End Game: Alien Hybridization, The Mars Mysteries

The Maze Runner Series as Truth Hiding In Plain Sight

Opening to Maze Runner 2: The Scorch Trials

In the introductory chapters of the sequel to Maze Runner, the surviving Gladers led by Thomas make it through Trial One, the Maze, only to find themselves in Trial Two: the Scorch Trials. They have to journey across the wasteland that Earth has become, as pawns in some game they barely understand. Rat Man is issuing them instructions in a kind of bunker.

Thomas and Rat Man

Rat Man is the face of WICKED, which stands for World In Catastrophe: Killzone Experiment Department.

Let’s read from page 68-70 of the novel by James Dashner, and then afterwards we will decode its meaning. But here is an initial key –


  • Thomas and the Gladers = Humanity
  • Rat Man and his crew = The Illuminati, who are working for the Divergents (Greys, Reptilians, who are a fallen humanity from a parallel Earth, which we know as “Mars”)

Rat Man waited for an eternity, then slowly lowered himself back into the chair and scooted forwards to sit behind the desk once more. 

“You may think, or it may seem that we’re merely testing your ability to survive. On the surface, the Maze Trial could be mistakenly classified that way. But I assure you – this is not merely about survival and the will to live. That’s only part of the experiment. The bigger picture is something you won’t understand until the very end. 

“Sun flares have ravaged many parts of the earth. Also a disease unlike any before known to man has been ravaging the earth’s people – a disease called the Flare. For the first time, the governments of all nations – the surviving ones – are working together. They’ve combined forces to create WICKED – a group meant to fight the new problems of this world. You are a big part of that fight. And you’ll have every incentive to work with us, because, sad to say, each one of you has already caught the virus.”

He quickly held up his hands to cut off the rumblings that started. 

“Now, now! No need to worry – the Flare takes a while to set in and show symptoms. But at the end of these Trials, the cure will be your reward, and you’ll never see the…debilitating effects. Not may can afford the cure, you know.”

Thomas’s hand instinctively went to his throat, as if a soreness there were the first indicator that he’d caught the Flare. He remembered all too well what the woman on the rescue bus had told him after the Maze. About how the Flare destroyed your brain, slowly driving you insane and stripping you of the capacity to feel basic human emotions like compassion or empathy. About how it turned you into less than an animal.

He thought of the Cranks he’d seen through the dorm windows, and he suddenly wanted to run to the bathroom and scrub his hands and mouth clean. The guy was right – they had all the incentive they needed to make it through this next phase.

“But enough of this history lesson and time-wasting,” Rat Man continued. “We know you now. All of you. It doesn’t matter what I say or what’s behind the mission of WICKED. You’ll all do whatever it takes. Of this we have no doubt. And by doing what we ask, you’ll save yourselves by getting the very cure so many people desperately want.”

Thomas heard Minho groan next to him and worried about him throwing out another one of his smart-aleck remarks. Thomas shushed him before he could do it.

Rat Man looked down at the messy stack of papers lying in the open folder, picked up a loose piece of it, then turned it over, barely glancing at its contents. He cleared his throat. “Phase Two. The Scorch Trials. It officially begins tomorrow morning at six o-clock. You’ll enter this room and in the wall behind me you will find a Flat Trans. To your eyes the Flat Trans will appear as a shimmering wall of gray. Each of you must step through it by five minutes after the hour. So again, it opens at six o’clock and closes five minutes after that. Do you understand?

Thomas stared at Rat Man, transfixed. It almost felt as if he were watching a recording – as if the stranger weren’t really there. The other Gladers must’ve felt the same, because noone answered the simple question. What was a Flat Trans anyway?

“I’m quite certain you can all hear,” Rat Man said. “Do…you…under…stand?”

Thomas nodded; a few boys around him murmured quiet yeahs and yeses.

“Good.” Rat Man absently picked up another piece of paper and turned it over. “At that point the Scorch Trials will have begun. The rules are very simple. Find your way to open air, then head due north for one hundred miles. Make it to the safe haven within two weeks time and you’ll have completed Phase Two. At that point, and only at that point, you’ll be cured of the Flare. That’s exactly two weeks – starting the second you step through the Trans. If you don’t make it, eventually you’ll end up dead.”

The room should’ve erupted into arguments, questions, panic. But noone said a word. Thomas felt as if his tongue had dried up into an old, crusty root.

“It’s simple really,” he said, his tone so matter-of-fact one would think he’s just given them instructions on how to turn on the showers in the bathroom. “There are no rules. There are no guidelines. You have few supplies, and there’s nothing to help you along the way. Go through the Flat Trans at the time indicated. Find open air. Go one hundred miles, directly north, to the safe haven. Make it or die.”


MARS, the Scorched Earth, a Fallen Parallel Earth, home to the Greys and Reptilians (Divergent humans that devolved through transhumanism, through mutating their own DNA and merging with machines past the point of no return)

Greys and Reptilians Attempt to Re-enter the Life Wave Through Rape and Deception

Now let’s remove the veil, put on our “They Live” glasses and read the passage again

KEY, cont’d 

  • Flare virus = COVID HOAX 
  • Sun spots ravaging Earth = Climate Change HOAX
  • Cranks/zombies =  Greys, aliens, etc. or divergent humans from a fallen timeline represented  by Mars
  • WICKED = the Illuminati, the elites
  • The “cure to the virus” = alien hybridization via the DNA of abducted Earth humans in attempt to brute-force their way back into the Life Wave and escape the 8th sphere and eventual oblivion
  • Rat Man = Fauci, Bill Gates, Elon Musk, etc.
  • Journey across the Scorch – metaphor for lowering humanity’s vibration to match that of a dead planet

Dr. Fauci waited for an eternity then slowly lowered himself back into the chair and scooted forward to sit behind the desk once more. He spoke on all the news networks before humanity:

“You may think, or it may seem that we’re merely testing your ability to survive. On the surface, all the false flags and world wars could be mistakenly classified that way. But I assure you – this is not merely about survival and the will to live. That’s only part of the experiment. The bigger picture is something you won’t understand until the very end. 

Climate changes have ravaged many parts of the earth and will continue to do so. Also a disease unlike any before known to man has been ravaging the earth’s people – a disease called COVID-19. For the first time, the governments of all nations – the surviving ones – are working together. They’ve combined forces to create the ILLUMINATI- a group meant to fight the new problems of this world. You are a big part of that fight. And you’ll have every incentive to work with us, because, sad to say, each one of you has already caught the virus.”

He quickly held up his hands to cut off the rumblings of the peoples and nations of Earth that started. 

“Now, now Earthlings! No need to worry – COVID-19 takes a while to set in and show symptoms. But at the end of these Vaccine Trials, the cure will be your reward, and you’ll never see the…debilitating effects. Not may can afford the cure, you know.”

Thomas’s hand instinctively went to his throat, as if a soreness there were the first indicator that he’d caught the ‘Rona. Millions upon millions of people started obsessively washing and sanitizing their hands, wearing masks, social distancing, and jabbing themselves with experimental gene modifiers full of black goo nanites. It became the norm to stay home and hook up to fake Sims and pseudo-realities. Fauci’s Martian comrade Elon Musk was preparing that with his Neuralink. 

