We Are Not In a Matrix or Soul Trap!

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels warred against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels warred back. But they did not prevail, nor was a place found for them in heaven any longer. Revelation 12:7

Unseen Enemy

We are going through sharply polarizing times where, on the one hand the noose seems to be getting tighter around our necks, the suffering and despair, fear and confusion is rising, while on the other hand more and more people are waking up to the fact that there is a spiritual or hidden world behind which this world is somewhat of a projection or facade, a lower rending of that other, higher world.

Many are waking up to the fact that there is a shadow elite running false flags from 9/11 to Covid, from fake wars, fake actors, fake scripts, fake news, fake weather, fake food, fake medicine,etc. The list goes on. 

Some even go further and see that behind the shadow elite must be something somehow not human, something demonic,or alien or perhaps an artificial intelligence designed to suck human energy as batteries, like in The Matrix

In other words, we are under attack by something parasitic. This is the gist most can agree on. The particular details vary.

But the purpose of this post is to address something that happens at this stage in one’s awakening and truth journey. It’s an easy trap to get in, one I struggled with myself. But thanks to Theosophy and Steiner’s refinement of this system in his Anthroposophy, I feel like I finally understand what’s going on in terms of reconciling this evil that we see on the mainstage.

Lucifer and Ahriman – The Backward Angelics

For we are indeed under attack. But if we know our enemy we can see how they are in fact serving a holistic function sanctioned by God,and that in this understanding we can release them, (for they are within us). In so doing we redeem them. Humanity are the redeemers of Lucifer and Ahriman.

The shadow elite are taking orders from a spiritual source, from another world. Certain humans who “sell their souls” for power here, become channels for hordes of Luciferic or Ahrimanic demons. 

Lucifer and Ahriman are higher beings, angelics, that became delayed in their evolution in previous phases of the Life Wave. Ahriman and his legion got delayed on Old Sun. Then, in the next planetary cycle Lucifer and his coterie failed the necessary development on Old Moon.

In the angelic hierarchy of spiritual beings, of which humanity comprises near the very bottom (but can climb), when a part of a race at any level fails to develop, they necessarily have to linger on into the next cycle and become parasitic on the beings directly below them. In this way the lower beings can carry them on into the next cycle. All is motion in God’s kingdom. Nothing is static.

The West knows Ahriman by the name ‘Satan’ but I wouldn’t recommend using that word because it gets so often confused with Lucifer; the two are distinct beings and this is more clear with Steiner’s terminology. 

Steiner saw clairvoyantly into the spiritual worlds and brought back knowledge with a scientific mind for precision. Without his notes for navigation it is easy to fall for the trap that we are stuck in a Matrix. The soul trap. The fake New Age movement ran with this and imposed the skewed doctrine of the Saturn-cube matrix, where the soul gets seduced and  incarcerated, and then at death, looped and recycled back in again by reptilian alien or archon overlords.

Before we dismantle that notion, let’s learn how Lucifer and Ahriman have different modes of attack. Lucifer goes for the desire for self love and comfort at the expense of others, he is in the numb junkie that has become dead to the world, and he is also in the ascetic priest who denies the world, rejects the flesh and life “down here” for his skewed idea of Heaven. Lucifer wants to make humanity perfect automatons, where we couldn’t make any moral mistakes, at the expense of free will. He wants to set his “throne above the stars of God.” He rejects the mission of incarnation, of being immersed in the flesh.

Ahriman on the other hand, wants to make man totally imprisoned in flesh, and deny any connection or knowledge of higher worlds. He is in the atheist, and the materialist. The vaccine injection is totally Ahrimanic, it is an attempt to close off any interest in the soul. Steiner foresaw this with crystal clarity over a hundred years ago.

“I have told you that the spirits of darkness are going to inspire their human hosts, in whom they will be dwelling, to find a vaccine that will drive all inclination towards spirituality out of people’s souls when they are still very young.” – Rudolf Steiner (1917)

MRNA vaccines are his latest weapon but pornography, high speed internet, junk food, sugar and alcohol, football and beer, bread and circuses are all Ahrimanic diversions from the strait and narrow path of spirit.

School? Prison? Hostage Situation?

People say that this place cannot be sanctioned by God since there is so much suffering here and deceit here. Surely our souls are trapped in a matrix black cube of death. A prison.

Some say that this prison is more like a school, that we are here to grow, and only through suffering these experiences can we grow. And this gets a little closer to the truth.

In this link here Howdie Mickoski makes the claim that this cannot be a school because we lose our memories of past lives, and how would a child in school progress from one grade to the next if every summer they wiped his memory?

