

I’m staring into the abyss
I’m looking at myself again

Her nails contained Lilith’s poison, the black goo mind control. Now he is totally in line with his superiors, with the Illuminati agenda. Now he goes and beats up the old man (his soul at death), the older version of himself, symbolizing the fact that the karmic repercussions of his, and all other sell-out celebrities and power-elite contracts with the devil are only felt years later when they die and face judgement day and get sent to Hell, they fall into the abyss as discussed in Revelation, to be with the hordes of Luciferic and Ahrimanic demons, the locusts with human faces.

So the video is an overlap of the day he sold his soul and the day he died decades later as the old man crashing his kar-ma.

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We Are Not In a Matrix or Soul Trap!

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels warred against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels warred back. But they did not prevail, nor was a place found for them in heaven any longer. Revelation 12:7

Unseen Enemy

We are going through sharply polarizing times where, on the one hand the noose seems to be getting tighter around our necks, the suffering and despair, fear and confusion is rising, while on the other hand more and more people are waking up to the fact that there is a spiritual or hidden world behind which this world is somewhat of a projection or facade, a lower rending of that other, higher world.

Many are waking up to the fact that there is a shadow elite running false flags from 9/11 to Covid, from fake wars, fake actors, fake scripts, fake news, fake weather, fake food, fake medicine,etc. The list goes on. 

Some even go further and see that behind the shadow elite must be something somehow not human, something demonic,or alien or perhaps an artificial intelligence designed to suck human energy as batteries, like in The Matrix

In other words, we are under attack by something parasitic. This is the gist most can agree on. The particular details vary.

But the purpose of this post is to address something that happens at this stage in one’s awakening and truth journey. It’s an easy trap to get in, one I struggled with myself. But thanks to Theosophy and Steiner’s refinement of this system in his Anthroposophy, I feel like I finally understand what’s going on in terms of reconciling this evil that we see on the mainstage.

Lucifer and Ahriman – The Backward Angelics

For we are indeed under attack. But if we know our enemy we can see how they are in fact serving a holistic function sanctioned by God,and that in this understanding we can release them, (for they are within us). In so doing we redeem them. Humanity are the redeemers of Lucifer and Ahriman.

The shadow elite are taking orders from a spiritual source, from another world. Certain humans who “sell their souls” for power here, become channels for hordes of Luciferic or Ahrimanic demons. 

Lucifer and Ahriman are higher beings, angelics, that became delayed in their evolution in previous phases of the Life Wave. Ahriman and his legion got delayed on Old Sun. In the next planetary cycle Lucifer and his coterie failed the necessary development on Old Moon.

In the hierarchy of spiritual beings, of which humanity comprises near the very bottom (but can climb), when a part of a race at any level fails to develop, they necessarily have to linger on into the next cycle and become parasitic on the beings directly below them. In this way the lower beings can carry them on into the next cycle. All is motion in God’s kingdom. Nothing is static.

Even in the animal kingdom all the species of tapeworms, leeches, ticks, etc., are the biological children of Lucifer and Ahriman.

The West knows Ahriman by the name ‘Satan’ but I wouldn’t recommend using that word because it gets so often confused with Lucifer; the two are distinct beings and this is more clear with Steiner’s terminology. 

Steiner saw clairvoyantly into the spiritual worlds and brought back knowledge with a scientific mind for precision. Without his notes for navigation it is easy to fall for the trap that we are stuck in a Matrix. The soul trap. The fake New Age movement ran with this and imposed the skewed doctrine of the Saturn-cube matrix, where the soul gets seduced and  incarcerated, and then at death, looped and recycled back in again by reptilian alien or archon overlords.

Lucifer and Ahriman have different modes of attack. Lucifer goes for the desire for self love and comfort at the expense of others, he is in the numb junkie that has become dead to the world, and he is also in the ascetic priest who denies the world, rejects the flesh and life “down here” for his skewed idea of Heaven. Lucifer wants to make humanity perfect automatons, where we couldn’t make any moral mistakes, at the expense of free will. He wants to set his “throne above the stars of God.” He rejects the mission of incarnation, of being immersed in the flesh.

Ahriman on the other hand, wants to make man totally imprisoned in flesh, and deny any connection or knowledge of higher worlds. The vaccine injection is totally Ahrimanic, it is an attempt to close off any interest in the soul. Steiner foresaw this with  crystal clarity over a hundred years ago.

“I have told you that the spirits of darkness are going to inspire their human hosts, in whom they will be dwelling, to find a vaccine that will drive all inclination towards spirituality out of people’s souls when they are still very young.” – Rudolf Steiner (1917)

MRNA vaccines are his latest weapon but pornography, high speed internet, junk food, sugar and alcohol, football and beer, bread and circuses are all Ahrimanic diversions from the strait and narrow path of spirit.

School? Prison? Hostage Situation?

People say that this place cannot be sanctioned by God since there is so much suffering here and deceit here. Surely our souls are trapped in a matrix black cube of death. A prison.

Some say that this prison is more like a school, that we are here to grow, and only through suffering these experiences can we grow. And this gets a little closer to the truth.

In this link here Howdie Mickoski makes the claim that this cannot be a school because we lose our memories of past lives, and how would a child in school progress from one grade to the next if every summer they wiped his memory?

But this is why the term ‘school’ is insufficient as well, because in a school only the mind evolves, however we are in a system whereby we evolve new faculties and new spiritual organs. We are in a process of guided mutation and differentiation of our souls. Mickoski, like so many others lacks the spiritual insight to see the grander purpose.

The Black Brotherhood

It is a holy process, our covenant with God. But there is some risk involved. At a certain point the evolving soul must be given free will to either love God his Creator, or only love himself and reject God. This latter path leads naturally down to Hell and its demon inhabitants as defined earlier. At a certain point the sinner gets past a point of no return and is swept up by the hordes of Lucifer and Ahriman. He falls into the abyss, the Qlipothic realms, and can only now steal energy from those of us still connected to Source.

Those who fall into the abyss will have a different line of evolution now from the rest of “Good Humanity.” Although even these lost souls may have a chance to repent, as hinted about in the Book of Revelation, where Satan is loosed from pit for a time.

The average person today who is mired in materialism and ignorantly seduced by Ahriman’s wiles, but not truly wicked, is not currently in danger of this fate (yet). It will be the job of those spiritual leaders today who have accepted the Christ impulse into themselves to help bring the masses of traumatized humanity to Christ in further epochs. 

But for those currently who enjoy hurting others, who gleefully cut and stab into their victim for the power and sick pleasure gained, are teetering on the edge of the abyss, staring into the gaping maw of the two horned beast.  The whole system of Black Magick and the Black Brotherhoods runs on these modes and methods, calling the user down into Hell in exchange for evil genius and power. 

So we are not in a school, there are high stakes and potentials, and we are not in a prison, as we can exercise free will. We are exactly where we are supposed to be. 

We are evolving here along with the Earth and are wrapped up in Her development. We are not from other star systems – all these fake New Agers claiming to be starseeds from Arcturus or the Pleiades, who have come as helpers or volunteer souls are, quite frankly, deluded. We are all part of the same Life Wave that began with earth embodiments termed Old Saturn, then Old Sun, Old Moon and now Earth, the fourth planetary cycle.

(These “starseed” empathic sensitive types are most likely just souls that in past lives already advanced some of the latent psychic faculties that we all have within us.)

Developing “I” Consciousness – Individuation

In earlier planetary embodiments there was not matter as we know it today, and our souls were simple, germinal and swept up  within immense cosmic forces. We felt the activity of the Higher Hierarchies of Beings running, coursing through us. Through them, we were.

Even on Earth, in ancient times such as Atlantis and Lemuria the soul was in more ethereal bodies and felt itself to be more a part of a group or tribal soul. Then in the times of the old testament the soul felt connected to his familial blood ties, that through his ancestors, “I Am.” This is why the ancient Hebrews put so much emphasis on the “seed of Abraham.”

We’ve gone through many past lives but it is only in the last few recent ones that the soul feels itself to be a fully individual “I” in his body. Now in his singular body and form he can say “I Am,” without other intermediaries. 

In order for this to occur however, the spiritual world that he used to see into clairvoyantly had to be temporarily closed off to him. The biblical metaphor for this state is the “wilderness.” He is on his own, left to his own faculties. He does not remember his past lives and has forgotten his deeper soul purpose.

I must stress that this had to occur. This is not a malevolent memory wipe from the evil Matrix architect, although the reader with discernment will see how these popular memes gate-keep or partially disclose real truths through veiled fable and modern Hollywood allegory.

The danger of getting your knowledge from these gatekeepers is that they present everything in an Ahrimanic way that conveys the spiritual matters in material ways. Mainstream Judeo-Christian religion for example claims to be spiritual but is in fact speaking empty words and phrases and live in very materialist mindsets. Lacking spiritual vision and imagination, they envisage Heaven as a physical place not too different from Earth where they can be with their families. They are taught this simple faith but discouraged from esoteric training designed to open your third eye to seeing into spiritual worlds and realities. This is “of the devil” to them.

They deny the doctrines of karma and reincarnation that when reinstated into religion will be the missing key that resolves all this pain, confusion and paranoia. 

We were supposed to forget. The mind was not wiped by a malevolent Demiurge. We are at a stage in our development called “being lost in the wilderness.”

“They wandered lost in the wilderness, alone and out of the way; they found no city to dwell in.  Hungry and thirsty, their soul fainted in them. Then they cried unto the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them out of their distresses.” – Psalm 107

We must feel temporary separation in order to call upon the Lord out of our own free will. God does not want good little automatons. He wants well rounded souls that know good AND evil, but chose the good, through knowledge, that through love, converts to wisdom.

“Even as you appeared to Moses, because

I need you, you appear to me, not

Often, however. I live essentially

in darkness. You are perhaps training me to be

responsive to the slightest brightening.”

-Poet Louis Gluck 

A curious thing happens when one is lost at sea, lost in the wilderness; he has to become sensitive to the slightest brightening, little intuitive flashes of God’s contact, he must develop this higher faculty (these spiritual organs Steiner discusses are one and the same as the Indian chakra system). 

Someone who can see auras will be able to tell when someone has developed these higher faculties, their colored chakras are lit up like a budding flower and spinning.