Fauci remembered all too well how his Martian population had done similar – this was the start of what slowly drove them insane, stripped them of their capacity to feel basic human emotions like compassion or empathy; how in the end it turned them into less than an animal. It was only a matter of time before they destroyed their timeline and their planet, turning it into a Scorched Earth. Luckily they salvaged their time travel tech and were able to worm their way into this present humanity’s timeline, and right at a time when these crucial choices had to be made – to stay organic, or to take the inorganic path.

By creating this paranoia over an invisible virus, the Illuminati had created all the incentive they needed to make humanity willingly go through this next phase.

“But enough of this history lesson and time-wasting,” Fauci continued. “We know you now. All of you. It doesn’t matter what I say or what’s behind the mission of the ILLUMINATI. You’ll all do whatever it takes. Of this we have no doubt. And by doing what we ask, you’ll save yourselves by getting the very cure so many people desperately want.”

Thomas heard Minho (a Truther) groan next to him and worried about him throwing out another one of his smart-aleck remarks. Thomas shushed him before he could do it.

Fauci looked down at the messy stack of papers lying in the open folder, picked up a loose piece of it, then turned it over, barely glancing at its contents. He cleared his throat. “Phase Two: Vaccination Trials. It officially begins tomorrow morning at six o-clock. You’ll receive two jabs and probably additional boosters until we are satisfied that your DNA is sufficiently degraded to the point that our Divergent population can hybridize with you.  Do you understand?”

Thomas and the rest of humanity stared at Fauci, transfixed. It almost felt as if they were watching a recording – as if the stranger wasn’t really there. The others must’ve felt the same, because no one answered the simple question. What was a Divergent anyway?

“I’m quite certain you can all hear,” Fauci said. “Do…you…under…stand?”

Millions nodded; some murmured quiet yeahs and yeses.

“Good.” Fauci absently picked up another piece of paper and turned it over. “Once you’ve degraded your God-given DNA, we will initiate Phase Three: Hybridization Trials. The plan is very simple. There will be an “arrival” of alien ships over your skies of every major city across Earth, and a fleet of our Divergent greys and reptilians will come out into the open and convince humanity that we are your E.T. creators and benefactors to save you from a dying Earth and a killer virus. But for now, follow our vaccination protocol or you have no right to participate in society. Stay home and link up to the hive-mind grid Metaverse that Zuckerberg and Musk are preparing. At that point, and only at that point, you’ll be cured of the virus. We hope to have this done by 2048 – starting the second you take the first jab. If you don’t take the shot, eventually you’ll end up dead.”

The room should’ve erupted into arguments, questions, panic. But no one said a word. Thomas felt as if his tongue had dried up into an old, crusty root.

“It’s simple really,” Fauci said, his tone so matter-of-fact one would think he’d just given them instructions on how to turn on the showers in the bathroom. “There is no other hope. There are no spirit guides. You have no soul, and there’s nothing like a God to help you along the way. We are your creator gods. Haven’t you been watching the History Channel? Go through the protocols when indicated. Mask up, protect yourself, protect each other. Do it or die.”

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What Happens After We Die?

A frequent visitor on my blog asks the question,

“Gabe I want to ask you, do you have a ‘plan’ after your 3d body dies?

A plan to deal with astral entities, ‘soul traps’ whatever words we want to use common or arcane. As you don’t think it’s a trap or something else.

What is your plan of action?

And what do you think will happen to you in literal terms, feel free to speculate.

Asking sincerely and seriously”

To which I responded:

Two words: “Read Steiner.”

But I can attempt to briefly summarize his clairvoyant perceptions of the afterlife. First of all, you don’t need a ‘plan’ and in fact, no plan of action will work; planning and action are mainly things of this 3D realm only. Once the soul separates from the physical body, like it or not, we drawn up into higher cosmic laws and effects that are completely out of our control. This is both a blessing and a curse. It is a blessing because we are then in the hands of Higher Beings and forces that have deep wisdom and love as their driving forces, they are carrying out the plan of the Godhead. But it’s curse for those who have not worked out their negative karma, because they will have to face the consequences of what they have done or not done, and the people they have harmed; they will have to feel the harm they inflicted on others as though it is happening to themselves. And yes, for these people who refuse to work on themselves, this can feel like a prison planet and a trap because they will have to recycle back around and live out again a similar experience on 3D Earth to try and resolve their karma. But as you can see this is not the will of some evil Demiurge; that is a lie perpetuated by Lucifer and his crew of gatekeepers.

You cannot get into heaven with all that karmic baggage, and we all have work to do, not just the blatantly evil ones. And believe me, you wouldn’t want to either, because you would have to hold onto that baggage for eternity. Your perception as a soul after death – in between incarnations – understands this, and after a period of purification wishes fervently to come back here to 3D Earth to work on releasing this baggage. This is why our Higher Self, a part of ourselves much cleverer than we are here, works together with Higher Beings to plan our next incarnation that will purposely put obstacles and difficulties in our path. Through suffering and overcoming said obstacles, our soul evolves. It is that plain and simple, and yet so many in the “truth community” do not want to hear that. They want an easy out, a plan or recipe of not looking into the light, or looking into light, depending on who you ask, because that releases any responsibility for oneself. But it also gives our power away.

I’m glad you brought this up because this is the biggest issue we face as a society moving forward. Steiner was very clear that if the doctrines of reincarnation and karma do not enter into mainstream society and inform society, than humanity will degenerate. There are negative groups that are working tirelessly to muddy the waters around this issue, and I’m going to start calling them out, because I’m not really seeing the Great Awakening happening as it should, right now, and it’s discouraging.

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Black Hole Sun; The Feminine Mysteries

“Black hole sun
Won’t you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won’t you come
Won’t you come”

– Soundgarden

A Truthscrambler video production, where we take a deep dive into:

Conspiracy ~ Esoterica ~ Occult ~ Qabalah ~ Tarot ~ Theosophy ~ Anthroposophy


Eleven from Stranger Things floating in the sensory deprivation tank. Daath is the 11th sefirah in Qabalah, and is the portal to the Black Sun/8th Sphere/lower astral realm (depicted quite well in the show as the “Upside Down.”) Eleven is playing the psychic High Priestess who can safely traverse the abyss in order to remote-view across time and space. Notice the subtle nod to Pizzagate on her makeshift eye-mask, and the Masonic checkerboard pattern.

Season 4 Finale

I also recommend Synchromiss’s esoteric decode of Stranger Things Season 4 HERE.

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The Eighth Sphere – Gigi Young

Gigi Young is a psychic, spiritual scientist and researcher who goes very deep into many occult topics. I’ve only just discovered her youtube channel but her video presentation on the 8th sphere is perhaps the clearest expose on this challenging topic that I have come across. These are the core issues I’ve been trying to understand and explore on this blog for years now. A lot of this info you can find in Steiner or Burgoyne but she brings a modern perspective that is enlightening for our time.

Here are some key take-aways. As always, these views are evolving as new information comes to me, and must be viewed as such.

Earth Cycles or Rounds

Our Earth in her full cycle of evolution goes through seven embodiments, rounds, or “spheres”. We are in the fourth. These spheres should be understood as like fractal nested dolls, each with its own frequency, dimension, vibration, however you want to image it. In other words we must get away from the materialist Copernican view of the planets and the solar system, and look at this multi-dimensionally. Everything is Heaven, or Spirit, but as Earth gets denser and denser its sphere is actually moving further out from the core, from Source. As it grows it lowers vibration to achieve materiality, (our current fourth sphere) and then gradually raises its vibration with the 5th, 6th and 7th spheres, becoming ever finer, rarified etheric substance.

