‘To Know The End Is To Know Yourself’

(Title is lyrics to a Monuments song).

Suffering is the raw material (lead/Saturn)  that can be transmuted into creative inspiration (gold).

Saturn, the keeper of time, demands suffering of his initiates. But in return his rewards are the greatest of the seven Elohim. He is unlike Jupiter in this regard, who gives his gifts freely. That’s why Jupiter often gets to play the hero. But when you’ve fully embodied what Saturn has to teach, you no longer fear death, or time.

Some preview slides to an upcoming presentation I’m ruminating on, to synthesize all this crazy bull stuff into one work.

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Fractal nested Torus Field Universe, you are a little universe, a little atom/Adam, dum dum.0

Tommy, Timmy, Old Man Time

In his highest archetype the bull is Saturn-EL, Chronos, time. Timmy, Thomas, Tom, TOMorrow. His name is Tom...remember Voldemort was once Tom Riddle . Well we have a riddle to solve.


All things are created in time or in Tom. But your immortal soul is an A-tom, always was and will be. Because it exists outside of Tom. The letter A at the beginning of a word makes the word mean it’s opposite, as in a-symmetrical, therefore ‘a-tom’ means without or devoid of time.

“God loves all his little atoms.” – Santos Bonacci.

So of course Tom Riddle is evil and becomes Lord Voldemort, because all things decay and die in time.

But death is just an illusion, because although Chronos (time) with his scythe may take you from your body, his wife Rhea (space) who births all things anew, will create or (c-RHEA-ate) a new body or torus field for you. That’s the son, born again: Horus, Zeus, Jesus. It’s just that no body will last, none are a-temporal. All is flux, don’t hold on to form. Let go.

All sound, pulses and waves may ring out like a BELL, or like a TOM TOM, but will eventually fade back to stillness. Where did the sound go? Is it dead? No, it’s just at rest, one with Source.

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8 Responses to ‘To Know The End Is To Know Yourself’

  1. Kalliope says:

    Saturn & Pluto are currently Capricorn, both in retrograde. The lunar eclipse will be taking place in Capricorn when conjunct these two planets. Sea-goat, he-bull, and virgin are all earth signs. Sea-goat is the initiator, he-bull the stable strength, and virgin the chaormonic change. Dance to the beat of your drum, played on the tom-toms. Snare, hi-hat, crash cymbals (cybele)

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  3. rod says:

    so is chronus or rhea evil gods or false or not

    • They are both good and evil because they are emanations of the Divine Monad, which is itself beyond duality.

    • There is no darkness in light, not evil in good. The “monad”, free of duality, experiences the materialized existence caused by the error of Sophia, the divine mother. The darkness is a cast shadow, and being non-creative, duplicates. The correction is in progress, a yuga recognized as the last. This is why the transhumanism push to off-world cloned resources (us humans) based on algorythms including blockchained DNA and predictive behavior modelling and “the chip” MOTB are so onerous and enacted. The periodic table of elements and language syntax have been re-written, and time is bleeding at the edges as the vesica piscis of the event intensifies, which to the masses is the Mandela Effect. They are preying with fear and much delusion is prevalent. Just know that Elohim is second generation to the most high, the Infinite, unbound Law. There is no evil , no darkness. The age of dark being able to exist is ending (that’s why Lucifer, Yaldabaoth, Saturn, pick a name, created CERN, in their attempt, his unholy hubristic struggle lost so long ago).

  4. sigma Detritus b says:

    So far we do not know how to make right-handed neutrinos, so it is unresolved whether the squid in the sonnet can assist in demilitarizing the tantric transformation of third-degree hypergeometric projection of a toroidal field into glass marbles. There is always a singularity in any coordinate system, and if you insist on placing yourself at the origin, then that singularity is yourself. As shown by very recent evidence, that the Earth’s magnetic field is accelerating its flip (see https://www.ngdc.noaa.gov/geomag/GeomagneticPoles.shtml), this means our narcissistic radial coordinate system that places the human uterus at the origin and the fringes of the primordial fireball at the uttermost extreme is going to be inverted along that radial axis. If your consciousness is limited to four (or fewer) dimensions, the prospects of your identity retaining any meaning after that inversion are very low, and all that will remain will be some unintelligible, despairing wailings cast up like bits of plastic trash on a defiled, uninhabited island in the middle of a limitless polluted ocean.

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