This can only be done by eating the manna in the wilderness:

“Our fathers ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written, ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’” – John 6:31

Ahriman will try to keep you in the wilderness and say, “see this is all there is, nothing matters and when you die there is just annihilation, so might as well embrace hedonism.” Lucifer will tell you, “see this sucks out here in the wilderness. The howling wastes of the desert. Nothing here for you. Lets return to Heaven now without seeking the development that could be had here.”

To navigate today’s world and the upcoming challenges of the future we need to be constantly on-guard against both these views, because they are both insidious and have already crept into many schools and streams of thought both scientific and religious.

Karma and Disease

The mRNA jabs are a clear signpost that we are heading into times of deep suffering for humanity. Let alone the deaths and injuries already seen, what is coming out is that these jabs are going to alter the genome of the female ovaries, and we may see a rise in cancers and birth defects in the upcoming generations. Once DNA is altered, there is no undoing it. Steiner prophesied a time in the future where mankind becomes more or less sterile, and our bodies break down more and more. In terms of the physical body we are already, in fact, past our prime. This is right on cosmic schedule – as now further development needs to happen on our etheric and astral bodies through our “I” consciousness. We are on the ascending arch now of the Life Wave and must slowly shed matter and etherealize our bodies to be able to follow the planet to higher frequency planes in the next planetary cycles.

Illness and diseases are tied to karma. Our Higher Self that we are not quite conscious of yet wills us to get certain diseases down here if it allows us to balance out sins in past lives or to develop spiritually in certain areas. When an organ fails, its spiritual counterpart is forced to strengthen. Just look at a blind person. Their other senses are heightened. This is how it is for all disease. We can infer then, when a pandemic (or mass poisoning via jabs) occurs that a large swath of humanity needed to clear a collective karma or develop new faculties and was simply not accomplishing this through any other “easier” way than pain. 

Pictures of the Apocalypse

We are entering a wave of illness and death the likes of which we haven’t seen since perhaps the ancient cataclysms of the past. There will be a great war of “all against all” which will,in the physical realm, destroy most of humanity. This was supposed to be way later in the future but by the looks of it the Darkside may have stepped up their timeframe. As a result of this war a small pocket of survivors will carry over into the next epoch and repopulate, much like Noah’s family did, all those years ago. 

Have courage and resolve! Do not give in to fear and nihilism, we must remind ourselves that God will never forsake us, that our souls survived previous cataclysms of fire and water to incarnate again into the descendants of the survivors, and must do so again in the upcoming one. All he asks is for us to cry out to him, in our distress in the wilderness, to not lose faith even at our lowest, to not give in to the wave of materialism spiking the planet, to listen to that quiet inner voice, and he will prepare a place for us.

Christ says “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.” -John 14:3

To conclude with two Gluck poems where she is the voice of God speaking to man, 

Retreating Light

You were always very young children,
always waiting for a story.
And I’d been through it all too many times;
I was tired of telling stories.
So I gave you the pencil and paper.
I gave you pens made of reeds
I had gathered myself, afternoons in the dense meadows.
I told you, write your own story.

After all those years of listening
I thought you’d know
what a story was.

All you could do was weep.
You wanted everything told to you
and nothing thought through yourselves.

Then I realized you couldn’t think
with any real boldness or passion;
you hadn’t had your own lives yet,
your own tragedies.
So I gave you lives, I gave you tragedies,
because apparently tools alone weren’t enough.

You will never know how deeply
it pleases me to see you sitting there
like independent beings,
to see you dreaming by the open window,
holding the pencils I gave you
until the summer morning disappears into writing.

Creation has brought you
great excitement, as I knew it would,
as it does in the beginning.
And I am free to do as I please now,
to attend to other things, in confidence
you have no need of me anymore.


…Don’t think of these things anymore.

Listen to my breathing, your own breathing

like the fireflies, each small breath

a flare in which the world appears.

I’ve sung to you long enough in the summer night.

I’ll win you over in the end; the world can’t give you

this sustained vision.

You must be taught to love me.

Human beings must be taught to love silence and darkness.

Related Reading:

The Two Jesus Children – Rudolf Steiner

Lucifer-Christ-Ahriman Encoded In 2017 Film, Black Butterfly

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Aeon of the Twins, Maat, Time Travel and Dog-Star Symbolism

A Truthscrambler Video Presentation

Occult Hollywood is hiding a repeating symbol-set in many popular movies involving time rituals leveraging the psychic abilities of certain programmed individuals, children mostly, and often sets of twins. This has tremendous implications for the pulse of humanity that is held in sway by the pop culture narratives put forth by these secret agencies who are practicing black magicians.

The following is a Truthscrambler documentary film intending to scratch the surface of an immense symbol-set scattered like secret glittering jewels throughout popular media. Once you know it, you can’t unknow it. Inspired by youtuber LXXXVIII Finis Temporis.

Part 2

Part 2 discusses the cloning centers, the astral realm, slaves being used to make all the pop music, how twins are used in the black projects, and we’ll look at some song lyrics and music videos from Sia, 21 Pilots and Ellie Goulding.

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The Occult as Unified Field

The bible, astrology, tarot, numerology, etymology, and sacred geometry form one cohesive unified field. So mainstream and literal-minded Christians who reject all of the above except the bible are only getting a fraction of the whole wisdom. And they are not even reading their bibles correctly, because in Job 38 the Lord says to Job,

31 Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion?

32 Canst thou bring forth Mazzaroth in his season? Or canst thou guide Arcturus with his sons?

33 Knowest thou the ordinances of heaven? Canst thou set the dominion thereof in the earth?”

The “Mazzaroth” are the Zodiac belt. God is saying to Job that if he doesn’t know his stars, his astrology, than he is ignorant, unworthy to have dominion over Earth.

You can’t pick and choose what passages of the bible are relevant to your interpretation.

Spiritual Unfoldment stage 5

Card 19 The Sun – Jesus the Son says, “And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 18:3

Card 12The Suspended Man – Only by suspending the mind, through meditation, are the inner secrets revealed.

Card 5 – The Hierophant – The teacher points to his ear, suggesting that it is an inner hearing that must be cultivated, in order to have spiritual insight. Card 5 corresponds to the Hebrew letter Vav, which is the nail. A nail binds two things together. Card 12 is Mem, which is a glyph for water, and the letter Resh, on card 19 is a glyph for the human head. So spiritual insight (the waters above) can only manifest in the head or brain of man through silent meditation and inner listening, through temporary suspension of rational thought, a reversal (hanging upside down) of this epoch’s natural tendency towards materialism and surface level thinking and letting the mind wander, like a puppy off-leash. Through occult training the waters above bind to the fire of the spirit in the head and turn into steam and light, beaming out like the sun. Then the mind stops wandering and starts manifesting. What he manifests are his mental progeny, his little children.

The Hanged Man is one and the same as The Fool; they are both flipping the status quo. The Fool whistles cheerfully as he falls into the abyss, the Hanged Man hangs himself purposefully, it’s a yoga posture.

In Matthew 6:5 Jesus teaches how to pray with few words (meditation).

“And when you pray, you shall not be like the [a]hypocrites. For they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the corners of the streets, that they may be seen by men. Assuredly, I say to you, they have their reward. But you, when you pray, go into your room, and when you have shut your door, pray to your Father who is in the secret place; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you openly. And when you pray, do not use vain repetitions as the heathen do. For they think that they will be heard for their many words.

“Therefore do not be like them. For your Father knows the things you have need of before you ask Him. In this manner, therefore, pray:

Our Father in heaven,
Hallowed be Your name.
10 Your kingdom come.
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven.
11 Give us this day our daily bread.
12 And forgive us our debts,
As we forgive our debtors.
13 And do not lead us into temptation,
But deliver us from the evil one.
For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever.


If we wish to speak of the evil of this world, the black magicians and sorcerers, the pedo elites and so forth, then we must use the term “DARK Occult,” and not speak of the Occult in general. It is very important that we can agree on definitions if we wish to have a dialogue.

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Mandela Effects as Esoteric Riddles?

I had no idea just how prevalent these Mandela Effects or ME’s were becoming until I read this Buzzfeed article (which seems to be written in a way to try and debunk/gate-keep/lowball most of it). Much of the screenshots below come from that article. If we read it in between the lines, something is ramping up to a crescendo with our timeline, if even the MSM has to mention ME. It means enough people are talking about it. I don’t claim to know how or why ME’s are happening, whether it is time travel or a quantum merging of multiple timelines; I’ve speculated on these things perhaps almost too much already (relevant links posted at the end). In this post I seek to simply to build a pattern map of these ME changes and look for esoteric hidden meaning. To let the ME’s tell their own tale, what do we find?

This one bothers me because I read those books as a child and they never said BerenSTAIN…it was always BerenSTEIN, as all the -Stein surnames are supposed to be spelled.

Bearin’ Stain. The original timeline has been stained. 

The “OO” in “FRUIT” to become FROOT. An extra infinity symbol. Two timelines, two loops.

Lost an ‘F’ in ‘Stuf.’ Whoever is behind these ME’s couldn’t give an ‘F!’ If this is Satan’s (Ahriman’s) world, then at least he has a sense of humor! You have to try to laugh at these things because yes, it is scary, to think our memories are being tampered with, what could be a more serious affront? But remember, this sense world is just Maya, Ahriman can never tamper with our Innermost which returns to Heaven at the end of time in its shining, winged vesture; its transformed Spirit body.

That’s the target, the goal anyway. Now was it one loop or two around the bulls-eye? Either way it’s another extra loop. 

Down the rabbit hole

Unlike in FROOT Loops, here we lose an OO, an infinity symbol. “Tunes” makes no sense here since “Toons” is theoretically a shortened version of “car-toons.” “Tunes” imply music. Something looney is going on.

No extra Z, a letter shaped like a ‘two.’ Two to one again. The cheez-it shape is squaring the circle.

Speaking of circles, the monocle is lost, a lost loop. 

People remember a nose ring, a lost loop.

A cow is a Taurus like the Tar-get logo, that also lost a loop. In physics a torus field is donut shaped. Whoever is behind these ME’s is laughing at us. They’re cheezin’ it.

The astrological symbol of the sun is a circle with a dot, not unlike the Target bull’s eye. Here the sun logo in Raisin Bran loses his shades (shaped like infinity). A sun wouldn’t need shades anyway. Shades block the sun/Son and are thus Anti-Christ.

Another Christ figure. The sun/Son as Lucifer Luke Skywalker, walking across the sky each day. But Luke is the son/sun of Darth Vader. They removed the word “Luke” from the script though, removed the sun/Son.