The 8th sphere mechanics are a little different, it’s the farthest from the core, so you can imagine that it is low vibration, but its not dense in the sense of being made of Earthly matter. It is currently invisible, its been called the lower astral 5D realm. It’s also been called Hell, Hades, Purgatory, etc. 

The 8th Sphere is hellish because its a holding sphere for all the evil souls, thought forms, egregores, demons, failed creations and deviations of evolution that do not align with the core, with God, with sublime Creation. These “divergents” eventually all get absorbed by the 8th sphere until the Earth finishes her 7 cycles. Then there is an End Times event where they are basically recycled back into Source and their eternal spirit has to “start from the beginning,” says Gigi Young, (and I imagine this means they must be granted a new soul by God?)

But as you can see, there really is, in a sense, what the UFOlogy and many conspiracy theorists call  a “soul recycling” system, but they fail to see that this 8th sphere functions for the good of the whole system; after all, you have to take out the trash, that’s part of life.

But it’s not a system set up by evil E.T.’s. That’s a psyop. The “evil E.T.’s” are actually demons, black magicians or former humans who sold their soul, and are themselves trapped in the 8th sphere. This is the Black Cube of Saturn that everyone is talking about, this is the abyss of Revelation, this is Lilith and Lucifer’s trap system, their alien A.I. Matrix.

Ahriman (Satan) has twisted the tale around to make them seem like all powerful Controllers, but really they are also bound by cosmic law. However they will play dirty at any opportunity. The dark occult Illuminati members, the pedophiles and murderers are in communication with the 8th sphere and know they are doomed not to cross the abyss, and seek to extend their life artificially through transhumanism, thus temporarily avoiding their karma. 

Can Man Lose His Soul?

Man is a being with body, soul and spirit, a tripartite being and only the spirit part of him is truly immortal, eternal, outside of time, one with God. But his body and soul are by no means guaranteed to him. These he has to earn. I imagine that if you lose your soul to the Black Cube recycling system you become a very simple germinal being again, a pure spirit but simple, like a baby. Your soul is your sense of self as a distinct being, it holds all your growth and development. Whatever does not align is absorbed by the demons in the 8th sphere. The Black Brotherhoods are channelling these demons and egregores to gain power here and to bring the 8th sphere closer and closer to Earth. This is actually in a sense inevitable as its preparing for a cosmic, fated event of the incarnation of Ahriman into a physical human body on Earth. This is what the Christians call the arrival of the Anti-Christ. This will happen when the 8th sphere overlaps with the Earth, when transhumanism and all these wicked games reach their peak. Then Ahriman will come and offer clairvoyance to everyone, through chips and drugs and technology, but it won’t be aligned with Source, and thus a distraction, leading to soul rot. Imagine having the internet beamed directly into your head. This is what we are facing and must reject. 

As sovereign beings we will always be given a choice – to reject the jabs, the mark of the beast hand chips, to reject transhumanism, although it will be at a great cost and sacrifice. But this is what will count when we face the 8th sphere, how strengthened we were in our resolve down here, to hold our ground. Because to truly save your soul you must cross the abyss, you must face all the demons and egregores and negative thought forms that you created – you must face them at death because the inside becomes outside, the soul unzips itself, inverts, your astral body becomes a whole world mirroring your darkest thoughts, character aspects, fears and nightmares. Each and everyone of us must get through that in the final Judgement Day, must face our demons and have enough inner force, love, velocity, spin, kundalini energy to banish the darkness through the light that one cultivated with the Christ impulse over many incarnations on Earth.

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Lilith Code 2

Part One Here

Lilith and Lucifer in Passengers


Paul (Ahriman), in Black Butterfly

Ever since decoding the film Black Butterfly I’ve been interested in the lens of Satan or Ahriman being the script writer down here for all the dark occult Hollyweird media, and it turns out the story he writes is all about Lucifer and Lilith. The two are in a sense one being, Lucifer who is collectively a host of androgynous angels can thus split into these two male and female beings. Ahriman as backward angel naturally is always, in code and allegory, writing about the other backward angelics, Lucifer and his force. 

With humanity caught in the middle.

Ahriman plays a trick on humanity…

…and tells them the story of the Forever Cube, and those who have not awakened their higher spiritual faculties will fall for it, not knowing that they have within them already an eternal aspect or nature.

So in his story Lucifer and Lilith trap humanity in their cube, their Matrix forever. Never any hope of getting out for all eternity. This is the sticking point that breeds fear, existential despair, and nihilism. But you learn in spiritual science that nothing is static like that. All is involution and evolution in pulsating waves or breaths or heartbeats of the one Father-Mother Godhead or Brahman. 

Even Ahriman must acknowledge the Son, Christ, of Father-Mother. The trinity is the inbreath of Father-Mother (Pralaya, the Great Sleep), the outbreath is the Son (activity, motion, differentiation, evolution).

Christ balances Lucifer and Ahriman 

Lucifer is the light-bearer, Christ is the light. So when man understands who Lucifer is, he is led to the true light of Christ, he is beared to it.

Lucifer initially gives humanity wisdom, Ahriman brings the natural sciences. Christ brings the heart, love-through-wisdom.

But with wisdom-without-love comes the ability for corruption. With wisdom we can reach individuality and independence but without love it leads to egoic tendencies, corruption and black magick, or magick done for personal power at the expense of others.

The problem with Lucifer is that he never developed love-through-wisdom. His is a cold wisdom, that was sufficient perhaps on the Old Moon, the previous Earthly embodiment, but not here. In the present Earth cycle humanity is to develop love-through-wisdom, by first developing an independent soul.

Only by becoming independent could the soul love another without egoic tendencies, (only loving yourself through the medium of the other person.) This is what Lucifer and his hosts never figured out and why they became delayed in evolution. They are above humans but below the gods. Stuck in limbo there, it is our job to redeem them and rescue them from Hell.

Perhaps they are telling us their story, when Ahriman’s Hollywood writes about the black goo injections and graphene DNA invasions and brain-chips and clones – the horror of technology (wisdom) gone astray through lack of love, gone the way of black magick .

Lilith and Lucifer played around with this stuff in their labs and tried for transhumanism. They tried all the tricks, reset their simulations and dreamscapes again and again.

And failed again and again because technology is not the answer. 3D is not the answer. 

So now they await for us to figure this out. Meanwhile they’ve cooked up many deviations and elaborations on this one message, the one myth, the one truth being conveyed in Ahriman’s Hollywood riddle, which is mostly rip-offs of stolen records of the Akasha channelled by psychics under duress. Plagiarized and then inverted.

The Christ impulse is love-through-wisdom. Mankind is to embody this by being tempted toward the Luciferic impulses of black magick and go through the muck to the other side, not letting it stick to you, to your soul, your astral and etheric bodies. There is a threshold point where if more than 50% of your soul is covered in muck it might not make it across the abyss, or the 8th sphere, into Heaven. But don’t worry, the soul and the spirit are distinct, and the spirit survives soul death. But it means the spirit has lost all its growth and has to start from scratch as an undifferentiated spiritual germ, a clean slate. This is not a game, this is very serious. Your soul contains everything that gives you a sense of self distinct from God.

So when the Christ Jesus bled from the hands on the cross at Golgotha this new type of selfless love became possible for us. A way across the abyss opened up for the first and last time, there will never be another event like it.

