Sophia Drowning, and Water-As-Time Symbolism

“Listen to the tales as we all rationalize,

Our way into the arms of the savior.

Feigning all the trials and the tribulations.

None of us have actually been there,

Not like you…” – Tool

I’m a big fan of heavy metal music, and recently I noticed a repeating pattern on the album covers of three different metal albums from three separate bands. The theme was of a vaguely feminine figure drowning or diving into a body of water:

When a pattern like this emerges one can assume that occult communication is happening. A co-creative force is behind these bands, what James Bickford calls ‘the backseat Uber driver,’ using these artists as vessels for their own purpose.

If you ask Z, and I tend to agree, these occult forces or principalities – whether benefic or malefic – are coming from the cosmic Mother, the two sides of the Goddess. Sophia in white, and Samael the Demiurge, in black. This is the key that unlocks the mysteries, the esoteric language, the predictive programming, all of it.

“My one, when all is said and done
You’ll believe God is a woman” – Ariana Grande

Try it on for size, this viewing lens will blow your mind.

The cosmic Mother is telling us her story. It’s a love story, she pines for her lost husband, the Father, who became the Son (separate souls, us), and how she held on, fearing the loss of Self, instead of becoming the remaining souls,she remained One, which became the fall. Their drama now unfolds in humanity, how the children of Christ must become the bridegroom, restoring the lost love, which is the Event, the Singularity at the end of time. All these ancient myths from Egypt to Greece about the sons of Gods castrating their Fathers and incepting their Mother are trying to talk about this. But Z has laid it all out in quite clear detail HERE.

And today’s parables are not just coming through Hollywood. This code is present in obscure Scandinavian metal bands; in the lyrics and album covers, in movies and shows both domestic and foreign, and in the daily news from CNN to Buzzfeed. How is it so prevalent? Is the Illuminati THAT organized? I once thought so, but now think that Sophia’s story is simply in the information field, in the Akashic record, if you will, and we are tapping into it, whether we know it or not. The dark forces know how to tap into Samael, their Dark Lord, and become his mouthpiece, while those artists with integrity and innocence can tap into Sophia, and become her spout piece.

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Smashing Pumpkins made an excellent mouth-piece

So in a sense what we can pick up on in these images, lyrics and parables, these hidden layers below the fear porn of surface layer “reality,” is the Goddess talking to herself, picture a maiden shipwrecked by herself on a rocky crag, surrounded by miles of ocean, howling to the moon. Slowly going insane.

Let’s take a look at this drowning motif, which I’ve discussed before. We saw it in the previous post analyzing the highly esoteric film ‘The Prestige,’ where a woman drowns in a dangerous magic trick gone wrong.

We saw drowning in the show ‘The OA,‘ as a way to cross to parallel universes, a dimensional gateway. We know it was a calling card to how they program people in MK Ultra, to cause near-death-experiences (ala Arizona Wilder).

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This was also depicted in the Bourne movies. Jason Bourne was an MK Ultra programmed black assassin. They would dunk his head underwater to trigger his alter.

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Opening scene of the ‘Bourne’ series

And in Stranger Things, when the character Eleven goes to her void, or does her remote viewing, there is always water on the ground, or some type of water/drowning/transitional gateway:


And it’s funny that they call her ‘El,’ for short. El is a Hebrew name for God.

“Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,

How we rise to the height of our halo.” – Tool

We know that water is symbolic of emotion, and of spirit, and Youtuber Holographic Multiverse says that the biblical flood is spirit washing away the artificial matrix, as like a cosmic reset. Water has this dual nature: it cleanses the filth, but it can also be deadly and turbulent in its own right. It can kill. H.M. might be onto something about the flood as reset, but I think she, like so many other truthers misses the mark because they are subscribing to infinite game theory: that this game of souls incarnating into bodies in this matrix can and will go on forever, that it’s all fun and games, and like a videogame can be replayed and reset ad infinitum. My friend Z says that this is a false and dangerous paradigm to subscribe to. This game has a finish line, a point that it cannot be stretched any further, like clay on a spinning wheel, if stretched too thin the clay will fly off the wheel, spraying in all directions.

In Kabbalah its called the breaking of the vessels, what Z calls the infinite shattering. Eventually the cosmic Mother, if not corrected by the Son, the children of the Father, the Christ body, the Elect, the 169,000 (in Revelation they are referred to as the 144,000), she will lose her marbles and we will all experience her insanity, forever.

This is a highly disturbing notion and if you really consider it, it’s the ONLY disturbing notion. It’s a worse fate than death. Worse than oblivion, which is what Samael’s crew wants.