Speaking of Luke Lucifer Lucy. And he definitely said that.

C3PO, gold like the sun, only now in our remixed reality he has a silver leg. Similar to the Freemasonic lifting of the one pant leg.

Silver is the moon and gold is the sun. Moon forces creeping in at the Achilles Heel. Also its C3PO’s calf, in one sense, being highlighted in silver. A calf is a baby cow. Cows and silver moons, (taurus/torus).

They removed Spiderman from the cover console to the old Nintendo game. Spiderman is a Christ solar hero-type. This one therefore seems Anti-Christ, leaving a void in the image.

They removed one of the “mirrors” and a mirror is a kind of loop, reflecting an image back on itself. Two loops to one.

Lost an ‘e’ in Febreze. The ‘e’ is in a loopy font. Also an upside down 6 for a hidden 666 when you combine all the e’s.

Curious George lost his tail. Lost a tale? A tail can curve back on itself. Steiner talks about how those who are spiritually awakening at this time are preparing to remember their lives in the next life, in other words working to start remembering and integrating past lives while in the physical. The sleeping masses will not remember in the next life, although they will at a later epoch, and they will be guided by those few now who are awakening. To not remember your past life is thus to “lose your tale,” although in the spiritual worlds in between death and a new birth, the Innermost self or Higher Ego remembers all its lifetimes, and works from that expanded awareness to help prepare the parameters of fate or karma in its next incarnation.

Removed “what if I told you;” removed a tale/tail. 

A benefic purpose of ME’s may be to wake people up to the Matrix-code nature of reality.  The holographic universe. That it can change or update and everyone’s brain receives the matrix updates except for a few anomalous woke people who remember the old versions. Ahriman (Mr. Smith) tries to relegate these folk to the fringe and label as conspira-noids and schizo-types. Although thankfully this seems like it is getting harder and harder to do.

The Ahrimanic forces are the vampire we are forced to interview, in order to grow spiritually, here in the wilderness of the physical world.

Here among the snakes. An extra ‘s’ in boots. An added snake/loop/ouroborus. 

No cornucopia in Fruit of the Loom. A loom spins a thread, a tale. This is Ahriman’s tale, like the tale Jack (Christ) pushes Paul (Ahriman) to write in Black Butterfly (BB). A cornucopia relates to Saturn the Corn God, who rules Capricorn. The so-called CGI rings of Saturn connects to the Bull God El, the Taurus Torus Donut. The laughing cow with the nose ring, the target logo bull’s eye with its rings….the snakes and loops of fr-OO-t; the apple that the serpent tempted Eve with, the fall into time, the fall through the bifurcation of the sexes, the loins, where we put our fig leaf or fruit-of-the-loom undergarments. The resultant interview with a vampire, which are the lower unrefined drives and lusts.


The ambiguous “may be” is replaced with an emphatic “are” affirmative. 

Pikachu’s tail (tale) was supposed to be dipped in black, which is the fall into flesh, as opposed to our original pure virginal state in the bosom of the Godhead, or Heaven prior to Earthly embodiment. The fall into the mirror universe, the funhouse where objects may be closer than they appear. Mirror mirror, who is the fairest of them all? They replaced “mirror” with “magic;” the ME’s are added magic, for good or ill, it’s hard to ascertain as yet. One should keep an open mind.

Speaking of two’s (you and my reflection), you know that reliable bible quote where Jesus says “where two or more are gathered in my name, there I am in the midst of them.”

Well even that has changed to “where two or three:”

(Matthew 18:20).

The sinister implication is that in today’s materialistic age not even four can be gathered together in Christ’s name, only two or three. Two or more, as it was, can imply larger numbers.

Much of the code of this world transfers over to the new updates but some doesn’t for whatever reason, usually the really worn out retro-stuff – this is called “residue” as in timeline residue.

In the video below there is an abundance of residue for “two or more are gathered…”

Interesting that the new sleak (digital) stuff transfers over easily, but not the old (analogue).

Made Tony the Tiger’s nose blue, the nose turns blue when its cold, Ahrimanic forces have made people cold to the mysteries, to the spirit. The cold’s been creepin’ in at the Achilles heel – of the robot, because humanity’s following robots – Only two or three are gathered in His Name… The masses snort something else frosty, powdered cocaine, in the forms of the endless entertainment/entrainment, the Infinite Jest. Lost in the funhouse of lower ego and fast pleasures. They’re grrreat!

These people have lost the thread of their tale, their Innermost, lost the loom, the fruit of the matter, like Curious George’s missing tail, like the missing nose ring of the bull. They got too close to the objects in the side-view mirror. The ME’s may be showing us to step back and accept that reality is more malleable than we thought, and to trust that the true God has prepared for this, as ElijahThinks blog says, “The Good Shepard has gotten us this far…” These seemingly mundane little changes are forcing one to let go of their attachment to matter as they thought it was, which is really attachment to their memory of things, holding on to the past, instead of a more fluid go-with-the-flow. Accept the changes without fear; than the evil snake becomes the wise serpent that flows like water, that lifts up Moses in the desert, that awakens human souls otherwise fated to continue their slumber for another spin of the wheel, another loop in Maya, the laughing cow, like Shiva the Destroyer who dances outside CERN.

“We are HAPPY @ CERN!”

The papers on his desk represent stacks and stacks of memories being shuffled around.

Further Reading

Broken Timelines in Films 12 Monkeys and Yesterday

Time Manipulation, CERN, and Sodomite Gateways

Pizzagate Time-travelers in Pop Media

Time-Locked Realm, Inception, Dreams within Dreams

The Elite Want To Reset Time to ‘Before the Fall of Adam’


Not long after I posted this article, youtuber “Vat City” came out with a video discussing the mandela effects and the film 12 Monkeys. This Terry Gilliam film about time travel certainly dances around the topic of ME, and notice the tigers on Bruce Willis’ shirt in this pivotal scene:

I couldn’t help but be reminded of Tony the Tiger, Frosted Flakes, his nose going from black to blue…we also saw Curious George, a monkey, like 12 Monkeys.

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MK Ultra Culture: Film, TV, The Music Industry

We live in cities you’ll never see on-screen
Not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things
Livin’ in ruins of a palace within my dreams
” – Lorde

“If you wish to acquire something of your own, you must learn to steal.” – Gurdjieff


To understand how we live in an MK Ultra mind control culture, one must become familiar with these four tenets:

  • Trauma based mind control to young children to engender multiple personality disorder and dissociation, that can then be programmed to be perfect sex slaves, spies or assassins. A basic primer on this entry level information can be on the CRIME page or by going to the “Ritual Abuse” tab in the Menu above.
  • Finding and tracking down children or adults gifted with psy abilities such as remote viewing, telepathy or telekinesis and harnessing these powers for their own ends. The blueprint script for this can be found in my breakdown of Stephen King’s The Institute.
  • The ability to manipulate the fabric of time. This may range from simply catching glimpses of probable futures through their remote-viewing victims, to something as mind boggling as actually resetting time, in small increments, to get redos when events don’t go their way. Donald Marshall says this is how they rig major sporting events and political moves, for one example. I retain a healthy skepticism here but am tracking the evidence nonetheless.
  • The celebrity cloning centers. Also some skepticism. But I think what whistleblower DM revealed carries a kernel of truth, even if he might have skewed it to suit some other agenda. Cloning pops up again and again and DM’s testimony in this regard continues to stay relevant, even if I don’t trust him. Will continue tracking.

With these four keys in mind, as we poke our heads into Netflix or other streaming sites, as we see the latest Blockbuster film, or listen to the latest platinum album, we see a panoply of MK Ultra. Of course the masses cast it off as fantasy and sci-fi, but the ideas are planted in the subconscious anyway, and accepted without notice. Not only accepted, but enjoyed. Under the guise of ENTERTAINMENT (entrainment) the masses are actually lulled to sleep, into a trance, and give over their loosh, their positive energy, to the Dark Side. The natural collective energy of mankind is funneled into the wrong reservoir; the Christ energy becomes Antichrist energy.  This is Black Magick.

We are all guilty of this, I know I’m no saint. It is very difficult to turn away from all of the pop media. I’ve enjoyed the work of certain authors, filmmakers or musicians that are most likely in the Illuminati.  

But steps need to be made to detox from all of it. There are real victims out there, we need to be empathizing with them, giving them our energy, instead of mindlessly funnelling it into Dark Knight Jokers like Loki:

The trailer for the show “Loki” reveals that it is all about ruptured timelines.

Owen Wilson continues, “But Loki picked up the tesseract and broke reality.”

We see multiple branching timeline potentials diverging from the linear timeline. Now we’re harder to control, too many variables. Like in the film Push the elite cabal have “watchers” who catch glimpses of the future, but the future can change and so their glimpses are only estimates, probabilities.

But let’s talk about Horse Girl, a new movie on Netflix that panders to conspiracy theory. We see all the themes, MK Ultra, time travel, aliens…

Horse Girl

Sarah is sort of drifting through life; a clerk at a crafts store, no close friends, mother died, never knew her father. History of mental illness in the family, we find later. Sarah sleepwalks, and does not remember it. Slowly her dream life starts to interfere with her waking life.

One night her roommates boyfriend gets up for a glass of water. He stumbles into Sarah sleepwalking. Notice the prominent butterfly poster. 

The implication is that there is possibly something conspiratorial and unnatural about her condition. Perhaps she is an MK Ultra MONARCH victim, programmed with an alter that hides behind amnesiac barriers.

In one sense this film is so blatantly pandering to conspiracists that it doesn’t require much decoding, but it leaves the key topic of MK Ultra unsaid, and instead implies that it is all shadowy aliens manipulating her and other human victims.

Trouble starts when Sarah gets a DNA Kit, as a birthday gift from a colleague at work. One of those kits you spit in and send in to the lab and they tell you about your ancestry. 

Her results never come back. 

She spits into her DNA sample vial while watching her favorite sci-fi show which happens to be an episode about clones:

Later she suspects that she is a clone of her grandma which is why the results of the ancestry test never come back.

She gets a lot of nosebleeds which reminds me of the character “Eleven” from Stranger Things, who was also an MK Ultra test subject, and could perform acts of telekinesis and remote viewing but it would always make her nose bleed.

In the film Freaks, the little mutantly gifted girl bleeds from the one eye.

So Sarah has missing time, finds strange marks on the wall, and one morning her car is across town from where she thought she parked it last, suggesting an active sleepwalking (and driving) life. But this is also reminiscent of people with alters that sporadically take control describe missing time.