It took a Higher Being from the Upper Trinity such as the Christ making the sacrifice to come down here into a physical human body and suffer death as a human that this impulse flowed into mankind. This is how cosmic evolution works, the god dies and His body is distributed and eaten as nourishment for the souls, until the End Times event in which the god is born again into heaven, bearing with Him the souls that embodied His impulse.

The Soul After Death

Prior to the event on Golgotha, the realm of the dead Steiner calls Devachan, had been described by the Greeks as the Realm of the Shades, because it had gotten quite gloomy and dark. The soul after death felt separate from the everyone else. This was due to the increasing Luciferic and Ahrimanic influence. But when Christ died in the body of the man Jesus and resurrected in the etheric and astral worlds, Devachan the spirit world was lit up like a christmas tree and suddenly the deceased souls felt themselves connected to the heavenly worlds again.

Without this Christ event our souls really would have been doomed to matter and Ahriman’s grip, the story of Transhumanism and the Forever Cube. The Mystery of Golgotha was a one-off event in all of evolution of this Earth and our souls. It is not to be understood by the rational materialist mind as we are just in the initial stages of understanding it.

But everyone carries a subconscious remembrance of the true light of the Christ who rejuvenated the astral worlds with his sacrifice, woven into our astral  bodies, given each of us a unique relationship with him, and provides us the higher spiritual faculties to become independent souls equipped with love-through-wisdom, and to develop a true brotherhood of mankind.

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Do Animals Have Souls? – Rudolf Steiner

In my recent article We Are Not In A Soul Trap! I talked about how in the far future, but maybe not that far, there will be a great War of All Against All, and as a result of that, humanity will be split into two races, the Good Race and the Evil Race, and how the evil race will “fall into the abyss,” and I compared Steiner’s material with how YBD suggests that their souls will be “trapped with Lilith and Lucifer in their Black Cube.” Steiner discusses how they will become a separate line of evolution on the great Tree of Humanity, (in fact they are devolving to the animal kingdom and will look like stunted humans with hideous faces, as depicted in the Gasoline music video,

(see my presentation The Lilith Code, especially my video addendum notes). In this post we will see how the animal kingdom itself already represents older branches of segregation from the original spiritual germ, the Mother Substance of spiritual humanity. To put it more simply, we must turn Darwin’s theory of evolution upside down and say, humanity didn’t evolve from animals, but rather animals devolved from humans, all this taking place not in physicality but in a higher plane just before our descent to Earth.

This is of great importance from a moral perspective, understanding how the karma of the universe balances out the ‘backward’ or delayed or immature forces justly and with a greater wisdom than we can even comprehend. This post will also touch on the karmic consequences of eating animals and how we should treat our brethren in the animal kingdom.

The Separation of the Evil Race

From GA 104 – the Apocalypse of St. John. Lecture 4.

Rudolf Steiner:“In the course of thousands of years the external physiognomy changes and after the great War of All against All man will have quite a different form. To-day he is so formed that in a certain sense he can conceal the good and evil in his nature. The human physiognomy already betrays a good deal, it is true, and one who understands this will be able to read much from the features. But it is still possible to-day for a scoundrel to smile most graciously with the most innocent man and/or taken for an honest man; the reverse is also possible; the good impulses in the soul may remain unrecognized. It is possible for all that exists in the soul as cleverness and stupidity, as beauty and ugliness, to hide itself behind the general physiognomy possessed by this or that race. 

This will no longer be the case in the epoch following the great War of All against All. Upon the forehead and in the whole physiognomy it will be written whether the person is good or evil. He will show in his face what is contained in his inmost soul. What a man has developed within himself, whether he has exercised good or evil impulses, will be written on his forehead. After the great War of All against All there will be two kinds of human beings. Those who had previously tried to follow the call to the spiritual life, who cultivated the spiritualizing and ennobling of their inner spiritual life, will show this inward life on their faces and express it in their gestures and the movements of their hands. And those who have turned away from the spiritual life, represented by the community of Laodicea, who were lukewarm, neither warm nor cold, will pass into the following epoch as those who retard human evolution, who preserve the backward forces of evolution which have been left behind. They will show the evil passions, impulses and instincts hostile to the spiritual in an ugly, unintelligent, evil-looking countenance. In their gestures and hand-movements, in everything they do, they will present an outer image of the ugliness in their soul. Just as humanity has separated into races and communities, in the future it will divide into two great streams, the good and the evil. And what is in their souls will be outwardly manifest, they will no longer be able to hide it.

The Animals Separated Off First In Earthly Evolution

If we look back and see how humanity has hitherto developed on the earth, we shall find that this development of the future just described is quite in harmony with it. Let us look back to the origin of our earth after Saturn, Sun and Moon and a long interval had passed. The earth then emerged anew out of the cosmic darkness. At that time, in the first part of the earth development, there were no other creatures upon the earth besides man. He is the first-born. He was entirely spiritual, for embodiment consists in a densification. Let us imagine a body of water suspended in space which, through a certain process, partially crystallizes into ice, first a small part and then the same process continually repeated. And now let us imagine that the small pieces of ice which have crystallized fall from the body of water, so that they are now separated from the whole mass. Now, because each small piece of ice can only grow larger so long as it is in the whole body of water, when it has separated from this it remains at the same stage. Let us imagine a portion of the body of water separated in the form of very small pieces of ice; let us imagine that the freezing of the water continues and at the next stage more water assumes the form of small lumps of ice; these again fall out, and so on, till finally a very large part is crystallized out of the mass of water and takes the shape of ice. This last has taken the most out of the mother-substance of the water; it has been able to wait the longest before separating.

It is the same in evolution. The lowest animals were unable to wait, they left their spiritual mother-substance too early and hence have remained behind at an earlier stage of evolution. Thus the gradually ascending grades of lower beings represent backward stages in evolution. Man waited until the last; he was the last to leave his spiritual divine-mother-substance and descend as dense substance in fleshly form. The animals descended earlier and therefore remained at that stage. We shall see the reason for this later. At present we are interested in the fact that they descended and have remained at earlier stages of evolution. What, therefore, is an animal form? It is one which, had it remained united with the spirit from which it proceeded, would have developed up to our present humanity. But the animal forms have remained at a standstill; they have left the spiritual germ; they have separated themselves and are now degenerating. They represent a branch of the great tree of humanity. In ancient times man had the various animal natures within him, as it were, but then separated them off one after another as side branches. All the animals in their different forms represent nothing else than human passions which condensed too early. That which man still possesses spiritually in his astral body, the several animal forms represent physically. He kept this in the astral body until the latest period of earth existence, and hence he could progress the furthest.

Man still has something within him which must separate itself from the universal evolution as a descending branch, as the other animal forms have done. That which man has within him as tendency to good and evil, to cleverness and stupidity, to beauty and ugliness, represents the possibility of an upward progress or a remaining behind. Just as the animal form has developed out of progressing humanity, so will the race of evil with the horrible faces develop out of it as it progresses towards spirituality and reaches the later goal of humanity. In the future there will not only be the animal forms which are the incarnated images of human passions, but there will also be a race in which will live what man now hides within him as a portion of evil, which to-day he can still conceal but which later will be manifest. Let us make clear the chief thing that will appear by an illustration that may perhaps seem strange to you.