But we aren’t there yet, we have time to turn it around. The singularity WILL occur. It’s just a question of who will be in control of it.

So we know that Mom is in trouble, and thus so are we, due to as above so below, but why is this so often depicted by drowning specifically?

Revelation 12:15-16 “And the serpent poured water like a river out of his mouth after the woman, so that he might cause her to be swept away with the flood. 16 But the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened its mouth and drank up the river which the dragon poured out of his mouth.”

The female is drowning in spirit. The Son who is one with the Father needs to dive down there, into her insanity, and rescue her, revive her.

“Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,

How we rise to the height of our halo….

….It’s time for you to bring me home” – Tool

But Bob Schlenker has also shown how in the occult symbol language water is a symbol of time. Why is water representing time? Bob writes, “The first non-celestial timepieces were water clocks. The flow of time was measured by the flow of water.(SOURCE)

(Wikipedia): “Water clocks, along with sundials, are likely to be the oldest time-measuring instruments, with the only exceptions being the vertical gnomon and the day-counting tally stick. Where and when they were first invented is not known, and given their great antiquity it may never be. The bowl-shaped outflow is the simplest form of a water clock and is known to have existed in Babylon and in Egypt around the 16th century BC.”


Tudor watch commercial connecting water and time.

So if water is time, then what is drowning? It is drowning into the abysses of infinite time, replaying the schizophrenic shattering again and again for all eternity. Infinite game theorists think we can just keep resetting the matrix again and again and keep playing these roles. Z is saying that this is wishful thinking. Another metaphor for this is making a photocopy of a photocopy again and again, the quality gets diminished each time, until it is no longer recognizable.

More Album Covers





Electric light orchestra – album called ‘Time’ – with water imagery. Plus a Saturn image – the keeper of time.


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If she isn’t drowning she can also be in an endless maze.

Tv show ‘Stitchers:’

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Time being stitched together, like a tapestry.

Bob writes, “The letter T is sliced through leaving most of it intact. It’s separated off with the letter S. STi ~ S -pace – Ti -me. The ST signals, Space-Time.”

Tool’s latest album ‘Fear Inoculum’ is telling her story. An inoculum is used to fight infections, poisons. The name ‘Samael,’ as I’ve already shown, in the Hebrew is associated with poisons, potions, elixirs. This is why in fairy tales the maiden, the damsel in distress (Sophia) is so often getting poisoned or placed under a potion’s spell. It takes the kiss from Prince Charming (Charm/Church – Christ, the savior) to dispel the poison. (See this post HERE for how this comes up in all the fairy tales and nursery rhymes).

Tool sings,


Long overdue


I exhale you


I opened up to you

Venom in mania

Now, contagion

I exhale you

The deceiver says, he says

You belong to me

You don’t wanna breathe the light of the others

Fear the light

Fear the breath

Fear the others for eternity

But I hear them now inhale the clarity

Hear the venom, the venom in

What you say inoculated

Bless this immunity

Bless this immunity

Bless this immunity

Exhale, expel

Recast my tale

Read my allegorical elegy


All that I’m to do

Calculating steps away from you

My own Mitosis

Growing through

Delusion from mania

Exhale, expel

Recast my tale

Weave my allegorical elegy

Forfeit all control

You poison

You spectacle

Exorcise the spectacle

Exorcise the malady

Exorcise the disparate

Poison for eternity

Purge me and evacuate

The venom and the fear that binds me

Unveil now

Lift away

I see you



Chased away

A long time coming”

The same tale, the same allegory is being recast again and again. The poison of the deceiver, Samael, the drowning of Sophia, her becoming manic. And the children of the Father stuck somewhere in the middle. We dove down into her mind, her insane mind, and many of us went crazy like her. But we had no other choice. The way we spend eternity is at stake here. Watch the movie, ‘What Dreams May Come,’ for a perfect analogy to all this.

In two words I could sum up what all this imagery, lyrics, movie plot themes are pointing to, its the Mother saying, “Help me.” But as Z has pointed out, she does it in a typically feminine way, through games and riddles, making us read between the lines, testing the man, to see if he is really alpha, to see if he can be assertive without her having to explicitly spell out her needs. Therefore even though she, and through her all women, are the topic, they aren’t the issue. The issue is with men, who need to grow a pair and assert themselves, and not fall victim to her games, to the mind control. Because this is what has happened on the large scale. It has been shrouded in the ‘feminist movement’ but this leads, as we see to something more sinister, the Illuminati run neo-feminist movement, the gender bending, transhumanism, and eventually eugenics, getting the herd to cull itself. It’s already happening, birth rates are lower than they have ever been. Women are brainwashed to be ‘independent’ and not need men, and men are placated, by football, beer, cannabis and pornography, pacified and turned into women. Testosterone is suppressed and estrogen is promoted. Made to trust our government, to authority figures. Made to believe in science and that the news is real. Rebels are quashed, silenced, relegated to the fringes of ‘conspiranoid culture;’ the herding of the second farm.

