(Title is lyrics to a Monuments song).
Suffering is the raw material (lead/Saturn) that can be transmuted into creative inspiration (gold).
Saturn, the keeper of time, demands suffering of his initiates. But in return his rewards are the greatest of the seven Elohim. He is unlike Jupiter in this regard, who gives his gifts freely. That’s why Jupiter often gets to play the hero. But when you’ve fully embodied what Saturn has to teach, you no longer fear death, or time.
Some preview slides to an upcoming presentation I’m ruminating on, to synthesize all this crazy bull stuff into one work.
Mother Cow Sky Goddess An or Anu, birthing the “milky way”
Fractal nested Torus Field Universe, you are a little universe, a little atom/Adam, dum dum.
Tommy, Timmy, Old Man Time
In his highest archetype the bull is Saturn-EL, Chronos, time. Timmy, Thomas, Tom, TOMorrow. His name is Tom...remember Voldemort was once Tom Riddle . Well we have a riddle to solve.
All things are created in time or in Tom. But your immortal soul is an A-tom, always was and will be. Because it exists outside of Tom. The letter A at the beginning of a word makes the word mean it’s opposite, as in a-symmetrical, therefore ‘a-tom’ means without or devoid of time.
“God loves all his little atoms.” – Santos Bonacci.
So of course Tom Riddle is evil and becomes Lord Voldemort, because all things decay and die in time.
But death is just an illusion, because although Chronos (time) with his scythe may take you from your body, his wife Rhea (space) who births all things anew, will create or (c-RHEA-ate) a new body or torus field for you. That’s the son, born again: Horus, Zeus, Jesus. It’s just that no body will last, none are a-temporal. All is flux, don’t hold on to form. Let go.
All sound, pulses and waves may ring out like a BELL, or like a TOM TOM, but will eventually fade back to stillness. Where did the sound go? Is it dead? No, it’s just at rest, one with Source.