We must understand that this separation of the animal forms was actually necessary to man. Each animal form which separated in bygone times from the general stream signifies that man had then progressed a step further. Imagine that all the qualities distributed throughout the animal kingdom were in man. He has purified himself from them. Through this he was able to develop higher. If we take a muddy liquid and allow the gross matter in it to settle to the bottom, the finer part remains at the top. In the same way the grosser parts which man would have been unable to use for his present condition of development have been deposited in the animal forms. Through man having cast out of his line of development these animal forms — his elder brothers, as it were — he has reached his present height. Humanity has risen by throwing out the lower forms in order to purify itself and it will rise still higher by separating another kingdom of nature, the kingdom of the evil race. Thus mankind rises upward. Man owes every quality he now possesses to the circumstance that he has rejected a particular animal form. One who with spiritual vision looks upon the various animals knows exactly what we owe to them. We look upon the lion form and say, “If the lion did not exist in the outer world, man would not have had this or that quality; for through his having rejected it he has acquired this or the other quality.” This is the case too with all the other forms in the animal kingdom.”

The Group Souls of Animals

Steiner talks about how each species of animal has its own group soul, which belongs to a single Spirit Being that up until the descent to the present Earth stage was at the same level as the present humanity, and thus could have become the ‘I’ of a single human being as exists today. In other words, one human being today has the same spiritual “substance” if-you-will as the entire species of a given animal. But since this spirit left the Mother Substance too soon, their ‘I’ remains in the Spiritual sphere while its Group Soul becomes segregated, split into the many “individual” members of a given species that we see before us. Each animal has its own physical body, ether body and astral body, but shares its ‘I’ with all the other members of its species, collectively being the Group Soul of that species. Thus there is one ‘I’ or Spirit Entity behind the dog, one ‘I’ behind the cat, zebra, giraffe, and so on. All the way down to the fish level. Then, at the vertebrate/invertebrate distinction a line is drawn and the simpler creatures below that line like the insects are actually from the plant kingdom originally and evolving upwards. The fish and upwards are from the human kingdom and devolved downwards. Thus the animal kingdom is an amalgam coming from two opposite directions, from the neighboring kingdoms. 

Each animal is equipped up to the Soul Body or Astral Body, but lacks an Ego or ‘I’

Each dog shares this soul-link with other dogs, and if you could see into the super-sensible world you would see thin astral threads connecting all dogs to each other, all cats to each other, and so on. They are like fingers of the same hand, they are parts of a Whole that we don’t see because the Whole exists in a higher world. 

When I take my dog on a walk and he runs into another dog and the two get excited, I think about how I am witness to two astral forms of the same ‘I’ Spirit Entity reuniting; it’s really quite beautiful. The only comparison I can make – which still doesn’t do it justice – is like a schizophrenic mind becoming whole again, for a moment.

Now just because the animals represent stalled or backward facing stages of human evolution doesn’t mean they are lost or stuck in that static form. It also doesn’t mean that they are dumb or stupid. Each dog or cat has its own astral form that has a unique relationship to Gaia and each form reincarnates after death. Their rebirth process is more simple than ours. Animals are not concerned with death because of an intuitive “knowing” that death just means a transition between having an individual body to being one with the Group Soul. And this Group Soul, this supersensible ‘I’ spirit entity behind each species is actually quite clever and intelligent at this point, if even their many astral forms do not reveal it. Each astral form, each dog, cat, etc. is exactly what it needs to be to serve its Group  Soul. The fact that they cannot express this to us humans in words doesn’t make them dumb brutes, as it may seem to those stuck in Maya, illusion.

When the Earth itself sheds matter and takes on a more fine ethereal and astral form in the Jupiter stage of Earthly embodiment, the animal souls will follow the Earth and reunite with their ‘I’. Their paths of evolution will continue progressively, albeit in a different line than what would have taken place if they had originally progressed at the human level.

We owe a great deal to the animals; it is because of them that we can rise higher in our evolution, as Steiner described as the muddy water separating as the lower denser material settles at the bottom and the finer, lighter substances floating to the top.

On the Karma of Eating Animals 

I can’t remember which lecture I heard this from, but Steiner talked about how on the Jupiter stage, the next Earthly embodiment (the 5th of 7, we are currently in the 4th, the first 3 being Old Saturn, Old Sun, and Old Moon), the karma for eating animals will be dished out: humanity will be inflicted with intestinal parasites that will be the astral forms of the animals who we ate in past lives on Earth. Those who ate more meat and dairy will have more parasites. Those who became vegan will be somewhat less afflicted, and some of us may even be getting a headstart in earning off that karma by taking on these parasites now. The parasites, by stealing some of our food substance, by feeding off of us, will produce a feeling of comfort in the Group Soul of the corresponding animal, on Jupiter. This feeling of comfort in the cow or chicken or pig, for example, will be felt in them to the same degree as the comfort you felt by eating them. The scales of justice and karma will be meted out (pun intended) fairly in this way. There is a deep ring of cosmic harmony here. Vegans listen up, you don’t need to guilt trip meat eaters, just provide the information I’m presenting here in an objective way. Their karma will be worked out by the wisdom of the cosmos, automatically. A true and honest understanding of everything I am revealing here should lead one naturally to stop wanting to eat and exploit animals.

Meat may heal the body, but plants heal the soul

Some personal remarks on veganism, because the situation from a moral standpoint can be a bit more complex, even if the spiritual, karmic, future repercussions are quite beautiful in their simplicity. But on Earth in current physical bodies there are some people who are not yet ready to give up meat, and shouldn’t be bullied by certain militant vegans into doing so. I myself went through a digestive disorder similar to IBS for over a year, and I am very grateful that meat and eggs were easier to digest, because protein is broken down in the small intestine, while vegetables, fiber and carbs are broken down later in the large intestine and require a healthy microbiome to avoid IBS-like symptoms. This is why people with digestive disorders sometimes report vast improvements from Keto-like heavy protein diets. The animal protein is what worked to build my damaged gut back up, (along with probiotics and other protocols), because protein repairs cell wall damage, and builds new cells. There are people with various physical ailments that may need that extra animal protein and are thus not ready to go completely plant-based. These Keto/carnivore diets are not sustainable long term though as meat can have parasites and essentially creates a mucus and acidic environment in the gut. So if you are healthy, from a physical standpoint, there is no reason, moral or dietary, to not be moving to a more plant-based diet, especially if you seek the spiritual life. The path of ascension is more about doing less than taking new things on; it’s leaving behind denser substances, frequencies, practices, etc. When a suffering animal dies in fear it leaves behind a very dense negative vibration in the blood, which goes into the meat. Similarly, when a mother cow has her calf stripped away from her so that men can steal the milk that nature made for her calf, the milk contains these heavy vibrations of sorrow and anguish as well.

A hot air balloon ascends by removing the dead weight. So too one discovers that to awaken and raise one’s vibration, one must not take in dense, low frequency foods like meat and dairy to the body. Animal substances keep us fixated on the earth and material things. Plants, which gaze upward at the sun and the heavens, when taken in as nutrient raise one’s gaze also to heavenly, spiritual things.