She has this recurring dream, that she suspects is more than a dream, where she is lying in paralysis in some nondescript place, along with other victims:

Donald Marshall’s information seems relevant here, about consciousness transfer to a clone body during REM sleep. This he says is how the Illuminati meet up and perform their nightly rituals and games of depravity. 

“Cowards only come through when the hour’s late and everyone’s asleep mind you.” 21 Pilots sings.

In Arcane, League of Legends, which we will break down later, there is the opening song, “Playground.” She sings, “welcome to the playground,” which is the same coded metaphor as “Welcome to the jungle, we’ve got fun and games.” The cloning centers (where everyone’s real body is asleep mind you), are the playground, the jungle, the wastelands. In Arcane, its a tale of two cities, the undercity and topside.

Victims who are sent via REM sleep consciousness transfer to the deep underground military base (Undercity) are forced to participate in the rituals and depravity. Celebrities watch from the stands, and are variously involved, some actively love it, others are trapped and blackmailed into secrecy but want out. 

The lyrics to the song “Heathens” by 21 Pilots:

(DM’s description of the cloning center dirt arena or pit)

Often at first they are memory suppressed and when they awake in their real bodies don’t remember anything, but feel fatigued and symptoms of hangover, like they’ve been up all night drinking. This is why the celebrities inevitably grow gaunt and have psychotic breaks. They “sell their soul” to the Illuminati which is really buying a ticket to the cloning centers, the Illuminati “sells them a dream.” Popstar and Illuminati slave Bea Miller sings,

Welcome to the playground, follow me

Tell me your nightmares and fantasies

Sink into the wasteland underneath

Stay for the night, I’ll sell you a dream

The Undercity playground deep underground military base cloning center…
Bea miller with the triangle tattoo that researcher Cathy Fox showed to be an Illuminati Beta-kitten sex slave branding. Numerous other celebrities have this marking, see HERE.

But in Horse Girl, Sarah begins to become lucid in the dream. In physical life this manifests as her sleep walking escapades. But in the dream, she can slowly regain control of her paralysis. With great difficulty she turns her head from side to side, and sees other victims lying there, prone, in paralysis. They have not gained lucidity, they remain “memory suppressed.”

Q: do people have to rap battle Eminem to be signed to his label?

Eminem: “you have to rap battle me in your sleep. I’m awake, and you’re asleep and if you can beat me in your sleep, then you can be signed to “Shady.” (i.e. Shady records).

He’s awake meaning he is not memory suppressed at the cloning center. He is “lucid” in the dream.

Billie Eilish sings, “When we all fall asleep, where do we go?” 

Finally at the end Sarah claims that she is in fact her own grandma, that the aliens can move human victims to various points in the timeline. “I am my own grandma. She thought she was from the future. That’s why I look so much like her. It’s actually quite beautiful.”

There is clearly more to this film than what it appears to be, on the surface. I recommend checking it out.

Manipulating a victim into becoming their own time loop paradox by inserting them into their own past, connects to the very bizarre tv series Dark, also on Netflix, and which I wrote about HERE.

That character’s name is Noah. He has a time machine that opens portals every 33 years. 

Dark is the d(ark), Noah’s ark as the time loop for escaping linear time. Escaping the flood, water-as-time, attempting to escape judgement, death. The Black Brotherhoods lingering in Daath, in a time distortion that is layered or intersects with our timeline. The Daath Ship, or Death Ship:

Black Brotherhoods (B.B.) are Adrenochrome junkies. Hunter S. Thompson in Fear and Loathing is waking up from his adrenochrome trip in the shot above.


Arcane gives us an allegory for programming Multiple Personality Disorder into someone via trauma-based programming. It’s most effective when done to a child.

The orphan Powder, a street rat from the Underside is not even ten when she is abandoned by her older sister and picked up by criminal kingpin Silco.

Innocent Powder before she is transformed into Jinx:

Silco with one orange eye:

A number of years pass with Powder in the care of Silco. In the next episode the transformation is complete, she is Powder no more, but Jinx, a dangerous bomb-maker and assassin who has locked away her feelings other than the trauma-bond she carries with Silco. 

Jinx (Powder’s alter):

When her sister shows up and apologizes for leaving her that fateful day, we see her hallucinations play out as Jinx tries to maintain control over Powder, who she locked away. The initial trauma of abandonment proves as the anchor for the rest of the MK Ultra MONARCH programming. When that trauma is triggered or challenged, when it seeks integration, the programming starts to break down. This show does a good job visually showing that.

In addition, the comics in the same franchise feature time manipulation through the device found by the character Ekko. 

From Arcane: L.O.L. fanpage: “One night, on a solo trek into the rubble of a recently demolished laboratory, Ekko made an astonishing find: a shard of blue-green crystal that glittered with magical energy. Every child of Zaun (Undercity) heard tales of hextech, said to power weapons and heroes alike. Such a thing had the potential to change the world, and now he held a broken one. He scrambled to find more pieces, but the crunching footfalls of teched-up enforcers told him he wasn’t the only one looking. Ekko barely escaped, and returned to his home.

He experimented madly with the crystal. During one less-than-scientific attempt, the gem exploded into a vortex of shimmering dust, triggering eddies of temporal distortion. Ekko opened his eyes to see several splintered realities—and several “echo” versions of himself—staring back in sheer panic amid the fractured continua.

He’d really done it this time.

After some tense coordination between Ekko and his paradoxes, they managed to contain and repair the hole he had torn in the fabric of reality. Eventually, he harnessed the shattered crystal’s temporal powers into a device that would allow him to manipulate small increments of time… at least in theory.”

This is not unlike Doctor Strange and the time stone or Infinity stone.

Jon Bon Jovi sings, in a DirecTV commercial

Ekko figures out how to use the device to rewind time in short increments, of 20 to 30 seconds, so as to get a redo whenever something bad happens. In Dark, Noah informs us that two sides control time travel, the light and the dark. Aug Tellez talked about history thus being more of a zig-zag, with layer upon layer of takes and re-edits, the original long buried. Who knows how much of this is true.


In this Netflix thriller-drama series, Joe runs a book shop in New York. One day he meets and falls for Beck after a casual conversation in his store. He starts stalking her. He goes to great lengths to insinuate himself into her life and seems to be very good at what he does. He also, like the typical sociopath has no fear and is very good at talking himself out of sticky situations by stacking lie on top of lie. 

But how did he get this way? 

In the basement of the book shop is the cage.

It’s where they keep collectibles and rare books. There is a brief flashback scene where we see Joe as a teenager working as the apprentice to the original owner of the shop. The owner proves to be cruel, locking him in the cage when he is disappointed with Joe for not having read certain classic books. 

“Everything you need is in here” he says.

This traumatic memory might be why Joe grew up to be  a sociopath, stalker and eventually murderer. He kills those who get in his way of being with Beck. He claims its for her own good, legitimizing his actions, the way sociopaths do. 

There often is a traumatic event in early childhood that triggers sociopathy. MK Ultra simply exploits these brain changes that occur automatically when a child is traumatized. Now obviously most sociopaths are not MK Ultra victims, but since this is Netflix/Hollywood, we must examine these connections.

I mean, who locks a kid in a cage for not being well read? This is, generally speaking, not real life. But what is real is MK Ultra protocols that feature this very thing. Cages, isolation, claustrophobia; its all about putting the victim through so much trauma that it splits the mind, and a certain portion gets walled off behind amnesiac barriers, the part that contains the memory of the abuse it couldn’t make sense of. 

Like the old man, often the abusers act loving one minute and then cruel and evil the next, creating a shock effect, keeping the victim unstable, and codependent on the abuser, thinking its somehow their own fault. Just like Jinx and Silco in Arcane.

Locke and Key

I mentioned this show a couple years ago but its worth looking at again in this regard.

A family moves to an old mansion that houses magic keys. There is a witch living in the well, who tricks one of the kids into giving her one of the keys, telling him where he can find it. Later the older siblings attain some of the magic keys as well. One key is a teleporter. One allows you to walk into your own mind as if it was a 3d solid place. Other keys have other magic abilities. 

Don’t you see? Again and again it’s these dark vampiric types, the Black Brotherhoods and the Illuminati, trying to obtain magical abilities through the intermediary of special children. 

The key above is accessing the brainstem, top of the spine where it meets the head, along the path of the Kundalini serpent energy which shatters in the brainstem when a child is raped before the age of 5. Max Spiers says they call this the “Key of Solomon,” and it creates alters as well as unlocks psychic abilities.

In Maze Runner its the children who are being drained of vital fluids that become the anti-virus to their post-apocalyptic plague. Once stripped of all its different clothes and get-up, its many veneers, the same dark sad tale is being told again and again. This will continue until the masses wake up and collectively make moves to reject this. 

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Tips in Practical Occultism: On Depression

Raoul Pop made a solid video on his journey through depression a while back that had me ruminating on how I’ve handled my own bouts with this condition. He pointed out that in these post-COVID times it is an issue that many more are facing. Watch his video for some basic insight, but there are more subtle occult tricks that you won’t find in the western medical literature.

These are expanded journal entries, some odds and ends that may be of practical use. Still inspired lately by Rudolf Steiner. This is is somethin’ for Capricorn, who rules the COLD and the BONES.

Avoid Creating Additional Karma

There are no secrets. Jesus says in the Gospel of Thomas, “Don’t lie, and don’t do what you hate, because all things are disclosed before heaven. After all, there is nothing hidden that will not be revealed, and there is nothing covered up that will remain undisclosed.”

Morality is thus leaving behind the impressions, psychic and physical, that you wouldn’t be ashamed of interested parties witnessing during their time in Devachan, a state that exists between death and a new birth. If you die with holdings, attachments, shame or something unresolved with someone, both parties experience what the other felt, during this time of purgatory. If the feelings are too strong to be resolved in Spiritland, the parties will contract with each other to meet in the next life to work it out. This is karma.

Knowing this, it is not so difficult to look back on one’s life and infer which relationships were karmic, the ones that seemed destined or have a certain “fated” quality.

Things started to shift for me quite a bit when I learned from Steiner that after death the soul experiences how their actions during life affected those around them, as though they were that person. Think about the hell this would be to the sadist – this is why they fear death so much and seek to extend life through transhumanism.

Listen to the BONES

You make the drum your instrument but did you ever consider it was also making you it’s instrument?