But this is why the term ‘school’ is insufficient as well, because in a school only the mind evolves, however we are in a system whereby we evolve new faculties and new spiritual organs. We are in a process of guided mutation and differentiation of our souls. Mickoski, like so many others lacks the spiritual insight to see the grander purpose.

The Black Brotherhood

It is a holy process, our covenant with God. But there is some risk involved. At a certain point the evolving soul must be given free will to either love God his Creator, or only love himself and reject God. This latter path leads naturally down to Hell and its demon inhabitants as defined earlier. At a certain point the sinner gets past a point of no return and is swept up by the hordes of Lucifer and Ahriman. He falls into the abyss, the Qlipothic realms, the Eighth sphere, and can only now steal energy from those of us still connected to Source.

Those who fall into the abyss will have a different line of evolution now from the rest of “Good Humanity.” Although even these lost souls may have a chance to repent, as hinted about in the Book of Revelation, where Satan is loosed from the pit for a time. If they don’t repent, their soul will be wiped clean and they will have to start again from the lowest rung of life, on upwards. But their Spiritual Atom or Monad can never be destroyed, no matter what.

(For more details on this see my more recent post on the Eighth Sphere.) https://truthscrambler.com/2022/06/15/the-eighth-sphere-gigi-young/

The average person today who is mired in materialism and ignorantly seduced by Ahriman’s wiles, but not truly wicked, is not currently in danger of this fate (yet). It will be the job of those spiritual leaders today who have accepted the Christ impulse into themselves to help bring the masses of traumatized humanity to Christ in further epochs. 

But for those currently who enjoy hurting others, who gleefully cut and stab into their victim for the power and sick pleasure gained, are already on the edge of the abyss, staring into the gaping maw of the two horned beast. Many have already fallen in and have become a Black Brother. The whole system of Black Magick and the Black Brotherhoods runs on these modes and methods, calling the user down into Hell in exchange for evil genius and power.

So we are not in a school, there are high stakes and potentials, and we are not in a prison, as we can exercise free will. We are exactly where we are supposed to be. 

We are evolving here along with the Earth and are wrapped up in Her development. We are not from other star systems, at least not in the materialist way all these fake New Agers claim, to be starseeds from Arcturus or the Pleiades, who have come as helpers or volunteer souls. From my research, we are all part of the same Life Wave that began with earth embodiments termed Old Saturn, then Old Sun, Old Moon and now Earth, the fourth planetary cycle.

(Update: I will concede that there may have been other Life Waves, other Solar cycles that we took part in on other “Suns” such as Sirius, etc. but this is not described or delineated properly by most New Ager starseed types. And by this logic, we are ALL starseeds!)

These “starseed” empathic sensitive types are most likely just souls that in past lives already advanced some of the latent psychic faculties that we all have within us.

Developing “I” Consciousness – Individuation

In earlier planetary embodiments there was not matter as we know it today, and our souls were simple, germinal and swept up  within immense cosmic forces. We felt the activity of the Higher Hierarchies of Beings running, coursing through us. Through them, we were.

Even on Earth, in ancient times such as Atlantis and Lemuria the soul was in more ethereal bodies and felt itself to be more a part of a group or tribal soul. Then in the times of the old testament the soul felt connected to his familial blood ties, that through his ancestors, “I Am.” This is why the ancient Hebrews put so much emphasis on the “seed of Abraham.”

We’ve gone through many past lives but it is only in the last few recent ones that the soul feels itself to be a fully individual “I” in his body. Now in his singular body and form he can say “I Am,” without other intermediaries. 

In order for this to occur however, the spiritual world that he used to see into clairvoyantly had to be temporarily closed off to him. The biblical metaphor for this state is the “wilderness.” He is on his own, left to his own faculties. He does not remember his past lives and has forgotten his deeper soul purpose.

I must stress that this had to occur. This is not a malevolent memory wipe from the evil Matrix architect, although the reader with discernment will see how these popular memes gate-keep or partially disclose real truths through veiled fable and modern Hollywood allegory.

The danger of getting your knowledge from these gatekeepers is that they present everything in an Ahrimanic way that conveys the spiritual matters in material ways. Mainstream Judeo-Christian religion for example claims to be spiritual but is in fact speaking empty words and phrases and live in very materialist mindsets. Lacking spiritual vision and imagination, they envisage Heaven as a physical place not too different from Earth where they can be with their families. They are taught this simple faith but discouraged from esoteric training designed to open your third eye to seeing into spiritual worlds and realities. This is “of the devil” to them.

They deny the doctrines of karma and reincarnation that when reinstated into religion will be the missing key that resolves all this pain, confusion and paranoia. 