Saving the Seed; Tithings

To ascend, right diet is perhaps the primary step. The next step is to refrain as much as possible from the external ejaculation (see The Lilith Code). As Santos Bonacci put it, “eating meat is ingesting death. Ejaculating is expelling life.” These two issues/lifestyles work in tandem, and giving them up is the sacrifice of the flesh, the tithings that Jesus talked about. To not ejaculate in that supreme moment before orgasm is one of the greatest sacrifices of the flesh you can make; it is saying to your spirit, “ok I give up this fleeting spasm of pleasure for something greater, more subtle, and sustainable long term.” A calm and stability is what is achieved, and more creative energy and libido. My research into this issue has led me to the surprising conclusion that ejaculation is the hidden cause behind why many relationships fail. Men who ejaculate alot with their partner will start to resent their partner subconsciously, because they are losing vitality as a result of this sexual interaction, and this subconscious awareness of loss will manifest consciously as bitterness or resentment towards their partner in other, unrelated areas, because they are unaware of the root cause. Women who are reading this and wish to save or improve their marriage/relationship should encourage their partner to abstain from ejaculation, to raise the chrism instead of squandering it.

Throw these practices out the air balloon, remove the dead weight. Do less, not more. Stop the mindless scrolling of Facebook and Twitter feeds, the endless distraction and vapid meme culture. Take breaks from the internet and walk barefoot in nature. Take off those silly masks. Read a book. Study spiritual science ala Steiner. Take your dreams seriously and keep a dream journal. Pray daily, especially before meals. It doesn’t have to be long, but it must be done from the humble position that ‘Man liveth not by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.’ Matthew 4:4.

Do less, stop shaking the cup, spilling the cup, or polluting the cup, and it will be filled with the Christ principle.

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The Lilith Code

A Truthscrambler documentary video.


Slavapre asks, in a comment: “Gabe, you mentioned in the video that YBD mixes truth and lies however I did not see you elaborate much on that.”

Gabe: “You’re right, I didn’t really get a chance to elaborate in that video what I believe is wrong with YBD’s view. With all truthers we have to take the good and leave the bad. My main gripe with him is that he does not acknowledge anything spiritual, and in fact equates Jesus and Mary with Lucifer and Lilith. In other words, with him, there is no light side of the occult, only the dark side. And the ironic thing is he goes by “Yashuah Ben David” the most holy of names; not a fitting name for him. He also conflates Satan (who is really better defined as ‘Ahriman’) with Lucifer. If you read my recent work on Steiner you know these are two distinct entities.

There is a real danger here for those who have no esoteric or spiritual training which is to reject the Christ, reject the bible and the tarot and these holy systems as simply more machinations of the devil. I don’t know if that is YBD’s aim or if he himself really believes these things.

He is also a stereotypical narcissist in that he believes he is one of only 10 authentic humans left on Earth. This reveals a large ego and messiah complex, hence his moniker.”

So be forewarned, there is much to learn from this guy but only with strong discernment of the places where he leads one away from spiritual science. The first 15 to 20 minutes of this video, including the tarot work, is my own material, to try and put Lilith in her proper context. The latter half is mostly a distillation of YBD’s decodes. Enjoy!

Video Correction:

The old man in the WeekNd music video ‘Gasoline’ is not his father as I assumed in the video, it is rather his future self. So the old man who is the aged Weeknd as an old man, dies, crashes his vehicle, and receives his KAR-ma, (car-ma) and karma’s a bitch, since he, as a young man sold his soul to become the Weeknd, he wasn’t thinking about the future but was only living for the weekend, so at death he pays the price, he goes to Hell (the abyss), goes to the reptilian demon sex orgy in the Saturn Cube. 

Now, we see this playing out in two time streams simultaneously, it’s brilliant how they did it. We see the young Weeknd in the process of selling his soul, he is at the celebrity sex orgy, the elite club that he bought a ticket for by signing a contract with the wicked music industry which is run by Lucifer and Lilith. 

The Weeknd gets scratched by the long fingernail of one of the women he was dancing with. That’s the jab. She grins wickedly as he recoils in pain and surprise. The false light flickers off and we see her demonic face for a split second. Right then the lyrics go,

I’m staring into the abyss
I’m looking at myself again

Her nails contained Lilith’s poison, the black goo mind control. Now he is totally in line with his superiors, with the Illuminati agenda. Now he goes and beats up the old man (his soul at death), the older version of himself, symbolizing the fact that the karmic repercussions of his, and all other sell-out celebrities and power-elite contracts with the devil are only felt years later when they die and face judgement day and get sent to Hell, they fall into the abyss as discussed in Revelation, to be with the hordes of Luciferic and Ahrimanic demons, the locusts with human faces.

So the video is an overlap of the day he sold his soul and the day he died decades later as the old man crashing his kar-ma.

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We Are Not In a Matrix or Soul Trap!

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels warred against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels warred back. But they did not prevail, nor was a place found for them in heaven any longer. Revelation 12:7

Unseen Enemy

We are going through sharply polarizing times where, on the one hand the noose seems to be getting tighter around our necks, the suffering and despair, fear and confusion is rising, while on the other hand more and more people are waking up to the fact that there is a spiritual or hidden world behind which this world is somewhat of a projection or facade, a lower rending of that other, higher world.

Many are waking up to the fact that there is a shadow elite running false flags from 9/11 to Covid, from fake wars, fake actors, fake scripts, fake news, fake weather, fake food, fake medicine,etc. The list goes on. 

Some even go further and see that behind the shadow elite must be something somehow not human, something demonic,or alien or perhaps an artificial intelligence designed to suck human energy as batteries, like in The Matrix

In other words, we are under attack by something parasitic. This is the gist most can agree on. The particular details vary.

But the purpose of this post is to address something that happens at this stage in one’s awakening and truth journey. It’s an easy trap to get in, one I struggled with myself. But thanks to Theosophy and Steiner’s refinement of this system in his Anthroposophy, I feel like I finally understand what’s going on in terms of reconciling this evil that we see on the mainstage.

Lucifer and Ahriman – The Backward Angelics

For we are indeed under attack. But if we know our enemy we can see how they are in fact serving a holistic function sanctioned by God,and that in this understanding we can release them, (for they are within us). In so doing we redeem them. Humanity are the redeemers of Lucifer and Ahriman.

The shadow elite are taking orders from a spiritual source, from another world. Certain humans who “sell their souls” for power here, become channels for hordes of Luciferic or Ahrimanic demons. 

Lucifer and Ahriman are higher beings, angelics, that became delayed in their evolution in previous phases of the Life Wave. Ahriman and his legion got delayed on Old Sun. In the next planetary cycle Lucifer and his coterie failed the necessary development on Old Moon.

In the hierarchy of spiritual beings, of which humanity comprises near the very bottom (but can climb), when a part of a race at any level fails to develop, they necessarily have to linger on into the next cycle and become parasitic on the beings directly below them. In this way the lower beings can carry them on into the next cycle. All is motion in God’s kingdom. Nothing is static.

Even in the animal kingdom all the species of tapeworms, leeches, ticks, etc., are the biological children of Lucifer and Ahriman.

The West knows Ahriman by the name ‘Satan’ but I wouldn’t recommend using that word because it gets so often confused with Lucifer; the two are distinct beings and this is more clear with Steiner’s terminology. 

Steiner saw clairvoyantly into the spiritual worlds and brought back knowledge with a scientific mind for precision. Without his notes for navigation it is easy to fall for the trap that we are stuck in a Matrix. The soul trap. The fake New Age movement ran with this and imposed the skewed doctrine of the Saturn-cube matrix, where the soul gets seduced and  incarcerated, and then at death, looped and recycled back in again by reptilian alien or archon overlords.