It’s teaching me how hold to my body. Limb-to-limb.

Sex, artistic expression (music, writing, visual, etc.), and the psychedelic experience, are perhaps the three biggest mysteries in the life of man. Unexplainable with rational thought. They appeal to his body, to a wisdom there, that is older than his budding ego “I” consciousness, which is comparatively still young.

The soul is old, in a sense timeless.

The body is also old. A product of ages of evolutionary wisdom by Higher Beings.

But the experience of the soul in the body as an “I” consciousness is still quite young. We are newborns, in this sense, on the Tree of Life.

Sex, psychedelics, music, and occult science are guides up the Tree. To self-love, first, which can then radiate out to the rest of the cosmos. (Please note that sex and certain drugs are of course, double edged swords that can also lead down the Tree into the infernal Hellish regions.)

Steiner says when you put your work out there for humanity, it should be out of love (the Christ impulse) and not mixed with any kind of desire for personal development.

Artists leave behind love. Romantic love is a two-way circuit. But the artist goes out on a limb to love all of humanity.

Gender or the two sexes is the last and most stubborn illusion of Maya to fall, when the “I” regards its own soul nature. The true self has reincarnated in both male and female bodies. I didn’t want to accept this at first. But there is something liberating to the notion, I must say. Look at your partner and see someone who on the soul level transcends whatever gender form they currently inhabit. Thus in White Tantra the idea is not lusting over either the male or female form but finding in their union something higher, the ecstatic union with God. A clear circuit must be built up, with no damming (damning?) up of energies on either the male or female side.

Walk Barefoot

This was recommended to me by Santos Bonacci. At first I was skeptical but finally I tried it and got almost immediate results. The soles (souls) of the feet contain a large percentage of the body’s acupuncture points. They are our constant point of contact to the earth, and to the electric (sun) and magnetic (moon) currents that seethe in and out of the ground constantly. But if you wear shoes, the rubber insoles dampen and block this energy. If you struggle with depression you must walk barefoot as often as you can, rain or shine. Nature walking is better, but even cement sidewalk works, because cement is made of minerals, sand and rock which is still just pulverised earth. On a hot day, the hot concrete pushes, electrically, positive energy into your body. On a cold day, the cold concrete pulls, magnetically, negative energy out of the body. So either way you win. It takes some getting used to and your feet will complain at first, but in my case my feet quickly learned that this was beneficial and started to crave it.

Let in the COLD

My recent experiment with LSD taught me to cultivate joy by focusing on the warmth currents in the body. Thoughts in the “I” are the primary cause of this noticing, which becomes a regulation, which flows into the astral body (emotions) and finally get hardwired into the etheric body and physical body. All disease, as Steiner says, has a primary cause in a thought or idea that cannot be reconciled in the astral body (such as a memory of a traumatic event); it becomes an emotional blockage that over time, if ignored, will manifest as a malfunctioning of one organ or another. And since all the organs are in communication, disease results.

It’s one thing to know this, it’s another thing to live this way in thought and manner…

Mantra: “my thoughts cause my joy or suffering, health or illness.” Ahriman wants to hide this fact, and make you think that health or illness is caused by the physical world alone.

The various methods I’ve noted above all work to clear out these blockages in the astral body. Acupuncture works to this effect as well. What do you think is being punctured?

Self-love radiates out warmth. Noticing and acknowledging the warmth you already do have is practicing being grateful to God, grateful for your life, a chance at life.

But there are times to be cold – when cold is necessary. As a Saturnian Capricorn it’s my job to communicate this to you.

The desire for junk in all its forms is a desire for warmth, warmth, warmth at the sake of cold.

Cold makes room for warmth. It is a vacuum (vac, the vacuous Fool, the vulturous vulva, etc.)

Behold Mut, the cold, dark Vulture Goddess (Saturn-Moon); her vessel fills with the Sun God’s electric heat and light. All phenomena are poetic fractalizations of our Divine Parents, both within and without.

Cold makes room – otherwise you overheat. I’m a Capricorn, one who glorifies winter, because I have a sensitive temperament that tends to overheat if not checked. Some people are just the opposite and need more heat, more stimulation. Know your temperament.

Note the guy from that documentary My Octopus Teacher, who got used to diving into the frigid ocean without a wetsuit. Not just got used to it, his body started to crave the cold.

My blue fluorite is cooling and allows for clear thought and speech (air). You must find what element you lack in your astrological chart and supplement accordingly with the right crystals and minerals.

My Saturnian ring protects me from superfluous thought/action/negativity. Fixed on the goal, the Capricorn goat can, at first glance, appear cold to the rest of the world, as it climbs the mountain.

Saturn who rules Capricorn associates with the black cube of restriction (cold): notice the letter L (EL means God) in words limit, lack, less, little. December is month number 12 [tw(EL)ve]. EL is in “wall;” a barrier, a wall of EL. Wall backwards is “law.” Saturn upholds the law. The law of weight. The law of body and bone. The law of karma. The letter ‘L’ in Hebrew and English is found right in the mid-EL of the alphabet, because it is the god entombed in the lowest density of matter, in the human flesh-suit, right at the pendulum swing, the return journey:

The parabola, the parable, or pair-of-bulls of Heaven and Earth, fire and water

The LMN sequence are the liquids. Remember, Jack in Black Butterfly gets up early every morning to swim in the freezing Colorado lake. He is the Christ character teaching you to crave the cold. It will make your soul tougher, just as barefoot walking will make your soles tougher.

Know what temperament you have towards hot/cold and choose foods/herbs accordingly. Mint is cooling. Green tea, even as a hot drink with caffeine, is nevertheless cooling energetically. Traditional Chinese medicine mastered this science long ago, as well as other old cultures. Coffee is warming, along with black tea. Cooling is good for those prone to inflammation. Those prone to boredom, to lack-of-meaning or drive may need more heat.


For those readers who have stuck with me this far, I am deeply grateful. Reading, liking or commenting on my work means more to me than you know. Much love all.

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Lucifer-Christ-Ahriman encoded in the 2017 film Black Butterfly


I found this movie in a free library on my walk. Black Butterfly, that’s B.B. code 88 (like the shape of the anallema). Made by Lionsgate films (during Leo, around 8/8, the dog star Sirius is closest to Earth. Thus the stars were already aligning for this film so I watched it. Sure enough, I believe this is one of those stories about what came before the manifestation of the physical worlds, before evolution, before the Live Waves, back when it was just the Godhead playing out different scenarios in Divine Thought or in the Archetypal World, along with his closest Sons, the Elohim, the Spirits of Form.

It has been the testing hypothesis of this blog for years now, through whistleblower testimony and research into occultism, that Hollywood is tapping into the Akashic record and pulling out content that becomes grist for their mill, material which they invert and subvert the masses to, through mind control tactics via subconscious symbol recognition. But the original material is actual sacred history and records of both the Earthly and Heavenly worlds. They have access to these deep information streams through psychic slaves, who do the work for them, and are thus being weaponized, so Hollywood can take the credit and make billions and sway the masses.

That’s the Satanic world we live in, so be careful what you watch and spend time taking in. People might think I watch a lot of movies but I really don’t – its only when something like Black Butterfly falls into my lap and almost demands I watch it – and then I watch only for picking up its hidden content, not to be passively entertained.

The main archetypal form they play with is the Christ narrative. The trick in decoding film is to find the Christ character. In the big blockbusters there is always one or two characters that are the Christ, and by following him or her the rest of the hidden meaning unfolds before you like spiraling domino paths.

It helps to study Rudolf Steiner who shows that Christ comes with brothers. He is the middle-child of God. Lucifer came first, and after him, Ahriman, who is known in the West by the name of Satan. Lucifer and Ahriman or Satan represent hosts of angelic spirits who became backward, or delayed in their evolution, and have now been tasked with playing the role of teacher and tempter within humanity’s current evolution. God in his infinite wisdom wastes nothing, so that even the backward spirits are put to good use for the whole.


Paul, played by Antonio Banderas, is Ahriman because he is an alcoholic, a disease of earthly pleasures (Ahrimanic or Satanic forces). He is a failing writer living off the royalties of a few old novels. But now he’s got writer’s block, and may have to sell his secluded cabin in the Colorado boonies. Colorado is NLP for “color red” and comes up alot in these esoteric riddles. In The Prestige several crucial scenes happened in Colorado, and both The Passage and Sweettooth, are post-apocalyptic pilgrimages to Colorado. There is more to this that is beyond the scope of this post.

But Paul as Ahriman depicting the color-red man or “Adam” meaning red earth, man is dust of the earth. Remove the letter ‘a’ and you get “Dam” which is Hebrew for blood, which is red. Satan-as-devil has red skin, in the bible, he tempts Jesus in the desert with earthly things, money, power, women. 

Matthew 4:3 And when the tempter came to him (Jesus), he said, If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread.

4 But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.

8 Again, the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain, and sheweth him all the kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them;

9 And saith unto him, All these things will I give thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me.

10 Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.

The devil, being more intimate than Christ with the physical, knows that man cannot live on the word alone, and needs bread also, and that there would come a time (our time), when he would be concerned only with bread and forget the word. This is the wave of materialism that has swept the planet, save for a few here and there who hear the Christ spirit still, who still hold the torch. In this film it’s the intense character Jack (played by Jonathan Rhys Meyers):


In this poster we see Jack bleeding from the hip (crucifixion), we see the butterfly wings that make him look angelic (resurrection). The butterfly, other than being an MK Ultra Monarch symbol also points to metamorphosis, or the spiritual awakening typified by the Christ impulse. Hollywood always pairs the MK victim with the occulted Christ Jesus character, through the symbolism of the “willing sacrifice.”

So Paul picks up Jack, in the Colorado boonies, out in the woods. A drifter, and the name ‘Jack’ is a pagan name of the sun or solar hero that traverses, like a drifter, the zodiacal year.  The sun is also the willing sacrifice every winter to nature (Set, Saturnalia). The Christ Being is intimately tied up with the sun. That’s why he is the son. The travelin’ Jack.

We know from the prologue that there is a local serial killer in the area. They make Jack out to be the likely culprit, he’s fresh out of prison (pre-Son), intense and angry, when really Paul is the one harboring the inner demons. Jack offers to help Paul refurbish his neglected cabin for a place to stay. But soon he starts to display seemingly erratic violent behavior, all under the guise of helping Paul get out of his creative funk.