We were supposed to forget. The mind was not wiped by a malevolent Demiurge. We are at a stage in our development called “being lost in the wilderness.”

“They wandered lost in the wilderness, alone and out of the way; they found no city to dwell in.  Hungry and thirsty, their soul fainted in them. Then they cried unto the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them out of their distresses.” – Psalm 107

We must feel temporary separation in order to call upon the Lord out of our own free will. God does not want good little automatons. He wants well rounded souls that know good AND evil, but chose the good, through knowledge, that through love, converts to wisdom.

“Even as you appeared to Moses, because

I need you, you appear to me, not

Often, however. I live essentially

in darkness. You are perhaps training me to be

responsive to the slightest brightening.”

-Poet Louis Gluck 

A curious thing happens when one is lost at sea, lost in the wilderness; he has to become sensitive to the slightest brightening, little intuitive flashes of God’s contact, he must develop this higher faculty (these spiritual organs Steiner discusses are one and the same as the Indian chakra system). 

Someone who can see auras will be able to tell when someone has developed these higher faculties, their colored chakras are lit up like a budding flower and spinning.

This can only be done by eating the manna in the wilderness:

“Our fathers ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written, ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat.’” – John 6:31

Ahriman will try to keep you in the wilderness and say, “see this is all there is, nothing matters and when you die there is just annihilation, so might as well embrace hedonism.” Lucifer will tell you, “see this sucks out here in the wilderness. The howling wastes of the desert. Nothing here for you. Lets return to Heaven now without seeking the development that could be had here.”

To navigate today’s world and the upcoming challenges of the future we need to be constantly on-guard against both these views, because they are both insidious and have already crept into many schools and streams of thought both scientific and religious.

Karma and Disease

The mRNA jabs are a clear signpost that we are heading into times of deep suffering for humanity. Let alone the deaths and injuries already seen, what is coming out is that these jabs are going to alter the genome of the female ovaries, and we may see a rise in cancers and birth defects in the upcoming generations. Once DNA is altered, there is no undoing it. Steiner prophesied a time in the future where mankind becomes more or less sterile, and our bodies break down more and more. In terms of the physical body we are already, in fact, past our prime. This is right on cosmic schedule – as now further development needs to happen on our etheric and astral bodies through our “I” consciousness. We are on the ascending arch now of the Life Wave and must slowly shed matter and etherealize our bodies to be able to follow the planet to higher frequency planes in the next planetary cycles.

Illness and diseases are tied to karma. Our Higher Self that we are not quite conscious of yet wills us to get certain diseases down here if it allows us to balance out sins in past lives or to develop spiritually in certain areas. When an organ fails, its spiritual counterpart is forced to strengthen. Just look at a blind person. Their other senses are heightened. This is how it is for all disease. We can infer then, when a pandemic (or mass poisoning via jabs) occurs that a large swath of humanity needed to clear a collective karma or develop new faculties and was simply not accomplishing this through any other “easier” way than pain. 

Pictures of the Apocalypse

We are entering a wave of illness and death the likes of which we haven’t seen since perhaps the ancient cataclysms of the past. There will be a great war of “all against all” which will, in the physical realm, destroy most of humanity. This was supposed to be way later in a future epoch but I can’t help but wonder if the Darkside is trying to step up this timeframe. As a result of this great war a small pocket of survivors will carry over into the last epoch and repopulate, much like Noah’s family did, all those years ago.

Have courage and resolve! Do not give in to fear and nihilism, we must remind ourselves that God will never forsake us, that our souls survived previous cataclysms of fire and water to incarnate again into the descendants of the survivors, and must do so again in the upcoming one. All he asks is for us to cry out to him, in our distress in the wilderness, to not lose faith even at our lowest, to not give in to the wave of materialism spiking the planet, to listen to that quiet inner voice, and he will prepare a place for us.

Christ says “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.” -John 14:3

To conclude with two Gluck poems where she is the voice of God speaking to man, 

Retreating Light

You were always very young children,
always waiting for a story.
And I’d been through it all too many times;
I was tired of telling stories.
So I gave you the pencil and paper.
I gave you pens made of reeds
I had gathered myself, afternoons in the dense meadows.
I told you, write your own story.

After all those years of listening
I thought you’d know
what a story was.

All you could do was weep.
You wanted everything told to you
and nothing thought through yourselves.

Then I realized you couldn’t think
with any real boldness or passion;
you hadn’t had your own lives yet,
your own tragedies.
So I gave you lives, I gave you tragedies,
because apparently tools alone weren’t enough.