Lucifer and Ahriman have different modes of attack. Lucifer goes for the desire for self love and comfort at the expense of others, he is in the numb junkie that has become dead to the world, and he is also in the ascetic priest who denies the world, rejects the flesh and life “down here” for his skewed idea of Heaven. Lucifer wants to make humanity perfect automatons, where we couldn’t make any moral mistakes, at the expense of free will. He wants to set his “throne above the stars of God.” He rejects the mission of incarnation, of being immersed in the flesh.

Ahriman on the other hand, wants to make man totally imprisoned in flesh, and deny any connection or knowledge of higher worlds. The vaccine injection is totally Ahrimanic, it is an attempt to close off any interest in the soul. Steiner foresaw this with  crystal clarity over a hundred years ago.

“I have told you that the spirits of darkness are going to inspire their human hosts, in whom they will be dwelling, to find a vaccine that will drive all inclination towards spirituality out of people’s souls when they are still very young.” – Rudolf Steiner (1917)

MRNA vaccines are his latest weapon but pornography, high speed internet, junk food, sugar and alcohol, football and beer, bread and circuses are all Ahrimanic diversions from the strait and narrow path of spirit.

School? Prison? Hostage Situation?

People say that this place cannot be sanctioned by God since there is so much suffering here and deceit here. Surely our souls are trapped in a matrix black cube of death. A prison.

Some say that this prison is more like a school, that we are here to grow, and only through suffering these experiences can we grow. And this gets a little closer to the truth.

In this link here Howdie Mickoski makes the claim that this cannot be a school because we lose our memories of past lives, and how would a child in school progress from one grade to the next if every summer they wiped his memory?

But this is why the term ‘school’ is insufficient as well, because in a school only the mind evolves, however we are in a system whereby we evolve new faculties and new spiritual organs. We are in a process of guided mutation and differentiation of our souls. Mickoski, like so many others lacks the spiritual insight to see the grander purpose.

The Black Brotherhood

It is a holy process, our covenant with God. But there is some risk involved. At a certain point the evolving soul must be given free will to either love God his Creator, or only love himself and reject God. This latter path leads naturally down to Hell and its demon inhabitants as defined earlier. At a certain point the sinner gets past a point of no return and is swept up by the hordes of Lucifer and Ahriman. He falls into the abyss, the Qlipothic realms, and can only now steal energy from those of us still connected to Source.

Those who fall into the abyss will have a different line of evolution now from the rest of “Good Humanity.” Although even these lost souls may have a chance to repent, as hinted about in the Book of Revelation, where Satan is loosed from pit for a time.

The average person today who is mired in materialism and ignorantly seduced by Ahriman’s wiles, but not truly wicked, is not currently in danger of this fate (yet). It will be the job of those spiritual leaders today who have accepted the Christ impulse into themselves to help bring the masses of traumatized humanity to Christ in further epochs. 

But for those currently who enjoy hurting others, who gleefully cut and stab into their victim for the power and sick pleasure gained, are teetering on the edge of the abyss, staring into the gaping maw of the two horned beast.  The whole system of Black Magick and the Black Brotherhoods runs on these modes and methods, calling the user down into Hell in exchange for evil genius and power. 

So we are not in a school, there are high stakes and potentials, and we are not in a prison, as we can exercise free will. We are exactly where we are supposed to be. 

We are evolving here along with the Earth and are wrapped up in Her development. We are not from other star systems – all these fake New Agers claiming to be starseeds from Arcturus or the Pleiades, who have come as helpers or volunteer souls are, quite frankly, deluded. We are all part of the same Life Wave that began with earth embodiments termed Old Saturn, then Old Sun, Old Moon and now Earth, the fourth planetary cycle.

(These “starseed” empathic sensitive types are most likely just souls that in past lives already advanced some of the latent psychic faculties that we all have within us.)

Developing “I” Consciousness – Individuation

In earlier planetary embodiments there was not matter as we know it today, and our souls were simple, germinal and swept up  within immense cosmic forces. We felt the activity of the Higher Hierarchies of Beings running, coursing through us. Through them, we were.

Even on Earth, in ancient times such as Atlantis and Lemuria the soul was in more ethereal bodies and felt itself to be more a part of a group or tribal soul. Then in the times of the old testament the soul felt connected to his familial blood ties, that through his ancestors, “I Am.” This is why the ancient Hebrews put so much emphasis on the “seed of Abraham.”

We’ve gone through many past lives but it is only in the last few recent ones that the soul feels itself to be a fully individual “I” in his body. Now in his singular body and form he can say “I Am,” without other intermediaries. 

In order for this to occur however, the spiritual world that he used to see into clairvoyantly had to be temporarily closed off to him. The biblical metaphor for this state is the “wilderness.” He is on his own, left to his own faculties. He does not remember his past lives and has forgotten his deeper soul purpose.

I must stress that this had to occur. This is not a malevolent memory wipe from the evil Matrix architect, although the reader with discernment will see how these popular memes gate-keep or partially disclose real truths through veiled fable and modern Hollywood allegory.

The danger of getting your knowledge from these gatekeepers is that they present everything in an Ahrimanic way that conveys the spiritual matters in material ways. Mainstream Judeo-Christian religion for example claims to be spiritual but is in fact speaking empty words and phrases and live in very materialist mindsets. Lacking spiritual vision and imagination, they envisage Heaven as a physical place not too different from Earth where they can be with their families. They are taught this simple faith but discouraged from esoteric training designed to open your third eye to seeing into spiritual worlds and realities. This is “of the devil” to them.

They deny the doctrines of karma and reincarnation that when reinstated into religion will be the missing key that resolves all this pain, confusion and paranoia. 

We were supposed to forget. The mind was not wiped by a malevolent Demiurge. We are at a stage in our development called “being lost in the wilderness.”

“They wandered lost in the wilderness, alone and out of the way; they found no city to dwell in.  Hungry and thirsty, their soul fainted in them. Then they cried unto the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them out of their distresses.” – Psalm 107

We must feel temporary separation in order to call upon the Lord out of our own free will. God does not want good little automatons. He wants well rounded souls that know good AND evil, but chose the good, through knowledge, that through love, converts to wisdom.

“Even as you appeared to Moses, because

I need you, you appear to me, not

Often, however. I live essentially

in darkness. You are perhaps training me to be

responsive to the slightest brightening.”

-Poet Louis Gluck 

A curious thing happens when one is lost at sea, lost in the wilderness; he has to become sensitive to the slightest brightening, little intuitive flashes of God’s contact, he must develop this higher faculty (these spiritual organs Steiner discusses are one and the same as the Indian chakra system). 

Someone who can see auras will be able to tell when someone has developed these higher faculties, their colored chakras are lit up like a budding flower and spinning.

This can only be done by eating the manna in the wilderness:

“Our fathers ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written, ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’” – John 6:31

Ahriman will try to keep you in the wilderness and say, “see this is all there is, nothing matters and when you die there is just annihilation, so might as well embrace hedonism.” Lucifer will tell you, “see this sucks out here in the wilderness. The howling wastes of the desert. Nothing here for you. Lets return to Heaven now without seeking the development that could be had here.”

To navigate today’s world and the upcoming challenges of the future we need to be constantly on-guard against both these views, because they are both insidious and have already crept into many schools and streams of thought both scientific and religious.