I wrote “seemingly” erratic because the casual viewer might side with Paul, but when you know that Jack is depicting Christ getting man (Paul) out of his funk, out of his intoxicated party with Ahriman/Satan, than you see that his actions are highly calculated and justified. Christ comes to bring a sword. 

Jack swimming in the freezing Colorado lake every morning because “it makes him feel alive,” shows that to be aligned with Christ takes inner discipline. In a larger sense it is also the baptism in the river Jordan, the soul/Sol incarnating into watery flesh.

Jack tells Paul the meaning behind his tattoo. The black butterfly, “native to Indonesia, is extremely rare, hard to catch.”

Jack says he got the tattoo “in prison.” Of course because prison is earth, the soul is imprisoned or entombed in flesh.

The Christ impulse of balancing Lucifer and Ahriman while in the flesh is really like walking a razor’s edge, its hard to catch, and very rare, its the narrow way:

Matthew 7:13-14

13 Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

Wide is the road to destruction and Paul is on it, he can’t handle Jack’s demands for dedication, his work ethic and way of living life on a razor’s edge. Paul has gone soft with the booze and attempts to flee with Laura (Lucifer):

Matthew 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.

One may ask why does Christ care so much about this slacker Paul? Because it’s Ahriman who must write the story, because of the three, he is the one who knows matter most intimately. And Spirit can only know itself through matter, through material incarnations. Man during life must write the story. He can’t do it from Heaven, where he hangs in between incarnations. But its Christ’s story, even if written by Ahriman’s hand. Jack insinuates himself into Paul’s life, and now like a stubborn guest won’t leave. He must get Ahriman to think that he is in control, that’s the trick, and the only way to beat the devil at his own game. (*Addendum – in mystery school training the initiate is taught to ‘steal fire from the devil’ which is a sexual metaphor for transmuting his kundalini energy into higher forces).

Ahriman is the builder, the mason, the metal worker, the smith, he is all things earthly. He is a brilliant machinist, but his problem is he is all left-brained, cold and analytical. Lucifer is all right-brained, a dreamer, off in the clouds, unfocused, and Christ is the mediator between the two, which is why he is God’s favorite son. 

These are the stories about what came before, when God was preparing for the worlds…


At the end, the twist is that Paul is the killer and Jack and Laura were FBI agents running an op on him to get a confession on tape.

The agent addressing the FBI director also depicted Lucifer at one point, so when he says “Hey Boss,” we know he’s referring to God the Father.

The very next scene the Director is talking to the other Lucifer character, Laura. He says

“Hey how you holding up?”


“Im proud of you, you hung right in there. Jack’s well, crazy. But he’s my guy…”

That’s God the Father talking passionately about his favorite son, Christ, the middle-child. “That’s my guy,” God says.

Lucifer is the first born, and never quite left Daddy enough to really embark far enough into flesh. Sort of a goodie-two-shoes. The Lucifer impulse in man is to make him perfect in a moral sense, but at the cost of freedom. A return to Heaven without fully copulating with matter, without fulfilling man’s covenant with God. Thus Lucifer in myth has an androgynous sexuality, as the bifurcation of sex comes only with material incarnation. Thus Lucifer is also Lucy (in the sky with diamonds). 

In the film Lucifer appears in a few guises, a friendly delivery man (always a loyal messenger of the Authority) but eventually he settles into Laura. 

At one point Laura and Paul (Lucifer and Ahriman) are upstairs hiding from the rampaging, gun toting Jack, and Paul says “we gotta go down there.”

Notice the star carefully placed above her head, because Lucifer is often associated with Venus, Lady Liberty.

A Second Statue of Liberty Is Coming to the U.S.—Thanks to France |  Architectural Digest

I count seven rays in both pictures.

Laura says “I’m not going down there.” Of course Lucifer would say that because “down there” is Earth, and he/she is the rebellious angel that does not want to fall. But by adopting this attitude, “oh how you’ve fallen, Lucifer, son of the morning! For you said –

“I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God.”( Isaiah 14:13)

Atlantis and Lemuria

Jack working on Paul, or Christ working on Ahriman, is also in a sense the Christ impulse working on mankind at the present time, when man is fully immersed in the material world and still far away from the spiritual. Kabbalistically this stage is represented as the “poor man,” and assigned the letter Daleth (D). But the pendulum has already switched directions and is slowly making its way back to the spiritual, as man has, through this densification, built his personal ego, which can only be accomplished through a number of lifetimes of being far away from the clairvoyant state our ancestors enjoyed (these being ourselves in past lives). In other words, in Atlantean times and for a time after, man was more clairvoyant and had a kind of picture consciousness, but the left-brain was not developed. They couldn’t do math or build circuit boards and they were still quite collective and homogeneous within their tribe, not unlike so-called “primitive” tribes that remain today in remote regions untouched by technology. Wisdom and knowledge was something that happened TO our ancestors, not something they actively invented. 

During this time it was actually the Luciferic impulse that was strong, and Ahriman was hardly felt. Initially, Lucifer helped mankind wake up to the mysteries and gain a chance at personal freedom – thus he is the serpent in Genesis providing man with the keys to knowledge of good and evil.

But if it was up to Lucifer, mankind would return to this condition, where now the heavenly mysteries can be beamed into our heads automatically, with the aid of technology. Carried too far this would destroy man’s progress towards individuation.

On the other end of the spectrum, taking hold of the reins of technology ourselves could not have happened without a fall into the Ahrimanic state. So you see, Lucifer and Ahriman both hold a beneficent function for the whole at different times in human history. Evil happens when the imbalance in their polarity becomes too one-sided or literally Anti-Christ, since Christ is the “middle child” or finding balance between the two.

The Ahrimanic impulse, if taken beyond the turning point ends in severing the umbilical cord to our Higher Self – represented in the film by a serial killer murdering women. Christ is the savior because his impulse is the return to spirit, having dove as far into matter as one could go – he is the lifeline back, having caught the fish, having uncovered the pearl of great price.

But in another play of the symbols Paul could be Apollo, and Jack is Dionysus, his son, who restores his dismembered father, like Horus and Osiris. The resurrected Father is mankind making the full round back to spirit, through the Christ impulse, now having developed both the modern personal ego and the ancient cosmic or “right brained” ego, which began in Lemurian and Atlantean times. We have to go “there and back again.” 


Steiner, on the Godhead:

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The Clown, The Joker, The Dismembered God

Through the Vultures Mouth

Mut (Maut, Mwt) was the mother goddess of Thebes. The ancient Egyptians considered the vulture to be a protecting and nurturing mother, and so their word for mother was also the word for a vulture, “Mwt”. Mut was either depicted as a woman, sometimes with wings, or a vulture, usually wearing the crowns of royalty – she was often shown wearing the double crown of Egypt or the vulture headdress of the New Kingdom queens. Occasionally, she was depicted as a male, in part because she was “Mut, Who Giveth Birth, But Was Herself Not Born of Any”, and in part due to the superstitious belief that there were in fact no male griffon vultures (the male is almost identical in appearance to the female).(source).”

Of course Mut would be sexless in the final analysis as the Godhead is beyond sex before it divides and populates a material world.

The occult symbolism is all about the God falling through Daath, that bottleneck, the throat, and coming out the other end dispersed into millions and millions of sparks, souls. The vulture’s mouth (Mut, Maat, Mother) consuming the blood of the dead animal – the blood typifying the God spirit, was thus a zootype for Daath, or death, coming into incarnation in the material world, a dimming or lessening of the God’s powers that now lie semi-dormant in all individuals. Pushed out of the empyrean, and into seeming “chaos.”

A little push – off the cliff of the Fool, down the rabbit hole, down into the abyss, through the extra-dimensional portal of Daath.

Kuhn writes of the divine sparks, the souls of God: Buried within the heart of each fragment, then, is the hidden lord of divine life, and from no one is he absent. He dwells there to be the guide, the guardian, the comforter and informing intelligence of the organism. He is the holy spirit, the flame, the ray, the lamp unto our feet. Says St. Paul (I Cor. 4:7): “For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts . . . but we have this treasure in earthen vessels.” The ancients oft termed this presence the daemon or guardian angel….”

“..each deity is lord of a host, who are fragmented children of his own body.”

Thus every host or group of souls has its attendant lord, or overseeing Deity, who is also suffering the incarnation as we are, this is Jesus being crucified on the cross.

Compared to the unity the deity experienced prior to the fall, this certainly seems like chaos. But there is a hidden order, because we are all part of a host, connected by invisible astral strings, if you will.

Osiris suffered dis-memberment. He is the Father, the oak tree, of which all human souls are the acorns, capable of reproducing the Father. 

The son is Christ Jesus, who ALSO dis-membered himself, according to Steiner, at the Mystery of Golgotha, to then fuse with Father’s souls to be a much needed guiding light back to the Father. 

Kuhn writes, “Each unit of division, when incubated in the lower realm, begins to renew its father’s life. It must arise and return unto the father’s estate. The son must restore the parent who has died in him to his former greatness, with something added. He must raise that which has fallen and redeem that which has been lost. No one shall see the father save him to whom the son revealeth him. This was the typical function of Horus in relation to Osiris in Egypt, as it was that of Jesus to God his Father in the Gospels.” 

And too this is the apparent function of the Joker in Hollywood. He is their version of the savior, the Messiah, opposed by the bat, the bloodsucker who sleeps upside-down, the Anti-Christ.

The Fool is le Mat, (French for “the mad one”), dancing on the brink of the abyss, ready to get “pushed” off the cliff. The dog, the animal nature, is egging him on. Speaking of eggs, Card (0) shaped like the egg, has no value. And Joker burns the money (value).

 The word fool is derived from follis, a a bag of wind, the negative space which is nevertheless the pneuma, Ruach, or Life Breath of God. It is the Divine Ego or the inner most I AM that cannot be cut, the atomos, the uncuttable. When the a-tom is cut you get Tom, the twin. 

Tom backwards is Mot or Mut, the Egyptian vulture Goddess Maut. This connects to le mat, the Fool, in french. Grant explains:

As Crowley observes: ‘If one assumes that the Tarot is of Egyptian origin, one may suppose that Mat (this card being the key card of the whole pack) really stands for Maut, the vulture goddess, who is an earlier and more sublime modification of the idea of Nuith than Isis.’ It is here maintained, however, that Maut is not only ‘an earlier .. . modification of the idea of Nuith’ etc., but the Primal Negative that assumes apparent continuity or duration in the phenomenal universe; that it is indeed the noumenal void that is the substratum of Reality. In other words, it is the emptiness that characterises the fool, or ‘silly one’, the mat or mad one, the ‘holy’ one that is ‘one in eight’, as previously explained. And this one in eight is Daath or Maath — the Mouth of the Abyss, the hole in space that opens on to the other side of the Tree.  Thus, ideas such as The Fool, the vacuous, the mouth, the holy, are all embodied in the image of Maut.”