Mother should I trust the government?” – Pink Floyd.

“Authority figures deprived of the vampiric energy they suck off their constituents, are seen for what they are: dead empty masks manipulated with computers. And what is behind the computers? Remote control. Of course, don’t intend to be there when this shithouse goes up.” – William Burroughs

Well guess what Burroughs, they will be here too, if this shithouse goes up…nobody escapes, everyone’s fate is bound up together in this, for better or worse.

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22 Responses to Sophia Drowning, and Water-As-Time Symbolism

  1. george says:

    Well done.

    With men under attack on all sides from all media and social constructs one wonders how the masculine energy is to remain with deranged sophia’s attacks.

    Truth scrambler, do you have a thought on how a spirit ought to behave after the mortal body ‘death’? Go into the light? Dont’ go into light? Is the moon a soul trap etc

    • I try not to take a fixed position on that. Too many conflicting theories out there. Do we just get thrown back in? Do we move on? Do some of us move on who are ready, while others are recycled? Z says our fates are all bound together, no separate destinies. I can tell you have trouble with that. I struggle with it as well, but it does seem to make sense.

      • I heard this being the last cycle, there are not allowed to recycle. Those spirits are safe on another dimensional plane waiting for this all to end. Many animals have chosen to leave this verse already, as so has many others.

      • I’m not so sure there is a “safe waiting place in another dimension.”If you follow Z’s material through, everyone is here, and everyone is bound together in whatever outcome we manifest at the close of this cycle. That is why it is so crucial we network like this, and pool information. I appreciate you for being as awake as you are.

  2. george says:

    Men don’t need to labor in a fallen realm created by Sophia’s tantrum.

    If Sophia wants her realm fixed she should take up hammer and nails and fix it….the men she has mocked will be long gone

    Men are better off staying in meditation and allowing their spirit to leave rather than aiming to please a thankless bytch so called goddess. Let Sophia live with her trannies and Hollywood weirdo El ites she so admires.

  3. george says:

    Yes..I agree..but is this is a universe formed by the demiurge…or say a world corrupted by the demiurge…with souls lured in to use as power sources…souls that are vampired, perveted and sucked dry…then honestly what obligation do these parasite-ed souls have to help the demiurge or even sophia who allowed and condoned the split in the first place…..we can simply gather the souls who have knowledge of self..of the power within…leave…and starve the demiurge….

  4. Key Lamp says:

    Water – cleansing, sublimation, stasis (like a gel, healing or dormant, as opposed to being turned on/off), protective, intuition, spiritual, sensitivity.
    The water of the mother’s womb and the desire for the child to return to its cradle, finding comfort in being enveloped, becoming one again. When one is in distress I find people tend to call or yearn for their mother, they want to go home. What if both sides are trying to find a way to reach eachother? Those images of those characters in boxes of water, and perhaps the “falling into the abyss” images could be an intentional dive, falling on purpose, reaching as far as she can go to be ready to reach out and grab their hand to be united again.

    • That’s an idea. Well if it’s an intentional dive let’s hope she knows what she’s doing! Just keep swimming…
      “I’ve got an idea to keep you all occupied: learn to swim!” – Tool

      • Key Lamp says:

        Holy shit man, 2018, aenima was my jam. I just felt so so strongly about that. It’s rain and I’d be rocking out in my head while on a smoke break at school. LOL so much frustration then.

  5. george says:

    Is there a matter/ anti matter flux that takes place after death, between a neutral barrier, that allows a polarisation of the magnetic fields of the ‘subject’, to allow entrance to a parallel universe? Are stars the product of rifts in the fabric of space time, where our matter makes contact with the anti matter of a parallel universe?

    • You keep asking me about this and my answer to you is always the same….your guess is as good as mine. Although I suggest you read through Z’s material again…as this is where my hypothesis lies at the moment. I find his work quite compelling.

  6. Clocks by Coldplay – another good one.

    • Michael Cosmos says:

      Anamnesis Stasis- Wow Coldplay’s Clocks is another very telling song.

      “Come out upon my seas
      Cursed missed opportunities, am I
      A part of the cure?
      Or am I part of the disease?”

      Mom gives us opportunity after opportunity.

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