Karma and Disease

The mRNA jabs are a clear signpost that we are heading into times of deep suffering for humanity. Let alone the deaths and injuries already seen, what is coming out is that these jabs are going to alter the genome of the female ovaries, and we may see a rise in cancers and birth defects in the upcoming generations. Once DNA is altered, there is no undoing it. Steiner prophesied a time in the future where mankind becomes more or less sterile, and our bodies break down more and more. In terms of the physical body we are already, in fact, past our prime. This is right on cosmic schedule – as now further development needs to happen on our etheric and astral bodies through our “I” consciousness. We are on the ascending arch now of the Life Wave and must slowly shed matter and etherealize our bodies to be able to follow the planet to higher frequency planes in the next planetary cycles.

Illness and diseases are tied to karma. Our Higher Self that we are not quite conscious of yet wills us to get certain diseases down here if it allows us to balance out sins in past lives or to develop spiritually in certain areas. When an organ fails, its spiritual counterpart is forced to strengthen. Just look at a blind person. Their other senses are heightened. This is how it is for all disease. We can infer then, when a pandemic (or mass poisoning via jabs) occurs that a large swath of humanity needed to clear a collective karma or develop new faculties and was simply not accomplishing this through any other “easier” way than pain. 

Pictures of the Apocalypse

We are entering a wave of illness and death the likes of which we haven’t seen since perhaps the ancient cataclysms of the past. There will be a great war of “all against all” which will,in the physical realm, destroy most of humanity. This was supposed to be way later in the future but by the looks of it the Darkside may have stepped up their timeframe. As a result of this war a small pocket of survivors will carry over into the next epoch and repopulate, much like Noah’s family did, all those years ago. 

Have courage and resolve! Do not give in to fear and nihilism, we must remind ourselves that God will never forsake us, that our souls survived previous cataclysms of fire and water to incarnate again into the descendants of the survivors, and must do so again in the upcoming one. All he asks is for us to cry out to him, in our distress in the wilderness, to not lose faith even at our lowest, to not give in to the wave of materialism spiking the planet, to listen to that quiet inner voice, and he will prepare a place for us.

Christ says “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.” -John 14:3

To conclude with two Gluck poems where she is the voice of God speaking to man, 

Retreating Light

You were always very young children,
always waiting for a story.
And I’d been through it all too many times;
I was tired of telling stories.
So I gave you the pencil and paper.
I gave you pens made of reeds
I had gathered myself, afternoons in the dense meadows.
I told you, write your own story.

After all those years of listening
I thought you’d know
what a story was.

All you could do was weep.
You wanted everything told to you
and nothing thought through yourselves.

Then I realized you couldn’t think
with any real boldness or passion;
you hadn’t had your own lives yet,
your own tragedies.
So I gave you lives, I gave you tragedies,
because apparently tools alone weren’t enough.

You will never know how deeply
it pleases me to see you sitting there
like independent beings,
to see you dreaming by the open window,
holding the pencils I gave you
until the summer morning disappears into writing.

Creation has brought you
great excitement, as I knew it would,
as it does in the beginning.
And I am free to do as I please now,
to attend to other things, in confidence
you have no need of me anymore.


…Don’t think of these things anymore.

Listen to my breathing, your own breathing

like the fireflies, each small breath

a flare in which the world appears.

I’ve sung to you long enough in the summer night.

I’ll win you over in the end; the world can’t give you

this sustained vision.

You must be taught to love me.

Human beings must be taught to love silence and darkness.

Related Reading:

The Two Jesus Children – Rudolf Steiner

Lucifer-Christ-Ahriman Encoded In 2017 Film, Black Butterfly

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Aeon of the Twins, Maat, Time Travel and Dog-Star Symbolism

A Truthscrambler Video Presentation

Occult Hollywood is hiding a repeating symbol-set in many popular movies involving time rituals leveraging the psychic abilities of certain programmed individuals, children mostly, and often sets of twins. This has tremendous implications for the pulse of humanity that is held in sway by the pop culture narratives put forth by these secret agencies who are practicing black magicians.

The following is a Truthscrambler documentary film intending to scratch the surface of an immense symbol-set scattered like secret glittering jewels throughout popular media. Once you know it, you can’t unknow it. Inspired by youtuber LXXXVIII Finis Temporis.

Part 2

Part 2 discusses the cloning centers, the astral realm, slaves being used to make all the pop music, how twins are used in the black projects, and we’ll look at some song lyrics and music videos from Sia, 21 Pilots and Ellie Goulding.

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The Occult as Unified Field

The bible, astrology, tarot, numerology, etymology, and sacred geometry form one cohesive unified field. So mainstream and literal-minded Christians who reject all of the above except the bible are only getting a fraction of the whole wisdom. And they are not even reading their bibles correctly, because in Job 38 the Lord says to Job,

31 Canst thou bind the sweet influences of Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion?

32 Canst thou bring forth Mazzaroth in his season? Or canst thou guide Arcturus with his sons?

33 Knowest thou the ordinances of heaven? Canst thou set the dominion thereof in the earth?”

The “Mazzaroth” are the Zodiac belt. God is saying to Job that if he doesn’t know his stars, his astrology, than he is ignorant, unworthy to have dominion over Earth.

You can’t pick and choose what passages of the bible are relevant to your interpretation.

Spiritual Unfoldment stage 5

Card 19 The Sun – Jesus the Son says, “And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 18:3

Card 12The Suspended Man – Only by suspending the mind, through meditation, are the inner secrets revealed.

Card 5 – The Hierophant – The teacher points to his ear, suggesting that it is an inner hearing that must be cultivated, in order to have spiritual insight. Card 5 corresponds to the Hebrew letter Vav, which is the nail. A nail binds two things together. Card 12 is Mem, which is a glyph for water, and the letter Resh, on card 19 is a glyph for the human head. So spiritual insight (the waters above) can only manifest in the head or brain of man through silent meditation and inner listening, through temporary suspension of rational thought, a reversal (hanging upside down) of this epoch’s natural tendency towards materialism and surface level thinking and letting the mind wander, like a puppy off-leash. Through occult training the waters above bind to the fire of the spirit in the head and turn into steam and light, beaming out like the sun. Then the mind stops wandering and starts manifesting. What he manifests are his mental progeny, his little children.

The Hanged Man is one and the same as The Fool; they are both flipping the status quo. The Fool whistles cheerfully as he falls into the abyss, the Hanged Man hangs himself purposefully, it’s a yoga posture.

In Matthew 6:5 Jesus teaches how to pray with few words (meditation).

“And when you pray, you shall not be like the [a]hypocrites. For they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the corners of the streets, that they may be seen by men. Assuredly, I say to you, they have their reward. But you, when you pray, go into your room, and when you have shut your door, pray to your Father who is in the secret place; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you openly. And when you pray, do not use vain repetitions as the heathen do. For they think that they will be heard for their many words.

“Therefore do not be like them. For your Father knows the things you have need of before you ask Him. In this manner, therefore, pray:

Our Father in heaven,
Hallowed be Your name.
10 Your kingdom come.
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven.
11 Give us this day our daily bread.
12 And forgive us our debts,
As we forgive our debtors.
13 And do not lead us into temptation,
But deliver us from the evil one.
For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever.


If we wish to speak of the evil of this world, the black magicians and sorcerers, the pedo elites and so forth, then we must use the term “DARK Occult,” and not speak of the Occult in general. It is very important that we can agree on definitions if we wish to have a dialogue.

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