Also backwards or upside-down is the Joker, hanging like the Hanged Man, card 12:

Card 12 – James holmes as joker supposedly killed 12 at the theater premier of A Dark Knight Rises, the sequel to the film above.

This establishes the connection that The Fool is the Joker is the Clown is the Hanged Man.

We go upside down in the mirror universe. That is, God is now seeing through prismatic lenses in the soul life of every human being, and its quite disorienting. Its a psychedelic trip. The bat is interchangeable with the vulture here because the bat sleeps upside down, satiated after a blood meal.

(Speaking of 12), you will also see apes prominently with this symbolism, because the ape can mimic our movements, which is where we get the word jape. The madman, le mat, the fool is the one who japes, who mimics, who clowns around.

This world is a poor reflection or “mockery” of the spirit world.

According to Kenneth Grant, Daath was known to Egyptian initiates in the ancient cults as the Ape of Thoth, also the Dog of Set. The jackal, vulture and hyena were all desert creatures and thus totems of Set.

Grant writes, “The zoomorphic symbol of the mirror universe, as of the astral universe, is the ape. This animal is identified by Massey as the Kehkeh, an Egyptian word meaning not only ‘ape’, but a ‘crazy man’, ‘a fool’. Kehkeh is another form of Gehgeh or Geh, the ‘insane woman’, the witch, the archetype of the Hek-Hek or Hecate, the Hexe or Hag-type of transformation as the Hekt that changes from the tadpole into the frog.  

In the Harris Papyrus there is an allusion to a transfor mation in which the lion-god assumes the form of an ape: ‘Thou didst take the form of a monkey (Kafi) and afterwards of a crazy man (kehkeh)’. The crazy man or mad monkey is also The Fool of the Tarot called the ‘ape of seven cubits’ who dwells in the ‘shrine of seven cubits’ from which he progresses to a ‘shrine of eight cubits’. He is the symbol of the culmination of the seven inferior elementaries in the eighth, thus explaining the madness experienced by the Adept as the seven ‘souls’ or stages of his initiation which culminates in the Ordeal of the Abyss.”

The word for monkey in Hebrew is Koph or Qoph, which is also the hebrew letter by the same name, which qabalitically points the the back of the head, the backbrain (animal brain) of man.

So as you can see all these symbols interpenetrate and form a vast web that pops up in culture, movies, etc. Some of it may be planned but alot of it probably comes from its own accord, the information field after a certain point gaining a kind of sentience, and also from influence of higher and lower Beings. 

These beings, whether higher or lower, make their contact, according to Grant, at the portal of Daath. Behind which lies chaos, and the ordeals of the abyss that every mystery school initiate faces after a certain degree.

Through the abyss marked by the bottleneck of Daath, into the mirror Universe, typified by the AI Black Mirror that runs modern culture by the twins or clones (clowns):

I finally decided to watch the new Joker film with Joaquin Phoenix. There is a scene where he is outside the hospital having a smoke, and tries to go back in through the EXIT ONLY door and crashes. Several other scenes in the film have him going the opposite way as the EXIT sign is pointing.

The Fool, the Joker, the real sacrifice, is going back up the tree, through the EXIT hole, through the portal, a tight squeeze. The Christ impulse lifts man up to return back up the Tree, which is why Joker crashes into the exit door, he is on the straight and narrow path, going against the current. If you haven’t gotten it by now, the Fool or Joker is Christ.

This scene is not unlike the CNN report of a “crisis at the southern border.”

Its all a big anus joke to them. Satan sounds like “Say ten” which is 5+5. Marylin Manson has a song called Say10.

If we don’t get trigger-baited by the (vul)ture’s (vul)garity, what is really being said is that the god, in his dismemberment at the start of a new Solar Cycle gets eaten by the mouth of Maut and shat out the Daathian anus portal, through the rabbit hole, exploding into the fragmented host of souls, each fragment reflecting the whole, as a shattered mirror. The mirror universe is distorted, its the glass seen through darkly, and thus the reflection is of a dark brother (Set) and a light brother, Horus. Set is the seat, he cleaves his mother in two, creating dark and light. Satan is God’s anus. Even the word ‘shit‘ comes from Set.

Set is the god in the phenomenal world, which is why Satan rules here. Horus is the god of Heaven, the noumenal world, the pneuma or Life Breath. He is what we are cultivating. He is a prelude to the Christ. And at no time is the material realm independently operant without the spiritual worlds. Steiner stresses this point.

Set animal totems include the bat, vulture and hyena. Hyenas are like dogs and thus Kuhn writes, “He (Deity) must experience a diminution of his intellectual genius analogous to what a human would suffer if it was to be incorporated in the brain of a dog. And Daniel does say this very thing! “An animal’s mind shall be given unto him.” 

He is the fool Orion dancing on the brink of the abyss, followed by dog, the canid, or Sirius.

The jackal Anubis guides man, with his keen sense of smell, through incarnational night.

As animals that eat carrion, the jackals, hyenas and vultures are like the Nuit, Kali or Shiva principle of The Destroyer, the third phase of the trinity. Hyenas function in this regard as well, these animals dwell in the Desert of Set, or the Qlipothic realms in back of the Qabalistic Tree. The “other side.” It’s all about the dark mother and her son Set here.

“Hello from the other side,” Adele sings.

This is their point of contact to demons, and the AI god they’ve got running our lives. These are not mere “literary devices.”

In the show Stranger Things the demons come from the ‘Upside-down.’

The Other Side, the “recremental deeps” is also pointed to thematically by a turning or rotating. Nolan is known for flipping upside down or rotating camera angles. Some credit made to this article Christopher Nolan and the Turn:

The Turn – Nolan also did Inception – with the turning, rotating hallways and cityscapes.

The Turn features in Dark Knight Rises as well, with batman and joker when they finally meet:

Followed by the 180 degree turn camera angle:

Now the Joker’s world is right-side up. Then you see the dichotomy they put forth in batman vs. the joker, as it is: flipped, with the villain as the good guy, not just any good guy but the Father himself, the path of the Fool, behind all the masked vennear, lies our innermost Guardian angel.

That’s why they want to keep everyone masked.

This is why Batman fakes his own sacrificial death at the end of A Dark Knight:

Showing you that he is a fake, an Anti-Christ


Batman’s supposed sacrifice

Grant continues, “The Hanged Man is depicted upside down, a posture typical of the reversal associated with viparita karani .  The ‘water’ peculiar to this path is the blood that flows from the mouth of that goddess whose symbol is the vulture, a bird that was reputed to feed upon this formative fluid. The vampire bat is another zootype of the blood-sucker who was ‘hanged’. It hangs upside down in its ‘yogic’ sleep of satiation, gorged upon the vital fluid of its victims.”

Peter was apparently crucified upside down:

Meanwhile the Joker is depicted right side up, and crucified, glorified, he is depicting the true path of Christ that they don’t want you thinking about. But it has to come through in their art, because this AI god and the Christ force are battling it out and we are witness:

Joker lifted up, crucified

More here:


Things always come up after a post, and I read in Occult Science by Rudolf Steiner, ” a lovely legend is related of Christ Jesus. It tells how He is walking with a few other persons, and they pass by a dead dog. The others turn away from the revolting sight. Christ Jesus (approaches the dog) and speaks admiringly of the beautiful teeth of the animal. One can train oneself to meet the world with the disposition of soul that this legend displays.”

This to me speaks of the vulture symbolism. The Christ is the Fool is the mad one, le mat, Maut. Her decompositional work may be ugly but it holds the framework for the good and the beautiful.

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The Two Jesus Children – Rudolf Steiner


I’ve been doing a deep dive into the works of the great occultist, clairvoyant, and “spiritual scientist” Rudolf Steiner, mostly through the audio tapes as read by Dale Brunsvold. According to Steiner there WAS an actual incarnation of a highly divine Being into a man of Nazareth named Jesus. 

But how could this be? We’ve done the comparative mythological homework by studying Massey and Kuhn, who’ve provided ample evidence of the gospel stories being remixed versions of Egyptian, Babylonian, Persian, Indian and Greek scriptures and books of the dead.  

How can we accept the historical veracity of a divine incarnation of Christ into the man Jesus when his life is full of obvious similarities to that of Horus, Osiris, Jonah, Moses, Dionysus, etc. etc? Why would the Christ Being “plagiarize” so-to-speak, from these earlier Gods? Surely he would have the power and means to make a more unique stamp. But Steiner provides an answer for this, that at first seems off-base but as it sinks in, the more it actually makes sense. He says the average human of those days was more in touch with the spiritual world, more clairvoyant, and the ancient seers who wrote those texts were actually seeing into the future. They were high mystics who saw that there was going to be this divine incarnation of a Christ being at around 30 AD that would save the dying soul life of humanity, that was steadily corrupting to the riotous living of the flesh and would have been doomed to matter, instead of turning back to spirit. 

They penned their gospels of Osiris, Horus and Krishna, David and Jonah etc., such that it would match and fit hand-in-glove with the time of Jesus Christ. They REALLY were prophets, in every sense of that word, penning prophecy.

Steiner admits that the apostles who wrote the New Testament gospels were using as a blueprint these ancient esoteric texts. This is why the books are chalk full of hidden astrology, numerology, gematria, anagogy, metaphysics, and mysticism. But the REAL Mystery of Golgotha, as well as the true life of Jesus leading up to and including the Christ event, Steiner claims, is something quite different from all the biblical and/or historical evidence. The important thing about the Christ event, in fact, is that there ISN’T sufficient evidence to be found for it, in the material world, or even in the extant bible. One has to come to an inner-standing of it through spiritual work, and through careful use of intuitive/spiritual faculties; THEN a PRESENCE will slowly begin to reveal itself to you. THEN you will begin to KNOW Christ, not believe in Christ. There is no room, anymore, for mere pious faith or belief. One has to know, through gnosis.