You will never know how deeply
it pleases me to see you sitting there
like independent beings,
to see you dreaming by the open window,
holding the pencils I gave you
until the summer morning disappears into writing.

Creation has brought you
great excitement, as I knew it would,
as it does in the beginning.
And I am free to do as I please now,
to attend to other things, in confidence
you have no need of me anymore.


…Don’t think of these things anymore.

Listen to my breathing, your own breathing

like the fireflies, each small breath

a flare in which the world appears.

I’ve sung to you long enough in the summer night.

I’ll win you over in the end; the world can’t give you

this sustained vision.

You must be taught to love me.

Human beings must be taught to love silence and darkness.

Related Reading:

The Two Jesus Children – Rudolf Steiner

Lucifer-Christ-Ahriman Encoded In 2017 Film, Black Butterfly

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20 Responses to We Are Not In a Matrix or Soul Trap!

  1. Vivi_Cisne says:

    Mindblown. I have gotten to the point in my spiritual journey where nothing made sense anymore. I had left the new age frame of thinking long ago, and I never quite fit in with Christianity. Lately something has been pulling me to go back to the beginning though, to interweave what I’ve learned about the esoteric world with Christ. I’ve been feeling like I have the puzzle pieces but haven’t been able to put them together. This put it together for me in a way I could finally comprehend. It’s actually so simple in a way. Thank you.

  2. Chris says:

    very nice read…
    I just wanted to say that I’m a Buddhist for 30 years now, and I really felt connected to your words. It’s nice to see lines crossing from Christianity to Buddhism.
    Through meditation and incantation we can reconnect to “the source” and remember. Although, “remember” is a diminished term because we don’t just remember, we “are”, we “exist”. And most importantly, we can recognize the ego and consequently are able to disconnect the ego from what you/we truly are.

    O and if I’d bump into that Howdie Mickoski guy, I’d just ask him:
    “Tell me what you learned 13 years ago, the second week of februari.”
    Or even easier:
    “What was the most important thing that happened to you 21 years ago”

    It’s quite hard to answer these questions because we are unable to remember this through sheer will. It’s way too long ago. Bits and pieces maybe, but nothing more really.

    What we do take on to other lives are the impressions of past lives (or memories). These impressions is the energy that surrounds us (auras or whatever we want to call it) and is the sum of our karma. If you live in a state of high vibration, then this will guide you after you leave the body and it’s quite easy to see that this will put you in a situation on earth that resembles that energy.
    That is why in Buddhism when a monk dies, other monks sit by him for seven days straight to guide him through the process of “shedding” different layers of consciousness so he can “consciously” (because he learned it while meditating his whole life) decide wether to live again or not.

  3. Krista says:

    Wow! I just stumbled across this page yesterday and have been glued to it reading everything. I feel like things are starting to come together, whereas in the beginning of my awakening all i had were little bits of knowledge that didnt make sense when i tried to fit them together. Still many pieces are missing but isnt that the point of our journey? Finding the pieces that make sense to us in this puzzle called Life?

  4. Interesting how there are different ways of seeing the same thing…

    If I am you and you are me… who are we?

  5. Raoul Pop says:

    It’s interesting and comforting to see how two separate people have been thinking about the same themes lately and arriving at similar conclusions. I have a friend who lives on a mountain top and has arrived at similar insights in recent years. So that’s three separate people, counting myself, who, while not on the same page, are in the same neighborhood. It’s a nice sort of confirmation that we’re on the right path. We’ll walk onward and see what happens.

  6. slavapre says:

    Gabe, this has to be in your top 10 of all time posts. Really clear and resonates with me and my own research. You have the ability to separate the wheat from the chaff. Most of these New Age types and a whole lot of YT channels push this Soul Trap lie. It never resonated with me. Anyway please keep up the good work. I do have a request or actually two. Can you please do more posts about Alvin Boyd Kuhn’s work and also some more about Kabbalah. Personally a lot of the Kabballah (not all of it) has been of incredible benefit to me in my wider understanding of how this all this fits together. Thank you so much.

    • Thanks for your words and further confirmation based on what is resonating with you, an intuitive faculty which should not be undervalued. Both those topics you requested are indeed subjects I want to write more about.

  7. Rarely does one get such a well put together counter argument for what had been and still is my prevailing stance about my suspicions that we may be stuck in some kind of loosh harvesting cybernetic hivemind under the control of non human and metaphysical sentient intelligences. If anyone is going to push me to see this in a different way it was going to be you. Awesome stuff.

  8. george says:

    I sense this is a loosh harvesting soul trap to extract and corrupt souls

    I also sense its quite broken and nearly ended

    so that’s good 🙂

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