The basic gist, and then we will go back and try to fill in the details, is that there was indeed a highly divine cosmic being, that sacrificed its status in the upper realms to incarnate as we do, in the flesh of a human vessel. But where Steiner differs from popular Christian belief is that this incarnation did not culminate until Jesus was 30 years of age, during the baptism at the Jordan river. From there, Jesus played host to the Christ and became Christ Jesus for 3 years up until his death at the Mystery of Golgotha. When he died, the cosmic Being of Christ infused with the astral bodies of the entire human race, it was dispersed to every human soul and will be with us now until the end of time, which I understand to mean the close of the cycle, when all souls are liberated into Nirvana, the great sleep of the Abyss, back into the net of Nuit, the night of God.

So the incarnation of the Christ spirit happened to Jesus at 30, but his whole life can be seen as a preparation for becoming this purified vessel. Very specific protocols had to happen. For one thing, there was not one but two children who were prepared, initially. As the details unfold we will see many elements of this in popular fiction and culture. As though these high secrets are reflected through a shattered black mirror, through a glass darkly, the light refracted like a prism into many elements of creative human output. So that when someone like Steiner comes along and provides the key, we go ‘aha! I feel like I knew it all along….’

The Two Jesus Children 

Seanan McGuire wrote a sci-fi novel called Middlegame about dark “alchemists” who, through occult ritual, incarnate what they call “Doctrines” such as Eros, Pathos and Logos, into children at birth. Initial experiments showed that one child could not handle the powerful energies of the Doctrine without going insane or totally autistic to the outer world, but if the doctrine was split in half and each half imparted to twins at their birth, it could be done.

This reminded me at the time of the strange twin experiments supposedly done by Mengele in the concentration camps during WW2. He was apparently looking into the psychic connection that exists between twins. This post by Lifting The Wool blog details many of the ways that twinning experiments are done in MK Ultra black projects and super-soldier programs.

Throughout the occult and esoteric world there is constant reference to the twins, Horus and Set, Pollux and Castor (Gemini), Cain and Abel, Jacob and Esau, the twin pillars, two towers etc.

In the movie The Prestige, which I already knew to be layered up esoterically, we find out at the end that Christian Bale’s character, a stage magician, actually had a secret twin, which is how he performed his Teleporting Man act. Like Christ he bleeds from the hands and sacrifices himself at the end. Z pointed out to me several years ago that the other film Bale did with Nolan, Batman, he played the Antichrist role. They flipped the script. Not only that, the Borden twins in The Prestige are overseen by Michael Caine’s character, John Cutter:

The Prestige DVD Review

And Steiner talks about how the Christ speaks through his messenger the archangel Michael

Christ as revealed by Steiner turns to us and says, “I have not only revealed Myself to you in those days when the Gospels were written — I shall speak to you through my Day-Spirit, Michael, whenever you seek the path to me.”

Michael Caine also of course being Bruce Wayne’s butler Alfred:

For the sake of post length we will have to cover all these connections in a future post. But I point this out now to show you how deep the symbolism goes, the countless pieces of shattered light that move forward and backward in time from the Christ event.

Evidence for two Jesus children begins by comparing the gospel accounts of Matthew and Luke, and finding several discrepancies, such as the genealogy of Jesus. But these can be cleared up when we learn from the clairvoyant research of Steiner that each gospel is describing a different boy. Both were from the line of David but split after 13 generations.

Mathern writes, “there is the direct evidence of the Bible which is indisputable: In the Gospel of St. Matthew Jesus is descended from King David through his son, King Solomon, while in the Gospel of St. Luke Jesus is descended from King David through his son, the priest Nathaniel. This is carefully detailed in the genealogies of the two Gospels: the Matthew and Luke Genealogies agree for the 13 generation span from Abraham to King David and diverge from there. One Jesus child cannot be descended from both Solomon and Nathaniel — thus the evidence is indisputable without taking liberties with the process of logic.”

So we have one Jesus descended from kings (Solomon’s line) and one from priests (Nathaniel’s line). The Solomon boy grew up in the cultural hub Jerusalem and was well-educated and highly intellectual. The Nathan boy grew in the rural Nazareth (he was the one born in a manger). He was not intellectual but was described as all heart and soul, just a very pure, intuitive, simple child, loved by all. These opposite and complementary characteristics of the two children would prove to be part of the preparation for the cosmic being we call the Christ. 

There is a reason there is a mysterious gap in the bible narrative about Jesus’ life between 12 and 30 years of age. Steiner explains how the the soul of one of the children, at their age of 12, would be transferred into the other. Those missing years are discussed in Steiner’s series of lectures, The Fifth Gospel, From the Akashic Record:

When the boys were twelve, an important event happened in a temple in Jerusalem, when they seemingly switch places, the simple Nathan boy becoming verbose and intellectual like the Solomon boy, pontificating on deep matters and gaining the attention of the temple priests and scholars.

The scene is depicted in the painting below:

Ovason writes,“In a miraculous event in the Temple in Jerusalem, there would emerge one child, the Nathan Jesus who would later receive the Christ Spirit during his Baptism by John in the Jordan. Steiner describes how, in the temple in Jerusalem, the Nathan Jesus child, all soul and heart, received into himself the spirit and thinking power of the Solomon Jesus child. As a consequence of this Mystery event, the Solomon child was depleted of his life-forces and died shortly after it had taken place. The Nathan Jesus, on the other hand, was now so wise that the learned men in the temple ‘were amazed at his intelligence and the answers he gave’ to their questions (Luke 2:47).94 The keenest capacities of wisdom of the head, of the brain, such as only a descendant of the house of Solomon could develop, were united with the purest love forces of the heart of the Nathan Child. The kingly and the priestly powers were united in the Nathan Jesus child and formed the chalice into which, 18 years later, at the Baptism by John in the River Jordan, the Christ Being descended…”

In the painting above by Borgognone we see two boys with halos. The Solomon Jesus boy is being led by Mary away from the podium. The Nathan Jesus on the podium is casting him a sideways glance; there is an implication of a hidden understanding between the two boys that goes unnoticed by the men. The boy being led away looks sickly, his halo dimmer, and would die shortly after. But his soul or essence is transferred to the Nathan child, who now takes the place on the podium, and would become the vessel, at age 30, for the Christ Being to incarnate. This incarnation would last until the Mystery of Golgotha or Jesus’ death and resurrection 3 years later.

Thus we have the prediction of Jonah being in the belly of the whale for 3 days, etc. By the way, the Nag Hammadi scrolls talk about two messiahs;, a priest messiah and a king messiah. Steiner was talking about this 20 years before the scrolls were discovered, giving credence to the notion that Steiner was a great clairvoyant and reader of the Akashic record. The book for which that painting above provided the cover, also finds an abundance of evidence in  medieval Christian paintings and sculptors that cryptically show two children. 

Unfinished Michelangelo c.1500
The Two Children, by David Ovason, who was inspired by Steiner

The notion of two children merging into one is perhaps reflected through the dark occult looking glass of Hollywood in all the films about twins switching places, a common trope (eg. The Parent Trap).  This was the theme of Charles Dickens The Prince and the Pauper. And like the two Jesus children, one is always from a wealthy family, the one detailed in Matthew, and one in Luke from more humble origins, like the pauper.

When the poor Nathan Jesus, now infused with the intellectual soul of the Solomon boy, went home from the temple that day, his parents didn’t understand him. Ovason writes, “Here is one reason why his parents, having found him after their three days of separation, did not understand what he was saying to them. Literally, a new personality was speaking to them from the changed body of their son. It is the change that took place in the Nathan Jesus during the three days in the Temple that leads us to refer to him with a new designation — after the Temple-event he is to be known as ‘Jesus of Nazareth’.”

Mathern writes, “This three-day event in the Temple can be seen as an early initiation event for the Nathan Jesus during which his future mission is revealed to him.

We remember that in answer to his mother’s troubled questioning when he was found in the temple he answered her, according to Luke, with two questions: ‘How is it that ye sought me? wist ye not that I must be about my Father’s business?’ His true Father, the twelve-year-old is saying, is not Joseph but God. He was already aware of the reality of the divine message which would issue from the heavenly heights at this baptism.

The perfected human who was to become the earthen vessel of the Christ Spirit would have to combine the wisdom and reverence of the Magi with the humility and piety of the shepherds. The Two Jesus children would have to become One in the Temple, “and qualities that had been entirely inward [would become] outward.”The process by which the two become one was first described by Rudolf Steiner in 1909…”

Lucifer and Ahriman 

Steiner talks about how Christ came at a time  right when our intellect was most oriented out into the physical world, such that we could not see into the spiritual worlds anymore, as our ancestors could. To them, it was the physical which didn’t capture much of their attention or interest. This is the Luciferic impulse, always back to spirit, away from materiality. The opposite pole of this Steiner calls “Ahrimanic,” which is seeking total engulfment in the material world and losing all interest in the spiritual. It almost goes without saying that we are deep in that mire in this current age. But all is for cosmic purpose and evolution and this age is about developing the ego and personal intellect, which can only be done by becoming temporarily blind to the spirit world.

The danger however is being lost in the quagmire of sense, the Ahrimanic (Satanic) impulse. So the two forces, Luciferic and Ahrimanic are balanced by the third impulse, the Christ impulse. We are supposed to go through matter and lift it up through the transmutation of our very bodies to become perfected vessels of the Higher Self, which Christ now speaks through. He is with us until the end, until that last sheep is found, the one that got lost from the 99. The crucifixion on the cross is a palsied comparison, but all we have, of the painful sacrifice the real Christ being underwent as it compressed and dismembered itself to fit into a mere human vessel, to become the manna from Heaven to sustain us weary Israelites in the desert of materiality.

So when the event happened, those simple people who had been touched by the event were deeply moved even if they couldn’t understand it intellectually. It was for this reason that Christianity spread the way it did. Had the success of Christianity been based solely on how much its progenitors understood it intellectually, it would have died on the vine. Due to the orientation of our age, the masses of humanity still don’t have an understanding of what the Golgotha event really signifies, but Steiner says in the upcoming age we will develop this understanding, as we turn back to the spirit world, having developed our personal egos and intellect.

In closing, Lucifer is only mentioned, as far as I can tell, once in the bible, Isaiah 14:12

That’s the Luciferic impulse: to be all warm and cozy in the empyrean, to “exalt ones throne above the stars of God” without doing the hard working out of ones growth and development, through trials and suffering and karma, in the realm of sense and flesh. Its crazy down here indeed, but there is beauty also, and strength, to be found among human beings.

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